all-round assistant

Tang Jin talked about a lot of things about herself intermittently, most of which were about Cheng Xuan. Cheng Xuan didn't lose her temper after listening to it. Tang Jin liked her, and she knew it herself, but when she heard what Tang Jin said, her heart suddenly Shen Shen, "Actually..."

"Modity doesn't suit you." Tang Jin smiled at Cheng Xuan and asked, "Are you still angry?"

"You love me so much, can I still be angry?" Cheng Xuan sighed, went to sit next to Tang Jin, and said, "If you really want to know about Cheng Xian and me, it doesn't matter if I tell you. , I’m afraid that I’ll spoil my image in your mind.”

"Cheng Xian and I have known each other since we were young, um, because she lives next door to my house, and her father is my father's younger brother, that is, my uncle. We had a very good relationship when we were young, and we often ate and slept together."

"I was born gay, but Cheng Xian was not. When I knew I was in junior high school, I was not good-looking, but Cheng Xian was different. She was very juicy since she was a child. Many senior boys liked her, and I liked it too. like."

"I am not as good at studying as Cheng Xian, but my grades in the senior high school entrance examination are almost the same. Cheng Xian somehow failed the exam. There is no other way. She entered the same vocational high school as me. At that time, children in vocational high schools in villages and towns liked it. Pretentious, Cheng Xian is good-looking, and was blocked by many boys at the entrance of the alley."

"At that time, I also liked it. Even though the fights were scumbags, I still dared to fight against them. Later, for some reason, Cheng Xian suddenly said that he liked me. I thought, just right, I also like Cheng Xian, so we walked together Together."

"Because we're both girls, and we're related, even if we're a little closer, some people will suspect it. We've been together for the first half of our senior year, probably in the second half of our third year."

"At that time, there were more or less sexual fantasies. We did it at night when Cheng Xian's parents were not at home." Cheng Xian turned to look at Tang Jin, and said, "Actually, we didn't do it either. , when she was about to do it, her mother just came back with the elbow she bought for Cheng Xian."

"My aunt has high blood pressure. When she saw us hugging each other, she immediately understood. She immediately rolled her eyes and fell to the ground. Fortunately, she was sent to the hospital in time, so there was no danger. Although my aunt is fine, but Uncle kicked his legs when he found out."

"At that time, Cheng Xian and I were in a panic. I was taken home by my mother. I don't know what happened to Cheng Xian. During the time I was locked up at home, I heard my aunt crying. Mom beat me too, because I have no sense of shame, not to mention being gay, but even getting involved with my sister, which directly pissed off my uncle to death."

"I was locked up for two or three months, and I was almost driven crazy during that time. When I came out, I found out that on the second day after the incident, Cheng Xian was driven out of the house, and even her father's I didn't even attend the funeral." Cheng Xuan sighed, and continued: "I stayed at home for two years, and came here when I was 20 years old. I still feel guilty about Cheng Xian, after all, she will be like this. less responsibility."

"The last time I saw Cheng Xian dancing on stage in a bar, we have not seen each other for nine years since I was 27 years old. Since I became popular at the age of 22, I have never looked for Cheng Xian. Now I see , my attitude towards her is still bad, my temperament is just like this, I can't change it, I guess Cheng Xian has seen it through, so she didn't blame me for this meeting, just said don't mention the previous things again."

Tang Jin looked at Cheng Xuan, she had no expression on her face, she didn't reveal any emotion after one incident, she wrapped herself tightly, thought for a while, and said: "I can't blame you for this incident. , you, Cheng Xian is a little younger than you, with the ability to think and judge, and will make the same decision as you. It can only be said that she still liked you. I won’t let you bring up the past, I just want to have a better life now.”

Cheng Xuan smiled lowly, and said: "Jin'er, it's because you like me, and you always think about me, you know, when the incident happened, my mother beat me and scolded me, she said, why don't you Go to hell and do such a shameful thing. Now that I think about it, it's really shameful. In fact, homosexuality is nothing. The shameful thing is me and Cheng Xian."

Tang Jin didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only say: "It's all over, there is no need to mention the previous things."

"Jin'er." Cheng Xuan yelled, and said, "It's the first time I found out that you can't talk, and you can't even comfort others. However, those comforting words are really not suitable for me. If things will develop like that, who will you be?" I never expected that Cheng Xian would be kicked out by my aunt, and I couldn't even imagine that now Cheng Xian, like me, has no relatives here, so I will do my best to help her as much as I can."

