When the drama comes

"Happy birthday Chu Shangqing, it's just afternoon here, are you going to bed already?"

Fang Zhuo, who was far away in Manchester, England, also called, making Chu Shangqing finally put down the book in her hand.

Putting on a cashmere shawl and walking to the balcony, Chu Shangqing smiled and said, "Didn't you call me before midnight?"

"That's different." Fang Zhuo, who was wearing a sports bra, was also covered with a thin layer of sweat, leaning against the wall of the training ground, the wheat-colored muscle texture on her body was illuminated by the light like a star.

Fixing the phone with her neck sideways, she freed her hand to adjust the bandage on her hand, with a smile on her face: "How was your first day at the age of 25?"

At the other end of the distant continent, Chu Shangqing slowly exhaled a foul breath.

"Very well," she replied.

"That's not a very good tone." Fang Zhuo also observed the flexibility of his knuckles, "If you are really having a good time, your phone should be turned off by now."

"Almost." Chu Shangqing said, with a smile on her face again, "The phone should be turned off when being questioned in the police station."

Fang Zhuo also: "What did that boss of yours do?"

"He gave me a planet, Fang Zhuoye, if he didn't use this planet to interrupt my confession, I would think he likes me too."

Swaying, uncertain, and out of order.

Chu Shangqing was feeling the sense of uncertainty that had dominated her for a long time.

Until now, her heart is still divided into two parts, one part wants to continue to seek certainty, and the other part has already begun to be vigilant.

Began to be wary of whether the person who was asking Fu Nanshang for a sense of certainty was the same Chu Shangqing who had been persisting all along.

The Chu Shangqing who said "Chu Shangqing must be Chu Shangqing first, be her own person and walk her own path, otherwise she is not worthy of loving others"?

Is "Chu Shangqing" who touched Fu Nanshang's throat really being himself?Or was the heart covered by the heavy snow?Overwhelmed by desire for the stars?

"Fang Zhuoye, I got a very good relationship, but I still feel pain. A little change in the other party can make my sense of order fade. Instead of being so emotionally out of control, it's better to be the same as before. I like it silently. , and walk away without a sound."

This is Chu Shangqing's thinking after she calmed down. This is her long-standing decision and should not be shaken by Fu Nanshang.

Her life shouldn't have been shaken.

At Manchester's training ground, Fang Zhuo also wrapped his bandages and clenched his fists:

"Chu Shangqing, your sense of certainty is not obtained by giving up love. In this world, there is no boxer who wins by praying for an exchange, nor does he give up love to become a beautiful and peaceful life. You are in the boxing ring, Fate is throwing a fist at you, this one happens to be love, the next one may be injury, it may be war, it may be hunger, dodge, fight back, lock it by the throat, knock it to the ground, it's us until we die What you are doing. You have been winning all the time, but this time fate is dressed up as Fu Nanshang's fragility, stupidity and uncertainty, so you can't bear to retire."

At the end of the call, someone called Fang Zhuoye's name in English. She turned around, put on her gloves, and walked onto the training platform.

The onlookers burst into cheers.

The night after the snow in Beijing is very quiet.

Chu Shangqing put down the phone.

Fu Nanshang has already fallen asleep.

Her birthday is over, and the eighth year of her heart for Fu Nanshang has begun, which is also the No. 20th year of her life, Chu Shangqing.

Forget about his "plot", she is Chu Shangqing.

Sitting on the bed in the guest room of Chu Shangqing's house, Fu Nanshang, who claimed that he was going to sleep, stared at the search page in a daze in the dark.

"Do you like me if you touch my neck?"

The answer I found was: "He likes you and is interested in you, but he cares about your attitude very much and dare not touch you, for fear of hurting you, and also afraid that you will not like him because of it."

This page has been open for a long time. He said he wanted to take a shower, so he searched for this in the bathroom, and he was reluctant to close it after that.

If Chu Shangqing had looked at the cardboard in his hand at that time, he would have seen that he was about to tear the cardboard to pieces.

He was afraid of getting it wrong.

He was afraid that he would ruin Chu Shangqing's birthday on impulse.

He was also afraid that Chu Shangqing was impulsive, and he would only be embarrassed when thinking of his birthday in the future.

But now, he began to regret it again.

"My wish is, Fu Nanshang, I want a star."

"My wish is... Fu Nanshang. I want a star."

Could it be, that, in fact, what Chu Shangqing said didn't really want a star?

Chairman Fu, who was huddled in the quilt, rolled.

Rolling from the head of the bed to the end of the bed, he opened an app with a starry sky icon.

"Input variable: Chu Shangqing touched my throat."

Half a minute later, a line of words appeared on the APP: "After calculation: the probability of orbital overlap is 37.97%, an increase of 4.56%"

The light from the screen illuminated Fu Nanshang's face, he smirked silently twice, and rolled back again, pressing on the previously injured shoulder blade.

"Input variable: Chu Shangqing wants me as a birthday present on her birthday, and she likes me."

Another half minute later, another line of words appeared on the APP: "After calculation: Designers, please do not operate the system after drinking."

Fu Nanshang: ...

Looking at the time, Fu Nanshang suddenly had an idea.

In half an hour, Chu Shangqing's birthday will be over, can he confess? !

If Chu Shangqing falls asleep, he can change it to tomorrow morning.

If she didn't sleep...

"If she doesn't like you, have you ever thought about it? You let her live under the same roof with someone she rejects?"

"Can you accept her refusal?"

"Are you sure you won't lose control after being rejected?"

He tortured himself and slowly calmed down again.

He set a necessary condition for all his emotional expressions, that is to make Chu Shangqing feel absolutely safe.

This night, obviously, such conditions did not exist.

