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Sun Yanshi was exhausted, but he was forced by Zheng Ye to go to the community health center to have his wounds treated. Apart from bloodshot eyes and ruptured corners of his mouth, there were no serious injuries.

When he got home, he pursed his lips and wanted to say something, but he couldn't grasp the clue for a while, and didn't know where to start.

Zheng Ye patted him: "Take a shower and sleep, if you have something to say, wake up and talk about it."

Sun Yan raised the corners of his mouth stiffly, not daring to look at Lang Song's expression. He thanked Zheng Ye, told him to go back to work quickly, and then entered the courtyard.

Hearing the sound of footsteps going upstairs, Lang Song whispered to Zheng Ye: "Brother Zheng, can you wait for me for a while, I'll go and change Yueyue's clothes."

Zheng Ye understood that Lang Song wanted to ask something, so he handed Lang Yue who was sleeping in his arms to Lang Song: "Go, I'll wait for you downstairs."

When Lang Song went upstairs, Sun Yanshi had already entered the bathroom. After changing Lang Yue's clothes, he stood silently at the door of the bathroom for a while before going downstairs.

When Zheng Ye saw Lang Song, he didn't play tricks of falsehood and obedience, and asked straight to the point: "Is there something you want to tell me?"

After autumn, the door curtains are removed.Lang Song walked to the door and leaned against the door frame, glanced diagonally at the door of Granny Zhang's house, tilted his head and asked, "What's the matter with Zhang Xun? Why did Lei Bin say yes, yes..." He said no to the rest exit.

Zheng Ye understood. He didn't expect that what Lang Song wanted to ask was about Zhang Xun. Xun himself is also a murderer, but Sun Yanshi is not!"

Lang Song stood upright with a dignified expression.

Zheng Ye pondered for a long time whether he should open his mouth, but then he thought, if Lang Song really wants to know, there are many places to ask. Instead of letting him hear some wrong words from others, it is better to tell Lang Song himself .He let out a heavy breath, uncovering the dusty past.

Things are actually very simple, not complicated at all, what is complicated is human nature.

Sun Yanshi left the precept center for two years and was no longer allowed to enter the house, so he never returned to Lanying Lane in a fair manner.

One day, he suddenly received a call from a strange person in province A. His good friend Zhang Xun was frightened and incoherently begging for help on the other end of the phone.

After careful questioning, Sun Yanshi learned that Zhang Xun, who is usually introverted and dull, had already had a stable boyfriend. After watching Sun Yanshi's experience, he made up his mind to live with her boyfriend in a city that no one knew. .

However, paper can't hold fire, and Mrs. Zhang found out about it.

An old lady in her 70s who hasn't read a book for a few days, she can't understand why a good man likes a man, let alone how a well-behaved grandson falls in love with a man well.

She heard others say that it was a disease, so she took it for granted that Zhang Xun was infected by the young grandson at the opposite door.She held her breath and held back her energy, thinking that Sun Yaoyang couldn't be ruthless if he couldn't teach his son well. She was so ruthless that she would definitely make Zhang Xun "reform evil and return to righteousness".

The poorer a man's knowledge is, the more absolute his beliefs are.

Mrs. Zhang has a strong personality and has a good face. She followed the example of Sun Yaoyang and sent Zhang Xun to the same place without telling everyone.If Zhang Xun hadn't made this phone call, no one would have known about it.

No one knew better than Sun Yanshi the darkness and horror of the Jietong Institute. Since Zhang Xun asked for help, he couldn't just sit idly by.So he immediately found someone to find a way to get Zhang Xun out, and gave him another sum of money.

This is all he can do. He thought that Zhang Xun would find a strange place to live a good life according to the original plan, but unexpectedly, a month later, he and Zhang Xun were separated forever.

One rainy night, Zhang Xun drove his car into a bridge pier and died on the spot.

It wasn't until she received a phone call to confirm Zhang Xun's identity that Granny Zhang learned that her grandson, whom she had hoped to "cure" quickly, had already left the same place and died tragically in a car accident.

After Mrs. Zhang learned that it was Sun Yanshi who got Zhang Xun out of the Jie Tong Institute, she blamed Zhang Xun's death on Sun Yanshi. She was so stubborn that if there was no Sun Yanshi, the well-behaved grandson would not "Infected", let alone die.

She made a big fuss about the Sun's family and ruined it all. Afterwards, she suffered a serious illness. After recovering, she became a little delirious, and it got worse in the past two years.

"Father Sun and Mama Sun are honest people. They were scolded by people poking their spines, and they couldn't speak a word of reason. They just took care of Mrs. Zhang silently." Zheng Ye exhaled to hide his choking, "Mama Sun is gone. Grandpa Sun moved away, and for the past two years, Yan Shi has been taking care of Mrs. Zhang. He felt ashamed in his heart, and always felt that Zhang Xun would not have died if he hadn't intervened back then. In this small broken alley, a large part of the reason is to guard Mrs. Zhang for Zhang Xun."

Recalling the past, Zheng Ye clenched his fist and smashed the fist that failed to reach Lei Bin's face against the wall. He yelled angrily: "I don't understand, he just likes men, whoever provokes him?" Who is it, who has provoked who! If there weren't so many messes, he wouldn't be like this!" Roaring, his voice lowered again, and he murmured, "If only he liked women..."

"The same place..."

