My baby tamer can't be the leader

When Osamu Dazai came out of the wash, I was taken aback for a moment, "Why are you still wearing a suit?"

The other party obviously just changed into a suit, except for not wearing a tie, there is almost no difference from before entering.

He showed hesitation, and asked me in a consulting tone, "Do you have a better style?"

"...?" What kind of question is this? It has nothing to do with what I like. He can sleep in a suit if he wants to, and it's not me. "I don't care."

As I said that, I jumped off the bed and saw this guy take half a step back inexplicably nervously, and sighed in my heart, I really never understand what this guy is thinking sometimes, "Come with me to eat something Bar."

"Hmm..." Osamu Dazai hesitated, "Should I eat it now? It might make my stomach feel uncomfortable later."

"No, it's not like I fell asleep immediately after eating." I simply stepped forward and grabbed him, and took some pastries from the dining car. After seeing his lack of interest, I simply took the food Feed him.

Is there any mistake, I originally asked for this guy, okay!Hospice care belongs to...

How should I put it, although I feel that at this point in time, I probably can't change the ending he decided for himself without exposing the other world. After all, this guy has always been awkward and paranoid. He pulled it back, let alone me who was just getting to know him.

All I can do is to leave him with a little more...slightly less bad memories.

It actually has nothing to do with what he thinks, maybe I just want to... do something within my power, so that I can have a clear conscience.

The young leader was like a picky cat eating the pastries slowly from my hand. He could eat a small piece of pastry for about half a minute, and told me with a embarrassed face that he ate it after only eating two pieces. I was full, and after struggling for a moment inexplicably, I held my knuckles and tried to stick out the tip of my tongue.

I was taken aback by the touch from my fingertips, and withdrew my hand directly, "What are you doing?"

Osamu Dazai looked at me innocently for a while, then whispered, "Clean it up for you?"

"Don't make a surprise attack." After sighing helplessly, I tried to coax him again, "Eat more?"

The little cat started to stretch out its paws to paw at me, as if it was not enough after eating the food that was fed, and wanted to rub the poop shoveling officer to pet the service cat, "No more, I have eaten a lot."

It's not enough to get between the teeth!

Seeing that the communication was fruitless, I simply grabbed Osamu Dazai and gave him some more food. He was a little reluctant at first, but then he gave up struggling and just looked at me with aggrieved eyes full of accusations.

Because he took off the bandages on his eyes when he was taking a bath, those kite eyes looked at me at close range without hindrance, the beauty was thrilling.

I even think that in the box of gems he gave me before, there is not even a single one that is more beautiful than his pupil color.

It is a texture very close to gemstones. At first glance, it is beautiful and strong, cold and alienated, but upon closer inspection, it hides a fragile and fragile meaning. The restrained dazzling brilliance can only be obtained through certain Specific angles and lighting can only be seen one or two.

Because he was right in front of me, I simply raised my hand and touched his face, but this guy backed away a meter with a whoosh, and protested in a weak tone, "Not now, your stomach will feel uncomfortable after eating just now Yes, wait a minute, okay?"

I slowly typed out a question mark, and after reviewing this guy's reaction, I suddenly felt suffocated——fuck, fuck you.

"Did you misunderstand something?" I said blankly, "When I said sleep with me, I meant it literally, not a verb."

Dazai Osamu's expression at this moment is quite wonderful, it was unbelievable at first, and then immediately turned into resignation with regret mixed with joy, and raised his hand to slightly cover the lower half of his face, so that I couldn't see his expression clearly, " ...Ah, sorry, I'm not..."

He seemed to struggle for a moment, "If you are concerned about my thoughts, I actually—"

"I don't want to." I interrupted him immediately, "I don't have a hobby of forcing others."

After a short pause, I couldn't help but add, "And if the person I've been with disappears within a few days, I'll have a little psychological barrier... For example, I sacrificed so much and you still choose a dog belt, I'd think you were scorning my charm."

Osamu Dazai suddenly showed a distraught expression. If he really had cat ears, he must have drooped his head perfectly at this moment. He said in a breathy tone, "I'm sorry..."

"There is no need to be sorry." I couldn't help stuffing a small biscuit into my mouth again, "After all, I am just a stranger to you, right? But it doesn't matter, I now declare that you are very successful in doing good deeds every day, and I will definitely Will repay you in your afterlife."

For example, let's not retaliate against him for the good things he did in the age of darkness...

I'm not sure if he'll see it as a blessing or a curse, but it's the reality anyway.

