Dead after eight years [rebirth]

Going home with Zhang Ci'an as a friend is an experience that Cheng Shuibei has never had in his previous life.

Especially at this special point of time, Dou Shuyi is still alive, and there is already a closely guarded entanglement between them.

"You knew long ago that there was no Cheng Bei in this world, right?" Cheng Shuibei groped for the cup with his fingers, keeping close to Zhang Cian's body temperature, and asked with his head bowed.

The two families are so close, as long as he thinks, he can just walk over and take a look.

But Zhang Ci'an shook his head.

"Me too."

Zhang Ci'an went around from behind the sofa, walked up to Cheng Shuibei and squatted down, put his arm on Cheng Shuibei's side, looked into his eyes that wanted to escape, and said, "Xiaobei, I'm more afraid of losing you than you." s future."

I didn't dare to get close to the truth because I was afraid, and I didn't have the courage to take a look for more than a year.

The person in Zhang Ci'an's heart lives in the west of the city.

"So now, none of us have anything to fear, right?"

Before anyone could answer, Cheng Shuibei was talking, and suddenly raised his head and smiled at Zhang Ci'an.He blinked playfully, reached out his hand unexpectedly, and gestured "yeah" on top of Professor Zhang's head.

"I'm going to give myself full marks today."

Except when he jumped off a building in his previous life, Cheng Shuibei never had a stronger belief than now.

Zhang Ci'an was still dazed in his cuteness, but Cheng Shuibei got up and walked past him to play with the two dogs.

Taking Xiao Bei home and seeing Xiao Bei happy, Professor Zhang fulfilled two of his lifelong dreams in one day.

Cheng Shuibei showed his identity as "Zhang Ci'an's friend" very well. He should talk and smile at the dinner table, and he didn't look sick at all. It seemed that he had really returned to the heartless and carefree past. .

Cheng Nan is used to please adults, but within a single meal, he coaxed Dou Shuyi into holding onto him.

"Mom, don't be like this, people won't dare to come next time."

When it was time to go back, Zhang Ci'an waited by the door with the car keys, urging his "eccentric" mother.

Only then did Dou Shuyi reluctantly send Cheng Nan and Cheng Shuibei to the door, and Qian reminded Cheng Shuibei to bring Cheng Nan over next time, and added that even if Zhang Ci'an was not at home, he could come to play.

My brother hugged the dog and sat in the back row. Under the watchful eyes of the driver Zhang Ci'an, Cheng Shuibei naturally sat in the passenger seat.

He hasn't been in the car driven by Zhang Ci'an for a long time.

In the past, even if there were two cars at home, he had taken the test early, and Cheng Shuibei would still take Professor Jinzhang's co-pilot seat, coquettishly asking someone to "drop in" to the law firm.When getting off the car at the gate of the unit, Cheng Shuibei used to nibble on Zhang Cian's face, and then left in a skip.

Zhang Ci'an, who was driving, seemed to be in a good mood, smiling and looking at the curious chirping in the rearview mirror, and couldn't even hear Cheng Shuibei's words.

Cheng Shuibei had no choice but to ask again patiently: "Do you know where my home is?"

The address of their new home was kept secret from Professor Zhang, and Cheng Shuibei didn't know where Zhang Ci'an was going when he drove west.

Zhang Ci'an tilted his head slightly toward Cheng Shuibei: "I don't know, so I want to take you back to our home."

The car turned and drove into the neighborhood opposite the city high school.

their home.

"Xiaobei, I will trouble you to see me off at the station tomorrow, is that okay?" Zhang Ci'an parked the car, looked sideways at Cheng Shuibei expectantly and asked.

Cheng Shuibei has the right to refuse, but thinking about how Zhang Ci'an traveled thousands of miles alone in the snow just to see him, he couldn't say anything.

She could only nod her head and let herself fall into Zhang Cian's gentle trap.

Cheng Nan was still very excited to come back here.He took Zhang Fei to run around the house, trying to trick the puppy into biting the balcony green scene that Cheng Shuibei took care of with great difficulty, but Xiao Cheng, who was in a good mood, ignored him.

Everything in the house remained unchanged, and even the daily necessities that Cheng Shuibei took away were replaced. Zhang Ci'an even found a shirt that was also missing a collar button and put it on the bed in the master bedroom.

