street people

Except for those two text messages, Zhuo Li never sent a single word.

Although the text message was deleted, the memory could not be deleted from his mind with one click. Sun Yanshi couldn't control his mind not to think about it.He knew that he would have to face it sooner or later, but he instinctively didn't want to face it. As the week approached, he became more and more uneasy.

This Saturday, he and Lang Yue got up later than usual. After breakfast, he didn't open the store right away, but sat in the courtyard in a daze.

At this moment, the phone in his pocket suddenly buzzed.

Surprised, Sun Yanzhi took out his mobile phone and glanced at the caller ID. It was a call from Aunt Xiu from the nursing home. His heart skipped a beat and he quickly answered the call.

Aunt Xiu's kind voice sounded: "Little Yan—"

Sun Yanshi immediately recognized the other party's hesitant tone, and asked in a deep voice, "Aunt Xiu, what's the matter, what happened to my father?"

"No, no, don't worry, it's nothing serious." Aunt Xiu let out an "ah" and explained, "Yesterday your dad suddenly fainted due to high blood pressure, and we rushed to the hospital. Now that the blood pressure has dropped, he's fine. Your dad You know his temper, he won't let me tell you, but after thinking about it, I still feel that I have to tell you about it."

Sun Yanshi suddenly fell back with his heart hanging, he was silent for a while, and replied, "Thank you." After a pause, he added, "I'll go there today."

After hanging up the phone, Sun Yanshi looked down at the two "leg pendants"—Lang Yue hugged his thigh tightly, her big eyes were full of worry, and Huang Dou raised her head and vomited. Tongue.

Sun Yanzhi suddenly smiled, and knelt down to pat Soybean: "Your father doesn't have a car, so you can only watch the door at home. I'll take your sister out for a while."

Soybean probably understood, wagging his tail and "wow" in dissatisfaction, seeing that Sun Yanshi was unmoved, he crawled into his kennel angrily.

Sun Yanshi muttered in dissatisfaction: "You're still learning from your brother."

Although he complained, Sun Yanshi still filled the soybean bowl with dog food before going out.

He hadn't delivered anything there for a long time, so he went to the mall first, bought some daily necessities, nutritional products, etc., and then took a taxi to the nursing home.

Walking into the office, before Sun Yanshi could speak, Aunt Xiu greeted her in surprise, "My God, whose little girl is this, she's so pretty."

Langyue hugged Sun Yanshi's thigh, looked at Aunt Xiu shyly, and showed a sweet smile.

Sun Yanshi patted her head, told Aunt Xiu about renting out the house, and also said a little about Lang Song and Lang Yue.

Aunt Xiu said affectionately: "I heard that you rented out the room, but I didn't expect the lives of the brothers and sisters to be so miserable." As she spoke, she took milk from the drawer to enjoy the moon, which was very rare for the little girl. up.

Sun Yanshi chatted with Aunt Xiu for a while. He knew that his father would not see him, and he wanted to leave after confirming that his father was fine.

Aunt Xiu bit her lip and thought for a while, then stopped him and said, "You wait for me here first, I'll take the things to your dad, and I'll take you out later, okay?"

Sun Yanshi thought for a while and nodded in agreement.

Aunt Xiu left with her big and small bags, and came back more than ten minutes later, beaming with joy. She couldn't hide the joy and excitement on her face, and said loudly, "Little Yan, your dad let you go there!"

Sun Yanshi couldn't believe it, and thought he heard it wrong: "What?"

Aunt Xiu happily took his arm: "I told your father that you brought a beautiful little girl here, and he told you to go and meet her."

Sun Yanshi was a little dazed, and his mind was in a mess for a while, surprise, fear, surprise, and bewilderment. All kinds of emotions were mixed together, like a wave surging in his heart, just like his complicated feelings for his father, resentment, love , Guilt, respect, all the emotions mixed together made him not know how to face his father for more than two years.

Although his father personally sent him to a rehab and tortured him, but before that, his father gave 100% love to his only child and raised him for more than 20 years with painstaking efforts.

Because of the shackles of traditional concepts, his father couldn't understand his sexual orientation and sent him to a rehab to be tortured, but he couldn't completely deny his father's 24 years of devotion and love just because of these two months.

His dad beat him once, but protected him countless times.

In the second year of junior high school, he broke his leg playing basketball at school. His father rushed to the school after receiving the notice, and he ran out with his head straight 1.7 meters.

His leg had a plaster cast and he couldn't walk, so his father took him to and from school every day.In the morning, he carried him to the classroom on the fifth floor in one breath, and at night after evening self-study, his father was already waiting at the door of the classroom, and carried him downstairs again.Sometimes his father suddenly took out a grilled sausage from behind, and said with a smile: "Son, it's still hot, eat it quickly."

