My baby tamer can't be the leader

In fact, I was a little worried at the beginning that this guy would sneak away after I fell asleep. Not only would this not have the effect of resting, but it would only make him force himself to pretend to be mental, which would have the opposite effect Yet?I don't like it.

Because of this, I simply asked Osamu Dazai to promise me that I would never sneak away in the middle of the night, and I would never run away early in the morning.

Although he always likes to play word games, he is able to fulfill the actual requirements to the exacting degree... Except for a few cases, it's just that such trivial matters don't need to consider unexpected situations, right?

Because of this, when I woke up early the next morning, I had a deep understanding of what a real appearance crit is.

Compared with the alienated expression that he always likes to wear, the young man with his eyes closed at this moment has soft black hair curled and scattered on his cheeks, his brows are stretched, and his expression is peaceful.

This person always has an elusive divinity when his eyes are open, but when his eyes are closed, his human side has the upper hand.

The detached sense of being far away from the world fades away, just like the bright moon hanging high in the sky far away from the sky suddenly fades away the mist that has gathered on it for many years. The beauty is so straightforward, so warm and without a trace of edge.

The moment I stretched out my hand to the other party subconsciously, the young leader opened his tired eyes that were just waking up, and after looking at me again, he closed them again as if realizing something. Eye.

"Do you... want to sleep for a while?" I asked in surprise.

I'm really flattered that this guy slipped away without opening his eyes.

"Well, no." He replied hesitantly, "but it would be better if I closed my eyes, right?"

Because I really don't understand what this guy is thinking about writing all day long, and I don't want to understand his amazing and suffocating brain circuit, so I directly asked, "Why?"

"Ah..." Dazai Osamu responded subconsciously, but he didn't know how to continue, and he pursed his lips after a while, "Because, it looks better this way, right?"

This... I know every single Japanese, but why can't I understand it together?

Perhaps aware of the confusion I was about to overflow, he explained in a low voice, "Because there is a saying that 'the eyes are the windows to the soul'? If you like this look...I don't want to affect you because of it."

Don't look at your body and your inner self so abruptly!Isn't this you too? !And don't be so sure that your inner self is so unbearable!Being very considerate in this kind of place will only make me unable to hold back my desire to complain, okay!

But after all, I still understand this guy's strange literary temperament. I just took a deep breath and gave up the idea of ​​persuading him from this aspect, because if I try to persuade him now, he will only be sure that I really value him more Your face...don't ask me why I know, I just know, shit.

"You know." I propped up my upper body on my elbows, raised my hand and poked his cheek, "If you were really a perfect person in terms of appearance and character, I wouldn't have Close to you."

He opened his eyes suddenly, looked at me blankly, as if judging my expression for a while, he hesitated, "Why?"

"I can answer you with many reasons, such as the impossibility of true perfection in this world, or the fact that perfection will only bring a sense of distance, but I want to pick a reason... that is not so 'perfect'." I leaned closer deliberately Pecking at his subconsciously closed eyelids, "Because human xp is free, I just like incomplete beauty!"

Dazai Osamu: "..."

He obviously couldn't accept this reason for a while, and after being stuck for a while, he asked again, "Why?"

"With the incomplete part, the beautiful place will be more shining."

"But maybe it's just because..." Osamu Dazai subconsciously clenched the bed sheet, "Xia... Xiaoqi, you just don't know me well enough."

"If you knew what people thought of me—"

"What does other people's evaluation of you have to do with me?" I asked confusedly, "Haven't you realized that I am a person who does my own way, and what other people think is none of my business? Ah, speaking of it, I agree with Armed Detective Mr. Ranpo over there said, 'If it suits me, everything will be fine'."

He was speechless for a moment, then suddenly said, "Then, do you want to see how I usually work?"

Almost immediately after he uttered this sentence, Osamu Dazai regretted it, "Sorry, this is still—"

"Okay." I didn't give him a chance to take back my preface, so I agreed, "Anyway, there's nothing else to do?"

As a result, after being stunned for a moment, this guy in turn persuaded me hesitantly, "There are only seven days, you can use me as much as you want, there is no need to waste time like this."

He began to promote himself again, saying that even if I don't want to use the power of the port Mafia to achieve my goals to prevent my real identity from being revealed, then he can directly provide me with feasible solutions to achieve my goals.

