When I met a scumbag, I became a sea king

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Shan Shi's voice was very pleasant, but at this moment it was almost like a reminder, making Rong Chu unable to help but want to run away.

There is no other reason, it is entirely because what this man said almost confirmed what he thought in his heart.

He originally thought that although Shan Shi confessed to him yesterday, as long as he acts like nothing happened and continues to act as usual, maybe the two of them can return to the position of good friends, but this situation seems to be unacceptable now. He escaped, because Shan Shi was staring at him with burning eyes, as if he wanted to ask him for an answer.This sense of oppression made Rong Chu almost tremble in his heart, and he didn't know what to do.It's not that he hasn't faced emotional problems. In fact, in his last life, he has been thinking about his feelings because of Shi Yunting.And in this life he doesn't like Shi Yunting anymore.But Shan Shi presented him with such a big problem, which almost made her feel that the world is not worth it. Does living in this world have to face such a difficult choice?Can't people live a good life without feelings?He really regards Shan Shi as his big brother. They can film and play together, but if they want to be lovers, it seems too cramped. He doesn't want the relationship between the two to become rigid, and he doesn't want to Kill this harmonious relationship in the cradle.So he thought that if two people still be friends with each other, and then take a step back, then they can keep in touch for the rest of their lives, instead of almost forgetting each other like him and Shi Yunting, but now it seems that Shan Shi Staring at him with burning eyes.His wish seemed impossible to come true just like that.

"Rong Chu, it's useless to avoid some things. No matter you try to ignore it or try to avoid it, it will exist there. Only by facing it bravely and solving it can you really put this matter aside. It's in the back of my head." Shan Shi looked at Rong Chu, and opened his mouth softly, with bitter words of comfort in his tone, "You know what? When I first fell in love with you, I actually doubted how I could Is it a homosexual? How can I fall in love with a man? But then I think these are not important, as you said, no matter what a person's orientation is, as long as it is what his heart wants, and you are mine I have made up my mind and made up my mind about what I want to do, and I want to be lovers with you. Can you not run away?"

It's rare for Shan Shi to talk to people in such a long way.In fact, he is usually of the high-cold type, and only others talk to him, how can he be so submissive and almost begging others.Rong Chu felt sour when he heard it.He knew that he was sorry for Shan Shi, because he was burdened with too many things.He and Shan Shi are not even a person who thinks about time and space at all. He has the soul of the previous life and the memory of this life. Sometimes even he himself feels that his life is very disordered.In addition, because he liked Shi Yunting, he lost his life. This incident made him really not want to touch his relationship anymore. Therefore, when faced with such a sincere friendship, he almost thought carefully. To care for it, not wanting to hurt it, but I have to stay away from it and escape from it, so now it has become a dilemma.

"Brother Shan..." he said in a trembling voice, with a hint of despair, "You really don't like me anymore, I'm not worth it."

How could he deserve to be liked by such a good Shan Shi?

Shan Shi helped him a lot in his previous life, and in this life, Shan Shi still takes care of him and cares about him everywhere.Let him feel that if he is with him, it will be unfair to Shan Shi, because Shan Shi deserves better people, not with people like him who live in the mud.

"Who can say clearly about feelings? If you like it, you just like it, and if you don't like it, you don't like it. Now that I like you, I naturally don't care about what kind of person you are. Besides, no matter who you are , I am willing to be with you." Shan Shi's voice was a little domineering, "Besides, are you so distrustful of my vision? Or are you not confident enough in you? Do you really think I'm attracted to you? Will people be bad?"

Rong Chu kept his mouth shut and didn't speak. He couldn't tell the people in front of him about his experiences in the last life and this life. He would never understand.

This is the gap between them.

"There is too much difference between us." Rong Chu said this sentence almost bitterly, "Brother Shan, I am very grateful that you like me, but the two of us are really not suitable. Instead of wasting time on In a hopeless relationship, it’s better for you to fall in love with someone else again, so that you won’t regret it.”

"The difference is too much, do you mean age?" Shan Shi obviously misunderstood him, his eyes dimmed slightly, "Yes, I am five years older than you."

