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This house has three floors, the top is a small attic, and the second floor is Yan Su's bedroom and study.

Jiang Yue really had no way to get an adult man who had lost all self-support to the second floor, so he could only find a guest room on the first floor and throw Yan Su on the bed.

The guest room should have been unoccupied for a long time, but it can be seen that there are signs of regular cleaning, and the bedding is not dusty.

Although Yan Su's house is neat and clean, there is not much "family taste".

Jiang Yue turned on the desk lamp, and closed the window tightly to isolate some cold air and noise.

The person who fell asleep fell on the 1.5-meter bed, and the buttons of the dark gray pajamas on his body were undone a few times, exposing the muscles on his chest. Jiang Yue sat on the edge of the bed, and his upper arm, which was tightly bound by Yan Su just now, was still aching. , because of the rain and the coat is not waterproof, the whole body is sticky and uncomfortable.

Jiang Yue sneezed several times in a row. After taking off his coat, there was only a short-sleeved T-shirt inside. It was still a bit cold in the room. Finally, he struggled for about ten minutes and found a dark gray sweater on the sofa. After that, I felt better, and I thought about apologizing to Yan Su when he woke up.

The sweater itself was a loose fit, and it was a bit too big for Jiang Yue. He dragged his slippers and walked back to the guest room, only to hear whimpering inside.

Yan Su looked very uncomfortable, he raised his hand to cover his forehead, gasped heavily, kicked the quilt away, and coughed again.

Jiang Yue sat on the side of the bed, gently took off Yan Su's hand, and then touched his forehead with the back of her hand—the temperature was not particularly high, probably because of the repeated fever and the inflammation did not disappear.

In the next second, Yan Su grabbed Jiang Yue's wrist. He held it tightly, but he didn't seem to be conscious.Sitting here, Jiang Yue remembered the conversations at the door that she had no time to digest.

Yan Su said that he missed himself and asked him not to get angry, he hugged him so tightly and his body was shaking so badly, what he said sounded like nonsense no matter what.

Jiang Yue lowered her eyes and followed the dim light to see the frowning person. Yan Su's closed eyes looked very different from usual, appearing soft and less aggressive. The dry lips under the high bridge of the nose were weak because of panting. open.

"Did you treat me as someone else?" Jiang Yue looked at it for a while, then asked in a low voice, "Why are you so messy?"

The person holding the hand didn't respond, the palm of his hand was hot against Jiang Yue's thin wrist skin, as if the invisible hand that had been holding Jiang Yue all this time had finally taken shape.

If it was normal, Yan Su would definitely talk about him and answer questions with questions. In short, Jiang Yue felt that he could not speak up to him, but soon Jiang Yue felt that this possibility was very small, because if in normal times, before , he and Yan Su will not have such a moment.

Suddenly, the person on the bed coughed violently as if he had been choked, his chest heaved up and down, and the hand holding Jiang Yue trembled a few times.

"What's the matter?" Jiang Yue was startled, and quickly leaned down, Yan Su woke up with a cough, and turned sideways in pain, he let go of Jiang Yue, got out of bed and went into the bathroom.

After a while, the sound of water in the bathroom stopped, and the door was pushed open with a bang. Jiang Yue saw that Yan Su's face was covered with water, and he looked at herself with red eyes.

Like a surprise.

"Chris?" Yan Su's voice was still hoarse. After he yelled, he slowly moved back to the bed and fell heavily on it. Just a few seconds after he fell, he turned over and stared at Jiang who was at the door. Joy.

Jiang Yue walked over and sat by the bed.Looking at Yan Su like this, he couldn't think of anything, but he just felt blocked in his heart.

"Still unwell? Do you want to go to the hospital?" He asked in a low voice, and then covered Yan Su with the quilt.

Yan Su was probably woken up by the severe cough just now, but now he was unexpectedly awake, his eyes opened and closed, and it took a few minutes before he spoke.

"Why are you here?"

Jiang Yue was taken aback, Yan Su seemed to have forgotten what happened at the door just now, and how he dragged Jiang Yue home like a hooligan.

Manager Jiang, who was asked this question, was at a loss for words. He was not an eloquent person, and he came here purely out of impulse. If he really wanted him to give a convincing reason, he couldn't make it up.

"Do you want to go to the hospital?" So he chose to bypass it.

Yan Su stopped talking again, he just looked at Jiang Yue like this, without blinking his eyes, moved his throat but didn't speak.

"No need, it's just because I haven't had a good rest, just take some medicine and sleep." Yan Su finally said, he shook his head, looking a little indifferent, as if it wasn't him who was holding Jiang Yue at the door and complaining pitifully .

Jiang Yue fell into some confusion again, the guest room was small and enveloped the two people in the room, he thought that his relationship with Yan Su was like the air in this room: not fresh enough, too turbid.

