street people

Sun Yanshi knew that he was dreaming, but his limbs were weak, as if trapped in soft cotton, no matter how hard he struggled, he couldn't break free from this dream woven with his own memories.

All the pictures in the dream are black and white, and there is no sound.

From the perspective of a bystander, Sun Yanshi watched his absurd dream like watching a black and white silent film.

In the beginning, he saw himself and Lei Bin in high school punching each other, fighting hard.

In a flash, Ren Sufen was seen wiping her tears and entering Lanying Lane, followed by a dejected Lei Bin.

Sun Yanshi saw himself standing at the door of the store, and when Ren Sufen passed by, he stared at him with red eyes and shouted, "He has no books to read, are you satisfied?!"

Lei Bin lowered his head, raised his eyelids slightly, glanced at him coldly and sullenly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I didn't molested her."

The screen flashed again, and Sun Yanshi saw himself standing in an empty classroom on the high school campus.

The setting sun sheds its last brilliance, and the orange sunlight covers the entire classroom through the clean glass windows.

He bent down to look for the sports meeting registration form in the drawer, and a gentle and delicate call came from behind him.

"Sun Yanzhi."

He turned his head and saw Ban Hua standing behind him.

It has been more than ten years since high school, and Sun Yanshi, who was on the sidelines, didn't even remember Banhua's name, but when he saw Banhua's pretty face again in his dream, he immediately remembered that Banhua had a very suitable Her name - Xie Shuangyu.

She has a pair of smart almond eyes, a straight and straight nose, moderately thick lips, and the tails of her eyes are slightly raised when she smiles.

"What's wrong?" He asked blankly.

Xie Shuangyu approached a little closer, pursed her rosy and soft lips, and said in a low voice, "What happened last time... thank you..."

He came back to his senses, and it turned out that Ban Hua was thanking him for helping teach those little bastards who molested her.

He laughed, bent his arms childishly, showed his biceps, and said, "Don't be so polite, if they come to bully you again, just tell me, I will protect you!"

Banhua's mood suddenly improved after being depressed for several days, she smiled slightly: "Okay, that... this is for you..."

"What is this?" He looked curiously at the exquisitely packaged small box in Ban Hua's hand, "Give it to me?"

"Hmm..." Ban Hua nodded lightly, "It's a bracelet I made."

His heart was beating suddenly, he held the box tightly, and a look of surprise flashed in his eyes: "Why, why did you give it to me?"

"Because of me..." Ban Hua lowered her head and lowered her voice, "Because of me..."

"Xiaoyan!"

The boy's clear and pleasant voice sounded first, and then Zhuo Li, who was a high school student, trotted into the back door of the classroom.

Seeing the two people in the classroom, Zhuo Li raised his mouth, "Xiaoyan, I haven't seen you coming downstairs for a long time."

He hurriedly put his hands behind his back, quietly stuffed the box into the drawer, and said, "I'm looking for something."

Zhuo Li came over: "Are you looking for the registration form? Didn't you ask me to fill it out for you in the morning and hand it over to the sports committee?"

"That's right!" He patted his head, "I forgot."

"Stupid." Zhuo Li rubbed his hair, then asked the class flower beside him, "Xiaoyan and I are going to have dinner outside the school, are you going?"

Ban Hua moved sideways, waved her hand and said, "No, I'm eating in the cafeteria."

"Okay," Zhuo Li said, "Xiaoyan, let's go then."

He waved goodbye to Banhua, and when he walked out the back door of the classroom, he suppressed his voice and protested: "Don't call me by my nickname!"

"Why not, it's cute."

Sun Yanshi watched the backs of himself and Zhuo Li getting smaller and smaller in the straight and empty corridor...

He couldn't help thinking, what did Ban Hua want to say just now?If Zhuo Li hadn't appeared just now, would his life have a different direction?

Before he could come up with an answer, the orange sunlight was engulfed by darkness, and he went through the space-time tunnel to ten years later.

Maybe it's because this memory is too sad and profound, maybe it's because this memory is still very close to me, the picture in the dream is very clear, so clear that every tear stain and every frown can be vividly remembered.

Seeing Zhuo Li's self after breaking up, Sun Yanshi returned to Jiangcheng from other places lifelessly. He was still worrying about how to face his parents, but what was waiting for him was his mother's cold corpse covered in a white cloth.

