After the fake marriage with the actor, I became popular

Carnations always give people a kind of unique warmth, Lian Yanhong couldn't put it down, she looked up and saw the birds passing by the car window: "I think, he may be envious of you, envious of your wantonness and freedom, I envy that you can do what you like to your heart's content, he has always yearned for freedom, so it is not surprising that he will fall in love with you who is free."

Xiang Zhi asked regretfully: "So you knew it, so why did you change his college entrance examination choice and force him to do something he doesn't like?"

Looking back on the past, Lian Yanhong said sadly: "These are things I slowly figured out after my condition improved. Back then, I was too extreme. Lian Li was the only connection between me and Chen Yuhui. I couldn't bear to let him go. I thought He made a little sacrifice to enter the showbiz, and in exchange for a father's love to make up for the family of three that he lacked since he was a child."

"I thought, these were just my thoughts, until he chose to marry you, I still only cared about opposing and ignored his thoughts, you are all good boys, you dare to fight hard, he is steady and steady, it makes sense for opposite sex to attract Yes, you know, I was not good before, you are not unworthy of Lianli, you are very good match."

"Auntie, don't blame yourself too much. Only we know about our relationship. There are many people on the Internet who say that we are a good match every day. At the same time, there are many people who want us to separate. Did I listen to their opinions when I divorced Teacher Lian? "Xiang Zhi thought that he secretly took away a folder Lianli but didn't contact him. The last hope was lost, which seemed to indicate that there would be no turning point for the divorce.

His eyes were sore for a while, he quickly shifted his attention to comfort Lian Yanhong: "You don't need to change your opinion of me, let alone force yourself to accept me, some things are hard to describe, I did cause a lot of trouble for Teacher Lian as you said , but it’s all over, without me holding him back, he will definitely make great achievements in the future and have a bright future.”

As soon as Lian Yanhong heard it, she knew that Xiang Zhi was speaking angry words, she hesitated to speak, and wanted to fight for Lian Li again: "Zhi Zhi, I'm sorry for saying such harsh words to you before, I was afraid that Lian Li would be punished by you." Superficial love has gone to my head, and I am as stupid as I used to be."

"He won't." Xiang Zhi smiled slightly: "He is a person who knows how to choose."

Lian Yanhong said with emotion: "Chen Yuhui is the saddest hurdle in his life, just like Zhengren can't take care of his wife and children left behind, he goes to deal with Chen Yuhui, if he focuses on his career, he will inevitably ignore you. There will be regrets, and please don’t hate him.”

Xiang Zhi smiled a little stiffly: "Auntie, don't worry, I respect his choice. To be honest, the families of relatives and friends around me are very happy since I was a child. The couples I met are very loving. It will not affect their feelings, and the word hate is not something that can be used just by saying it.”

"That's right." Lian Yanhong stroked the petals of the carnations: "No matter how I got to the point where Chen Yuhui and I were, it can be called hate."

Xiang Zhi sighed: "Sorry Auntie, I didn't want to talk about your sadness."

"It doesn't matter." Lian Yanhong painted her eyebrows and put on a light lipstick today. Her old fatigue is not enough to cover up her innate beauty. Calendar is steady, she is dignified.

She broke down as soon as she mentioned Chen Yuhui again. A change that seemed simple to ordinary people was extremely difficult for her. She didn't know how many pills she swallowed and how many days and nights she had to endure to escape from the vortex of her heart disease.Lian Yanhong slowly recounted the beginning of this relationship: "Chen Yuhui and I were childhood sweethearts, we lived together at home and went to school together, his parents divorced and left him in an old man's house, but he didn't complain at all, on the contrary, he was better than me. Other children need to be sensible and talented.”

Lian Yanhong is willing to confide, and Xiang Zhi must of course be a good listener. He echoed: "Then he is quite strong. You must have seen the bright spots in him before you were with him."

"Yes, I admire him and sympathize with him. In order to take good care of him, I abandoned my studies and studied every day how to prepare a dish and how to iron clothes without a single crease." Lian Yanhong said: "Our two families are very poor. After the college entrance examination, he named me Luosun Shan on the gold list, but I am so happy, I am willing to go outside to work for him to go to college, anyway, we will get married and have a family in the future, and I help him to help myself.”

Thinking of Chen Yuhui's abandonment of his wife and son in pursuit of fame and fortune, Xiang Zhi cursed angrily: "Damn white-eyed wolf, isn't his ancestor called Chen Shimei?"