The room on the first floor is just facing the street, and the sound insulation effect is not so good. After closing the window, you can still hear the sound of traffic outside.

"Do you want to drink water? Do you want to eat?" Jiang Yue asked again, feeling helpless in his heart, but he couldn't ask other questions except these, and he didn't know why, and he was also a little dizzy.

"Why did you come?" Yan Su became a little stubborn because of illness, he asked again.

It was clearly not very offensive content, but it was extremely embarrassing to Jiang Yue's ears, and he couldn't answer it at all.Could it be that "you are as worried about you as the man who was looking for you just now"?

"Are you worried about me?" Yan Su said Jiang Yue's answer easily, but Jiang Yue still didn't speak, he really wanted to stand up and leave.

Finally, under Yan Su's extremely oppressive gaze, Jiang Yue chose to nod.

Yan Su pursed his lips tightly, the corners of his mouth seemed to twitch, and his eyes fell on Jiang Yue who was wearing his home clothes.

"I was a little uncomfortable in the rain just now. I had no choice but to wash it. I'm sorry. I'll change after the clothes dry." Jiang Yue noticed his gaze and quickly explained that after the questioning just now, He felt that it was embarrassing that he was wearing Yan Su's clothes without permission.

This sweater is a school souvenir that Yan Su bought when he was in college. It is a dark gray pullover that has been worn for many years, and has been thrown away at home to put on casually.Now it is worn on Jiang Yue's body, the shoulder line is a bit big, and the sleeves are a bit long, but the color just makes Jiang Yue whiter, and it also makes Jiang Yue look younger.

"It's okay." Yan Su said, "You look good in your clothes."

"Oh." Jiang Yue's face became hot, and she didn't know what to say.

"I bought this when I graduated from senior year, and it's been so many years." Yan Su stared at the school badge on Jiang Yue's sweater, and then moved his eyes to his face, "You look like a junior at school, The handsome one."

"If you were my junior, I would have chased you the year you entered school." Yan Su didn't let Jiang Yue have a chance to speak, he actually raised the corners of his mouth and smiled, "Don't let others have a chance to pick on you. "

The fingers propped by the bed accidentally touched the fingertips exposed under the quilt, and Yan Su's body temperature was so high that Jiang Yue's heart beat faster.

Originally thought that if he and Yan Su could meet, the two of them would talk about the topic of being framed this time, but they didn't expect that in this small room, they would talk about such vague words.

Jiang Yue recalled those nights in the resort, Yan Su always liked to tease himself inexplicably, and people would look at him wherever he went, but he always didn't care about other people's eyes.

At that time, Jiang Yue was actually very envious of Yan Su, who was able to live a wanton life without needing to please anyone—directness is sometimes a kind of proud capital, and most people do not have this right.

Jiang Yue didn't dare to say anything, the awkward atmosphere was about to blow him up.The silence lasted for nearly a minute. When Jiang Yue felt so unbearable that he wanted to rush out the door, he saw Yan Su propped up his elbows and tried to sit up.

The two of them turned into a head-to-head posture, separated by half an arm's distance, Yan Su cleared his throat, looked at Jiang Yue's face and said, "I think about it now."

When he said this, his eyes didn't evade, and there weren't many other emotions on his face. He seemed very sincere, but also a little helpless.

"I really want to chase you." Yan Su repeated again.

In the end, between the fear of rejection and regret, Yan Su, who has always been famous directly, still became himself.

Under Jiang Yue's unbelievable eyes, he gave birth to an inexplicable sadness. In the first 30 years of optimistic life, Yan Su never felt that he was a "love brain" for a moment, and never felt that Such subtle tension.

When he was locked in the detention room, it was only because of the harsh objective conditions. He knew that he was innocent, and he also knew that the law would not wrong a good person, so he didn't feel too much bitterness in his heart.

But after he finished answering Jiang Yue's question, in the 30-plus seconds of silence, he felt uncomfortable for a second.

Because Yan Su was surprised to find out that his liking for Jiang Yue had unconsciously become so strong that he could ignore it, and he could abandon some principles and persistence.

He was even thinking: If Jiang Yue is willing to be with him, even if he hides a special corner for Lu Yunsheng in his heart, he can tolerate it.

Once the valve was opened, Yan Su didn't intend to close it, and under Jiang Yue's shocked eyes, he continued: "Maybe I liked you when I was in the resort, I feel good when I see you, and I miss you very much when I don't see you. "

"I think Manager Jiang is very good in everything. He is good-looking, has a cute personality, and the appearance of being afraid of complaints from customers is also very interesting." Yan Su continued: "There is no flaw."

Jiang Yue had never been confessed so directly before, and he was so shocked that he didn't know how to deal with it. He looked flustered and didn't know how to put his hands down.

But obviously the one who confessed was an expert, Yan Su reached out his hand from under the quilt and grabbed Jiang Yue's hand, pinching it in his hand to prevent him from running away.

