street people

Back in Lanying Lane, Sun Yanshi saw Zheng Ye waiting at the door of his house.

The two looked at each other, but no one said anything.

Sun Yanshi took out the key to open the door, dragged the little e-Donkey into the yard and left it there, Zheng Ye followed closely behind.

Parked the car and turned around, almost nose-to-nose with Zheng Ye behind him, Sun Yanshi hurriedly leaned back: "Why are you following so closely?"

Zheng Ye crossed his arms and breathed out a puff of white mist: "I'm afraid you ran away." He rubbed his hands, "I waited for you at the door for half an hour, and I froze to death."

Sun Yan gave him a good look: "Actually, you can go home and turn on the heat."

"You have no conscience." Zheng Ye was dissatisfied, "You hung up the phone before I finished speaking, and no one answered when you called again. I was worried that you came in a hurry, but you actually drove me away. Before you confess I won't leave until I know it."

Sun Yanshi glanced at him, and couldn't understand how the other party pretended to be confused, so he sneered, "Didn't you see it a long time ago, why are you pretending to be stupid?"

Zheng Ye raised his hands to show his innocence, and said without confidence: "I see what I..."

Sun Yanshi asked him: "There were so many times when you were hesitant to talk in front of me. Could it be that you won the lottery and wanted to tell me, but you were afraid that I would ask you to borrow money, so you held back?"

Zheng Ye burst out laughing, seeing that his good brother was still joking as usual, his heart was relieved.

He hooked the chair beside him with his feet, sat down, and confessed honestly: "At first, I was just making fun of you, and didn't really think about it. Later, I got a little suspicious when I got along with Lang Song a lot. On the day when Bin had a conflict, I saw Lang Song hugging you like that, and my heart suddenly skipped a beat, thinking that it was broken, it was over..."

As a bystander and witness, he is most aware of Zhuo Li's posture when he defended Sun Yanzhi back then, which was almost the same as Lang Song, but...

"But how can I open my mouth about this kind of pretentiousness? If I end up with a big oolong, wouldn't it be embarrassing and difficult for you." Zheng Ye dragged the chair and moved a little towards Sun Yanshi, " Specifically, what exactly happened, why did Xiao Song move away suddenly, where did he go?"

Knowing that he couldn't hide it from Zheng Ye, Sun Yanshi sighed and stretched out his hand: "Here's a cigarette."

"I've quit completely." Zheng Ye reached into his pocket, took out a mint candy and put it in Sun Yanshi's palm, "Smoking can't relieve your worries, so a candy can be sweet."

Sun Yanzhi hesitated for a moment, took the mint candy, held it in his mouth for a while, and told Zheng Ye all the recent things.

Zheng Ye's mouth changed from a tight straight line to an open "mouth". After a long silence, he moved his sour jaw and commented: "Ban Hua...has a big change in temperament, haha...haha... "

Sun Yanzhi was noncommittal, everyone has changed over the years, and he had never understood Xie Shuangyu so deeply, and he had heard about Xie Shuangyu's not-so-happy native family inadvertently from his classmates.

Zheng Ye chattered a few words, glanced at Sun Yanshi's expression, and brought the topic back to Lang Song: "Xiao Song really went back to his hometown? Won't he come back?"

"En." Sun Yanshi responded, and added, "I guess I won't be coming back."

"Just let him go like this? Can you rest assured brother and sister?"

Sun Yanshi looked at Zheng Ye: "Otherwise, what else can I do?" Just now I hurried out, forgot to take my safety helmet, and didn't put on my coat. When I came back, the cold wind blew all the way, and my mind, which was originally confused due to anxiety and anger, cleared up a lot. , I also calmed down and thought a lot.He thinks this is actually quite good, the two brothers and sisters are like two little duckweeds in Jiangcheng, wandering around and living in no fixed place, and at least one cousin takes care of them in their hometown.If Lang Song took over his cousin's food stall, he would be able to realize his dream of opening a restaurant. He is diligent and down-to-earth, and he will only get better and better in the future.

Zheng Ye scratched his hair in distress, and asked: "You really don't have that idea?" Before Sun Yanshi could speak, he continued, "The reason why I kept silent all this time was mainly because I was afraid that I would make a mistake. The second is to see that you are very dependent on Lang Song. I have been your friend for more than ten years. I have tried everything to accompany you and enlighten you in the past two years, but you have never relied on me like you depend on Lang Song. Lang Song You have only been living in for a month or two, and you have made up your mind to quit drinking. When you were in the hospital, you told me, 'You think ordinary life is quite enjoyable'. Now I would like to ask you, what are you? Do you like an ordinary life, or do you like the person who lives an ordinary life with you?"

Zheng Ye paused and looked at the person in front of him.

A sentence of questioning made Sun Yanzhi speechless. He stared at the ground and couldn't help thinking of the phrase "I may be too dependent on you and misunderstood my feelings for you" when Lang Song proposed to move out.

In fact, the opposite is true. He relied on Lang Song everywhere in his life, so that before Lang Song left, because he was worried about his diet, he prepared a refrigerator full of frozen food for him.

Of course, he can live without Langson, just like any day before Langson appeared, smoking, playing games, watching movies, ordering takeaway...

In fact, this is how he came here during this period, but his mood is completely different from before, as if something has been taken away from his body, the lack of feeling is like no sugar in the drink, no salt in the dish, everything has changed Tasteless.

"Are you still afraid of semi-trailers?" After a long silence, Sun Yanshi suddenly asked without thinking.

Zheng Ye was stunned for a moment, then nodded: "I'm afraid, if I drive into it, I will hide far away." In high school, if Sun Yanshi hadn't knocked him away, he would have been killed by that semi out of control car. The trailer was ground to a pulp.Although in the end he only scratched his skin a little bit, and it has been more than ten years since this incident, but the fear of dying is still fresh in his memory, and he can't help but shudder every time he thinks about it.

Sun Yanshi smiled lightly and said, "I'm afraid too." He was afraid of many things, but what he was most afraid of was repeating the same mistakes.

As a good brother for more than ten years, Zheng Ye immediately understood the implication of these three short words.Just as he was still trapped in the shadow of that semi-trailer after more than ten years, Sun Yanshi was also trapped in the shadow of Zhuo Li.

"I almost got caught by you, it's not the same thing at all." Zheng Ye suddenly slapped his thigh and stood up, "If you like it, stay together, if you don't like it, we will separate again. Letting you talk about feelings is not letting you die. When did you become so timid as a mouse, you weren't so timid when you were fighting before."

Sun Yanshi had a lot of concerns, but he didn't want to explain them all. He sighed and said, "Let's just pretend that the timing of the meeting is not right. If Lang Song appeared at a more mature age, I would choose to accept it."

Zheng Ye was silent for a long time, sighed and said helplessly: "I don't want to persuade you either. In short, as a friend, I support all your decisions."

"Thanks."

"However," Zheng Ye changed the subject, "I don't want you to live like that again."

Sun Yanshi raised his eyebrows: "No way."

Zheng Ye kept refusing to leave, so Sun Yanzhi reluctantly cooked a pot of small wontons for dinner for the two of them, filled his own bowl with a few more, and put extra chopped green onions in Zheng Ye's bowl to cover up the portion Insufficient facts.

Zheng Ye didn't notice it, and took one into his mouth with a porcelain spoon, and couldn't help but praise: "It's delicious, isn't it Xiao Song Bao?" Realizing that he had slipped his words, he quickly drank the soup in silence.

Sun Yanshi glanced at him: "There is no literary inquisition here."

The two looked at each other and smiled knowingly.