kind of when i'm a man

His expression was completely gone from the gentleness he usually had when facing Xu Lianyao. No matter how beautiful his expressionless face was, it still made people feel a chill coming from the soles of his feet. His eyes were extremely cold, staring at the two of them. The big tall man on the opposite side was stunned.

After hearing Lange say the word "disabled", the hand held by Lange turned to hold Lange's hand, and then interlocked his fingers.

"It turned out to be your little hoof. Quit it, so you hooked up with a man?" The man spoke so harshly that even the people around him stopped in their tracks, whispering to each other around the three people in the middle.

Lange glanced at the people around him, managed to calm the group of people down, and looked at the man who had met once: "A man who no one would look down upon with money, you live in this world, Is it a waste of food or is it a waste of land to die? Show off your power here, and lie on the bed, Mr. Liu, have you considered the value of your life?"

It was the first time Xu Lianyao saw Lange face outsiders in such an aggressive and majestic manner.Unconsciously, he looked squarely at this child who had missed eight years, and now he seemed to have grown into an adult who could take care of himself.

"Mr. Liu, do you need to continue to embarrass yourself here, or do you want me to give you a detailed description of when you were drunk and caused trouble in other people's stores, and even beat the waiter who came to help to disable him? If you don't mind , I am not bothered at all, and I am willing to give you a detailed account of what happened."

Naturally, it was inevitable for the tall man to run away. After Lang saw the man leave, his legs seemed to lose strength in an instant, and he put his hands on Xu Lianyao's arms and palms.He felt that as long as there was one more second, he might fall to the ground in an instant.

"Xiaoge?"

"Xu Lianyao, let's go home." Lange spoke in a much weaker tone, as if the mighty person just now was not Lange at all, but another person, or it was Xu Lianyao's illusion at all.

It was already past eight o'clock when I came back, and there were dim street lights in the community. Lange smiled and greeted the security guard at the gate of the community, and then waited for Xu Lianyao, who bought dinner, to come back.

He sometimes thinks about his current life, which seems to have been completely separated from the past, but tonight he suddenly discovered that the things that happened have always appeared in his own life.Even if you don't remember or touch, those are indelible existences.

"Xu Lianyao, do you know who that person was just now?" Lange sat on his bed, watching Xu Lianyao put the washed and dried clothes neatly in the newly pressed cabinet, "That was in the old bar A regular customer, he asked me to drink with me that time, I don't want to..."

Xu Lianyao turned around, sat beside Lange, and took him into his arms.Gently rubbing his hair, he smiled lightly and said, "Those have all passed Xiaoge, it's my fault that I didn't find you and caused you to suffer so much. But Xiaoge, you have to remember, those are all You can't choose to let go of your past, you can only choose to face it, otherwise your life will be incomplete."

"Xu Lianyao, you are so cruel." Lan Ge murmured, "I am very afraid that the past will make me feel that the present life is actually just an illusion. You probably have not experienced the days when you can't catch up. Later, An Sheng worked as a waiter in a bar. How can there be peace in a place like a bar? There are mixed fish and dragons...Sometimes, horror is simply unavoidable. I have seen people fight, their heads were broken, and some Sometimes people will cause trouble, sometimes people will be bullied but no one will stand up..."

Lange finally fell asleep in Xu Lianyao's arms, but his brows were slightly frowned unconsciously.

Xu Lianyao was thinking, how old was Lange at that time, and when he couldn't catch his breath, he was only about his age.To put it bluntly, in fact, he is still a child at all. Even if he is eighteen years old, society is far more terrifying than school.It is too cruel for a child who has just graduated from high school to face the society alone.

At that time, Lange had no familiar people around him, no one to rely on, so he could only rely on himself, and he might not even have the ability to take good care of himself.Those skills, those self-defense instincts, that icy cold eyes, are all self-protection that he has to learn in the face of fear.

"Xu Lianyao, why didn't you come..." The sleeping person murmured about the other party's crimes, but the next moment it turned into a silent babble.

Smiling lightly so as not to disturb Lange's sleep, he pulled off the quilt and wrapped him up carefully. The temperature of the air conditioner in the room was adjusted to a height suitable for sleeping.

"In the future, I won't let you alone again."