Ebullient emotions are attributed to forced indifference.

After looking at the search results for the last time, Fu Nanshang forced himself to turn off the screen of the phone.

The pain in the scapula became obvious, but he was glad that he was injured. He was injured and his movement was limited. It was safer for Chu Shangqing at this time.

Fu arranged for most of the employees to work from home, and these people certainly did not include Fu Nanshang, who is the chairman, and Chu Shangqing, the secretary of the chairman.

After all, there are still some employees in the company who will undertake the work of cleaning the snow.

The distance seemed to come suddenly.

From the moment Fu Nanshang put the fried egg in front of Chu Shangqing in the morning, his dull nerves suddenly felt strange.

Because Chu Shangqing didn't look at him.

She thanked her and took it, but she didn't look at him.

"Do you want milk with the chicken sandwich?"

"OK, thanks."

Fu Nanshang took off his apron and picked up the soy sauce bottle:

"Do you want soy sauce on the fried eggs?"

"I'll just do it myself."

Interlacing fingers, Fu Nanshang watched Chu Shangqing take the soy sauce bottle.

She still didn't look at him.

He withdrew his hand.

"A meeting was changed to online this morning. Mr. Su from Shanghai wants to talk about their hotel project. It will start at about 10:30, and I will give you some information at 09:30."

"it is good."

Some warm and ambiguous things were left behind yesterday, but today Chu Shangqing's dining table seemed to be having a breakfast meeting.

Fu Nanshang ate his breakfast, listened quietly, and occasionally put forward his own opinions.

It happened that both of them were wearing shirts and trousers, and they looked like they were ready to attend the meeting at any time, and they were very solemn.

It was eight o'clock after breakfast, and Chu Shangqing had already started changing his coat.

"You should change your clothes too, you don't need to wash the dishes." She said to Fu Nanshang.

"There's still some time." Fu Nanshang lowered his head, finished brushing the cups and plates, put them on the drainer, and wiped clean around the sink.

Chu Shangqing walked to the dining table and looked at him.

The tall and handsome man has lowered eyebrows, harmonious and contradictory.

"Fu Nanshang, it's 13:[-]. Even if it's congested, we can reach the company before [-]:[-] when we go out at [-]:[-], so now I have [-] minutes to use."

Fu Nanshang threw away the tissue in his hand to wipe his hands.

"Fu Nanshang, I like you. When I was 19, I liked you the most except money. Now that I am 25, I like you the most besides myself and money. I thought I would just say it without saying it." I can hold the feeling of liking you while waiting for you, even if I don’t say anything for the rest of my life, it’s good to be your friend. Now I want to understand, fuck his friend, I won’t be friends with a man I can’t get, After earning the money from Jianning Industrial, I will leave Fu. I will not pursue others, and I am not interested in letting others love me or not to consume my emotions. If you like me too, we are men and women Friends, if you don't like me, we don't even need to send a New Year's greeting message in the future."

step.

two steps.

Three steps.

Chu Shangqing walked straight forward and walked in front of Fu Nanshang.

"You said that I was only 19 years old, I hadn't met many men, and I didn't know what liking was. Chu Shangqing, who was 25 years old, was mature enough to know what liking was. For six years, I have always recognized my original vision. "

It's as calm and composed as you are doing an annual report.

It was as oppressive as facing a competitor.

One hand passed through Fu Nan's body and put it on the cooking table, while the other hand grabbed Fu Nanshang's tie.

"do you understand?"

"I'll get the birthday present I want by myself, will you give it to me?"

Wei Wei leaned back, but her face was bullied by Chu Shangqing.

Fu Nanshang could feel his back elbow pressing against the wall behind the narrow cooking table.

Chu Shangqing's eyes were not hot, but cold.

She allows herself to express her emotions with extreme calm.

not impulsive.

Not casual.

As she has always faced every blow in her fate.

"Ten minutes left."

she said softly.

"Walk out in 7 minutes, we're either just co-workers, or..." You belong to me.

"I" would.

Fu Nanshang's mind went blank. He struggled to say a word with his mouth, but suddenly a piece of ice fell on his lips.

It was the temperature of Chu Shangqing's lips.

While waiting for Fu Nanshang to wash the dishes, she drank a large glass of cold water, which was very cold and could help her calm down.

If there is such a thing as a soul in this three-dimensional world, then Fu Nanshang's soul is probably frozen at this temperature.

I could only feel Chu Shangqing's kiss.

Another kiss.

A very light kiss, very firm, but also deep, uncertain buried under layers of calmness.She wanted to hear his answer, but she was a little, only a little, afraid.

The 22-year-old boy who had firmly rejected her had grown bigger and bigger, and she wanted him to be hers.

"If you don't want to, you should reject me immediately." Her voice was as soft as breathing, and the kiss fell on the corner of Fu Nanshang's lips, and the hand holding the cooking table hugged the man's shoulder.

The soul regained its strength little by little in the trembling, and Fu Nanshang's hand finally had a little movement.

He was able to support Chu Shangqing's hair, and his fingers ran through it, and countless suppressed thoughts spewed out in his heart.

This is Chu Shangqing, and it should be his.

He could also be hers.

All human senses are disintegrated in an instant.

Vision, hearing, and touch are independent and no longer controlled by the brain.

The lips were looking for the lips, but they found the ear, and bit it lightly.

The eyes are looking for the eyes, and then linger on the cheeks, looking at every point of texture, refusing to let go of a single bit.

Finally, Fu Nanshang's vision caught Chu Shangqing's eyes, those bright and indifferent eyes seemed to hide ice and snow under the sun.

His voice finally came alive.

"I like you."

Even if there is only a 30.00% probability of [-]% that we can stay together for a lifetime.

Chu Shangqing, I like you.