street people

In the middle of the night, only one or two cars occasionally passed by on the road, and the road was unimpeded. Sun Yanshi soon arrived at Xie Shuangyu's house and opened the door directly with the code she gave her.

A burst of elegant fragrance hits the face, only a spotlight in the entrance is on in the room, and it is quiet inside.

He touched the switch and turned on the headlights, and he saw an open kitchen, a few steps into the small living room, and next to the sofa was a solid wooden staircase to the second floor—this is a set suitable for living alone. Loft apartment.

Sun Yanshi didn't think otherwise, kicked off his shoes and went up to the second floor.He knocked on the door, but no one answered, so he opened the door directly.Something behind the door rolled to the corner with a few "grunts", and at the same time, something round was stepped on the sole of the foot.

Sun Yanshi turned on the light and carefully looked up into the room.Xie Shuangyu sat on the ground, covered with a quilt, leaning against the bed behind him, a solid wood bedside table fell on the ground, a small night light fell on the ground, glass shards splashed all over the floor, and other small objects fell in a mess.

He looked down again and saw some small white pills scattered on the ground.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Xie Shuangyu raised his head slowly, quickly hid the panic and bewilderment in his eyes, licked his bloodless lips helplessly, and said in embarrassment: "Sorry, I need to trouble you to make a trip in the middle of the night."

Sun Yanshi had already avoided the shards of the glass lampshade, walked up to Xie Shuangyu, and knelt down to check the injuries on her feet.The ankle that had been gripped so tightly was swollen like a sourdough bun. It looked very serious, and it might be a ligament injury or a fracture.

He held Xie Shuangyu's ankle and squeezed it lightly. Before he could ask "Does it hurt?" Xie Shuangyu already let out a "hiss" from the pain, and his brows furrowed deeply.

Sun Yanzhi withdrew his hand: "I'm going to the hospital to take a film, and I can't handle it at home."

Xie Shuangyu wrapped the quilt around her body again, bit her lip and hesitated for a moment before nodding: "Could you please help me get a coat from the closet? The long black one."

Sun Yanshi lowered his eyes and saw Xie Shuangyu's long white legs exposed outside the quilt, and a small piece of silk pajamas.

"Okay." He took out the clothes from the closet as promised, turned around and waited, "Call me if you need help, I will close my eyes and help you."

"Okay." Looking at the thin but safe figure from the back, Xie Shuangyu lifted the quilt and struggled to get dressed.

She wore a silk nightdress with suspenders that only reached her thighs, her breasts were half exposed, and because her injured foot could not move, she was in an awkward position.She struggled to put on her coat and fastened her belt tightly before she said, "Okay."

Sun Yanshi turned his head and wanted to carry Xie Shuangyu downstairs, but he secretly clenched his fists and weighed his arms before choosing the way of carrying him back.Xie Shuangyu is very thin, and he has gained a lot of weight recently, but he still doesn't have that confidence. He doesn't have the arm strength of Lang Song, so if he causes a second injury, he will be to blame.

Sun Yanshi supported Xie Shuangyu to stand up, let her stand on one foot, squatted halfway in front of her, tilted his head and said, "Come up."

Xie Shuangyu's ears suddenly felt hot, but he didn't twitch, and leaned forward to lie on Sun Yanshi's back.

Sun Yanshi recited Xie Shuangyu, and when he walked to the door, out of the corner of his eye, he saw something that had just rolled into the corner - a small white medicine bottle.It is no stranger to him, because he took this medicine when he was quitting alcohol addiction. It is diazepam, which is mainly used for anxiety, insomnia and various functional neurosis.After taking this medicine, the side effects are very serious, which can cause drowsiness, headache, and movement disorders.

He didn't ponder or linger, and immediately looked away, and went downstairs carrying Xie Shuangyu on his back.

After getting in the car, Xie Shuangyu apologized again: "I'm sorry, but I actually thought it wasn't that serious, so I just asked you to come over and buy me some medicine, but it looks a lot more serious than I thought."

Sun Yanzhi turned his head to look at her, replied "it's okay, it should be", then said nothing again, and didn't ask what happened to the bottle of medicine.

In fact, when he opened the door and saw Xie Shuangyu sitting on the ground next to the bed depressed and helpless, seemingly ignorant of everything around him, he had already keenly realized that Xie Shuangyu called him in the middle of the night. She was probably calling for help because her foot hurt.

The pill bottle confirmed his suspicions.

The car was very quiet. When stopping at the intersection to wait for the traffic lights, Xie Shuangyu suddenly said, "Actually..."

Sun Yanshi looked at her, she raised the corners of her mouth stiffly, and continued: "Actually, I have severe anxiety..."

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the green light turn on. Sun Yanshi withdrew his eyes and looked forward to continue driving. He tilted his head slightly and asked in an ordinary manner, "Have you seen a doctor?"

Seeing Sun Yanshi's calm expression, Xie Shuangyu wanted to tell the truth for a moment, but in the end she couldn't muster up the courage, so she replied in a low voice: "I see, I have been in control all the time, tonight I do not know how it is……"

Of course she knew what was going on.

