[Vampire Diaries] I can't give you happiness

After returning to the apartment, Ren Mary looked suspiciously at my obviously emotional face.I drank the blood she handed me in one gulp, turned around and left without giving anyone a chance to speak.At that moment, I thought Mary was going to stop me, or at least say something admonishing, but neither she nor David did anything until I went down the stairs and disappeared around the corner.

I ran back to school irritably, the wind brought by the speed could calm me down a bit, if I wasn’t worried about being seen, I thought I would fly up, and the effect should be better, instead of still being impatient like now in mind.

When I saw Lily's teasing face, I felt a sense of powerlessness in my heart, and I deeply regretted that I really shouldn't have come back to the dormitory today.

Lily opened her shining eyes, silently wantonly gossiping, but I really have nothing to say, I'm afraid I have to spoil my friend's interest.

She ignored my sluggishness, and pulled my arm enthusiastically, "Oh, baby, why did you come back so soon, tell me what's going on behind the scenes?"

"Lily, I'm really fine with that person."

But her obviously disbelieving eyes made me very frustrated. I am a very sensitive person, not to mention she is a friend I care about very much, even though I know that even if I just sleep like this tonight without saying anything, Lily will not It will really make me angry, but I don't want to see her disappointed, especially when such bad emotions are caused by me.I don't know if it's because of our race that some emotions are stronger than ordinary people. For example, if you want to be nice to a person, you want to be a perfect friend in front of her.

So I suppressed the boredom in my heart and tried to explain to her, "Lily, Damon is a guy with a girlfriend, so we really have nothing."

After listening to my words, she tapped her right index finger on her lips, obviously thinking, and I finally felt relieved that maybe she wouldn't always mention that damned man anymore.So I turned around and sorted out my cabinets, and when I was about to finish sorting the books and stationery, an unknown laugh came from behind me.I turned my head in doubt, but saw Lily's malicious expression, "My dear Tammy, even though he has a girlfriend, we cannot deny that he is a handsome guy, let alone deny that he is interested in you now."

Lily's determination puzzled me, I frowned, "Lily, where did you get the confidence to be so sure that he is interested in me, even if he has some interest in me, it's not what you think, it should be that he knows Seeing that I saw him making out with his girlfriend, he got a little annoyed and wanted to tease me, I can see that Damon is a man with a very messy relationship between men and women."

"In other words, Damon should be a veteran in love." I think Lily's thinking can no longer be judged by common sense.

Under her expectant eyes, I had no choice but to cater to her, "You can also say that."

Suddenly, Lily grabbed my arm and said to me solemnly, "Baby Tammy, have you ever liked anyone?"

Although I was puzzled, I still shook my head honestly.

She continued to ask, "Then do you think any boy is good?"

I looked around at my communication and shook my head again.

Lily continued to ask, "Then what kind of person do you think you will be with in the future?"

Hearing this question, thinking of my identity as a vampire werewolf, I am afraid that I will not be able to live with anyone in this life, unless that person has the same special identity as me, maybe it can be a vampire, and then inexplicably, that person appeared in my mind. The man's shadow, I became irritable again, so I shook my head decisively.

"So, Tammy, you can actually try to date Damon. Your current situation really worries me. Isn't college supposed to be a time to enjoy being in love? But look at you, life is so boring, it really makes me Sad. Perhaps in the eyes of Easterners, a once in a lifetime love is perfect, but in the United States, it is wrong, a once in a lifetime love will make you lose a lot of fun, and such a situation is almost impossible. And Damon, I think he is a very attractive man, I think he is a man with a story, maybe there is a deep affection hidden under his unruly? If he is really a bad man, then I I believe that according to your personality, you will definitely not fall in love with him, as long as you protect yourself when you are rational and still have some hesitation; but if he is a good person, then you will experience a good relationship, which will be a good job Of course, the first thing we need to determine is whether he has severed all relations with those women at present."

I looked at Lily again with the eyes of an alien, what did she say, she also thought that Damon was dangerous, why did she let me try it.

Perhaps seeing the question in my eyes, Lily sighed, "I don't deny that I am attracted to him, but I see you in his eyes, so I have to pretend to tease the ambiguity between you, but my My gut tells me he won't let you down, but maybe I'm wrong. It's just that if I don't say that, I think it's going to be hard for me to get out of my little fantasy about him."

I stared at Lily with wide eyes, she was saying to Damon, no, how come, she is so beautiful, how could she fall in love with that worthless man, not to mention that Damon is still a vampire, no matter what I will not let In any relationship between them, I can guarantee that I won't hurt her, but I have to be on guard against Damon.