Lian Yanhong wiped away her tears: "I asked Lian Li to go to the capital city. Actually, I didn't expect Chen Yuhui to change his mind. I just wanted him to see that I have no money and no culture, so I can still raise my children very well, but my His ability is limited, that is, he can send Lian Li to university. I don’t want him to be trapped in a small town like me. I thought his father was a great director, and there is always a way out for him to learn acting and enter the entertainment industry... "

Lian Yanhong broke down in tears at this point, and said to Zhixin: Alas, no one would have thought that Chen Yuhui would be so heartless that he would not even recognize his own son.

He comforted Lian Yanhong in a warm voice: "Auntie, your actions are not all right, but you are sincerely thinking about Lian Li. If you want me to say that you can trust him a little more, gold always shines, even the teacher himself Being good is enough, he doesn't need to rely on anyone."

"I should have thought of it earlier, Lian Li has a stubborn temper, Chen Yuhui looks down on him, and he is determined not to work under Chen Yuhui, Chen Yuhui will only make it harder for him if he suffers." Lian Yanhong always thinks of Lian Li's situation at that time. Uneasy: "I'm a mother, and just because I can't express it doesn't mean I don't love him. I felt his unhappiness and thought about calling him back, but he soon got the chance to play the leading role. "

"You are also in a dilemma." This is really a wrong step. Xiang Zhi tried to think about the problem from her perspective: "I am afraid of delaying Teacher Lian's future, and I don't want him to have more entanglements with Chen Yuhui, but this is also It shows that even the teacher is really good, if he is not top-notch, there is no need for Chen Yuhui to target him."

"Shoot the top bird, but there is one thing that I haven't told Lian Li." Lian Yanhong's words got to the point where she felt sad, and felt that it was okay to vomit bitterness to Xiang Zhi: "When Lian Li first became famous, Chen Yuhui had contact with him. Me, he told me to leave with Lian Li. I endured it for so many years, and I became angry when I heard this. I guessed that he couldn’t hide the fact that he had an illegitimate child. Our mother and son can't be tolerated so much, I insist on bringing this matter to his current wife to see how he will end up."

Xiang Zhi asked in amazement: "That is to say, you came to the capital almost ten years ago? By yourself?"

Lian Yanhong nodded: "His current name is Shang Ying. He used to be an actor for a while. After marrying Chen Yuhui, he quit the film and television industry and opened several art examination schools. I went to her headquarters and pretended to be the parents of the students who wanted to see the principal, but the staff there told me that Shang Ying was sick and hospitalized, so I asked her hospital and ward number under the pretext of going to visit her.”

Hearing this, Xiang Zhi thought of Chen Yuhui's dirty tricks again: "It's too dangerous for you to act alone. Fortunately, you are easy to find."

Lian Yanhong continued: "It was a maternity hospital. If Shang Ying was not going to give birth, she might have had a miscarriage. Coincidentally, I heard two nurses talking about her in the elevator. They said that Shang Ying would have a baby." Miscarriage is very strange, all previous examinations showed that there is no problem with the fetus, why did it suddenly have a miscarriage without fertility, when I heard it, I immediately thought whether it was Chen Yuhui's hands and feet."

"You mean he 'killed' his own child?" Xiang Zhi shivered, and then thought of the harm Chen Yuhui had done to Lian Li and Monk Chenxi: "It's really possible, Chen Yuhui is extremely selfish and has a serious illness, plus I was stimulated by Teacher Lian at that time, and I probably wouldn't tolerate anyone who could threaten him. He would leave you just because you had Teacher Lian, and of course he could do the same to Shang Ying. Hey, no wonder Shang Chenxi is better than Teacher Lian It's almost ten years younger, so Shang Ying probably won't have easy to have a child."

Lian Yanhong thought the same as Xiang Zhi: "Although it's just a guess, I also gave up the idea of ​​confronting her face-to-face. The grievances and grievances of more than 20 years have long been unclear. They are all poor people. Who can learn from whom?" To get the feeling of superiority, at least I kept my child, and she may still be kept in the dark."

"I don't dare to say anything else, but there is one thing that may comfort you. Shang Ying's daughter, Shang Chenxi, is a good brother, so she must have found out about the relationship between Teacher Lian and Chen Yuhui later on." Xiang Zhixin thought about this Ms. Shang can be considered a ninja, so he couldn't comment on the love and hatred of the elders, so he continued to talk about Lian Li: "Auntie, you should actually tell Teacher Lian about your visit to the capital city."