Today she mustered up the courage to go to a place of old, and remembered some past events that made her regret.After falling asleep at night, she immediately fell into long-lost nightmares, and the cycle repeated.She woke up suddenly from the nightmare, feeling a hand tightly covering her mouth and nose in the darkness, making her unable to breathe, as if she was stuffed in a huge plastic bag, wrapped in the fear of dying.

She struggled to get up to find the medicine in the drawer, but her limbs were completely out of control, and she accidentally knocked over the cabinet, and the solid wood cabinet hit her foot hard.

She didn't feel any pain at all, and frantically grabbed the medicine bottle and stuffed a medicine into her mouth with difficulty, but everything didn't get better, and the banter and scolding in her dream that terrified her suddenly sounded in her ears .

"When you passed by just now, you secretly looked at me, didn't you mean that you were interested in me, what's wrong with touching you?"

"Stop pretending to be innocent here. I heard from people in your school that you have had a good time with many men."

"After graduating from university, you either go back to your hometown to take a public exam, or you go back to your hometown to get married."

"You don't even want your parents? What's the use of raising you? You lose money!"

"You don't like me, why did you want to be with me then?!"

Added to this was the high-pitched cry of a baby.

She covered her ears tightly, trying to block out the sounds.But it didn't work at all, those voices came from her head.She was so desperate that she scratched her hair crazily. Just when she was on the verge of collapse, she remembered the boy Sun Yanshi who stood up for him many years ago. The body's self-protection mechanism prompted her to make that phone call to go help.

When Sun Yanzhi's hoarse voice entered her ears from the receiver of the mobile phone, all the scourge-like voices in her head faded away, and she knew that she was saved.

When I arrived at the hospital, I went to the emergency department, and the doctor arranged to take a film first. Fortunately, there was no fracture.The doctor fixed the injury and ordered another MRI tomorrow morning to see if it was a ligament injury.

It was already three o'clock in the morning, and Xie Shuangyu didn't plan to go home and make a fuss, so she asked the nurse to find a bed in the emergency ward to lie down on, and asked Sun Yanshi to go home early, saying that she could do it.

Naturally, it was impossible for Sun Yanshi to go home with such peace of mind, so he took a stool and sat beside the hospital bed: "I won't go back, you can sleep for a while."

Xie Shuangyu didn't refuse, but lay with her eyes open all the time and didn't sleep, the beautiful eyes that were originally full of autumn waves were now only full of tiredness.

She tilted her head slightly, staring intently at Sun Yanshi's sharp jaw line because of his thinness, recalling the side face of Sun Yanshi who was much softer and more tender than now in high school, the corners of her mouth subconsciously bent.

Sensing the gaze, Sun Yanshi still lowered his head and lowered his eyes, pretending to be looking at the phone seriously, but actually kept recalling Lang Song's eager appearance before leaving the door in his mind.

But Xie Shuangyu's gaze was too direct, and there was no way to escape, after all, there was a flash of struggle in his eyes, and he still raised his head to meet the other party's gaze.

Xie Shuangyu didn't evade or show any embarrassment, but smiled naturally.

This made Sun Yanshi a little embarrassed, he cleared his throat, and asked without words: "Can't you sleep?"

In fact, Xie Shuangyu didn't dare to sleep, and was afraid of being trapped by nightmares. She didn't explain, but said: "The smell of disinfectant is strong, so I can't sleep."

Sun Yanzhi frowned in thought, and said after a while, "How about I ask the nurse for a mask for you?"

Xie Shuangyu couldn't help laughing, but was moved in his heart. The Sun Yanshi in his memory was like this, warm and kind.In fact, she knew that if it was any girl in the class who was molested that day, Sun Yanshi would come forward without hesitation. She was not special in the eyes of the other party, but Sun Yanshi was in her eyes special existence.

She called her parents that day and told them that she had been bullied by a male classmate and that she wanted to go home and change schools.But her parents scolded her: Who told you to wear such a short skirt?Who told you to rush to talk to the male classmate?We worked so hard to get you into No. [-] Middle School, so that you can study hard, not to let you do these messy things.In the future, don't call home for such things, and restrain yourself.

Even her closest relatives refused to help her or protect her. When she was most panicked and helpless, only that young boy with high spirits walked up to her angrily and said, "Don't cry, I stopped you that day!" Whoever is the person, I will definitely beat them to the ground!"

In that dark adolescence, she surrendered all her feelings and embraced the sun.

Xie Shuangyu withdrew her thoughts, blinked to dilute the moisture in her eyes, and said softly, "Thank you."

The author has something to say:

Diazepam belongs to the second category of psychotropic drugs. The doctor prescribes no more than seven daily doses at a time. Therefore, the medicines generally obtained are repackaged in the hospital pharmacy, and there is no possibility of directly taking a bottle of medicine.The article is for plot service, don't take it seriously.