Dead after eight years [rebirth]

Wednesday, June 2006, 6.

All roads and roads near the examination room are controlled, and honking is prohibited.

To be on the safe side, Uncle En and Aunt Hu are in charge of food, clothing, housing and transportation for Zhang Ci'an these days.

Cheng Shuibei was happy and quiet.His bookstore was forced to close down because it was too close to the school. Xiao Cheng originally wanted to spend two days at home with his brother, but before the last exam, Zhang Ci'an sent him a message, saying I want to see him as soon as the exam is over.

After receiving this text message, Cheng Shuibei couldn't sit still anymore.

No one came to pick him up after the college entrance examination, because He Mingsui took his whole family to the Children's Paradise to celebrate Shao He's birthday.

Before Cheng Shuibei left the examination room, he was even fantasizing that maybe his mother would appear at the door.

But fantasy is fantasy after all.Cheng Shuibei had regrets himself, so he didn't want Zhang Ci'an to have regrets.

He didn't take a nap at noon, and went into the kitchen to cook a pot of sweet and sour plum soup to relieve the heat. After it cooled down, he put it in a thermos with ice and carried it out.

The fruit supermarket downstairs was on sale. When Cheng Shuibei saw the big red apples, he remembered the meaning of safety that they once represented, and bought a few.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, the sun was shining, Cheng Shuibei was waiting at the school gate with an apple and a water bottle in his arms.

Time passed by second by second, and Cheng Shuibei suffered more than any waiting parent present.He was afraid that Zhang Ci'an would suddenly become capricious in the examination room, as if he had suddenly announced that he would repeat the exam a year ago.He was even more afraid of Zhang Ci'an's abnormal performance because of his interruptions these days.

Under the scorching sun and psychological torment, Cheng Shuibei's mouth was parched.

It was at this time that he discovered that he had the habit of wanting to eat apples when he was nervous.Cheng Shuibei stretched his hand into the bag involuntarily, as if bewitched.

The bell rang at the end of the exam, and Cheng Shuibei finished eating a bag of apples.

He carried the bag to throw out the trash, so that he didn't see Zhang Cian who walked out of the examination room at the first time.

Cheng Shuibei looked back and saw Zhang Ci'an who was looking for him hurriedly among the crowd, his eyes slightly lost.

His heart throbbed, and he couldn't calm down anymore.

"Here!" Cheng Shuibei waved to Zhang Ci'an.

The young man who was looking for finally regained his composure when he heard the shout in the distance, and trotted towards Cheng Shuibei with a little excitement.

Cheng Shuibei handed Zhang Ci'an the thermos cup containing iced sour plum soup, and wiped the sweat off his forehead for him: "It's too hot over there, I'll come here to cool off for a while. Don't worry, I promise you, I will definitely come."

He covered up the matter of the apples, as if if only he ate them, everyone would be fine.

"Well, I'm done with the exam." Zhang Ci'an raised his head and drank two mouthfuls of sour plum juice to quench his thirst, pinching the green wall of the thermos with his slender hands, with distinct knuckles and shiny white.

Cheng Shuibei comforted him with a smile: "After the exam, you are liberated, and you are one step closer to becoming a professor. Professor, what do you want to eat today?"

It's still early, even if Zhang Ci'an wants to eat dragon meat on a whim, he still has time to go to sea to fish it.

"Don't bother you, can you go out to eat with me today?" Zhang Ci'an asked cautiously, with his palm resting on top of Cheng Shuibei's head, covering him from the sunlight that leaked through the leaves.

Cheng Shuibei: "Of course, let's go, go home, bring Cheng Nan and let's have a delicious meal!"

Just as he was about to leave, Zhang Ci'an tugged at the corner of his clothes in frustration: "Can you leave Cheng Nan with me? I want to stay alone with you for a while."

Reporters around had recognized Zhang Cian and were about to surround him, Cheng Shuibei didn't have time to think about it, he grabbed Zhang Cian's arm with his backhand and started running.

"Run, a dozen machines are coming to take pictures of you!"

As soon as he ran, the long, gun, short, and cannon also ran.

The two ran to a place where no one was out of breath. If they returned to the community at this time, they would definitely be chased and intercepted. Cheng Shuibei could only compromise: "Call Aunt Hu later, Cheng Nan hasn't eaten yet."

"Okay." Zhang Ci'an laughed triumphantly, and began to discuss with Cheng Shuibei where to eat.

