absolutely attracted

Song Ta's consciousness urged him to struggle and escape, but his body was firmly controlled by Yu Ze, and even softened into a puddle of water because of his touching and teasing.

Song Tuo didn't expect Yu Ze to do this kind of thing to him. He felt mixed feelings in his heart, helplessness, shame, anger, and finally all turned into sadness, with tears falling from the corners of his eyes one by one.

Yu Ze looked at his weeping face and kissed the corners of his red eyes, "Brother, why are you crying like this?"

"You don't like me, do you?"

Song Tuo turned his head and refused to look at him. He pinched Song Tuo's chin, forcing him to look at himself, and then let him look at his body, "But your body likes me very much."

"Go away, don't call me brother." Song Ta closed his eyes, his tone was cold, but his voice was trembling.

All of Yu Ze's actions were no longer gentle because of this sentence, he stopped, his eyes were a little red, "Song Tuo, you made me so sad, this is your punishment."

Song Tuo really felt that the world was crazy, Yu Ze was crazy, and he himself was tortured crazy.

The pain in his body was less than one-tenth of the pain in his heart. Yu Ze pressed him under him regardless. Song Tuo could only feel his body and consciousness up and down a few times, and he wanted to wake up with scolding overflowing from his mouth. Yu Ze's words were always shattered before he could utter them, and finally turned into uncontrollable soft sobs and moans.

Yu Ze seemed to have endless physical strength, and he left various marks on Song Tuo's fragile skin, trying to carve his own brand on him.

He thought he might be crazy, but not suddenly.

In the year he studied in Australia, his studies were actually very easy, and there were countless entertainment activities different from those in China. He also met many friends, and his daily life was not difficult.

However, he suddenly realized that he couldn't do without Song Ta.

He thought it was because he was too dependent on Song Tuo, Song Tuo had taken care of him like an older brother and accompanied him since he was a child, and he thought that he was just not used to being without Song Ta by his side suddenly.

At that time, he went to various parties every day, and he had all kinds of friends, but he found that no one could fill his loneliness like Song Ta.

He is always inexplicably irritable, always insomnia, and can't fall asleep looking at Song Tuo's dynamics and chat records at night.Will Song Ta be slow to reply to messages one day, or feel unhappy because he didn't chat with himself.

One day, on the social software of a friend he shared with Song Tuo, he saw a girl in the video ktv confessing to Song Tuo, surrounded by boos one after another.He saw Song Tuo looking at the girl tenderly and approaching her.

The video was less than 1 minute long, but Yu Ze was in such a mess that he skipped class. He held his mobile phone and wanted to call Song Ta, but he didn't know why he wanted to call Song Ta.

Call him and say congratulations?Congrats on having a girlfriend?Holding the phone, Yu Ze suddenly thought a lot. He thought that Song Tuo would treat other people well in the future, marry into a couple with them, get married, and have a family with children.

His mood suddenly became very bad, he didn't want others to know that Song Ta was good, he only wanted Song Ta to be good to himself.

He still didn't make that call in the end, because he was afraid that he would be too reckless and that he would behave strangely.

Not long after that, he saw that friend commenting under the dynamics of that friend again—it broke up, it didn't work.

Yu Ze breathed a sigh of relief, that day, in the sunset of Canberra, he smoked a dozen cigarettes, and suddenly understood his perverted dependence on Song Tuo.

It is clearly not a simple dependence on friends and elder brother, but an exclusive liking of one person for another who wants to occupy his whole life.

Later, during that summer vacation, he learned to hold Song Ta and cry like he did when he was a child, and Song Ta returned to his side.

Mingming pretends to be pitiful towards Song Tuo, and Song Tuo will soften his heart towards him.But the last time he cried to Song Ta, Song Ta just said to him indifferently, "Don't be childish anymore".

When tears and pretending to be weak couldn't get Song Ta's attention and preference, he had no choice but to show his fierce minions to make him remember the pain, so that he could only look back at himself.

Memories flashed through Yu Ze's mind, and Yu Ze thought of the gentle smile on Song Tuo's face when he danced with Su Jiahe with his arms around Su Jiahe's waist tonight.

His eyes became darker, and the hand pinching Song Tuo's waist couldn't help but exert more strength, but when he came back to his senses, he saw Song Tuo crying under him, like a dirty kitten.

He suddenly felt soft-hearted, pulled Song Ta into his arms tightly, kissed away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and then kissed his lips.

"Don't cry, brother." His voice was soft and comforting, but he didn't stop moving, allowing Song Tuo to hug his back tightly when he couldn't bear it.

As for the bite marks on the shoulders and the scratches on the back, he was happy with it and didn't feel any pain.

When Song Tuo woke up, his head hurt, and when he turned over, he felt sore all over. Some absurd memories of yesterday came to his mind, and he looked at his side with some fear, Yu Ze was not there.

"Asshole." Song Tuo covered his eyes with his hands, and cursed through gritted teeth.

He sat up and rubbed his temples for a while, and was about to find his clothes, when he saw ambiguous red marks all over his neck and chest.

Song Tuo saw his clothes on the ground and was about to get up to get them.The bathroom door was opened, Yu Ze only had a bath towel tied around his waist, his body and hair were covered with damp moisture.

Song Tuo looked at the wounds on his neck and waist that he had scratched out, stopped his movements to get up, and looked away unnaturally.

"Are you awake?" Yu Ze walked towards Song Tuo with a natural expression, and the hostility from last night was completely gone from his eyebrows.

