If Si Xingjian heard the store manager's evaluation of the original owner, he would definitely praise "foresight" in his heart.

He left the pastry shop, holding a small sky blue bag in his left hand, and Zai Zai in his right hand, and went to find a suitable place to ask about Zai Zai's situation.

He was afraid of driving Zai Zai home, in case Zai Zai fell asleep on the road, or returned to a familiar place, Zai Zai would not be Zai Zai, so he could only wrong Zai Zai and continue to wear dirty clothes for the time being.

I don't know how long Zai Zai can be awake, but Si Xingjian didn't go around the corner: "Who was that person before? Do you know his existence?"

Si An Yu blinked, looking confused.

Si Xingjian had to ask a more precise and understandable question: "Where were you before eating the pastry?"

"At home, playing with toys."

Si Xingjian asked again: "Then don't you find it strange why you suddenly changed places?"

Memories between personalities are not shared, so Zai Zai doesn't know how he got here, and the memory still stays at home.But if the time interval is relatively short, Zai Zai may think that he was brought while asleep.

He also wasn't sure if Zai Zai knew about the existence of another personality.

"It's not surprising, Brother Shishi brought me here."

Si Xingjian guessed that the "Brother Stone" Zaizai said was the child he had been in contact with before, but he still asked, "Who is Brother Stone? Why doesn't Dad know him?"

"Didn't Dad see Brother Shitou?" Si Anyu felt strange, it was Brother Shitou who helped him do many things in the past, but he couldn't help being a little happy in his heart - he didn't like Brother Shitou to touch his father.

Si Xingjian asked a few more questions and got a lot of information from Zai Zai:

Zai Zai doesn't understand the concept of "dual personality", and he doesn't know where brother Shitou usually is and why he doesn't meet with him. Teach him to watch cartoons to learn to speak and read.

Zai Zai thinks that Big Brother Stone is a young elf who has been 13 years old.He wanted to keep Brother Shitou a secret, and he couldn't let others know about Brother Shitou's existence.

Si Xingjian asked, "Then why did you tell Dad?"

Si An Yu replied naturally: "Because my father is not someone else."

"But, Dad doesn't like the kid named Shishi and wants to drive him away."

Si An Yu froze for a moment, then asked blankly: "What do you mean by driving away?"

"Just leave our home and won't appear in front of you and me again." Si Xingjian guided Zai Zai to repel the stone, "If the stone appears, you will go to sleep and won't be able to see Dad. And the stone will Call me Dad, I will take him out to play and eat delicious food..."

"do not want!"

Si Xingjian: "Then don't let him come out again."

Si An Yu didn't quite understand the meaning of these words, but he still nodded seriously. He didn't want his father to accompany other children, and he was also afraid that he wouldn't see his father.

He suddenly thought of something, and asked, "Where is that person?"

He didn't like the person who wanted to be called "Dad" before, that was not his father, and he was afraid that the current father would disappear again.

Si Anyu spoke vaguely, but Si Xingjian understood, and he promised, "That person from before will never appear again."

Facing his question, Zai Zai did not hide anything, although his expressive ability was limited.

Si Xingjian quickly learned about Zai Zai and the other personality: when the original owner was in class, Zai Zai would come out for activities; after the summer vacation, most of the things that came out were stones; Going to bed after the cartoon - five days ago, he judged it based on the number of episodes that Zai Zai had seen; Zai Zai and Stone would communicate with the doll that can record through the diary...

Si Xingjian took Zai Zai to buy clothes, and then drove Zai Zai home.

After ten minutes in the car, the six-year-old really dozed off.

Si Xingjian didn't stop him, even if he didn't want to wake up Shishi again, he couldn't stop Zai Zai from sleeping.

Only Zai Zai himself can make the secondary personality disappear.

When the car was parked in the garage, Zai Zai hadn't woken up yet, so he had to take Zai Zai home and change clothes for Zai Zai.

As soon as he put him on the bed, Zai Zai woke up and called "Dad" vaguely.

Well, it's still his cub.

Si Xingjian patted her twice and said, "Go to sleep."

He didn't change the clothes that were stained with cream by Zai Zai, but found the diary under the drawer and looked through it as Zai Zai said.

There are two distinct handwritings on it, which are easy to distinguish.

Moreover, the vocabulary and expression habits of the two people are different. At the beginning, Zai Zai mostly wrote pinyin or replaced it with pictures. Later, he gradually wrote a lot of words, but there are still many typos, and the other person will circle them in the Corrected aside.

Shitou's handwriting didn't change much, but later, in order to make Zai Zai understand, he tried his best to use simple words or simply replace them with pinyin pictures.

A dozen pages were torn from the front of the diary.

Si Xingjian guessed that those should be written by Shi Shi, but he didn't know how Shi Shi realized that he was a personality.

This is not an easy task. Most people with multiple personality disorder are not aware that they have a personality disorder, and even the diagnosis is not easy.

But he could tell that it was Shitou who took the initiative to communicate with Zai Zai, and even deliberately cliched.

After reading the diary, he restored it to its original shape and put it under the bottom board of the drawer, then went to look at the computer.

