street people

Sun Yanshi found a stone pier and sat down, repeating Zheng Ye's words in his mind.

【Zhuo Li is divorced. 】

He sneered at himself, just now he was as stable as a Buddha without emotions and desires in front of Zheng Ye, but now his legs are weak and he can't walk, and he is feeding mosquitoes here.

He sucked the last puff of cigarette fiercely, let it swim in his lungs, and exhaled it with a sigh, but the depression in his chest did not relieve a little.Sun Yanshi took out the phone from his pocket, hesitated for a long time, and typed out the string of numbers that he knew so well that he might never forget it in his life.

Looking at the phone number on the phone screen, he felt extremely ridiculous again. For two years, he did not allow anyone to mention Zhuo Li's name in front of him, deleted all the information related to Zhuo Li, and threw away all the information related to Zhuo Li. calendar related stuff.

He counted the days, one day or two days, one month and two months, one year or two years, he thought he had forgotten all about it, but in the end it was only because of Zheng Ye's words that he couldn't walk, in the end Zhuo Li's mobile phone number has been engraved into his blood and has become an instinct.

How ridiculous, he's so self righteous.

With blood-red eyes open, staring at the phone screen, Sun Yanshi had an uncontrollable strong desire in his body. He wanted to call Zhuo Li and question him sharply.

Ask him if he said two years ago that he couldn't hold on anymore and wanted to break up with him and find a woman to marry, did he regret it?

Ask him that he vowed at the beginning that he would spend his whole life with women, why did he fall apart after only two years?

Ask him if he feels sorry for himself?

Knowing Zhuo Li's divorce, Sun Yanshi was not happy, he felt angry, Zhuo Li exchanged their ten years of relationship for less than two years of marriage, and it became more and more ridiculous that his ten years were too ridiculous, ten years!Life has several decades!

With his thumb resting on the dial key, after hesitating for an unknown amount of time, Sun Yanshi deleted the numbers one by one, and then locked the screen in his pocket.

Walking back along the way he came, Sun Yanshi stopped when he reached a commercial street.

This street was very lively when I was in high school, and there was a bar at the end of the street. On Sun Yanshi’s birthday, he called Zheng Ye, Zhuo Li and several other classmates to the bar to have fun. To move towards a more mature life.

That night, they drank until the sky was dark, Zhuo Li, the only one who was awake, forced him into a dark corner, bowed his head and kissed his mouth.At that time, he was ignorant, and there was a girl he liked in his heart, but he didn't seem to like it to the extent that he liked sneakers, ball games and Gundam more than girls.

However, he has watched love movies and reeds no matter how casual he is, how could he not know what Zhuo Li means.Zhuo Li was already 1.8 meters tall at that time, and he was trapped in the corner with his arms.He leaned against the wall tremblingly, gulping his saliva and asking in a trembling voice, "You, you, why did you kiss my mouth?"

Zhuo Li smiled softly, and leaned into his ear and said, "Why do you think I carried you up and down the stairs every day after you sprained your foot, and took you home? Why do you think I was the first one to rush to the cafeteria every day at noon to help you prepare meals?" Meal? Why do you think I went out to work part-time to plug the hole for you after you were cheated of 500 yuan?" Zhuo Li's moist breath brushed against his ears, and his low-pitched laughter was like a feather sweeping gently, scratching Sun Yanzhi's whole body was itchy and numb, and he heard Zhuo Li say, "The reason is to make you feel embarrassed to reject me at this moment."

Sun Yanshi was really embarrassed to refuse, not only did he not refuse, he even took the initiative to kiss her.

From school uniforms to suits, from classrooms to offices, ten years.

Sun Yanshi walked down the street. Over the past ten years, the city has developed rapidly, the city center has been relocated, and the old city has lost its former vitality.This commercial street is also half dead. Before ten o'clock, the shops have been closed, and there are no pedestrians on the road.