But after thinking about it, he felt angrily again: "Don't use the big age difference as an excuse! Shi Yunting is nine years older than you, and you have never seen him despise him for being old!"

Rong Chu was still dumbfounded by his thoughts, and felt that he really misunderstood what he meant. After hearing these words, the hairs on his body stood on end, thinking in horror, how could he know that he liked Shi Yun court?He never told this person about it.

Rong Chu's eyes almost made it unnecessary to guess.Shan Shi knew what he was thinking just by looking at it briefly, and said dumbfoundedly: "Didn't I say it? Yesterday you were drunk and mumbled something that others couldn't understand, but I know some things. Yes, you like your brother, but your brother doesn't like you, but he has a soft spot for another person. You can't love him, so you feel sad, so you don't want to develop a relationship. Is it because he rejected you? ?Then don't worry anymore, because I'm not like your brother. I like someone when I really like it. It's definitely not some ridiculous prodigal son who plays on the occasion. If I'm with you, I'll be in love with this relationship Very serious, and very good to you, I promise you this, can you rest assured? Can you be with me?"

Shan Shi's eyes were too attentive, which made Rong Chu's heart ache.He didn't have to be so humble, he deserved someone better than wasting time on himself.

When Rong Chu thought this way, he didn't realize that he had actually developed a certain sense of trust in Shan Shi, because he was not afraid of this person revealing his liking for Shi Yunting at all.It can be seen that subconsciously, he has treated Shan Shi as someone he can trust.

But now he also understands that no matter what he says in this situation, Shan Shi probably won't listen to him.He has some headaches, whether it is the last life or this life.Rong Chu has almost never faced such passionate love words and such wanton pursuits, which caused his face to always look peachy, but in fact, he has never talked about a serious love, and now, When he faced Shan Shi's straightforward affection, he didn't know what to do.

He thought with some bitterness in his heart, could it be that God sent Shan Shi, a brave suitor, to him in this life because he saw that his last life was really miserable?In fact, there is no need, he just wants to live a good life by himself, and he doesn't want to drag others down, because no matter who is with him, he has been wronged, and he doesn't want others to go through his own experience, and he doesn't want to waste time Waste other people's time, and make others regret for life.

Rong Chu then pursed his lips and said nothing, he looked a little cold when he didn't speak, Shan Shi felt a chill in his heart when he looked at it.Thinking about why this person is always able to reject him so cruelly without the slightest hesitation, could it be that he is really inferior to that Shi Yunting?

Shan Shi grows up so big, no matter where he is, he is the proud son of heaven. He really has never encountered such a situation. It is not as good as the white moonlight in other people's hearts.This can almost frustrate his self-esteem, especially when facing the person he likes, it makes him feel inferior, and feels that he has no hope of winning this person.

"Rong Chu," Shan Shi said softly, "If you rejected me because you were emotionally hurt because you couldn't be with someone else, then I can prove to you that I will do better than the person you like .I will do my best to love you, protect you, and prevent you from being hurt like this again. Can you trust me?"

"Now it's not a question of whether I believe you or not. The key is that Brother Shan, you are really nice, but I have no feelings for you!" Rong Chu said helplessly and with a headache. He really didn't know why this person was so stubborn. The thing between falling in love with him is almost stubborn.In fact, he himself is not worthy of this person at all!

"I don't know what you are thinking in your heart now, but as long as it is something I want to do, I must do it, as long as it is the person I want, I must go for it." Shan Shi looked at Rong Chu with eyes wide open. Zhuo Zhuo, "Rong Chu, you can have someone else in your heart, but you can't deny me even one chance, or it will break me."

Rong Chu didn't speak, he didn't know what to say anymore, because nothing seemed to be able to quench Shan Shi's inner passion.Shan Shi is too stubborn in this matter, even a bit stubborn, Rong Chu even thinks that if he keeps refusing to agree to him, he can keep pursuing him, so when will he be able to become a leader by pestering himself like this!

"Brother Shan," Rong Chu said with a headache, "do you have to force me like this? You know, I'm not a person who likes others to force me."

"I'm not forcing you, I just want you to agree to my pursuit." Shan Shi looked at Rong Chu and said seriously.