My Bamboo Horse Can't Be the Gold Master [Entertainment Circle]

The moment he understood his sexual orientation, Bei Yao affirmed his love for Wen Ye.

Is Wen Ye gay?Will he like himself?

At that time, Bei Yao didn't dare to seek answers to these questions.People like him were heretics in that less open era, and no one dared to openly reveal their sexual orientation that was different from ordinary people in front of everyone.

Bei Yao is timid and cowardly, afraid of losing.Although these years of getting along with Wen Ye have gradually made him stronger, but in essence, he is still a person with an ostrich mentality.

Wen Ye taught Bei Yao how to become powerful, and at the same time, his existence provided Bei Yao with someone he could rely on, just like the strongest spear and the strongest shield in the world cannot exist at the same time.

For Bei Yao, a high school student, he couldn't think of such a long-term future, and he only wanted to be by Wen Ye's side all the time.

Anyway, Wen Ye would not get close to anyone except him.

Whenever he thinks of this, Bei Yao will secretly like Wen Ye's character of not getting close to others.

It's a pity that God wanted to oppose him. Less than a month after Bei Yao was promoted, he found a pink letter in Wen Ye's rented house.

The delicate words on the envelope, as well as the letter exuding a faint fragrance, all reveal that this is a love letter.

Wen Ye's appearance is impeccable, and his cold personality is what fascinates little girls most nowadays.

During his high school career, Bei Yao also saw someone stuff love letters into Wen Ye, but Wen Ye always threw them into the trash can without even reading them.

Bei Yao couldn't believe it: "A Ye, what is this?"

Wen Ye looked up and glanced: "Love letter." Bei Yao froze by the table, Wen Ye continued, "I've seen that girl, she's from the school next door, she's pretty, she often comes to our school to watch me play."

"what do you mean?"

"She asked me to go to the movies tomorrow." Wen Ye smiled slightly, "I agreed."

Bei Yao felt an unprecedented sense of crisis.Wen Ye is a junior this year, and having a girlfriend is a very normal thing. He has no position to object, nor does he have sufficient reasons to object.

The two confirmed their relationship after that date, and Bei Yao felt extremely uncomfortable. Every time he heard the girl's name from Wen Ye's mouth, or learned of Wen Ye's date with her, Bei Yao's heart was like being used by someone. The thin needles were pierced one by one, and the pain was unbearable, but he had to put on a happy face to face Wen Ye.

When Wen Ye was about to introduce his girlfriend to Bei Yao, he refused without thinking.

"why are you not going?"

"I have to make up lessons this week." Bei Yao grabbed the phone, lying to Wen Ye made him very scared, afraid of being heard by Wen Ye, but he was even more afraid of witnessing the scene of Wen Ye getting close to others.If he was a woman, he would confess without hesitation, but he is a man, just like Wen Ye, with a flat chest.

Unable to express the pain in his heart, Wen Ye didn't notice his abnormality. After urging him to study hard, he hung up the phone.

After more than half a month of being distraught, Bei Yao made sure that Wen Ye didn't need to accompany his girlfriend this week, and went to his house with a bag on his back after school on Friday.

Unexpectedly, on Saturday morning, Wen Ye was called out by his girlfriend, saying that he had something important to tell Wen Ye.

Wen Ye had no choice but to leave Bei Yao at home alone, and before leaving, he told Bei Yao that he would go back quickly.

Wen Ye went to the appointment and left, Bei Yao could no longer fall asleep, the time passed slowly, and there was an illusion that the days seemed like years.All he could think about was the picture of him playing with Wen Ye in the past, but now in his mind, Wen Ye was still Wen Ye, but his face was replaced by a strange woman.

Girlfriends should be put first. When Wen Ye gets married, family is more important than Bei Yao.

Suddenly, Bei Yao experienced the bad feeling when he was abandoned by his father again.