Sure enough, this guy started to push him as expected, "Wow, is this a curse?"

"Yes, you can take it as a curse." I mumbled and stuffed him another small piece.

He didn't show off his acting skills this time, he just ate the snack obediently.

After guessing that Osamu Dazai could hardly eat anymore, I ran to wash my hands, dragged the quiet and excessive Osamu Dazai back into the room, pushed him to the side of the bed, and started to blow his hair.

After feeling for a while that this guy stayed up late every day, but his hair volume was still so enviable, I turned off the hair dryer, and when he was still silent without saying a word, I smiled in front of him He waved his hand, "Why? Feeling that your charm has been denied?"

It turned out that the guy was obviously back in emo time, and I grabbed his shoulders before he could speak, and pushed him back, causing him to fall on his back.

Ah, this is sulking.

"I can't sleep." He raised his face like this, put one hand on his forehead, his expression was downcast, "I can stay with you until you fall asleep."

'As soon as I close my eyes, I feel like I am in the eyes of the polar sea. At that time, my memories are full of...unbearable things, memories from other times and feelings of cold pain It made me almost forget to breathe, but when I opened my eyes, I just jumped from one despair to another, and I couldn't escape from the cage of this world no matter what. '

This is what Dazai once described to me when he was still the leader. I think, in these few days, maybe he will still be victorious.

After sighing resignedly, I began to take off his suit and vest. The young leader almost immediately put down his hand covering his eyes, and looked at me with a frightened face, "Miss Xia?"

"I've been wanting to say it since just now. It's such a weird name. Call me Xiaoqi." While unbuttoning his clothes, I held my wrist vaguely in his direction, seemingly stopping him but actually not He curled his lips speechlessly, "Where are your pajamas, change into your pajamas."

"But……"

"No but, sir, please keep your promise. You are mine these few days." The high-end suit on his body was extremely difficult to take off. For the sake of appearance, the buttons were quite difficult to untie, and I managed to untie them all. Looking around for a while, "Is there any in the closet?"

His beautiful lips opened and closed silently, and finally gave up struggling, "There should be."

I jumped off him and found brand new pajamas from the closet. Watching Dazai Osamu slowly start to unbutton his shirt, as if he was unbuttoning twelve sheets, he abruptly showed me some rituals feel.

Halfway through the solution, he suddenly paused for a moment, and said somewhat unconfidently, "Shall I go inside and change it?"

I actually want to say that I saw him all four years ago, and there is nothing to cover up now, but thinking that the little mackerel still has to face when he grows up, he simply turned around and went out of the room, and ran outside , By the way, he looked at his office environment for a while.

Just like four years ago, all the materials on his desk are still mixed and piled together. It looks neat and tidy, but in fact there is no adjustment at all. If someone else is in a different order, he may be confused by his sorting method. .

I didn't see the glass curtain wall at all, and the inside was completely blocked by the bulletproof steel plate, so I couldn't see the outside scene at all.

There are no other windows, and it's basically a complete secret room... almost like a princess in a tower.

"This can be opened." Osamu Dazai, who had already changed his clothes, slowly walked out from the inner room.

After standing still by my side, he asked me softly, "Xiaoqi... want to look outside?"

Dazai Osamu's aura in his pajamas was a little lighter, a little less aggressive and a little more fragile than when he was wearing a suit, and compared to the notorious leader of the port Mafia, he should be at the age of college At this moment, he is more like an ordinary youth.

Without the spikes all over her body, she just calmly reveals her inner self.

"But, isn't it dangerous? Many people want your life or something..."

"Ah, because it's a very important time recently." He explained, "In order to make the plan perfect, I cleared all the nails that were ambushing in Yokohama before. There is no safer time than now."

While explaining that, Osamu Dazai walked to the side and turned off the lights in the room, and at the moment when the room fell into darkness, he opened the shutters in front of the French windows.

The lights below leaked in from bottom to top in an instant, and my gaze slowly passed over the woven street lamps, and landed on the hotel where I stayed not long ago, and my mood was somewhat indescribable.

Especially when I saw Osamu Dazai leaning against the wall alone, with his eyes slightly lowered, not intending to look outside, I sighed again in my heart.

Since it is hospice care, let's care to the end.

I slowly walked up to the young leader, and as he looked over, I gently stretched my hand through his arm and hugged his slimmer waist than I remembered.

"At least these few days, please stop showing such lonely eyes, Dazai."

After a moment of silence, he slowly hugged me back, so hard that I was a little uncomfortable.