When the drama comes

"Hi, two cappuccinos."

"A cup of coffee is enough, please give me a cup of soda." Fu Nan interrupted Qu Yu's stumbling English with commercial German.

After the waiter left, he switched back to Chinese and said to his mother, "I don't like coffee."

Qu Yu froze for a moment, then smiled wryly:

"As a mother, letting her child always say what she doesn't like in front of her... seems like a failure."

"No." Fu Nanshang looked at his hands on the table with no expression on his face. After a few seconds, he continued, "Your failure is not because of being a mother, nor is it because of what kind of mother I have. That’s why it hurts.”

He still remembers the first time he took the subway to see his grandma after school when he was ten years old.

Papa and Mama always told him to tell Granny that they were doing well.

They do have a good life, luxury cars, mansions, nannies and drivers.

Just not happy.

Happiness is not allowed either.

On the day when he was determined to find his grandma, Fu Nanshang actually wanted to escape, because his "small universe" died that day.

"Small Universe" is actually just a very simple program, its function is to repeatedly model and calculate, to predict what will happen tomorrow again and again.

He likes computers and the unknown, so the ten-year-old Fu Nanshang combined the two and built a probability calculation model.

Sometimes it will lead to some very interesting things, such as the small universe will tell him that it will rain tomorrow.

If it is really raining, he will be happy for a long time.

Although he also knew that it was just a question of probability, it could already make him feel happy.

That day, Fu Xuechen, who didn't go to school, entered his room. When Fu Nanshang returned, his computer and hard disk had already been formatted.

"What kind of mess are you messing with on your computer every day? Are you learning to be a hacker?"

Lin Xiaoyan questioned him.

Fu Nanshang opened his mouth, he wanted to say "No, no", it was just "Small Universe", it stayed quietly in his computer, giving him a little happiness, it was his little game.

But he couldn't speak.

After Lin Xiaoyan scolded him, she scolded Qu Yu for not teaching the child to be good.

When their mother and son could finally take a breath, he looked up at his mother blankly.

"Nan Shang, can you save your mother some time? Does it feel good to be scolded every day?"

Ten-year-old Fu Nanshang didn't try to open his mouth to say anything.

He fled all the way to grandma, but he still couldn't speak.

As if holding back the cosmic explosion and being reborn for so long, he only said one sentence:

"Mom is at home..."

Mom is also at home, why didn't he protect his little universe?

Why did mother also talk about him?

The Fu family's mansion is so big, it can fit the piano that Fu Xuechen would only use when he is pretending, and the five computers that Fu Xuechen brings friends to play games, but he can't fit his "small universe", why? ?

Too much confusion blocked his throat.

Grandma stroked his head.

"Xiao Nan, your mother is just like you, she is just an ordinary person who can feel pain..." the old man choked up halfway through his sentence.

On that day, she chose to tell her robbed grandson a cruel fact—the three of them are independent, and no one can protect him in the face of pain.

Don't have expectations for others who are also in pain, because expectations will cause greater pain.

Ten-year-old Fu Xiaonan remembered this passage for many years. Whenever he was in extreme pain, whether his father died or his mother stood on the opposite side step by step, he used these words to make himself strong .

Strength is often equated with despair.

Despair can also be the armor that protects one's heart.

He successfully defended himself.

"I remember when my father was still there, you would still play erhu tunes for us. Just be the Quyu you were at that time." He said, "Not as a mother, but as a kind of erhu Jade."

Hearing his words, Qu Yu smiled.

Her facial features are soft and beautiful, but they have been dull for a long time. She has obviously had a good life in a few months abroad, her complexion is much better than before, and she smiles very nicely.

Looking straight at her son, she said softly:

"Nan Shang, you have already won, why can't you be more generous?"

Fu Nanshang suddenly smiled: "What is winning? What is losing? If you become like you, discussing how to behave magnanimously after you win, then only Fu Cheng, Lin Xiaoyan and Fu Xuechen will win."

He was genuinely amused.

Is it victory to take from others what they have?

When did he lose?Faced with a child who has no autonomy and deprives him of the ability to obtain happiness, does this child lose?

What is the so-called victory?has no meaning?

As a normal person, why did he enter this "battlefield" to fight for victory?

"I can go today because I always remember who I am, what about you? Do you remember who you are?"

Fu Nanshang felt that he had nothing to say, so he stood up.

"The way you remember yourself is that you found a girlfriend who sent your father to prison?" Qu Yu suddenly raised her voice, "Nan Shang, you are still taking revenge on me, right?"

The man stopped, he turned his head and looked at his mother.

There is also a sunset in the sky in a foreign country.

The vintage stained glass windows are illuminated.

In the faintly colorful light, the man bent down.

He looked down at Qu Yu.

"Mom, Chu Li defrauded more than 1000 million yuan. Do you know where the money came from? An old man who has worked in a state-owned enterprise all his life has only a little pension in his hand. It is a few hundred yuan or 1000 yuan a month, and it has increased a little bit." , Chu Li lied to them that the money can be exchanged for smart medicine, and giving children under the age of 12 can make children smart, 8 yuan a medicine. That is the net worth of more than 100 old people in their later years. Chu Shangqing is For them!"