021．I feel like life is being abused

Returning to the place where I have been working for nearly two years, almost half a year has passed since the fight happened.

The weather in early September is still hot, Lange has been able to gradually let go of the crutches to walk recently, although it will hurt after a long time, but it is no longer the same as it was at the beginning, without crutches.

The bar opens at 01:30 in the afternoon, but there are basically no people during the day, so most of the work of the waiters is playing with mobile phones and playing with mobile phones.

At that time, Lange always worked night shifts, and basically didn't know much about people who worked during the day.

Xu Lianyao took time off the weekend to come over with Lange to have a look, and drop by to inquire about Xiao Huan.The last time I went back to the rental house to find someone, only to find that not long after Lange checked out, Xiao Huan also went to check out.

The bar was deserted and deserted, far from the one in Lange's memory. Most of the faces he saw were unfamiliar, and some of them were just acquaintances when changing shifts, and they didn't even know their surnames.

Lange looked around for a week, and fortunately found that at least he knew the bartender sitting at the bar.

It is true that the bartender saw each other before Lange, and waved to the two people who entered the door with a smile: "It seems that the injury is almost healed." The orange-yellow liquid was poured into the straight glass, A few ice cubes were put in, and when they hit the cup noodles, there was a crisp sound, "Orange juice."

Just bid farewell to the scorching sun, stay in the air-conditioned room, drink a glass of iced juice, life is really leisurely.

"I'm not an employee here now, and drinking juice is not free." Lange held the cup in both hands, although he said so, his actions were not polite at all.

"It's rare for you to go back to your mother's house, so I'll treat you as my treat." The bartender waved his hand smartly, but this sentence made Lan Ge almost spray the juice all over his face.

Xu Lianyao looked at the embarrassed and coughing Lange with a chuckle, put one hand on Lange's back, and patted him lightly.

"You are more conscientious, Xiaoge. You are not like that little bastard of Xiao Huan. After getting married, you will really become a splashed water. You can't get it back." The bartender is sitting at the bar, and there is nothing right now. Business, of course, has nothing to do with him, he chatted with Lange with his chin resting.

"Xiao Huan didn't come to the bar?" In fact, after getting Xiao Huan to check out, Lange vaguely thought that Xiao Huan might have left, and probably came here just to get a confirmation.

Lange glanced at the phone number that had been re-stored in the phone, and finally gave up on calling Xiao Huan.

Xiao Huan came to the bar half a month earlier than Lange, but the difference of more than ten days is not considered a gap. They are both newcomers, so they hooked up naturally, and getting acquainted is inevitable.

Lange doesn't know much about Xiao Huan's past. He probably knows that he is self-willed to degenerate, and it is not without reason, but he has never asked why.It seems to be an unspoken thing between the two people. They don't ask about each other's past, and they are only responsible for living the present time together through thick and thin.

The two stayed in the bar until five o'clock in the afternoon, and almost all the people on the night shift came over. Lange greeted the group of people, left each other's contact information and waved goodbye.

In fact, everyone understands that even if they leave their contact information, what can they do? People who have gradually left the other party's life range, what kind of contact will they have in the days to come?Even if they are connected with each other, they can't be stopped. The alienation between the two people has gradually been shelved over the years, and finally losing contact has become a matter of course.

Walking out of the bar, there is still the afterglow of the sun outside, but it is not so hot that it is unbearable.

Xu Lianyao went to drive here. Lange walked a lot today and stood for a long time. His legs couldn't bear it anymore, so he sat on the stone at the entrance of the bar and waited.

"Langer."

Turning around, I saw a man with dyed chestnut hair, wearing a flamboyant pink suit, and white pointed leather shoes, slowly coming out of the bar, and then stopped in front of Lange.

"Huh? Manager?" Looking at the person whose style and impression are completely different in surprise, "How did you become like this?" In fact, Lan Ge seemed to add some adjectives, for example: How did you become this dead? look.

In the past, the man in a black suit and tie was always a serious man. He often frightened Langer in the middle of his speech, but he was always able to save people in danger.

Is it really this person in front of you?

The man hooked his lips, took out a note from his trousers pocket, handed it to Lange with a smile and said, "I'm not your manager, this was given to you by my brother when Xiao Huan left. message.