Lying on Wen Ye's bed in a daze for a whole day, forgetting to eat lunch and dinner, Bei Yao tossed and turned on the bed in a daze, when he heard the door being closed with force and making a loud noise, Bei Yao was startled

Coming out of the bedroom, Bei Yao noticed that Wen Ye's face was ugly, so he casually threw the key on the table and fell heavily into the sofa.

"What's wrong?" Bei Yao came to Wen Ye worriedly.

Wen Ye held her head in silence, licking her hair irritably.

Bei Yao sat next to Wen Ye anxiously, he had never seen Wen Ye showing such an expression, did something happen to him?

"Aye, you..."

Wen Ye stood up abruptly, interrupting Bei Yao's words.He went to the refrigerator, took out all the beer in it and put it on the sofa. He didn't think it was enough, so he took a few from his wallet and stuffed them for Bei Yao to go downstairs to buy wine. The more the better.

Bei Yao couldn't figure out the current situation, so he had to obey orders.When I came back, the TV was on, and there were already several empty soda cans on the coffee table.

Wen Ye was leaning on the sofa, with his legs resting on the coffee table, holding a soda can with his mobile phone and pouring it vigorously.

Bei Yao came next to him and opened a bottle: "What happened?"

"broke up."

"Huh?" Bei Yao was so surprised that he even forgot to blink.

Wen Ye sneered and said: "Just because I don't know who my father is, it's ridiculous. I am me and he is him. I can live well without him. She is in love with me, not with my father." !" Angrily, he threw the empty soda can in his hand, with such force that the can bounced up instantly when it hit the ground, and bounced several times in a row before rolling into a dark corner.

Suddenly, Wen Ye felt that the past 20 years he had lived were ridiculous, as if no matter how well he did or how good he was, he couldn't get rid of the trouble of not knowing his biological father.

Bei Yao's mouth is stupid, he can't say comforting words well, apart from patting Wen Ye on the shoulder and saying that the girl has no eyesight, he can't say any other effective words.

How did he know that the root cause of Wen Ye's discomfort was not the breakup, but the fact that he didn't have a father.

Wen Ye, who looks strong on the outside, actually has his weaknesses. What he doesn't want to mention doesn't mean he doesn't care, sometimes he can't face it.

Wen Ye drank one bottle after another, and Bei Yao had to accompany him to drink.The two of them drank so much that their stomachs were bulging, and they continued to drink after going to the toilet.

Drinking from the first day of the lanterns to the dark night, from the sofa to the bed, the TV in the living room is playing entertainment programs, and the laughter keeps coming from the TV and drifting into the bedroom.

That laughter was extremely harsh to Wen Ye at this moment, he turned on the TV in the bedroom, got out of bed, swayed left and right, and put a disc into the player.

Groans|groans immediately filled the bedroom, Wen Ye unfastened her belt, and forced the unresponsive organs to be hard.

Bei Yao stared at the scene dumbfounded. The drunken Wen Ye had a rare blush on his face. He unabashedly vented his desire in front of Bei Yao, his lower body stiffened, but his face was written full of pain.

Bei Yao's breathing was stagnant, as if someone had punched his heart hard, he was so stuffy.

"A Ye, don't do this." Bei Yao frowned, grabbing Wen Ye's self-torturing hand.

"Get out of the way, don't get in the way, I'm having fun." Wen Ye shook Bei Yao's hand, but did not shake it off.

"No, you're not happy at all." Jiu Zhuang was cowardly, and Bei Yao then threw Jiu Jin on Wen Ye, "A Ye, I beg you, stop."

"Go away!"

Bei Yao's persuasion was ineffective, and he was also angry: "Isn't it just being dumped? Are you going to die like this?"

Wen Ye gave Bei Yao a hard look: "You know what!"

"You understand, are you masturbating yourself here?"

The two quickly wrestled into a ball on the bed. Bei Yao got the strength from somewhere, and clung to Wen Ye like an eight-legged octopus to keep him from moving. Limbs tied to the bed.

"You want to die, let me go!" Wen Ye shouted while struggling.