Lang Song silently recited these three words with a pale face, his heart pierced like a knife. Even if Zheng Ye skipped the two months Sun Yanshi spent in the preceptor with one sentence, he could still imagine that it was a period of time. What a hopeless day.

There are answers to some things that have puzzled him.

He finally understood why Uncle Ding, Uncle Bing and his like hated Sun Yanshi so much that they would push Sun Yanshi's hand away with a rolling pin even to refuse a cigarette.

It's not that they simply can't agree with Sun Yanshi's sexual orientation, they just sympathize with an old lady who lost her only relative, and they also sympathize with Sun's parents whose only son has gone "wrong way". Imposing other people's emotions on himself, and then imposing it on Sun Yanshi in a self-righteous manner.

He also finally understood why Zheng Ye said "Zhang Xun is also a murderer".Because Zhang Xun, as the person who can understand Sun Yanshi 100%, chose to remain silent and watch when Sun Yanshi was misunderstood by everyone, and eventually he became a victim himself.

He finally understood why Sun Yanshi said that he couldn't sleep and had to rely on alcohol to fall asleep, because he was in too much pain and needed "anesthetics" to relieve him.

Lang Song inserted his fingers into his hair and grabbed his own hair, trying to restrain another pain that made him almost unable to breathe, but it was in vain.

"Xiao Song, are you okay?"

Zheng Ye yelled three times in a row, and Lang Song came back to his senses in a daze. He looked at Zheng Ye above his line of sight, and then realized that he had squatted on the ground leaning against the wall at some point.

"Ah—" Lang Song replied blankly, "It's okay, I want to sit down."

Zheng Ye looked at Lang Song's pale face, and asked suspiciously, "Is it really all right? Did you get hurt by Lei Bin just now?"

Lang Song didn't want Zheng Ye to notice the difference, so he stood up with force: "It's okay, I just feel a little uncomfortable."

Zheng Ye patted Lang Song's shoulder helplessly: "It's all over." He paused, glanced at Lang Song's expression, and said, "Neither I nor Shi Shi deliberately kept these things from you, it's just I don't think it's necessary to say, and...about knowing that he is gay..."

Zheng Ye seldom hesitated, and he shouldn't say such words, but he was afraid that Lang Song might misunderstand.

"Brother Zheng," Lang Song forced a smile, "I'm different from them."

Zheng Ye was in a daze, Lang Song's words were easy to understand, but he felt that these words seemed to have some deep meaning, and he wanted to say something more, when the phone rang suddenly.

It was a call from a colleague to discuss some work matters, and the call ended after a few minutes, and he had already forgotten what happened just now.

Lang Song said: "Brother Zheng, go get busy first, I will take good care of my brother."

Zheng Ye patted the big boy on the head like a real brother: "Please."

After Zheng Ye left, Lang Song sat silently at the door for a long time. He actually wanted to ask Zheng Ye what happened to Sun Yanzhi's mother. The "crime" on the proverb is nothing more than that.

With the sound of slight footsteps approaching, Lang Song raised his dark eyes to look.

A middle-aged woman in her 40s suddenly stopped and stood two or three meters away. She smiled awkwardly at Lang Song, then walked quickly into Mrs. Zhang's house.

Lang Song had seen this woman several times. She often came over very early in the morning or after dark at night. Every time, she would bring Granny Zhang a big bag of food, and then help Granny Zhang clean the house.

He always thought that this woman was a worker in the community, and she came here to take care of Mrs. Zhang who lived alone. Now he knows that this woman was hired by Sun Yanshi. Know.

Lang Song glanced at the closed door of Mrs. Zhang's house, got up, entered the shop and went upstairs.

He gently opened the door and held his breath in surprise.Maybe he was too tired to climb to the upper bunk, maybe he fell asleep when he was sleepy, but Sun Yanshi was lying on his bed, sleeping soundly.

Lang Song's tight chest felt soft and itchy as if it had been gently brushed by the autumn reeds.He walked slowly to the bed, sat on the ground, and looked at the person on the bed quietly.

Sun Yanshi buried half of his face in the pillow, his brows stretched out, and the corners of his mouth slightly raised, showing a rare calm and stability.His left hand hangs outside the edge of the bed, with slender fingers and well-defined joints. It is a very beautiful hand, and the protruding blue blood vessels on the back of the hand reveal fresh vitality.

Lang Song stretched out his fingertips, traced the blood vessels at a distance of a few millimeters, and then shook the hand very lightly.

Sun Yanshi slept very deeply for a long time, and didn't seem to wake up until night.

Lang Song didn't wake him up either, he had dinner with Lang Yue, bathed Lang Yue and put her to sleep.

Lang Yue was quite frightened today, she hugged her brother and refused to let go, Lang Song played with her in the room for more than an hour before putting her to sleep.He didn't leave, and stayed with Lang Yue in the dark room for more than an hour. At around ten o'clock, he put on a long-sleeved cardigan and sweater, went downstairs, and walked into a deep alley.

Half an hour later, he returned home with the humidity of autumn night and the cold murderous look.

The author has something to say:

"The poorer a person's knowledge, the more absolute what he believes in." Quoted from Teacher Luo Xiang, the original words are "The poorer a person's knowledge, the more inexplicable courage and inexplicable Pride, the poorer the knowledge, the more absolute what you believe, because you have never heard the opposite point of view, it is the nature of the ignorant to be arrogant." ——I forgot to add a commentary when posting this chapter, and added a commentary on March 3.