Cheng Shuibei burst into disdain and "cut".

"People in their 30s are like children every day."

Zhang Ci'an had just chosen a place to eat, and looked up innocently: "Do you dislike me for being old?"

Zhang Ci'an passed his 19th birthday in March, and in his previous life, he was indeed in his thirties. Cheng Shuibei ignored his grievances and thought he was right.

It's really a pleasant thing to get along with Zhang Cian who can discuss and express, and can even flirt with face from time to time.

The restaurant that Professor Zhang chose was the only western restaurant in Jiang Shuo that was considered upscale.

Cheng Shuibei flipped through the menu, but he was thinking about what to bring Cheng Nan back later.

Zhang Ci'an tapped his knuckles on the table, beckoning to Cheng Shuibei: "Would you like some wine?"

liquor?Cheng Shuibei announced his resignation last time after angrily washing thirteen shirts. On the opening day, Zhou Xingzhan invited him repeatedly without even taking a sip.

But Zhang Ci'an had just finished the college entrance examination, and Cheng Shuibei knew what kind of eyes he would see when he looked up. Remembering the decision he made a few days ago, he couldn't say no.

"Okay, you decide."

Soon, Cheng Shuibei will regret his words.

Cheng Shuibei ate a full stomach of apples in the afternoon, and he had lost his appetite, so he spent more time watching Zhang Cian chewing slowly and gracefully.

"Is it delicious?" Cheng Shuibei felt that the atmosphere was a bit awkward, so he took the initiative to ask.

"It's okay," Zhang Ci'an concentrated on holding the knife and fork, as if doing some scientific research, "It's not as delicious as your cooking."

Cheng Shuibei is used to him talking like this, and he would be moved a little bit at first, but after a long time, he seems to be able to accept the fact that he cooks really well.

"Then you won't be able to eat it when you go to Yunan in the future." Cheng Shuibei reminded.

But Zhang Ci'an raised his head in surprise: "Aren't you going to Yunan... I mean, like before."

He was looking forward to Cheng Shuibei's stable life, and then slowly walked on the previous path, went to Yunan to study at a university, and then lived with him in the professor's apartment at Yunan University.

Cheng Shuibei knew that he couldn't, but the violin in the restaurant was melodious and the atmosphere was just right, so he didn't want to spoil the fun.

"Let's talk about it," Cheng Shuibei picked up the red wine and wanted to clink glasses with Zhang Ci'an, "We're dating, so focus on it and don't talk about the future."

The word "dating" is too deceptive, causing Cheng Shuibei to create the illusion that they have been in love for many years.

In the past, he might have longed for this scene, but after experiencing life and death, he really sat down with Zhang Cian and talked about love and the future calmly, and Cheng Shuibei would no longer have the throbbing of his original heart.

Zhang Ci'an's eyes were drunk from the red wine, and Cheng Shuibei's heart was the determination to part.

"Xiaobei..." Zhang Ci'an must be drunk, amidst Cheng Shuibei's endless chatter, in the ambiguous atmosphere smeared by the sound of the piano.

Tat for tat, Cheng Shuibei sighed, last time it was Zhang Cian who came to pick him up, this time it was him.

Cheng Shuibei got up to pay the bill, but Zhang Ci'an held onto his hand. Xiao Cheng didn't intend to be like a drunkard, so he could only hold Professor Zhang with one hand, take money out of his pocket with the other, and walked out of the restaurant under the gaze of everyone.

"You're drunk, stand up first, I'll call Uncle En and ask him to pick you up."

Cheng Shuibei let Zhang Ci'an lean on his body, took out his mobile phone to call Uncle En, but Zhang Ci'an snatched the mobile phone.

Professor Zhang stuffed the snatched mobile phone into his trouser pocket, and if Cheng Shuibei wanted to get it, he had to swipe his hand across an ambiguous place.

At the same time, Cheng Shuibei found that the hand around his waist had the intention of wantonness.

Zhang Ci'an basically doesn't drink alcohol, the only time he got drunk was when he dropped by Cheng Shuibei at a doctoral graduation party.

"Xiaobei..." Zhang Ci'an breathed into Cheng Shuibei's ear, using an unprecedented ambiguous tone.

Cheng Shuibei's entire body was crisp from earlobe to spine.

Professor Zhang held his hand and put it on his body. The place where he put it was becoming more and more unspeakable, and Cheng Shuibei couldn't ignore it even if he wanted to.