"There are clean clothes and toiletries in the room, and Aunt Hu will come and change them regularly," Zhang Ci'an explained to the puzzled brothers, and after explaining, he urged Cheng Nan, who was playing like crazy, to go back to the room, "Okay, pack up and go to sleep."

Chacha ate Niuniu's high-end dog food at Zhang's house, and walked in the villa area before coming here. After Cheng Nan obediently entered the room, he also followed him, and then happily found a beautiful and comfortable dog at the end of the little master's bed nest.

Zhang Ci'an had already made preparations for their return.Cheng Shuibei didn't know what kind of mood Professor Zhang was preparing for everything during the days when he rejected him.

The moment his brother turned around, he suddenly wanted to hug Zhang Ci'an.

Professor Zhang had no intention of leaving after arranging for the two brothers and the dog.

He carried a new quilt from the cabinet in the master bedroom, and was going to spread it on the sofa——Zhang Ci'an was going to sleep here all night.

Cheng Shuibei walked up and down behind him, wanting to talk but didn't know how to speak.

"Why, do you want to drive me away?" Zhang Ci'an imitated Cheng Shuibei's coquettish way and pursed his lips in aggrieved way, "Xiaobei, have pity on me, I'm going back to Yunan early tomorrow morning."

It was rare for him to show weakness, Cheng Shuibei thought of all that happened during the day, and the ice in his heart turned into a puddle of spring water.

Xiao Cheng picked up the "bed" that Zhang Cian had already made up, and smiled unreasonably: "I won't drive you away, I invite Professor Zhang to sleep in the bedroom."

Zhang Ci'an was surprised and nervous, and couldn't speak fluently: "Xiaobei, don't be like this, you... are still sick."

Cheng Shuibei walked towards the bedroom holding the cup without looking back.

"What are you thinking, you lay on the floor."

Said it was the floor, Cheng Shuibei took out all the quilts and blankets, and made Zhang Cian a soft sleeping place that was more comfortable than a big bed.

"Okay, Cha Cha sleeps on the floor of brother's room and guards him. You can sleep here and guard me. But if Professor Zhang doesn't want to, he can go home and sleep on a big soft and comfortable bed."

As soon as Zhang Ci'an heard this, he immediately threw his clothes and clothes into the pile of bedding on the ground, showing his attitude with actions.

Cheng Shuibei nodded in satisfaction, then turned to wash up.

When both of them were packed up and ready to fall asleep, Cheng Shuibei couldn't fall asleep while wearing Zhang Cian's pajamas. When he turned over, Zhang Cian didn't close his eyes and was staring at him tenderly.

Cheng Shuibei got up, sat on the head of the bed with his legs crossed, his head resting on his knees, and stared at Zhang Cian's exquisite face.

Snow was falling densely outside, Zhang Ci'an's long eyelashes fluttered under the snow light, bewitching Cheng Shuibei to give him a kiss.

Cheng Shuibei had to clenched his fists to hold back the impulse in his heart.

"Can't sleep, are you comfortable again? I took medicine at night. Do you want to see a doctor? I'll call Senior Sister."

Zhang Ci'an sat up anxiously, but Cheng Shuibei made a "shh" gesture to him.

"Keep your voice down, Chacha and Cheng Nan are sleeping. Zhang Ci'an, let's have a whisper."

Zhang Ci'an confirmed again: "Is there really no discomfort?"

Cheng Shuibei shook his head, circling his two index fingers on his chest.

Zhang Ci'an knew that his action was to discuss with himself.

After confirming that Xiao Cheng was not uncomfortable, Zhang Ci'an moved his body and sat next to the bed, and had a private conversation with Cheng Shuibei.

Zhang Ci'an: "What do you want to talk about, or do you just want to hear me talk?"

Cheng Shuibei thought about it seriously.

"Listen to what you say, whatever you say is fine."

"Okay." Zhang Ci'an readily agreed.

"You're not in Yunan, I didn't come out to live. The school divided dormitories, and I have three roommates, from all over the world. They are all very nice. There is a soft subject who likes to play games, and always pulls me to play games together , I'm not interested in the red, blue, yellow, and green buffs that fill the screen, and over time, he will dislike the operation, so he won't take me."