He walked up to Song Ta's side, held Song Ta's hand and rubbed it against his mouth. His movements reminded Song Ta of a golden retriever he had raised before.

But those eyes were not as cute and docile as a golden retriever at all, Song Tuo pulled out his hand, and said coldly under Yu Ze's blank gaze, "I'll just pretend nothing happened last night."

Song Ta thought he had restrained himself well, but his voice was trembling.

Yu Ze looked at Song Tuo, his eyes seemed to want to tear Song Tuo down, and then he smiled, "Didn't anything happen?"

That smile also made Song Tuo feel strange, and Song Tuo even suspected that the person in front of him was not Yu Ze at all, but just had a face like Yu Ze's.

"But you hugged me so tightly last night, and it hurt so much to hold me." Yu Ze's eyes made Song Tuo shudder, "I remember every expression and every moan you made under my body."

"Enough," Song Tuo stopped Yu Ze from continuing, "Yu Ze, haven't you sobered up yet?"

"I'm very sober." Song Ta touched Song Ta's lip that was bitten by himself last night, "I'm more sober than you."

"Then stop talking crazy!" Song Tuo slapped his hands away, ready to step over him to pick up his clothes on the ground.

Seeing his upper body leaning towards him, Yu Ze immediately hugged him into his arms and bit his lips, "Why do you always say things I don't like to hear in the morning?"

Song Tuo pushed him away, with too much force, Yu Ze fell directly to the ground.When Song Tuo stared at Yu Ze and warned him not to do anything excessive, there was a sudden knock on the door.

Yu Ze stood up, ready to open the door, "It's Shen Wan."

"Don't open it, wait a minute." Song Tuo was tense and couldn't help asking Yu Ze, "Can you pass me my clothes first."

Yu Ze glanced at Song Ta, and then looked at the clothes on the ground. When he bent down to pick up the pile of clothes, he heard Song Ta say "thank you" to him.

Yu Ze smiled, picked up the pile of clothes from the ground and put them on the single sofa farther away from Song Tuo.

"Yu Ze, what are you doing?" Song Tuo's rational restraint that he had tried his best to show all morning failed at this moment, his voice was flustered and anxious.

The knock on the door continued, but Yu Ze turned a deaf ear to it. After slowly putting on his bathrobe, he smiled and turned his head to Song Tuo with a "shh" gesture.

Song Tuo had no choice but to bury himself in the quilt. He heard the door being opened, Shen Wan calling Yu Ze "dear", and Yu Ze saying good morning to Shen Wan.

They just asked each other if they slept well last night, and then Shen Wan said to Yu Ze, "Honey, I have something urgent to go back to China, don't you want to stay here for a few more days? Have fun."

Yu Ze said to her, "Be safe, and have a good journey", and then closed the door.

He turned around and saw Song Tuo still huddled under the quilt, went over to pull the quilt a few times, and said to Song Tuo, "Okay."

Song Tuo didn't move, Yu Ze pulled the quilt a few times and Song Tuo still refused to come out, "Song Tuo?"

Yu Ze tried a little harder, and when he pulled the quilt away, he saw that Song Tuo's eyes were very red and his eyelashes were a little wet.Yu Ze suddenly felt a little overwhelmed, bowed his head and apologized to Song Tuo, "I'm sorry."

He found his clothes in the suitcase again and put them beside the bed. Seeing that Song Tuo still ignored him, he pulled Song Ta up from the quilt and put his clothes on him, "Your clothes are already It's dirty, put on my general first."

While calming down, Song Tuo let Yu Ze play around. When Yu Ze wanted to help him put on his pants, he gave Yu Ze a glare, "I'll do it myself."

Yu Ze kept staring at Song Ta. After Song Tuo was fully dressed, he found that Yu Ze's shirt was a bit loose, and the clothes were full of Yu Ze's strong smell.

Yu Ze looked at Song Ta in his own clothes with satisfaction, his eyes darkened for a moment, and then asked Song Ta, "What do you want for breakfast?"

Song Tuo's mood calmed down a lot, he took a deep breath, and said to Yu Ze, "Yu Ze, you were drunk last night, all this was an accident. You are already engaged, you and Shen Wan are very suitable, don't let me down she."

Song Tuo didn't know what he was talking about at all, he was in a mess, he only knew that what happened between him and Yu Ze last night was wrong, and he wanted to stop things from developing in a more uncontrollable direction.

It's all wrong, it's all wrong.

Song Tuo stood up, pushed Yu Ze away, and was about to go out, but Yu Ze grabbed him again.

"Are you so eager for me to be with Shen Wan?" Yu Ze's voice was full of dissatisfaction and a little bit of grievance.

Song Tuo turned his head and saw the ring on Yu Ze's hand again, which made his eyes hurt, "Yeah."

He nodded slightly.Shen Wan is pretty, and when she stands with Yu Ze, she looks like a man or woman.He hopes that Yu Ze can have a happy family in the future, and his life will be smooth and happy.

When Song Tuo opened the door of the room, he heard Yu Ze say to him from behind, "I've always listened to you since I was a child."

Because you must be for my own good, because you are my brother Song Ta.

"But this time, I won't do what you want."

Those restless and suppressed emotions eroded his bones, flesh and brain little by little, and he was already in a mess. How could Song Tuo be calm and act as if nothing had happened.

He just wants the whole world to go out of control with him now.