A lot of traces had been removed, but it wasn't too difficult for him.

After recovering, he saw a lot of search records——

"With multiple personalities, what if one personality kills someone?"

"Can you kill another personality?"

……

"After waking up, what happened to finding that I had changed places?"

"Often memory loss..."

According to the above time, Si Xingjian guessed that Shi Shi realized that he had a personality not long ago.

After realizing it, the sub-personality delusionally replaces the main personality.

Si Xingjian downloaded some professional papers on e-books about multiple personality disorder, and planned to decide whether to see a psychiatrist or not based on Zai Zai's situation after she had some knowledge about it.

While downloading, he threw the newly bought clothes into the washing machine, went to take a shower, and changed his clothes.

Take care of these chores and the files are all downloaded.

He seems to have no obstacles to obscure papers full of technical terms.

He was sitting at the computer desk, and when he was concentrating on reading, Lan Lan jumped in front of him, meowing.

Si Xingjian: I forgot to bring food for Lan Lan!

He was calm and explained: "It's too hot, it's inconvenient to bring food back, so I'll order takeaway for you."

As he spoke, he took out his mobile phone and placed an order for Lan Lan to barbecue.

Lan Lan doesn't care about those details, as long as there is food, it is satisfied.It jumped off the table and found a cool place to wait for the takeaway.

Si Xingjian continued to read the paper, and he saw that a scholar named Elizabeth Howell mentioned that the caregivers ignored the innate sensitivity and anxiety of children, which often caused children to be overly nervous.In response to overstimulation, children gradually develop the ability to dissociate, and gradually develop a "split" personality. ①

This explanation is very similar to that of Zai Zai.

However, he felt that the main reason why Zai Zai split into secondary personalities was that Zai Zai didn't like the original owner.

Now that he is here, maybe Zai Zai will recover soon?

It took Si Xingjian more than half an hour to roughly read these papers and books, and at this time the takeaway was also delivered.

He set up the barbecue in the living room for Lan Lan to eat.

The scent drifted away, but Si Anyu's room door was not closed, and the child on the bed rubbed his eyes and sat up.

It was Stone who woke up - he hadn't eaten lunch and was a little hungry now.

After Shitou woke up, he remembered what happened in the pastry shop.He was a little nervous, he didn't know if he fainted or Si Anyu came out.

If that person meets Si Anyu, it will be a little troublesome, maybe the other party will make him disappear completely...

But why?He already has his own consciousness and thoughts, and he still has his wish unfulfilled, so he doesn't want to leave this world.

After Si Xingjian washed his hands, he walked back to the living room. When he saw the child who had just left the room, he knew he had changed again.

"Your name is Shishi?" He took the initiative to speak, and seeing the unconcealable surprise on the child's face, he knew the answer.

Fortunately, no third personality appeared.

"Let's talk." Although his tone was light, it was obvious that there was no room for rejection.

In Si Xingjian's view, Zai Zai has already eaten, and Zai Zai's body does not need to eat for the time being.

Going back to Si Anyu's room and closing the door to block the smell from the outside, Shi Shi tried to seize the initiative and spoke first: "Did Si Anyu tell you?"

Si Xingjian didn't care, and replied, "Yes."

"Then what do you want to do?" Stone asked pretending to be calm.

"Nature is to restore everything, you should not have existed."

Stone clenched his fists, raised his head and asked, "Do you think it's fair? If he wants to escape reality, let me come out, and now he doesn't need me, so let me go. Besides, why do you make the decision for Si An Yu? Not his father!"

Si Xingjian's face was calm, and he retorted methodically: "First, I am his father; second, I am his guardian, so I can naturally make decisions for him, and he doesn't want you to continue to exist; third, there is nothing unfair about it. , you are just a personality, not a complete person."

Even if it's not fair, so what?He must be partial to his own cubs.

Shi Shi thought for a while, then asked again: "You are his father, so what about the original man? Did you take his body after he died? Then what is the difference between you and me?"

"Of course there is a difference." Si Xingjian did not explain directly, "I am his father, so he didn't like the original one, so he created you to deal with it."

Without him, there would be no "Si Xing Jian" in this world.

He doesn't occupy someone else's body, but he needs a "carrier" to appear in this world, which must conform to the rules or logic of this world.

It can be said that this body was originally prepared for him.

The original owner is equivalent to a piece of code.Without him taking over the body, that code would have ended in due course.

The face in each world should be made according to his original appearance, otherwise, why would the "Original Owner" of each world have the same name and similar appearance?

To be able to somewhat resemble his original appearance is already a top-notch appearance in every world.

It's a pity that his memory is sealed now, and he can't remember his original appearance for the time being.Probably, compared with others, it belongs to dimensionality reduction and crushing.

A certain immortal thought regretfully and narcissistically.

The author has something to say:

① Citation refers to the paper of the scholar mentioned in the article.

Regarding multiple personality disorder (split personality) in the article, two points are science, and eight points belong to literary creation (made up)

The male lead is almost worn out, so it’s okay if it doesn’t match the science in reality, right?

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