Fu Nanshang's eyes were red.

He seemed to have returned to that day again, when a young man in a blue shirt with outstanding temperament came to the company to look for Chu Shangqing, but Chu Shangqing was not there.

The man named Lu Xu offered him a cigarette, but he refused.

"Actually, there is something. Sheng Luo and Teacher Fang worked hard to fix it. Let me bring it to Chu Shangqing. I heard that she was bullied at school?"

Fu Nanshang blinked. He knew that Chu Shangqing's father was in jail, but he never asked what was going on.

After all, everyone has secrets that they don't want others to ask.

Lu Xu took out a silk package from his backpack.

"This is a pennant, this is a letter of thanks, and this is a letter of proof issued by the neighborhood committee."

Lu Xu unfolded the silk banner, on which there were eight large characters: "If you have aspirations, you will never be alone, and if you are right, you will never be alone."

It was given to Chu Shangqing by the "victim of the 10 extraordinarily large fraud case".

The thank you letter was also jointly issued by these people, with dozens of signatures and fingerprints.

The letter of proof proves that Chu Shangqing has been abused by Chu Li and has not benefited from the fraud case.

"Our hometown has a lot of weird little girls, and Chu Shangqing is also in the top three. She always talks about money, but she always does stupid things." Lu Xu sighed softly. .

At that time, Fu Nanshang already knew that Chu Shangqing paid the price for this "one muscle". She originally wanted to get a doctorate and become a teacher, because there is no need to mention this matter.

The long road to Qingyun, just started, was cut off by her with a single knife.

After Lu Xu left, Fu Nanshang put the pennant on the shelf first, so as not to be seen by others, he piled up all the figurines for reference in the game on the shelf.

It was going to rain outside, so all his colleagues left, and he was the only one sitting in front of the computer.

"Sole, from the data you have now, how likely is it that a person who has been abused since childhood will become a 'Chu Shangqing'?"

Sole didn't answer.

Because this is an invalid output request.

Fu Nanshang already knew the answer.

There is only one Chu Shangqing in this world.

He finally understood how Chu Shangqing became "Chu Shangqing".

It was the courage he craved.

It is the loneliness of his beloved.

With curly hair and a lonely voice, this is Chu Shangqing.

"I saw it was raining outside. You haven't eaten yet, right? The restaurant downstairs was too crowded. I went to the supermarket to buy some packs of instant noodles."

It was raining heavily, and the girl walked into the company with a steamy body.

She spoke lightly, and her wet shoes rattled as she walked.

The not-so-delicious seaweed and shrimp skin porridge has a soft aroma, and Chu Shangqing's voice is also very gentle:

"I have decided not to continue my Ph.D. You can go anywhere. Do you want me to continue to be your secretary?"

Her eyes were bright, shining with the courage to support others, Fu Nanshang couldn't help but think that she should be like this when she decided to seek justice for those old people.

She decided to help him, of course she said it was for money, but Fu Nanshang knew that she had given him her most precious share of courage.

For such a Chu Shangqing, Fu Nanshang's heart beat like a drum for her, his soul trembled, and he couldn't extricate himself from then on.

"Mom, when Fu Cheng used Fu Shi and Le Hai to force me, I almost became another you, no, I almost became another Fu Cheng. It was Chu Shangqing who saved me, so, You can still cultivate well in Germany, the Fu family can still function well, Lin Xiaoyan can still lie alive in the hospital, and Fu Xuechen can still live in his prison."

He took off his glasses, straightened his back, cleaned them and put them on again. Fu Nanshang returned to his usual expressionless face.

Turning around to leave, he didn't say goodbye.

……

"My God, I get scared when I think of those 'detonators'. Secretary Chu, if we come an hour late, something big will happen."

"Not necessarily, there is still a gap between carrying the equipment and implementing it." Chu Shangqing handed a signed document to Bai Xiaoxu, "You give this to Lawyer Li over there, and if there is no problem, then go back Give it to the Shandong branch and ask them to pay immediately."

Bai Xiaoxu nodded: "Okay, okay, do you want to go to rest first?"

"There are two final payments left. I'll rest after checking them all." As he spoke, Chu Shangqing stretched.

Counting, she has been in Qingdao for almost 48 hours, and only slept for five hours in between.

More and more helpers came one after another, but she refused to back down.

"I was the one who agreed to the tenant workers and contractors."

Just because of this sentence, everyone watched her arrange everything in an orderly manner.

"Secretary Chu, you have worked too hard."

"There will be a bonus when you finish your work." Chu Shangqing smiled at Bai Xiaoxu, his face was happy when he talked about money, "I have saved the company a huge loss, and I can get a seven-figure bonus no matter what."

After checking another contract, Chu Shangqing noticed that there was someone beside him, and handed it out:

"To Lawyer Li."

"it is good."

Hearing the voice, she raised her head and saw Fu Nanshang who was busy with the world.

"Boss? Today you are going to host at the Beijing head office..."

The man hugged her gently and stroked her long hair.

"Secretary Chu, you've done your best. Take a short break and leave the rest to me. I'll report to you when you wake up."

The messy conference room fell silent.

They watched as the boss walked out with Secretary Chu in his arms.