In the morgue of the funeral home, he knelt on the ground, weeping and confessing over and over again: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

His father put his foot on his shoulder, kicked him to the ground, and shouted angrily: "It's useless! It's better to be imprisoned in the same prison until old age and death!"

Get rid of the same place... get rid of the same place...

The three words "Jie Tong Institute" were like a burst of electricity, which suddenly stimulated his sensitive and fragile nerves. His body trembled involuntarily, and the cold and dirty concrete wall of the Jie Tong Institute appeared in front of his eyes.

He huddled in the corner of that dark room, and was first deprived of food and water.

The nurse brought him a booklet for him to read and study.A speaker in the ceiling corner of the room reads the contents of the booklet over and over.

"Homosexuality is perversion."

"Gays are lonely forever."

"Homosexuals get AIDS."

"..."

Two days later, a man in a white coat came. The man smiled kindly and said that I am the doctor here, and you can leave the hospital early only if you cooperate with the treatment.

Afterwards, he was brought into a small room, where four or five tall, powerful men held down his body and limbs.He opened his blood-red eyes wide in fear and struggled with all his strength, but he couldn't move at all. He was pressed on the cutting board like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered.

A nurse approached him slowly with a syringe in hand, and plunged the thin, cold needle into his arm.

His body became limp and weak. The man who claimed to be a doctor inserted electrodes into his temples, turned on the TV and forced him to watch GV. As long as there was a physiological reaction, the current would penetrate from the left temple to the right like a steel needle, and then From the right to the left, and back and forth.

They also put Zhuoli and his photos in front of him, forced him to look at them, stimulated him with electric current over and over again and kept warning him.

"This person lied to you and seduced you."

"This man leads you astray."

"Your union is immoral."

"..."

Sun Yanshi looked at himself lying on the "treatment bed", his limbs twitched continuously, and the food residue in his stomach kept surging upwards, gushing out from his mouth and nose.

He couldn't tell whether it was a dream or a delirium attack, he struggled and roared hoarsely.

He heard something hit the ground with a "bang", followed by a hoarse bark and a sharp howling in his ears, all the sounds came like a wave.

Amidst the noisy sound, he seemed to hear a familiar footstep. The footsteps were heavy and hurried, shaking the stairs, as if they were rushing towards him.

But he had no time to think about whether this was his own auditory hallucination, and fell into the dark abyss.

At the same time, with a bang, Sun Yanshi's door was kicked open.

Lang Song gasped and stood at the door, only to see that the bedside tables and tables in the room had fallen to the ground, and the ground was in a mess.

Sun Yanshi was lying on the bed, with his head and neck hanging over the edge of the bed, limp and lifeless.His face was as pale as the wall, the light gray T-shirt on his body was soaked into dark gray by sweat, and his slender and fair arms were covered with hideous tooth marks.

Seeing such a scene, Lang Song's first reaction was not sadness, not fear, not fear, but bewilderment.

This feeling is not unfamiliar. When he saw his mother close his eyes forever, when the police at the police station found him and asked him to claim his father's body, he felt this way.The blood in the body stopped flowing, the strength of the whole body was drained, the brain lost the ability to think, and looked blankly at everything in front of him, unable to move for a long time.

"Wang Wang Wang!"

Soybean, who had already rushed into the room earlier, circled around Sun Yanshi. Seeing that Lang Song didn't respond for a long time, it barked "Wow" in anxiety, and went to bite Lang Song's pants again.

Lang Song suddenly came back to his senses, gasped and ran to the bedside to pick up Sun Yanshi: "Brother! Brother Yan!"

Sun Yanshi has completely lost consciousness, breathing very lightly and slowly.

Lang Song sniffed Sun Yanshi's breath, quickly picked him up and ran downstairs, and shouted at the monkey standing in the courtyard: "Help me to stop the car at the entrance of the alley, hurry up!"

The monkey was stunned for a moment, then ran out.

Lang Song followed closely behind with Sun Yanshi in his arms. As soon as he walked out the door, he ran into Zheng Ye head-on.

"What's going on?" Zheng Ye looked at Sun Yanshi in Lang Song's arms with wide eyes, and hurriedly said, "Hurry up, go to the hospital!"

The author has something to say:

Seeing the comments in the first two chapters, I misunderstood obscenity. Obscenity refers to obscene behaviors other than XJ, such as kissing, cuddling, etc., and of course there are some more serious behaviors. You can check it online.In addition, if UUs encounter such harassment in their lives, call the police immediately!