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The other party didn't know the true meaning of Tao Zhi's words, and replied politely: "Thank you for your concern."

Perhaps because Tao Zhi's original intention of greeting the body was not so pure, he somehow felt a little embarrassed.

Tao Zhi was a little worried. He didn't expect that the blind date he added would speak in such a rigid way. He was not so cautious when chatting with his professor. When the topic got to this point, Tao Zhi gradually lost interest in the chat. He randomly picked out an emoji and sent it over, as if this short conversation was over.

Unknowingly, Tao Zhi tilted his body on the bed, half leaned against the head of the bed, and half lay on the bed. He put down his mobile phone and listened carefully to the movement downstairs.

Downstairs, several gardeners were repairing the plants in the garden. Tao Zhi could hear their faint and indistinct voices when they spoke, which was somewhat similar to the buzzing of bees.

Tao Zhi touched the quilt under him again. After thinking for a few seconds, he still made a decision. Like a thief, he tiptoed and quietly opened the balcony door. The cold air outside rushed in. Tao Zhi didn't feel cold. Instead, I felt that I was blown head-on by the cold wind, and I was sober.

He wanted to avoid being discovered as much as possible, but when he walked to the balcony, he realized that this idea seemed unlikely to come true, so Tao Zhi slowly straightened his back, and walked to the balcony as if nothing happened.

He found his old quilt that had been washed off on the balcony. Tao Zhi touched it with his hands, and it was still damp. Although there was sun outside, the sunlight was not strong, and the quilt felt cold to the touch, which was the same as his usual touch. It feels completely different.

Tao Zhi let go of the wet quilt in embarrassment. He glanced under the balcony, and then raised his eyes aimlessly. This area is full of villas for the rich, and each villa occupies a large area. Neighbors and There is also a considerable distance between neighbors, and you can even try to sing folk songs with your neighbors.

Tao Zhi saw a certain kind of red fruit hanging on the fruit tree of the opposite family, which was different from other houses, and it was very conspicuous. He couldn't help but look a few more times, trying to figure out what it was. It doesn't seem much like it, but after a closer look, I can see that it is a persimmon.

The persimmons that are full of trees are not picked, and the birds passing by are cheaper. Maybe the owner has not come back for a long time.

Tao Zhi counted, from left to right, the fourth villa was planted with persimmon trees.

Tao Zhi was taken aback. He didn't have much idea of ​​the extent of his memory loss before, and he didn't think it had much influence. Only today did he find out that he had forgotten the location of Yan Shu's family.

Yan Shu's house is opposite him, with two persimmon trees and three sweet-scented osmanthus trees behind it.

Strictly speaking, this is not Yan Shu's family, it can only be regarded as a property belonging to Yan Shu's family.

When Yan Shu was in junior high school, his parents planned to go abroad for a few years. Yan Shu didn’t plan to go abroad. Tao Zhi, a kid who was still in the third grade at the time, didn’t understand this concept. He thought that Yan Shu was abandoned by his parents and left alone in the at home.

Previously, he only knew that a child like himself would be abandoned, but he didn't expect that a good and smart brother like Yan Shu would be abandoned as well.

Tao Zhi was dumbfounded, his eyes had been big since he was a child, and when he was shocked, his eyes would open round. He looked at Yan Shu, then lowered his head and played with his fingers, but he still found it unacceptable and was unhappy all day long.

He was absent-minded, doing homework next to Yan Shu at night, and made several mistakes. Yan Shuxun was not serious about him, and Tao Zhi became anxious. He thought he was abandoned, but he met a better mother, brother and father I don't know if Yan Shu will meet him, what if he meets a bad person?

Tao Zhi felt that Yan Shu's head was not that smart anymore, at least compared to before, he must have been a little less smart, he was in trouble, and he still cared about his irrelevant homework.

Tao Zhi gritted his teeth and made a decision, and said to Yan Shu, "Brother, I'll adopt you."

Yan Shu lowered his head slightly and stared at him expressionlessly. Tao Zhi was nervously watched by him, and he stammered: "I... I, I have a lot of pocket money. It's fine to support you."

Yan Shu said, "Don't bribe me, you must do your homework well tonight."

Tao Zhi said "Ah" slowly, lost his temper, lowered his head and wrote a few answers with displeasure, then raised his head and said to Yan Shu: "Yes, follow me, I will not treat you badly."