Help as much as you can. This is what Cheng Xuan said and what she did to Cheng Xian. Thinking about it, Tang Jin suddenly felt that she was much luckier than Cheng Xuan and Cheng Xian, even if her father Tang Na was with her I have very little time, but I have never scolded her because of my sexuality.

"Then what's next?" Tang Jin suddenly thought that Cheng Xuan seemed to have told her that she only had one mother, "Your father..."

"I have never seen my father." Cheng Xuan said: "My father has never appeared since I was sensible. When I was young, I asked where my father was once, and after being beaten by my mother, I stopped asking. Pass."

Tang Jin fell silent again, feeling a lot in her heart, which was indescribably complicated.

Now that the words are out of the way, Cheng Xuan doesn't mind anything anymore. After a few minutes of silence, he said again: "My mother and I are the only two people in my family. I don't know what my father looks like. I don't even ask him about it on weekdays." No way, he is like my mother's taboo, you can't even mention it."

"Before the accident, my mother treated me pretty well. She didn't treat me badly when I ate or drank. She never beat or scolded me even if my grades were sloppy. Although she also liked to play mahjong before, she always had something. She is temperate. But after our accident, she seemed to be a different person, she was very irritable, and she didn't have the word "degree" when playing mahjong."

"When I gradually gained a firm foothold in the entertainment industry and sent her regular monthly remittances for living expenses, she became more serious. During this period, you also received calls from her asking for money. It's not that she won't give, but This makes me feel very disgusted." Cheng Xuan sighed again, stood up helplessly, and kicked the dirty clothes on the ground aside, "Jin'er, go out and buy some clothes for me, these smell bad and smell bad. "

What Cheng Xuan said was calm and calm, but Tang Jin felt distressed when he heard it. Perhaps because he liked Cheng Xuan's relationship, he always felt that her experience was more difficult than his own.

"You wait in the house, I'll be right back." Tang Jin walked out with her wallet, and when she was almost at the door, she asked again: "What do you want to eat? Do you want me to bring it back?"

"No, change your clothes later, let's go out to eat."

Tang Jin moved very quickly. She went out for more than ten minutes and came back with two bags of things.Cheng Xuan sat on the bed wearing a bathrobe and watched Tang Jin take out the clothes from the bag.A white T-shirt, a black gauze skirt, and a pair of fiery red underwear, Cheng Xuan couldn't help but be embarrassed by this combination. He is 27 anyway, so young, how can people see it.

"Jin'er, you have a really unique vision." Cheng Xuan twitched the corners of her lips, and went into the bathroom with her clothes.

After checking out and coming out of the hotel, it was exactly twelve o'clock, neither of them had breakfast, and they were really hungry now.

Tang Jin drove the car out of the parking lot, looked at both sides of the road, and asked Cheng Xuan, "What do you want for lunch?"

"Just order whatever you want." Cheng Xuan pointed to the shop ahead, and said, "Just this way, park the car by the side of the road, and we'll go back after eating."

Cheng Xuan put on her sunglasses, tugged at the hem of her skirt, opened the car door and got out of the car after finishing cleaning.The shop she chose was a ramen shop. It is really hot to eat hot ramen on a hot day.

"You... really know how to choose a place." Tang Jin followed Cheng Xuan into the room. Fortunately, the air conditioner was installed inside, so it was extra cool to sit inside.

Tang Jin ordered a bowl of beef sliced ​​noodles, Cheng Xuan looked carefully at the menu, and finally ordered beef sliced ​​noodles.The noodles are served quickly, and a large bowl of sliced ​​noodles is enough to eat.Cheng Xuan picked up the coriander in the bowl and stuffed it to the bottom of the bowl. She loves coriander, but only eats well-ripe coriander.There were only a few thin slices of beef in the beef noodles. Cheng Xuan picked up the chopsticks and put them into Tang Jin's bowl.

"There's too little beef, and it's not enough to fit between the teeth." Cheng Xuan said after pinching, "I'm too lazy to move my mouth, you can eat it."

Tang Jin: "..."

The sliced ​​noodles tasted good, Cheng Xuan sucked on the noodles with a snort, and burped in satisfaction when he was almost done eating, put down his chopsticks and watched Tang Jin eat.

"Jin'er, you only have one father?" Cheng Xuan suddenly asked Tang Jin's family out of nowhere.

"Well, just a father."

"You said last time that your mother died?"

"Well, what's the matter?" Tang Jin asked her, "What's the problem?"

"Tell me about your situation. I suddenly want to hear it."

Tang Jin swallowed the noodles in her mouth, and had no objection to Cheng Xuan's sudden curiosity. After thinking for a while, she said: "My mother passed away when I was very young, and my impression of her is only from the beginning. From the photos..."