Yan Su yelled, when he called Jiang Yue's English name, he was always different from other people, appearing more gentle, even with some intimacy and helplessness, "I like you very much, I don't want to miss you."

In the heated room, Jiang Yue encountered such a formal confession for the first time in her life.

He couldn't think of any other young people who would hold each other's hand like Yan Su, look into each other's eyes seriously, and say this sentence?

Among the many people he knows, they first have a physical relationship, and then slowly get along and become lovers. How to get together specifically, many people can't answer.

Yan Su looked at Jiang Yue calmly, without any embarrassment on his face, looking very serious.

Jiang Yue took a deep breath, feeling almost unconscious with the hand pinched by Yan Su, he moved his throat, but still didn't know what to say.

"Do you want to try with me?" Yan Su continued to ask, and after asking, he smiled self-deprecatingly, "But my current situation is not very decent...you can also refuse."

Jiang Yue's throat seemed to be stuck, and it was difficult to speak. After a while, he asked: "What happens after you refuse?"

The two people were still holding hands, but they were talking about strange conversations, just like the relationship between Yan Su and Jiang Yue before that was abnormal.

"Keep chasing." Yan Su said word by word: "Chasing till the end." After finishing speaking, he suddenly squeezed his throat with his hands, cleared his throat again, and frowned tightly.

Jiang Yue quickly let go, turned around and went to the kitchen to pour him a cup of hot water, and brought in the capsule with the medication guide note on it next to the coffee table in the living room.

"Take the medicine first, take this once every four hours."

Yan Su nodded and took it. After taking the medicine, he drank all the big glass of warm water to feel better.The ambiguous atmosphere just now was broken, Jiang Yue stood by the bed and refused to sit down, and after thinking for a long time, she said: "I never thought you would do that kind of thing."

"Ok?"

"So I don't think you're disrespectful or anything." Jiang Yue spoke directly, and paused for a few seconds. Yan Su heard a soft breathing sound, but the light in the room was dim, so he couldn't see clearly.

He finally got up and got out of bed, walked to Jiang Yue, he pinched Jiang Yue's chin and lifted his face, forcing Jiang Yue to look at him.

Jiang Yue's eyes were red, but the tears did not flow, Yan Su's heart tightened, he felt that he was pushing too hard, and said quickly: "It's okay, you can refuse, I won't..."

"Why didn't you say it earlier?" Jiang Yue frowned slightly, showing a helpless and irritated look, and interrupted Yan Su.

Yan Su paused, looking at Jiang Yue's face, he felt that he was extremely wronged and beautiful, and complaining seemed to be acting like a baby, so he stretched out his big hand and hugged Jiang Yue into his arms.

Some things need to be said directly, but Yan Su feels that there is no need to force some things, as if he doesn't seem to care much about Jiang Yue's "I like you too" and "we are together".

We are all adults, if Yan Su is so stupid that he can't even distinguish the meaning of Jiang Yue's slight trembling and nervousness, then his life is really in vain.

"Blame me." Yan Su kissed Jiang Yue's wet eyes, then kissed his cheek, and finally saw that the rosy lips still failed to kiss, "Don't be unhappy."

Jiang Yue's heart swelled like a balloon that was inflated, accompanied by Yan Su's whispers whispering in his ears, the overflowing emotions couldn't find a suitable outlet.But no matter what, Jiang Yue's hanging heart finally fell into a stable place within the past few ten minutes after being confessed by Yan Su.

This kind of emotion was completely different from when he faced Lu Yunsheng, it was stronger and made people want to forget everything, enveloping Jiang Yue like some kind of hallucinogen.

The kisses fell densely, one after another, on Jiang Yue's skin, and Yan Su pressed him on the bed, kissing very intently, but never kissed Jiang Yue's lips.

In the end, I don't know how long the kiss was. When Jiang Yue felt her body was hot, Yan quickly let go of him. He pressed Jiang Yue and looked down, panting and said: "Forget it, my body hasn't recovered, I'm afraid I'll be ashamed."

After finishing speaking, he turned over and wrapped Jiang Yue in the quilt. It was only nine o'clock in the evening. Yan Su hugged Jiang Yue from behind, rubbed his lips on the back of his neck, and held his hand Jiang Yue's arm.

Jiang Yue couldn't hold back, and asked softly on purpose: "What shame?"

The person behind him held his hand tightly, and it took a long time before he returned: "I want to fuck you so much, I have held it in for too long, and I am sick again, I am afraid that it will be embarrassing if you shoot too fast."

No matter what kind of atmosphere he is in, Yan Su is always astonishingly straightforward.

Jiang Yue laughed and moved again. He picked up the mobile phone that had just been placed beside the bed, and was boredly reading the news on the mobile phone. The person who fell asleep soon behind him suddenly called out Chris in a low voice, as if to say that Talking in your sleep.