He buried his head and walked to the end of the street. When he saw the neon sign at the entrance of the bar, Sun Yanshi was slightly taken aback.More than ten years later, this bar is still open.

He was caught by his mother when he came to the bar for his birthday, and his pocket money was halved. Let alone the bar, he even had to think about going to the Internet cafe. Since then, he has never been to this bar again.Later, I went to other places to study at university and started working, but I didn't have the opportunity to come.In the past two years, I dare not come.

Putting away the useless memories, Sun Yanshi stepped into the bar, which had been decorated for countless times, and it was completely different from the appearance when he stepped in in high school.He didn't come here to hurt the spring and the autumn, or he just wanted to drink two glasses of wine.

Sit on a high stool at the bar, Sun Yanshi said: "You can serve any alcohol that is strong."

The waiter who hadn't had time to ask in the future nodded and left with the wine list.

A few hours later, Sun Yan came out of the bar. He was already very drunk, and everything he saw was doubled.

Standing at the entrance of the bar for a while to wake up, I saw a man and a woman walking out of the bar with their arms around each other and hugging them all the way to the nearest hotel.Sun Yanshi sneered and walked home with flamboyant steps.

The brain paralyzed by alcohol is as messy as the ball of wool that his mother is sitting at the door of the small shop patiently tidying up, unable to figure out a clue, Sun Yanshi thinks about the past, the future, and Zhuo Li Thinking of his parents, thinking of the right and the wrong, he wandered back to Lanying Lane.

The incandescent lamp under the rain deck was on, and the light was old and dim. Two moths kept bumping into the light bulb, making a rattling sound.

Sun Yanshi looked up in a daze, how long has this light been turned on?I have no impression.

After entering junior high school, he began to study by himself in the evening. Every time after class, he took the bus for half an hour to go home. It was after ten o'clock when he got home.His parents waited for him with the incandescent lamp built by the rain every day, and asked him the same questions every day, whether he was tired, whether he was hungry, whether he had a lot of homework, and suddenly looking back, those gentle words The language seems to be still in the ear.

But he still retains a trace of sobriety, at least he remembers that his mother has gone and his father has moved out.

The two moths finally collided so dizzy that they fell to the ground. Sun Yanshi stared so hard that his eyes became sour. He shook his head to regain some consciousness and opened the rolling door.

The light was still on in the store, Sun Yanshi frowned and thought for a long time but couldn't remember when he turned on the light.There was a ringing in his ears, and he couldn't tell whether it was the ringing in his ears or the buzzing sound from the refrigerator. Drowsiness hit him, and he didn't bother to find out who turned on the light outside. He closed the rolling door and turned off the light, staggering on upstairs.

There was an unpleasant smell of cigarettes, alcohol, perfume, and sweat on his body. Sun Yanzhi tore at his T-shirt, and before he was completely swallowed by sleepiness, he squinted and opened the door of the bathroom.

The light in front of his eyes suddenly turned on, and a burst of hot and humid steam came over his face. Sun Yanshi squinted his eyes uncomfortably, and the blurry picture in front of him gradually became clear.The young man was wearing only a pair of four-legged underwear, his tight chest and abdominal muscles, and his slender and straight legs were clearly presented in front of his eyes.

The two people inside and outside the door looked at each other dully, and Sun Yanshi's heavy eyelids lifted up in panic. He suddenly remembered that he picked up two children and brought them home on a whim a few days ago.

Lang Song came back to his senses, and calmly picked up the clothes on the shelf and put them on. Ten minutes ago, he was still waiting for Sun Yanshi downstairs. He called more than a dozen times but no one answered. .As a result, the door lock was broken and could not be locked, so Sun Yanzhi broke in by mistake. Fortunately, he just finished washing.

"Ah, Xiao Song, it's you." Sun Yanshi hiccupped, "Sorry, I thought there was no one at home."

Lang Song sensed that something was wrong, and the heat in his ears quickly faded away. He put on his pants and asked, "Have you drunk?" , he asked again, "Drunk?"