His father persisted in this way for more than a month, until his leg healed, and he never complained. On the day the plaster cast was removed, his father said: "What's the matter with wearing it for a month? I'm willing to exchange my leg for yours."

He has complained about his father, but he has never hated it. How dare he hate him, how can he hate him.

It was said that they hadn't seen each other for two years, but in fact, from the time he escaped from the preceptor to the death of his mother, he had never been able to enter the house again.In the past six years, he has been thinking all the time that he can sit down and talk with his father calmly and resolve the enemy-like barrier between father and son.

Seeing that Sun Yanshi was like a piece of wood, Aunt Xiu gave him a push: "Silly boy, why are you still sticking around? Go quickly, he's waiting for you in the activity room."

"Thank you, Aunt Xiu!" Sun Yanshi suddenly came back to his senses, and embraced Langyue excitedly, "Let's go, let's go and play with grandpa."

Sun Yanshi hugged Langyue and walked quickly to the activity room, but suddenly stopped at the door.

Bad memories emerged one after another, and he couldn't help showing timidity. The father and son hadn't seen each other or spoken to each other for two years. What would his father's expression be when they met again?

Will he scold him as a wicked son and a beast like he did six years ago?

Or do you say "I don't have a son like you" with empty eyes and gray eyes like two years ago?

Sun Yanshi took a deep breath, suppressed the anxiety in his heart, and continued to move forward.

At the same time, in the activity room, a pair of sharp eyes withdrew their gaze and turned around slowly.

There were not many people in the activity room, only seven or eight old people gathered around a mahjong table.

Sun Yanshi looked around and found the hunchbacked figure in front of the window in the corner.His eyes suddenly turned sore, he blamed himself and felt guilty.

Six years ago, he knelt in the yard, begging his father to help him and Zhuo Li.His father greeted him with a clothes drying pole. At that time, his father had black hair, a tall and straight figure, and was powerful. He spared no effort to pump the rod on his back.But six years, why does it seem that 16 years have passed, his father's hair is already half a hundred, his shoulders are bent, like a ripe rice, he just stands and dangles in a normal way.

Sun Yanshi stared at the back for a while, then walked over slowly, and called out in a low voice, "Dad."

It had been two years since he had heard this title, and Sun Yaoyang couldn't help but tremble slightly, but he didn't respond or move, and kept looking at the sweet-scented osmanthus tree outside the window.

Sun Yanshi gave Lang Yue an encouraging look, and put her on the ground.

Langyue looked at Sun Yanshi, then at Sun Yaoyang, and ran over bouncingly. She raised her head and said "Ah—" and then gently tugged at Sun Yanshi's clothes.

Sun Yaoyang looked down, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he was finally defeated by the innocent and lovely girl.He put away the sharpness in his eyes, took Langyue to the side of the solid wood sofa and sat down, and took out a bag of cheese biscuits that had been placed in advance for her.

Sun Yanzhi breathed a sigh of relief silently. Judging from his father's unsurprised reaction after seeing Lang Yue, Aunt Xiu should have told about renting out the house, and his father did not object.

Sun Yanshi followed and sat on the sofa next to him, separated by an aisle.

Sun Yaoyang never looked at Sun Yanshi, he helped Langyue peel off the biscuit bag, suddenly sneered, and said, "You can't give birth to yourself, so you raise someone else's daughter?"

Faced with such ridicule, Sun Yanshi felt a little helpless. His father was a very traditional-minded person who believed that carrying on the family line was one of the most important events in life, so his father could not accept that he was gay.

Once this topic was discussed, it was impossible for the two of them to chat peacefully, so Sun Yanshi kept silent and let his father vent his dissatisfaction.

It's just that his silence turned into a silent protest in Sun Yaoyang's eyes.

Sun Yaoyang suddenly slapped the armrest of the sofa and shouted: "You are still wronged, why are you wronged! If you hadn't been deceived by that surnamed Zhuo back then, your children would have grown up like this!"

"Dad—" Sun Yanshi was helpless, "No one lied to me, it was my own choice."

Sun Yaoyang's hands were tightly gripping the handrails, his blood pressure rose and his blood vessels congested because of his extreme anger, his face and neck turned red, and his body trembled uncontrollably: "Your choice? Yes, your choice, you are happy It's been a few years, poor your mother was forced to death by you at such a young age!"

Sun Yanshi was not without complaints, his lips squirmed, and he was about to blurt out the words, but when he looked up, he saw his father's face was red and his ears were red, and he looked like he was on the verge of collapse.He panicked immediately, chewed the words between his lips and teeth, and immediately went to support his father: "Dad, don't get excited."

