I don't want to be a cowboy

In the days of "living together", Chen Ye was happy and timid every day.He didn't know the date of the cohabitation, and he didn't dare to ask Zhao Jiayue. (Congratulations, Chen Ye finally knew the name of the young master this time, how unbelievable it is.) Zhao Jiayue never made it clear about this.The "cohabitation" of the two people was weird from beginning to end, so unreasonable and unreal.Because it is unreal, it is like a dream, and it seems to be a beautiful dream.

Because of dreaming, the "beautiful dream" will wake up one day.

The day of the end came abruptly.Just like the first day, Chen Ye was caught off guard.

Without any warning in advance, Chen Ye woke up early in the morning as usual, ready to go to the morning market.Because he has a master in his family who is very picky about ingredients, currently only the vegetables picked in the morning mist at the morning market can meet his taste buds.So Chen Ye had to change his biological clock and get up two or three hours earlier every day to go to the street to buy vegetables.

That day, the alarm clock was ringing at six o'clock, and Chen Ye, who was still a little confused, had reflexively turned off the alarm clock immediately, so as not to disturb someone's sleep.After simply washing yourself, arrange the big and small toothbrushes, cups, towels, etc. neatly, and put the thermos bottle filled with hot water in a conspicuous but safe place beside the sink.Before going out, I poured a cup of boiling water and put it on the table in the living room to dry, so that I could reach the entrance when the young and old got up.

At today's morning market, Chen Ye not only bought some seasonal vegetables, but also accidentally bought a bag of sea crabs. This is not the season when sea crabs are on the market. Chen Ye guessed that what he bought might be from a fishing boat going out to sea. Incidentals.Although these crabs are not big and don't have much meat, they are definitely delicious when used in porridge.Through these days of observation, Chen Ye has already discovered a small hobby of Zhao Jiayue, that is, he loves eating seafood very much, but he is extremely afraid of trouble.Therefore, all kinds of seafood porridge has become a good choice that can satisfy the appetite and avoid trouble.

After Chen Ye bought the desired ingredients, he walked back happily.Imagining the satisfied eyes of someone who drank crab porridge, Chen Ye's own mouth turned up.However, when he returned to the house, it was already empty.

When Chen Ye opened the door and entered the room, he didn't feel anything wrong. That person was not in the room, which was normal. Zhao Jiayue woke up an hour later than Chen Ye every day. He sometimes stayed in the room after he got up, and occasionally I will go downstairs for a walk, of course, there are not many times like this.At first, Chen Ye only thought that the Zhao family had gone out for a stroll.

But soon he discovered something was wrong.Zhao Jiayue didn't wear the pair of flip-flops that he wore several times when he went out. At this time, the pair of Adidas flip-flops that Chen Ye specially bought in the town's specialty store were placed on the shoe rack at the door.The notebook, which is usually turned on when I wake up, is not turned on at this time, and the body is lying quietly on the coffee table with the body closed. ...

All these unusual things seem to indicate that a certain period of time is over.

Chen Ye suddenly felt powerless, his hands loosened, and the bag in his hand fell to the floor, the plastic bag containing vegetables was torn, all kinds of vegetables were scattered all over the floor, and the mouth of the net bag containing sea crabs fell loose , a clever sea crab waved a pair of large pincers, hovered at the mouth of the net pocket, and quickly started its "escape journey".

For the time being, none of these can be transmitted to Chen Ye's cerebral cortex through the retina.At this moment, his mind was blank, and he sat slumped on the sofa, resting his head on the pillow, his eyes drifted through the ceiling to an unknown distance.

The Zhao family left.In fact, Chen Ye knew from the very beginning that this day would definitely come, and he was mentally prepared to face this day from the beginning, but what surprised him was that when this day really came, his psychological Preparations are not complete.He feels so bad now.It feels like being abandoned, but he knows in his heart that he has never owned it, so what is it that he feels abandoned now, hypocritical!

Forget it, let's go.Originally, there was no extravagant hope that any trace would be left behind.Those days were not real at all, so why go crazy.Haven't I been living alone all the time, and now everything is back to normal.Yes!Just back to "normal"!Chen Ye shook his head vigorously, as if he wanted to get rid of all the messy thoughts and resentments in his mind in this way.Chen Ye said to himself in his heart, Chen Ye, you are also a man, sentimentality is not suitable for you.Let him pass the past, and live a good life by himself from now on.make a fist!

After some psychological training, Chen Ye finally cheered up a little.Sitting up, Chen Ye felt that there was a gap under his body. He stretched out his hand to touch it, and pulled out a scratch from the gap in the sofa cushion (some places are also called "don't ask for help"). This is just made of bamboo. The figure is carved into the appearance of a birthday star. Although the knife work is relatively rough, the figure is lifelike and amiable.Chen Ye bought this from a street stall some time ago. He lives alone, and when his back often itch, it is much more comfortable to have this.When Zhao Jiayue found out, Young Master felt very novel. He must have never seen this kind of thing before. It was really rare for a few days, and he would hold it in his hand and scratch it from time to time.They also specially asked Chen Ye to weave a small pendant with the crystal beads at hand.Seeing that small amethyst pendant, Chen Ye remembered that a few days ago, Zhao Jiayue said that his birthday was at the end of this month, and at that time he was thinking of preparing a birthday present for him.After thinking for a long time, Chen Ye finally decided to weave a crystal bracelet for Zhao Jiayue. He chose the calm and atmospheric citrine and wore it with 10mm round beads.He kept it away all the time, thinking about waiting for Zhao Jiayue's birthday to take it out to surprise him.Thinking about it, it seems that my gift can't be given out.

Chen Ye smiled wryly, just as he decided not to think about that person anymore, he immediately began to think about others again.No matter what, Chen Ye's life will continue.Although there are traces of that person's existence everywhere in the house, Chen Ye knows that it will take some time for him to get used to it slowly and bit by bit when he returns to his own life.

The author has something to say: I have only published this point for such a long time, so I will publish it first, otherwise I am afraid that it will be delayed for a long time.