Yan Shu pinched his cheek, but the strength of his strike was not serious, Tao Zhi was pinched in pain, and he yelled, Yan Shu said: "What are you thinking?"

Tao Zhi told him everything, and after he finished speaking, he promised that he would not spend his pocket money indiscriminately in the future, because he wanted to save the money for Yan Shu.

Yan Shu didn't laugh at Tao Zhi, but Tao Zhi felt that he just wanted to laugh, and it was the kind of calm expression that he was trying to hold back his laughter in order to protect the other party's self-esteem. Tao Zhi thought that Yan Shu disliked him because he had no money, so he almost cried , holding his breath and said: "You spend less, you will be invincible, it will be enough."

After Yan Shu explained it clearly to him, Tao Zhi couldn't bear the shame and indignation. Although Yan Shu protected Tao Zhi's fragile self-esteem and didn't say it out loud, Yan Shu would occasionally bring up this matter in private afterwards. Every time I feel ashamed, my skin is so thin that I have no place to hide, I can only feel annoyed secretly.

Perhaps it was Tao Zhi's words that inspired Yan Shu. After his parents went abroad, he moved across from Tao Zhi's house.

Tao Zhi inexplicably felt that his mood had turned bad. He couldn't explain the reason. He would do this before, and it usually happened when he accidentally remembered something about the past. The clearer he remembered, the less likely he was to be deceived by himself.

He held onto the railing of the balcony nervously, Tao Zhi felt a little cold, and he didn't know whether it was the wind that made him cold, or the cold railing under his palm made him feel cold, he really wanted to go back to the warm room He went in, but couldn't move, and there was a slight breathy sound of unknown meaning in his throat, which was a bit similar to the sound of choking.

Tao Zhi kept sending messages to his brain that he was very cold, which helped him catch a few breaths. After he stood for about 3 minutes, his legs began to regain consciousness, and Tao Zhi was able to get up and down from the balcony.

When Tao Zhi returned to the room, the first thing he did was to close the balcony door tightly. He gathered his clothes and opened the door after not staying for long.

Aunt Sun saw Tao Zhi running down the stairs, and yelled, "Run so fast, be careful not to fall."

Tao Zhi didn't respond to her, but just ran past her. Aunt Sun felt a little strange seeing his running away, so she called out again: "Where are you going?"

Tao Zhi came back this time, and he didn't look back and shouted, "I'll be right back!"

He ran to the opposite side of the street in one breath, running too fast, and could not stop bending over and coughing when he stopped. You can see the persimmon trees with their branches sticking out of the fence.

Tao Zhi looked on both sides of the street. There were not many people nearby. He was still very cautious. He walked around the fence for a few minutes before stopping. He measured the distance between himself and the persimmon tree, jumped up and picked the most The persimmon at the bottom.

The persimmon was already very soft. Tao Zhi looked at the persimmon in his hand, trying to find out the differences from his memory, but when he thought about it, his brain felt heavy. The more he thought about it, the more details he lost.

Tao Zhi can only think that the fruit of the tree should be the same every year, because the tree is loyal, but it's a pity that people are not.

Tao Zhi walked back slowly while kneading the persimmon. The persimmon was also cold. Tao Zhi walked home holding a cold persimmon. His fingers unconsciously punctured the skin of the persimmon, and some sticky juice stained him. finger.

Tao Zhi noticed it, he put his finger to his mouth to suck it distractedly, and split the persimmon whole, the soft and rotten flesh unfolded cruelly in Tao Zhi's hands like an autumn funeral.

The persimmons were still very sweet. After Tao Zhi finished eating the persimmons, he threw the remaining skins under the bushes in his garden, just like he did before, completing the process of eating persimmons.

There was a slight sound in Tao Zhi's ear, similar to the light sound caused by a rabbit skimming over the grass, and then a voice asked him, "What are you doing?"

Tao Zhi answered him in his heart, "I'm stealing your persimmons."

Tao Zhi would occasionally get angry with Yan Shu before, but Tao Zhi was a timid person, he would only do things that made him secretly happy, and only Tao Zhi himself knew about the bad things.

Tao Zhi clapped his hands and strode towards his home. He felt that he was in a much happier mood, as if the breath he held in his heart had been spat out fiercely. He felt light and light, and he ate more at night Drink half a bowl.