Sun Yaoyang slapped his hand away: "Don't do this to me!"

Langyue was quite frightened by this scene, but she still plucked up the courage to kneel down on the sofa and use her soft little hands to give Sun Yaoyang a back. Because she was anxious, she made a sound of "ahah" out of order.

There was a lot of commotion here, and the people who were playing cards gathered around to comfort them.

"Old Sun, calm down, the doctor told you yesterday to control your emotions and avoid getting angry."

"If you have something to say, say it well, say it well."

"..."

Sun Yanshi was blocked from the crowd. After a few minutes, his father's mood stabilized, and he bowed his head and said as if admitting his mistake: "You have a good rest, I'll go back first."

Sun Yaoyang turned away, and said succinctly: "I can't fix that problem, don't come to see me in the future, and I don't need you to send me something."

Sun Yanshi was helpless. His father was willing to see him for the first time in two years. He thought it was a sign of his father's softening attitude.However, what he didn't expect was that his father just hadn't given up on letting him take on the responsibility of carrying on the family line, and was issuing him an "ultimatum".

Maybe he shouldn't have come here today, and he shouldn't have fantasies. In the past six years, they have never been able to sit down and chat peacefully.

Homosexuality and fucking death are always bloody wounds covered by their father and son. If these two wounds are to be healed, only one party can compromise.

But obviously, his father couldn't compromise.

Sun Yanshi waved to Langyue weakly, Langyue looked at Sun Yanshi, then looked at Sun Yaoyang worriedly, and finally hugged Sun Yaoyang's arm cautiously in the most innocent way of a child.

Sun Yaoyang's cold heart was warmed by the little girl's actions, and he couldn't help raising the trembling corners of his mouth, squinting and smiling.

After leaving the nursing home, Sun Yanshi took Lang Yue to have lunch, and then returned home exhausted.

Langyue could see that he was in a bad mood, so she played by herself obediently. At first, she kneaded plasticine in the store, and then went to the yard to play with soybeans with rubber balls.

Sun Yanshi slumped on the chair as if drained of strength, his mind was in a mess.Zhuo Li's entanglement and his father's coercion were like two solid walls slowly moving towards him, and he was caught in the middle, with no way forward, no retreat behind, and nowhere to escape.

"what!"

He suddenly lost control of his emotions, scratched his hair irritably and let out a low growl, but the "Ah!" that got into his ears was not made by himself.

Immediately afterwards, painful "ah yo yo--" sounded, mixed with sharp meowing.

Sun Yanshi straightened his back and listened intently, and found that the painful groans came from Mrs. Zhang's yard.

What happened? !

Without much thought, Sun Yanzhi got up and rushed into the courtyard of Granny Zhang's house. The scene in front of him made his heart rise in his throat.

Mrs. Zhang curled up and lay on her side at the stairs, moaning uncomfortably. Her forehead and face were dripping with blood, and her clothes were also in a mess. It was obvious that she accidentally rolled down the stairs and fell like this.

Mrs. Zhang's little black cat made a miserable cry of "oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo", pacing around her anxiously.

After a short period of panic, Sun Yanshi immediately calmed down, and his sight caught a towel hanging in the yard.He tore off the towel, folded it twice, and pressed it on the five centimeter long wound on Granny Zhang's forehead.

Granny Zhang closed her eyes tightly, her voice became smaller and smaller, and she finally lost consciousness completely.

Sun Yanzhi guessed that he might have suffered a concussion from the fall, so he didn't dare to act rashly. While observing Mrs. Zhang's situation, he took out his mobile phone and called 120.

About seven or eight minutes later, 8 came and carried Mr. Zhang out of Lanying Lane on a stretcher.

Seeing that Sun Yanshi couldn't get in the car, the young nurse patted him and said quickly, "Are you a family member? Get in the car."

Sun Yanshi raised his leg to get into the car, but he felt a "thud" in his heart, and suddenly remembered that Lang Yue was still at home alone!He grabbed Aunt Ding who came to help and said, "Aunt Ding—"

"I'll go, I'll go," Aunt Ding interrupted him, "It's not convenient for you to carry a urinal." She said, and she got into the ambulance.

Inexplicably, a strong uneasiness welled up in his heart, Sun Yanshi rushed home, but Langyue was really not in the shop.

He immediately ran into the yard, the yard was empty and silent, there was no bright moon, and no soybeans, and he went upstairs immediately, but he searched upstairs and downstairs, and even searched in the cabinet, but couldn't find it. Langyue.

Sun Yanshi suddenly remembered that Huhu was abducted, and a cold chill ran from the soles of his feet to the back of his head.