I rolled over after parallel worlds merged

When did the relationship between the two become unhealthy?

It probably started from the day Hokuriku nailed the 108th bone.

He used his graduation project to go on a business trip with his teacher to the next city as an excuse, and found a place to cultivate by himself.

In the past few years we have been together, Hokuriku will occasionally go out for a few days like this, but it is not surprising, male college students always need some space for themselves.

Xia Xijin also went out with the class every now and then to sketch, to participate in exhibitions in other places, or to play games with friends at night.

The two of them look no different from the most common young couple who live together in college, except that Xia Xijin has a social need, while Hokuriku has no choice.

As far as Beilu is concerned, if possible, he even hopes that Xia Xijin will not leave his sight for a second. After all, he has seen so many accidents and regrets, and Beilu knows how fragile human life is.

But although he had some dark and paranoid thoughts, in the end he still couldn't bear Xia Xijin to suffer a little bit of grievance. Moreover, the stripping of the bubble world has entered the final stage, he will only become weaker and weaker, and Hokuriku doesn't want to look a little embarrassed. Let lovers see, so it is necessary to separate properly.

The process of dissecting the bones is not aesthetically pleasing, as Xia Xijin, who is taking care of growing up in the greenhouse, can't see this.

But this time it was a more important spine, and it had been a week since Hokuriku recovered to the state where he could see people normally.

Originally, he was still wondering why the messages he sent by himself received only half-hearted replies. Hokuriku thought that his boyfriend had committed an old problem of being delicate, so he bought a beautiful bouquet on the way home. Tulips are ready to be used to make each other happy.

Xia Xijin likes everything that can be associated with romance——

Flower bouquets, the sunset, the seaside, the reflection of the moonlight falling on the lover's eyes, the window sill covered with water droplets due to the steaming heat, the voice screaming in the mist when being clamped from the waist from behind during the online conference.

Most of those who engage in art have a somewhat insane, non-human temperament. Therefore, these people who engage in artists naturally have to try their best to accommodate them.

But Xia Xijin is not that exaggerated. Most of the time, besides having a lot of ghost ideas, she is still obedient and soft in front of Beilu, letting others rub her round and flatten her.

Very obedient in bed.

So Hokuriku, who has a vested interest in his boyfriend's occasional temper tantrums, enjoys it very much, and has mastered a set of "little farewell wins a newlywed" combo of apologizing, coaxing people, and talking love words to take people to the bedroom.

But this time it didn't go his way.

Beilu opened the door of the two people's small apartment, but the room was in a mess as if it had been robbed. The stray cat "Boss Xia" that Xia Xijin brought back not long ago was rubbing against the cabinet where the canned food was stored. Gotta meow.

Hokuriku completely panicked.

Yan Ke's dilapidated body at the memorial service, the spiritual fire that burned Ling Shuangci, Chu Xi's broken throat and the barrier ring as strong as a soldering iron...

Numerous examples of "life is fragile, regret is eternal" are constantly appearing in front of his eyes.

But fortunately, Xia Xijin was not willing to let Bei Lu fall by the wayside.

Beilu was Xia Xijin who was found in the intensive care unit of the Municipal No. [-] Hospital.

The friend on the other side was full of guilt, after all, he was holding Xia Xijin's mobile phone to answer the news for him for several days. At this time, the deceived real master came to the door with a "violent spirit", so there is still a need to worry all at once.

"In the sterile ward, the doctor doesn't allow these things to be brought in. Xia Xia said that you must be in a hurry when you know, for fear of delaying your work. After all, the graduation project is still very important, so please ask me to help him reply to your news in the past few days. "

"Really, there's no big problem. It's just that the trauma area is relatively large. It's just scary to look at. I'll be discharged from the hospital next week."

"If you want to blame it, blame me, you can beat me up! I was the one who dragged Xiaxia to run the mountain. Brother Bei, please don't be angry with him..."

Bei Lu basically didn't hear what the other party said, and even this person who seemed to be familiar with him, but he only vaguely remembered that the other party was Xia Xijin's friend, he didn't know when he left.

Xia Xijin's legs with plaster and steel plates, and the large area of ​​skin texture oozing with light red tissue fluid on her bare shoulders are all stinging Beilu's extremely sensitive nerves.

You can't just let things go your way, you've learned many lessons.

There was a voice in his head that seemed to be tempting, constantly emphasizing an extreme idea to Hokuriku.

I should protect him well.

Hokuriku thought to himself...

Facts have proved that people's stress response sometimes does not have immediacy.

At least Hokuriku thought so.

He just destroyed the original gene virus strain after Yan Ke's death, and escaped all the entanglements of the past overnight, completely disappearing from the public's sight.

After he learned of Ling Shuangci's ending, he killed one thousand enemies and brought the entire Jianzong into the barrier, and burned a soul fire on the mountain for more than 40 days.