"There is another one who is as tall as you and likes to play basketball. He said that it is a pity that I am so tall and I don't play basketball. But after he took me to the court for two laps, he disliked my uncoordinated hands and feet and didn't take me to play. No. Nonsense, I am obviously very accurate in shooting three-pointers."

Cheng Shuibei believes that Professor Zhang's simple calculation of the three-point shot route should be easier to score.

"Xiaobei, in the past six months, I have gradually tried to blend in with my surroundings, and found that I have a lot of bad things. It seems that I have always been so good only in your eyes."

Professor Zhang was talking about himself seriously, Cheng Shuibei couldn't hold back and poured cold water on him: "Actually, you are not that good in my eyes."

"What?" Zhang Ci installed an unbelievable look, but stared at Cheng Shuibei with watery eyes like a begging chirp.

Cheng Shuibei tilted his head and explained: "For example, you have obsessive-compulsive disorder, for example, your mouth is very tricky, and you don't eat anything you don't like...Professor Zhang, you have a lot of bad problems."

He still has many other things, the one he wants to protest the most is Zhang Ci'an's attachment to his waist, but under the current atmosphere and relationship, it's too early to say these things.

"Xiao Bei, thank you. You still allow me to play on the floor here with all my troubles." Zhang Ci'an joked, he was not in a hurry to resolve the matter between them with a word or two, and patted the pillow lightly. , Cheng Shuibei is still willing to talk to him, he is very satisfied.

Cheng Shuibei smiled tenderly, but did not answer his words.

Zhang Ci'an closed his eyes and rested his head on the side of the bed, and whispered while playing with the corner of the quilt with his fingers.

"Xiao Bei, I know that I have done many things wrong, and I really want to say sorry, but we have made an agreement, so I cannot say sorry."

"For a person who has made mistakes like me, how lucky I am to see you again. So I started copying the scriptures, praying for you, and repenting for myself."

It turned out that the confession scripture caught in the gap between the notes was copied for himself.

Cheng Shuibei stretched out his hand, the palm was hanging above Zhang Cian's hair, he dared not let it go.He wanted to touch Zhang Ci'an, but he was haunted by demons, and felt that it was not good for them to be too close.

In the end, Cheng Shuibei withdrew his hand, Zhang Cian, who had his eyes closed, didn't know what happened, and kept talking.

"Let's not talk about that, let me tell you a story to lull you to sleep, okay?" Zhang Ci'an opened his eyes, and discussed with Cheng Shuibei softly.

"it is good."

Cheng Shuibei got into bed obediently, and let Zhang Ci'an tuck the quilt up for him.

"Once upon a time there was a mathematician named Descartes..."

"...after the French Revolution in 1789, Descartes' ashes were finally placed in the Rijksmuseum."

After Professor Zhang finished talking about the life of a great mathematician, Cheng Shuibei had long dreamed of "coordinate system" and "analytic geometry".

"Good night."

Zhang Ci'an lay on the side of the bed and had the most peaceful sleep in his life.

No one knew when the snow stopped. When Cheng Shuibei woke up, it was already sunny outside.The sparrows were chirping on the branches, and chirping was running around outside the door.

Zhang Ci'an had to catch a plane in the afternoon, and had to get on the train to Wuning before ten o'clock in the morning.Cheng Shuibei called Zhang Cian, who was half asleep and half awake, back to bed and continued to sleep, and went to the kitchen to make breakfast by himself.

Professor Zhang warmed up for a while on the bed with Xiaobei's body temperature, got up to eat, and Cheng Shuibei drove him to the station.

"Xiao Bei, just park your car at the gate of the community later, and Uncle En will arrange it." Zhang Ci'an reluctantly confessed the matter, and reluctantly bid farewell to Cheng Shuibei.

"Xiaobei, I'll be back right after the exam. Call me if you have something to do."

Zhang Cian turned around after waving, Cheng Shuibei held his brother's hand and silently watched his back as he left.

On the way back, Cheng Shuibei asked his brother in the back seat: "Cheng Nan, do you want to go to Yunan to study in middle school?"

The author has something to say:

Xiao Bei scored 100 points!Shen Shenhan 1.00 points, the extra point is the tears I shed for Xiao Bei

Professor Zhang has a tricky appetite, so he only likes Xiaobei who has his appetite.