"He doesn't say anything, but I can see that he is looking forward to the day when you will stand by his side unconditionally and consider for him. He needs mother's love more than father's love. If you tell me today Tell everything to Teacher Lian, I believe he will understand your difficulties and... forgive you."

Lian Yanhong wiped away the tears on her face, and showed a relieved smile: "What good is forgiveness, all I can do now is not to interfere in his affairs, and cooperate with the doctor's treatment, so as not to cause trouble for him, I don’t expect him to be with you, it’s enough for him to live well.”

Xiang Zhi followed with a smile and said, "There is no child in the world who doesn't miss his mother."

Lian Yanhong looked at him from the central rearview mirror: "But Zhizhi, you are different from me, you still love him, right, you still have a long way to go, you shouldn't be regretting like I am Live the rest of your life."

Xiang Zhi stared ahead in a panic, and asked knowingly: "Ah, that, is this the way for Auntie, and you will be home if you go straight."

Lian Yanhong did not answer, but lowered her head and found a brown paper bag from her bag: "Lian Li sent me a document before he left, and he said that he can stay with me, or he can send it to me after I trust you." It was handed over to you, and his request is that it can only be opened on the day you leave City D."

The car couldn't get into the alley, so Xiang Zhi parked the car on the side of the road, and took the paper bag with a complicated mood.

There were three words written on the paper bag, Xiang Zhishou, it was Lian Li's handwriting that was correct.

"When he comes back from work, you can go find him." Lian Yanhong smiled rarely, "He must want to see you."

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With the opening of his heart on the way home, Xiangzhi and Lian Yanhong got along very well in the next 20 days. He contacted the doctor and checked several times before finding a new nursing home for Lian Yanhong. He was very satisfied, and said that it would be good for Xiang Zhi to come and see him once every two or three days. He didn't have to learn to cook and repair the air conditioner like he was at home. He was busy every day like a small spinning top.

Lian Yanhong's illness and his mentality are developing in a better direction. Under this premise, the holiday can be regarded as a holiday.

Xiang Zhi was still a little uncomfortable with the sudden blank schedule. During the period of filming, he didn't go to bars or play games. I heard that it takes seven days to form a habit. From April to now, it's been seven days. He seems to have lost the ability to eat, drink and play everywhere. On the contrary, he is used to the humid climate by the sea, to smell the fresh and salty sea breeze while walking on the road, and to eat alone and sleep alone.

It’s just that I’m not used to not loving Lianli.

It must be a matter of too little time.

Every day in his spare time, he either listens to music in the hotel or goes to the beach to listen to music, plays guitar in the hotel or goes to the beach to play guitar, dances in the hotel or goes to the beach to dance... If he doesn't go to the beach to dance, he is afraid of being recognized Then #向知负恩After Miserably Going to the Seaside Performing Arts# was a hot search.

Xiang Zhi felt like a stone that was too idle to grow hair. He waited and waited and finally got the only job in this month - Lin Yangbing composed the music, Jun Qinian wrote the lyrics, and the first solo song sung by him The first live broadcast of the single "Halfway".

On the day when "Halfway" was first released on the whole network, the music platform was squeezed to the point of collapse 5 minutes after it was released, and topics such as #向知单曲##好听# rushed to the top of the list 10 minutes later, and broke the hourly purchase of the music platform this year after an hour The number of people recorded, and one day later, it set the highest search volume, highest playback volume, and highest topic building on the music platform this quarter.

No matter how you look at this result, it is unprecedented and excellent. In the past few days, Xiang Zhi received many congratulations from many people, including parents, former members of Starry, Shu Jing and the company team, classmates from elementary school, middle school and university, etc. Wait, even He Yuan, a busy man who has only met once, still remembers him.

The last time he saw such a big battle, he debuted in a group. It is no exaggeration to say that he had only imagined one occasion worthy of such enthusiasm, and that was his wedding with Lian Li, and the guest list at his house. At most, these are the people.

... It's good to separate, otherwise, with the addition of those acquaintances in Lianli's studio, he would have twice as many news to reply.Xiang Zhi looked at the dialog box between him and Lian Li on WeChat, and long-pressed to unpin it.

I can't even wait for a red dot, so why keep it.

"Hey Zhizhi, how was your vacation? I haven't seen you for a long time. Have you gone abroad? Are you in the Maldives or Northern Europe?" Shu Jing called early in the morning: "Remember tonight at eight o'clock on the music platform There is a live interview with the first song, do you have jet lag, do you need to adjust the time?"