When he arrived at Chu Xi's place, he didn't even vent. He just sent a small bouquet of flowers calmly. After searching through ancient books, he cut out the first bone nail on the first day he found Xia Xijin.

To put it bluntly, all the regrets that Hokuriku experienced essentially stemmed from his inaction.

His non-interference, his sense of boundaries, his lack of empathy, his subtle blind confidence when he gives excessive space to those around him.

If he asked more when his mother was crying late at night, maybe he wouldn't be plagued by wrong hatred throughout his teenage years; if he could give Yan Ke more trust and dependence, he might be able to find a better way to solve the problem; Get a rough idea of ​​Ling Shuangci and Chu Xi's current situation, pay more attention to the details, maybe they can also live a stable life.

But when it came to Xia Xijin, all this became a little different again.

Leaving aside those complicated entanglements in the past, Beilu has also participated in the whole process of Xia Xijin's growth.

That was the child he had spoiled for more than [-] years, the lover he put on top of his heart.

He couldn't allow any minor accidents to exist.

The owner of Bubble World is Xia Xijin, and as the process of separation from the main world progresses, some unspoken rules of mutual resistance will also begin to occur.

Xia Xijin's fortune will be weakened under this kind of resistance and restraint, just like the host is trying to eradicate the parasitic relationship on the body, the bubble world will also try to attack this vested interest.

This kind of reaction reaches its peak in the mid-range, and will gradually disappear in the middle and late stages until the stripping of the world line is completely completed.

At that time, in this independent Little Garden of Eden, nothing can hurt Xia Xijin, and he will spend a happy and happy life here, and at the moment of his death, the whole world will follow. dissipate.

But as the stripping progressed, the more bones Hokulu took out, the weaker his strength became. He used to be able to perceive everything about Xia Xijin no matter how far away he was, but this time he could feel nothing even if the other party was injured in a car accident. Know.

Hokuriku didn't like the feeling that the situation was out of control.

The uneasiness accumulated over the long years broke out completely because of a small stressor.

But Beilu was already very proficient at suppressing emotions, so at the very beginning, Xia Xijin didn't notice anything unusual.

Through the glass of the sterile ward, he endured the stinging pain on his shoulder and smiled brightly at Hokuriku. His boyfriend who always liked to pretend to be cool had an ugly face, but Xia Xijin knew in his heart that the other party was worrying and blaming himself.

Xia Xijin is a character who is willing to act coquettishly with those he cares about, but when it comes to serious matters, he doesn't like to cause too much trouble for anyone.

The usual petty temper is fun, but when she was really injured, Xia Xijin didn't think it was healthy to be overly dependent.

But Hokuriku's way of dealing with it was obviously contrary to his thinking.

After he was discharged from the hospital, Bei Lu took good care of him, and Xia Xijin enjoyed it for a few days with peace of mind.

Although the other party will occasionally respond to his own gags, emotional depression is not so easy to deceive a lover who gets along day and night.

Xia Xijin recovered very quickly, and she was able to run and jump again in about two months. The large area of ​​abrasion on her shoulder also faded away after applying some ointment that Hokuriku got from somewhere. Lost traces.

Xia Xijin was joking, muttering something like "the man's medal that I finally got is gone again".

But Beilu seemed to have been sucked away by this little accident and all his sense of humor was taken away, and Xia Xijin's serious expression reminded him of the scene when the director skipped class and was approached by the parents in early middle school.

"He should be a little scared, and he will be fine after a while."

"Besides, I'm also very happy to be tired of being with him every day. I'm sure I won't have so much time after work."

Xia Xijin, who was finally allowed by Hokuriku to go out by participating in the graduation ceremony, said this to some worried friends at the time.

Looking at the expressions of other people who are hesitant to speak, Xia Xijin is still very confident that the relationship between the two has begun to change.

Keren's feelings are also delicate, gradually becoming precarious under the constant restraint and pull of one party.

In the beginning, it was just social restrictions. Xia Xijin only thought that Hokuriku had suddenly changed his temper and became jealous. He coaxed and persuaded and quarreled, but the other party seemed to have made up his mind and acted as if he would not get in. With a cold look, he took Xia Xijin to the bed when he said he was in a hurry, and then pretended that nothing happened, trying to whitewash the peace.

Later, it was discovered that Hokuriku stopped all invitations from his art dealers who were going to other places, without discussing with him, or even intending to let him know.

Xia Xijin couldn't understand why Beilu suddenly became so paranoid.

He knew the time point when the other party changed, but he couldn't figure it out no matter what.

Beilu was still as good and accommodating to him as before, even more considerate, wishing that he would stand beside him to help him when he got up at night to go to the bathroom.

But as long as the words related to "freedom" are mentioned, Beilu will show that kind of sad eyes, and "command" Xia Xijin not to think about leaving him with an almost pleading voice.

Hokuriku kissed him again and again, with something resembling desperation, telling him that it was only for their future.