Dad drove him back after eating with him.

Before leaving, Aunt Sun made some egg yolk crisps for Tao Zhi, put them warm in a bento box, and packed two big boxes, for fear that Tao Zhi would not be able to eat enough.

Tao Zhi had been quietly sitting in the back row with his bento box in his arms. His father turned his head and glanced at him. Tao Zhi immediately raised his head and looked directly at the back of his head.

"Is mom still going on a blind date for you?" Dad didn't want to talk about it at first, but Tao Zhi reacted too quickly, so he had to say it.

Tao Zhi retracted his head, touched the bento box, and said "hmm".

Father and mother have always disagreed on this matter. He believes that Tao Zhi is still young and there is no need to worry about it. Father also wants Tao Zhi to stay by his side for a few more years. Still reluctant to part with his youngest son, his mother's anxiety made him feel a little weird, but he couldn't say exactly where the weirdness was.

Dad pretended not to care and said: "We don't need to worry about falling in love. The fate will come when it comes. If you don't like it, don't cooperate with mother."

Tao Zhi shook his head and said, "It's not forced."

Tao Zhi knew why his mother was so anxious, and he didn't feel particularly reluctant. He hoped that his mother could feel at ease.

The car soon arrived at the downstairs of Tao Zhi's house. Dad leaned out and took a look outside, and said with a little distaste, "Why don't you choose a bigger house?"

Tao Zhi didn't feel how small his house is now, he said, "It's just right, I can live comfortably by myself."

Dad didn't have much to say, the main thing was that Tao Zhi himself liked it.

Tao Zhi got out of the car and said goodbye to his father. He stood downstairs and watched the car drive away before turning around and entering the building.

So far, Tao Zhi is still in a very relaxed mood. He is holding two big boxes of egg yolk cakes in his hand, thinking that he will eat two before going to bed. He still has half a movie to watch, but the movie is a horror movie Tao Zhi hasn't decided whether he wants to finish watching it tonight.

Tao Zhi walked slowly. He approached the door of his house. He saw a person curled up against the door. Tao Zhi walked even slower. For a moment, he wondered if he had gone wrong, and looked at the door plate uncertainly. .

Tao Zhi's heart skipped a beat, the sensor voice-activated light was not sensitive enough, when the light turned on on his head a few seconds late, Tao Zhi's good mood was instantly shattered.

It is strictly stated.

Yan Shu was sitting by the door of his house with his eyes closed. He must have been sitting very uncomfortable. He was curled up in a corner of the wall. His long legs had nowhere to rest. On the door, because of the sudden light, he frowned impatiently.

Under the light, Yan Shu couldn't hide his tiredness, his face was dazzlingly white, he opened his eyes and blinked a few times uncomfortably, then slowly turned to look at Tao Zhi, his dark pupils were like a pool of still water, making Tao Zhi unconscious Swallowed a mouthful of saliva.

"You're back." Yan Shu curled his lips into a smile, his tone was very light, "It's raining outside."

It didn't rain on Tao Zhi's way back. He only remembered that when it was approaching evening, there was a torrential rain. Tao Zhi's heart skipped a beat, thinking that Yan Shu wouldn't be waiting at the door then, right?

Tao Zhi didn't move, he watched Yan Shu stand up from the ground, he rarely saw Yan Shu like this, Yan Shu has always been a very good kind of person, well-dressed and dignified, not like this now , the clothes became wrinkled because of the curled up posture, the hair was messy, and there was still a faint blue stubble on the chin that was hard to detect, looking decadent and fragile.

Yan Shu: "Did you get wet?"

Tao Zhi was a bit unable to handle this situation. He had imagined what to do if Yan Shu still came to him, but when it happened, Tao Zhi was not much better than a marionette.

Tao Zhi still answered him, but he shook his head and said, "It's not raining anymore."

Yan Shu laughed sullenly again, Tao Zhi thought it was nothing funny, he wanted to ask Yan Shu what he was laughing at, but felt that his question was a bit too stupid, so he simply told Yan Shu not to laugh.

"I'm wet." Yan Shu said softly, like some kind of beast that was drenched by the rain.

The author says:

Take in the heartbroken handsome guy in the rainy night