It's better to be drunk. It's no big deal for two drunks to get together, but Cheng Shuibei is sober.

That's all.Cheng Shuibei smiled at the sky: "God, let's have a discussion. I will be presumptuous for the last time. If you want to hack me, you can hack me tomorrow."

Cheng Shuibei took the 19-year-old boy on a road that was completely opposite to going home.

They slept together the first time they came to this world. At that time, Zhang Ci'an carried the grievances from his previous life, and his subordinates were merciless. Cheng Shuibei felt nothing but pain.

But now, Zhang Ci'an, who was half drunk and half awake after drinking a little wine, was cautious and cautious, making Cheng Shuibei think that he was harming minors.

Although under the youthful skin is the vicissitudes of the heart that is used to wind and rain.

"I...you are not feeling well, you must tell me." Zhang Ci'an blushed, and when he unbuttoned Cheng Shuibei, he spoke softly, like an obedient cat.

Cheng Shuibei's heart softened, and he hooked his neck and kissed him: "I'm not afraid of pain."

He is indeed not afraid of pain, but he is afraid of tossing.

Cheng Shuibei watched helplessly as Zhang Cian took a deep breath after he unbuttoned his clothes, and then the cat turned into a fierce tiger, leaving him alone. In the darkness.

The next day, Cheng Shuibei woke up in Zhang Cian's arms, with red marks all over his body, and an old waist that could barely move.

When he turned his head, Zhang Ci'an blinked his eyes innocently, as if the person who tossed himself to death last night was not him.

Professor Zhang kissed Cheng Shuibei's forehead lightly, and discussed with Xiao Cheng who still had resentment in his eyes: "Come with me to Yunan, okay?"

He rubbed Cheng Shuibei's waist and lower abdomen with his hands. The strength was right, and he didn't deviate by half. It was a technique he had practiced for a long time.

Cheng Shuibei called this tender and loving bewitchment, and almost said "yes".

But he was awake, God was going to attack him, he couldn't take Zhang Ci'an with him.

"forget it."

Cheng Shuibei struggled out of his arms, turned over to pick up the clothes that fell on the ground, and buttoned the buttons one by one with his back to Zhang Cian.

"What am I going to do in Yunan, continue to be your underground lover?"

Zhang Ci'an didn't expect that the person who was still in his arms just now could change his face in a blink of an eye.

Could it be that the tenderness last night was just a dream?

"Little Bei—"

"Don't call me Xiaobei, it sounds disgusting." When Cheng Shuibei said this, he didn't even dare to look back.

He opened his mouth dumbly, and said more and more hurtful words: "I know what you taught my brother. Thank you for thinking hard for so long, and allowing me and my brother to live in your house. Jinwu Zangjiao, to put it bluntly, is Do you want to sleep with me, now you are finally asleep again, how do you feel, is the taste okay, is my waist twisted enough, is Professor Zhang still satisfied?"

He didn't look back, so he didn't see the gradually clenched fist of the person behind him, and the mouth that didn't open after several efforts.

Zhang Ci'an never thought that this would be the result of the two of them. Last night's push and push almost made him think that everything was back to normal, but Cheng Shuibei said that was not the case.

"Xiaobei, listen to my explanation. I didn't teach Cheng Nan badly, I just..." Zhang Ci'an was anxious to explain everything. He believed that Cheng Shuibei was just sick and couldn't accept it for a while. room for.

But Cheng Shuibei interrupted him mercilessly again.

"Professor Zhang, there are some things I've wanted to say for a long time. No matter in the past or now, you don't actually love me. You were just tricked by me into sleeping with a man once. I thought that once we slept together, we would sleep together for the rest of our lives. I It's different, I can change someone, I'm not that loyal.

"You still want to approach me all over again, because you have never thought about changing to someone else. You can try it and change to someone else."

"I won't go to Yunan, I don't want to wait for you every day."

"Zhang Ci'an, I don't want to love you anymore."

The morning light came in, and a white butterfly flew by outside the window.

Cheng Shuibei was very sure that it was an ordinary, nothing special cauliflower butterfly.

The author has something to say:

Everyone cried when I read it, and I cried when I wrote it too T_T (Look at my new column profile picture, it’s amazing)

There should be an update today.

If you are interested in the rebirth article and the infinite stream, you can take a look at my finished article "Being Entangled by Sha Mo after Rebirth" (formerly known as "Unconventional Ghost King"), it is still close to being collected, and I kowtow to everyone boom boom boom