But when Xia Xijin tried to communicate the real reason, Bei Lu often kept silent.

Occasionally, a few times, the other party seemed to have finally made a decision, but he made all the movements to speak, but he seemed to be bound by some invisible restriction, and he couldn't speak a word.

Days passed by, and this process was repeated too many times. Xia Xijin had gone from pity at the beginning to silence at the end.

He didn't even have the mood to break down and curse Hokuriku with the most vicious words. He couldn't get out of this room, and he didn't know when Hokuriku promised him "it will be over soon". arrival.

Xia Xijin even suspected that that day might never come. Maybe Beilu was a hidden control freak from the beginning to the end. He enjoyed the process of falling into his love step by step, and finally at the most beautiful moment of this relationship. Time tightened the silk net and locked his neck impartially.

Confined in one place for a long time, the perception of time will decrease.

Xia Xijin hasn't gotten up to eat for a long time, and the last time she talked to Beilu seemed like a lifetime ago, although Beilu was always telling some strange jokes, trying to make herself happy.

He was obviously a taciturn person at ordinary times, so why did he seem to suddenly go crazy.

Also bring yourself along.

Xia Xijin felt it was funny in her heart, but she no longer had the strength to sarcastically.

He didn't know whether his silent protest would be effective, he only knew that Hokuriku said to himself before, "Seeing you being wronged makes me feel like a screw is screwed in my heart."

A faint candlelight flickered twice in front of Xia Xijin's eyes, he frowned, and looked up.

Hokuriku's unmistakable face was full of sadness, and the forced smile on the corner of his lips looked very awkward and funny.

"Well, you can make a wish to me every birthday."

Xia Xijin blinked her eyes, feeling so tired that it was difficult for her to even think.

"Will it really come true?" A hoarse voice squeezed out of his throat.

Bei Lu smiled wistfully, as if he had made a decision, he leaned over and kissed his forehead: "I will."

"Honey, you really know what makes me sad the most."

"I'm scared, you won."

In the winter of high school, the two of them shared scarves on the bus, pretending to be calm while being apprehensive, and casually said that the university wanted to live with Hokuriku, and Xia Xijin suddenly appeared in front of her eyes.

Hokuriku originally thought that the other party would say things like "I want to be free", "I want to go out", "I want the two of us to go back to the way we were before", but seeing the other party gradually wither away due to his paranoid approach, Hokuriku also wanted to give up up.

At worst, try to stay by the opponent's side and shorten the stabilization period for physical recovery. Although the pain of cutting the bones will be more intense, as long as it can speed up the process of the separation of the world.

He still couldn't bear to torture each other like this.

After a long silence, Xia Xijin suddenly smiled softly.

For some reason, his beautiful eyes were overflowing with brilliance again at this moment.

Xia Xijin's expression was serious and solemn, and he said from the bottom of his heart in a tone that contained no emotion, but every word was full of catharsis and revenge:

"I wish I didn't know you back then."

The silence in the room was restored in an instant, and I don't know how long it took. In a trance, Xia Xijin seemed to be a little choked up when he heard Bei Lu.

The other party murmured sorry, and the warm kiss mixed with tears fell lightly on the corner of his eyes.

"it is good."

Hokuriku gave him the answer.

……

After a long nap, Xia Xijin opened his eyes in the bedroom. For some reason, he seemed to have had a strange dream, but when he wanted to recall it, he couldn't recall any details.

The body was sore and swollen, as if it hadn't been stretched for a long time, and it was faintly numb.

The soft sunlight in late autumn penetrates the gauze curtain and hits the unfinished painting on Xia Xijin's drawing board.

He rubbed his head and walked from the bed to the table, looking at the silhouette of the man in the painting, a little puzzled.

Didn't I seldom paint oil paintings after graduation?Xia Xijin slandered.

Why is it...

Xia Xijin couldn't remember clearly.

Suddenly, the notification sound of a new email came from the computer, and Xia Xijin quickly clicked to check it.

[Hello, Mr. Xia, thank you for sending your resume. Our team is very interested in you. Is it convenient to come to the studio tomorrow for a brief interview?Looking forward to your reply. 】

Xia Xijin, who was struggling to find a job, immediately called him according to the contact information given by the other party, and the other party was also very straightforward, and directly made an appointment with him for tomorrow's meeting, and expressed his approval for him without hesitation with appreciation.

After finishing the call, Xia Xijin happily ran to the living room, and gave a cat note to Boss Xia, who seemed to be inexplicably listless.

"Father seems to have finally found a job!" Xia Xijin said happily, scratching Boss Xia's chin.

But the little cat seemed to be a little bit lacking in interest.

The breeze blew into the bedroom, and the unfinished paintings on the board flickered twice. After a while, the silhouette of the strange man disappeared.

And the remaining sunset in the painting is as beautiful as the one outside the window at this time...

The author has something to say: Come on!

I feel that the writing is still a bit restrained, hiss, I will refine it later.