After saying these words, Lily backed away as if exhausted, she shook her head, "Yes, you are right, Damon is a dangerous person, you have never been in a relationship, it is better not to touch it, just treat it like I am today Don't say anything, good night." Then she walked slowly to her bed like an old lady, slowly pulled the quilt away, and then lay down with her back to me.

I just kept looking at Lily's back in a shocked posture. The sudden news made me unable to think. When I finally woke up, I saw her sideways body refusing to talk. I took two steps and stopped abruptly. .

I still looked at her, determined in my heart, no, I can't put Lily in any danger, that Damon, if he comes to pester him again, let him know who is the leader of this game.

After lying down, even though the moon was high, I still tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep, "What are you thinking?" A detailed question came from the side, and it turned out that Lily was not asleep either, so I replied, "That man."

She sat up suddenly, looked at me, I looked at her, and asked slowly, "Can I try to accept him?"

Lily was obviously stunned for a moment, and then nodded firmly, "Tammy, you are a friend I care about, I always hope you can be happier, and Damon is not a man I can control, I am also selfish when I say it , but it may be because I didn't fall in love with him, so I gave up so easily without even fighting for him."

Then Lily pulled back the covers and got into my bed, and we finally fell asleep together.

Greeting Lily's smile and waking up, I feel very happy.

It's just that when I saw the expected man in the last row during class, my heart was still a little complicated.After class, I received Lily's encouraging eyes and met Damon's focused eyes. I walked up to him and held my head high. "I have something to tell you."

He showed a surprised expression, but it made me full of displeasure.

I walked to the bottom of the big tree with him behind, I turned around and asked blankly, "Damon, why are you following me?"

He took a step forward shamelessly and said ambiguously, "You know."

I subconsciously took half a step back, trying to stabilize my mind, "You also know that I don't like a man who is always in a hurry like you."

He spread his hands, "No, from the moment I saw you again, there was only you."

I lowered my head and looked at the grass on the ground in a panic. I couldn't let him see through my mood at the moment. I cheered up again and again in my heart, and finally raised my head when I thought I was ready, and tried to raise my chin slightly, "I'll give you this once Chance, but the rules of the game are up to me, if you dare to betray me during the game, I’m afraid you won’t be able to bear my anger, and it’s still too late for you to repent.” I opened my eyes wide, stabilized my trembling body, and tried my best to maintain my haughty expression. Posture, I can't let people see the uneasiness in my heart, no matter what state of mind I have towards him at the moment, after all, this is the first time I accept a man, so how can this not make me afraid?

Damon looked at me deeply, and then laughed, it should be a very happy smile from the heart, he stretched out his hand to stroke my hair blown by the wind on my forehead, I turned my head to escape his approach, he He laughed again, "Did you agree to accept me just now, why did you refuse now?" The words were full of jokes.

I exhaled deeply, but when he stroked my forehead together again, I stiffened my body without any resistance.When his temperatureless hand touched my cold skin, my heart that had stopped beating seemed to move. I opened my mouth slightly and looked at him in surprise, but saw his bright eyes full of smiles. Look at me, only me.My face turned red slightly, "Tammy", he murmured softly, I saw him getting closer and closer, his hand had slipped to my chin, my nose was full of him Just when he was about to kiss me, I said, "I didn't allow you to kiss me." God knows how shy I am at this moment.

His face just stopped a centimeter away from me, he smiled again, full of pampering, his lips slowly slid towards my earlobe, biting the sensitive thing, spitting Said angrily, "Yes, my Majesty the Queen."

I opened my eyes and pushed him away suddenly, my heart was full of anger, Damon is really dangerous, even if I knew his promiscuity, I almost got lost under his offensive, I was very annoyed, why is this person so easy It affects my mood.As a vampire werewolf, I know that I have strong self-control, but why did I seem to be easily disintegrated when facing Damon?

No, I can't allow this to happen, I bit my lip, since you call me queen, I must not let you get any further from now on, you know Damon, I swear in my heart.

I looked at him angrily, "Damon, from now on, you can't get close to my body without my permission."

But he walked towards me regardless, which made me step back step by step, "Baby, I can't promise you this."

I was annoyed again, why I was turned upside down so easily when I clearly decided to take the lead, what should I do?

I am worried that I will start to care about him, and my care will not give up easily. I said that my emotions will expand many times than ordinary people. If I start to care about him a little bit, then I will want to completely possess him. He, even if it runs counter to my reason, I'm afraid I can't stop my domineering mood, but Damon is not a person I can control, so what will I do when the time comes?

The author has something to say: I haven’t written for a long time, and I can’t find the feeling at all. Let’s just read it. This piece is written inexplicably, so let’s take it easy. Slowly restore and update to get back the feeling.