"No need." Xiang Zhi turned on the speakerphone: "I'm in City D."

"City D??" Shu Jing asked with question marks all over her head, "You are not mistaken, am I giving you a vacation to let you relax, not to let you revisit your old place to commemorate your dead love."

Xiang Zhi replied: "It's clean, and no one in the old residential area knows me. I don't need to wear a mask when I go to the vegetable market. Isn't vacation just for comfort? I'm very comfortable."

Shu Jing has nothing to do with him: "You can't say that you are in D City during the live broadcast today. You and Lian Li haven't fit together for a long time. There are already many people talking about your separation on the Internet. If you mention D City, the audience will Thinking of "The Reason for Love" is definitely going to break the casserole and ask the bottom line, the focus of this live broadcast is the new song, don't mess it up."

"Understood." Xiang Zhixin said that Shu Jing had taken it for granted, the matter between him and Lian Li was not something he could easily get away with without mentioning it.

Sure enough, when the live broadcast room opened at [-]:[-], Xiang Zhiwu took a quick glance and saw five or six people asking where Lian Li was on the screen full of bullet screens.

Fortunately, the platform has arranged a host. Xiang Zhi and the host are connected online, and it is not too embarrassing to face the camera alone. He followed the process and made a self-introduction of the new song. It's important.

The host mobilized the atmosphere and started chatting with him: ""Dear Pen" has been finalized, and "Halfway" has been released smoothly. May I ask Mr. Xiang if he has any plans for the future? Will he focus on a certain aspect of development."

[Let's release the practice room version! The rhythm of "Halfway" is relatively slow, but I really want to see Zhizhi dance, and the group fans cry! 】

[The "Dear Pen" trailer is sweet and crying, let's call it two together]

[The old man who was disconnected from the Internet asked, is the seven years of the Ci Zuojun the seven years of the gentleman I thought of?]

【Yes!The dimensional wall is broken! 】

"Let's develop in an all-round way." Xiang Zhi paid attention to the barrage: ""Halfway" let me learn a lot from Mr. Lin. Next, I want to try to write lyrics and compose myself, and I will also add choreography, variety shows and film and television dramas to it appropriately. We are all in touch, thank you for your anticipation, and please wait patiently.”

【Can't wait, why hasn't Mr. Lian come out yet】

[I'm also waiting, I dare not blink, for fear of missing Lian Zong's appearance in the blink of an eye]

Seeing more and more bullet screens like this, Xiang Zhi has experienced similar situations, and if he avoids playing here without silver 300 taels, it will be over. He tried to be as comfortable as possible: "Even the teacher is away on a business trip, and the crew has a confidentiality contract and cannot disclose it." When he comes back, I will ask him to sing "Halfway" live."

【Hahahaha, let's just say I'm looking forward to it】

[Who are you kidding, are you still disconnected from the internet when you join the group? If you repost and like it, nothing will happen if you don’t even look at it]

[That's right, don't use cp powder as a leek, don't want to eat fake sugar]

"..." What to do, what to do, you are lofty, you are amazing, you just leave your troubles to me and run away, even Li Laji, Laji, Dalaji, Xiang Zhi was dazzled by the barrage, he persisted and could not give in, now the pot of stuffing is exposed It's mine, no matter what I have to wait for Lian Li to come back, I'm going to be in trouble!

With an idea, he found the paper bag that Lian Li gave him: "We haven't interacted with each other for a while, because we did have a little awkwardness, but we have made up. Look, this is an apology letter he wrote to me. I just sent it to you." I haven't come to rush to demolish it yet."

[Wow, Xiang Zhishou, it's handwritten, even the buff of the good guy is full]

[Can it be disassembled? Can it be dismantled? Open the box online, I really want to hear the contents inside! 】

【＋1＋1＋1＋1＋1rwkk！】

The most important thing you can't lose in lying is your arrogance. Anyway, it's only a few days away from a month, so it's okay to take it apart now. It doesn't matter if it's a blank piece of paper inside, and you can just make up a few random sentences later.Xiang Zhi unsealed the seal as if nothing had happened: "Remove it as soon as it is removed, sooner or later it will be removed."

As he spoke, he opened the paper bag, only to see three or five pieces of letter paper inside. He carefully reached in, wanting to look through the contents before taking out the paper.

This time, he saw the title above first.

Leaving... what?

The next word is book.

suicide note.

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Waiting for a long time ~ don't send a knife, don't worry