Bei Yao stared blankly at Wen Ye's naked lower body, and Wen Ye's bare chest exposed after the button was broken during the fight.The blood in the body jumped up and concentrated to a certain place in the lower part of the body.

The woman on the TV took the initiative to sit on the man's body and do the piston movement, and the broken groan came into Bei Yao's ears, and Wen Ye was imprisoned under him, the visual impact and the innermost feelings that had nowhere to vent After his love for Wen Ye was thickened by alcohol, Bei Yao became obsessed.

"I will never dislike you, Aye, I...I like you."

The voice turned into a murmur at the end, Wen Ye didn't hear the last half of Bei Yao's words, and his mouth was blocked.

Bei Yao kissed clumsily, and touched Wen Ye's lips with his teeth several times. Wen Ye was dumbfounded and let him kiss, and when he came back to ask him what he was doing, Bei Yao had already lost his mind.

Wen Ye watched in shock as Bei Yao took off his clothes, and then sat on him like a woman on the TV.

When Bei Yao woke up, the bones in his body seemed to be broken and then reconnected, especially in the area between the thighs, a little movement caused a burst of pain from the scalp to the toes.

Wen Ye didn't know whether he fell asleep from exhaustion or the alcohol made him pass out. Bei Yao didn't drink as much as he did, so he woke up quickly.

The scene in front of him stunned Bei Yao. After he recognized the situation, he realized that what happened last night was not a dream.

God, what has he done!

Bei Yao slapped himself a few times, and the ostrich mentality jumped out at the first moment.Bei Yao didn't dare to imagine how to face Wen Ye after waking up, so he made a quick decision, untied Wen Ye's shackles, and limped back home.

On the first day, Bei Yao went over in fear, fearing that Wen Ye would come to settle accounts with him.

The next day, Bei Yao was still terrified, feeling that Wen Ye was planning to beat him up.

Day three...

Day [-]...

Until a week later, Bei Yao wished that Wen Ye could come and call him, but Wen Ye never showed up, not even a phone call.

Is this going to break ties with him completely?

With Wen Ye's personality, there is no reason not to come to him, the more Bei Yao thinks about it, the more he feels something is wrong, his current state of mind is close to a masochist.

On weekends, Bei Yao hesitated and went to Wen Ye's house, but no matter how hard he knocked on the door, no one came to open the door for him.

The neighbors around said that the tenant of this room hadn't shown up for a long time, Bei Yao opened his mouth in surprise, and now there is no holiday, so Wen Ye doesn't have to go to class?Or, in order not to see him again, Wen Ye went to live on campus?

Have you been hated by Wen Ye to this extent?

Bei Yao was very sad, but at the same time he thought that it was his own fault that the matter had developed to this point, that he had overstepped the rules and did something he shouldn't have done to Wen Ye.The worst thing is, what is the difference between what he did to Wen Ye and that wretched cleaning uncle back then?

On the one hand, Bei Yao spurned himself, and on the other hand, he was eager to seek Wen Ye's forgiveness. He secretly came to Wen Ye's school, but the result he got was that Wen Ye hadn't come to school for a week.

"Where did he go?" Bei Yao asked.

Wen Ye's classmate said: "I don't know, it seems that I asked the teacher for leave."

Bei Yao plucked up his courage and dialed Wen Ye's mobile phone, and the notification tone of "the number you dialed has been turned off" came over and over again.

Another week later, Bei Yao went to Wen Ye's school again, and he still got this answer.Every week he persevered, he would go to Wen Ye's rented house and Wen Ye's school, but it was always fruitless.

A month later, Bei Yao finally heard a different answer from Wen Ye's classmates.

"Wen Ye, he dropped out of school, just a few days ago."

drop out...

Bei Yao rushed to the telephone booth in a daze, and dialed the number he had memorized in his heart. This time, the mechanical voice told him "the number you dialed does not exist".

The hand slid down weakly, and the phone hung down. Because of the phone line, the phone flicked a few times, then swung back and forth, and Bei Yao slowly slid down along the glass door.

After that, Bei Yao never saw Wen Ye again after a ten-year separation.