I thought about it for a while, and consulted him seriously, "Then how can I convince you that I don't just like your face, I like you as a whole, and I only hope that you can live well in these seven days?" How about a little easier?"

Osamu Dazai even stopped breathing at that moment, and his kite-colored eyes were full of disbelief as if he heard something that he couldn't understand at all. After a long while, he almost whispered to me, "Do you want to Are you on two boats...?"

"..." There is no way to communicate with this person!

After being speechless for a while, I rolled my eyes at him, and simply turned around and stopped looking at him.

In the end, he became a little panicked instead, and the whole standard Sakura girl leaned up and tried to stick to me, "Sorry, I didn't mean to accuse you."

He even said indiscriminately, "I actually don't mind this aspect very much. No, it should be said that I don't have the kind of moral sense that normal people should have. Many things that ordinary people seem to be unacceptable are unacceptable to me. It's very common, so I won't look down on you because of it, not to mention you said your boyfriend forgot you, right?"

As this guy spoke, his voice gradually became slightly aggrieved as I showed no intention of turning around, "Don't tell me Xiaoqi, do you care about him so much? He treats you like that. Is it okay to just deny him starting a new relationship?"

Although I am actually not angry when I hear half of it now, and I even have to hold back to stop myself from laughing wildly. To be honest, it is quite hard work. I have to clench my fists to forcefully suppress this impulse. Now It's just a whole regret why I didn't bring a recorder...

By the way, is he that nervous? I feel that my movements are quite obvious, but he didn't notice it?

Osamu Dazai paused for a while, and then said gloomily, "But no matter what, I am the most...inappropriate choice, and I don't have much time left."

"But according to what you said." I couldn't hold back anymore, and after taking a few breaths, I tried to tease him seriously, "You are the most suitable choice."

"why?"

"Huh? Isn't that obvious." I said, "Leaving no traces and no worries."

The young leader seemed to be stunned for a moment, and finally I couldn't help but slapped him with a laugh, "Don't get entangled in such a mess, did you fall asleep last night?"

The other party was obviously still struggling with the last topic, and asked me with a frown, "Why are you so persistent?"

Because if you don't insist, you will make trouble when you go back!Although it must be fun, if you tease him in this kind of thing, you will definitely be retaliated. Even if I am not afraid, I don't really want to see him completely emo to completely lose the highlight... This guy will really be negative for a long time , for the sake of the mental health of me and my friends, I think I still have to persevere.

"Because this is my promise." I chose a reason that he couldn't find fault with, and answered him calmly.

……

What a... enviable answer.

Osamu Dazai lowered his eyes, looking at Xia Qi who was turning sideways looking forward to him. There was a smile on the other side's face thinking of something interesting. It was pure and clear, which was not the case in a place like Mafia, the port. A smile you can't see.

Did you think of something?It's like a memory, and it's like an imagination... Is it something related to her boyfriend?

How could you not mind?

Osamu Dazai almost wanted to sigh.

Before he became a cadre, many women in high positions in other powers who "professed to be celibate" cast him such an olive branch, but he hated it to the extreme. Compared with the complacency of being admired and favored by the opposite sex, he felt more It's more of an offense... No, it's not dissatisfaction with being in two boats. Apart from morality, this dissatisfaction is more based on a possessive desire, but the two are to him It doesn't exist - he is just wondering, what kind of self-aware guy is it that he thinks he can hide it from him?Or do you feel that you are worth the sacrifice he made?It's ridiculous.

But the woman in front of him obviously didn't hide this at all, and he actually cared so much.

Even though she said that her boyfriend had left her for several years, and maybe even forgot her, he still couldn't let go of the traces left in his heart, and even if she showed a little reminiscence on her face, he would be hurt because of this. feel unhappy.

But she looked at him clearly without much desire, and her expression was quite calm when she talked about those easily misleading remarks, maybe it was because of cultural differences, or she really preferred to be straightforward To narrate, or...he expected it from the bottom of his heart, almost instinctively, so he deliberately confused the meaning of her words.

It seemed that Osamu Dazai had been silent for too long, and the other party stretched out his hand helplessly, and naturally held his cheek, looking at his expression, "Have you been up all night again? Can't you sleep?"

"No." He lowered his eyes subconsciously, avoiding her gaze, "I was just thinking... I would."

"what?"

"I would like to believe you, even if you once... said something similar to another person."

"???"