My baby tamer can't be the leader

Because I was too upset, I directly pushed Dazai Osamu off when he suddenly widened his eyes, and finally found a reason to say angrily, "Why do you like to doubt me so much? Since you are so unwilling to believe me, there is no need to continue." Force yourself, Dazai-sama?"

……

Osamu Dazai panicked almost instantly. Although he knew that his lover might just want to be angry with him, so he just found a reason to make use of it, but it also showed that she was really holding back her anger... probably because she was Bullying a little too much?But obviously he can't be blamed for this, after all, for him, this is something that he has no experience for reference?

Although he has never had the experience of coaxing people, it is very easy for him to win the favor of others. He just knelt on the soft wool carpet beside the bed with one knee in the posture of being thrown down, hanging down pitifully. With my eyelids closed, I exhaled softly, "I'm sorry, I just... have never been so caring about someone, so..."

As he spoke, he forcibly suppressed the jealousy and killing intent that roiled in his heart, choosing and choosing words in the softest language amidst the mud-like malice, "After all, even this good feeling Maybe it's something I stole too...I'm sorry for who I am, for having such a despicable start."

Xia Qi's face showed a bit of helplessness, and she subconsciously said, "It's not what you think—forget it, you don't believe it anyway, so you can think whatever you want, anyway, I don't want to watch it now your turn."

It's so fierce, it's hard to coax if you are angry, Osamu Dazai suddenly remembered his past judgments, and tentatively tried to hook the other's little finger, but she snorted and withdrew her hand vigilantly.

But...it's really cute, even when it's angry, it looks so cute, is this the so-called filter?

If it was a girl here, her personality would definitely be softer, right?Are the girls across the sea so assertive and determined to win?

Osamu Dazai melancholy imagined that the other party was wearing a kimono and greeted him longingly at the entrance, and then felt extremely pessimistic that maybe he would go to women's clothing without being glanced at with speechless eyes than expecting that she would agree to do so higher……

But if it was changed to before, when he had been depressed here for so long, Xia Qi would have leaned over to comfort him with a face full of helplessness, but now the other party not only had no intention of comforting him at all, but calmly raised his hand. He pointed in the direction of the door.

Does this mean that if you get it, you will not be cherished?Or is this the way he gets along with each other afterwards?This is too tragic, is he a waste in the future?

Although her attitude does not imply a half lie, but she obviously did not forge her words to annoy him when she said 'past', especially this unidentified goodwill... How could he not care about it?

The reason why he didn't intend to ask the other party before was just because he felt... Since he has already decided his own destiny, what difference does it make if he knows or doesn't know?

But now everything is different from before, just like the little fox before being tamed by the little prince is just a little fox that has nothing special among thousands of little foxes, but after being tamed, everything It's all different from before, everything should be different from before—Osamu Dazai even felt aggrieved because of this thought, he lowered his eyes, feeling extremely sad for the indifference of the 'owner' who didn't intend to take responsibility.

……

"What am I to you?" I saw Osamu Dazai lying on the edge of the bed, and asked me with his face almost sad, "Is it a burden? Or is it a past that was not needed? You want to throw me back into time Is it in the gap?"

I:……

No, is it so difficult for me to get angry with you? ?You come here to coax me, act like a baby, give me a step down, do you want me to teach you this kind of thing? ?You are so delicate!

But seeing this guy really shed tears silently... It wasn't even crying, because his expression was as if it had been programmed from beginning to end, as if it hadn't changed a bit, it was just clear Drops of water fell from his eye sockets, as if he didn't even realize that he was crying.

This is too guilty...

I sighed, and raised my hand to wipe away the tears for him, "Do you care so much?"

"I won't ask any more." He whispered, "Don't be angry with me, even if you are angry with me, don't leave me, don't drive me away, okay?"

It's so pitiful, so pitiful, I'm like some kind of bully bullying Xiao Baihua!But the truth is not like that at all!It's obviously this guy who was threatening me just now, right? ?

"Forget it, I don't know if you can remember this, it's just..." I tried to put it another way, and briefly described that it was him I did see four years ago, and he was in the book I lost this memory due to the influence of my heart, but the other party obviously still couldn't receive such a message, so I could only choke up again, and at the same time, began to doubt whether Dazai did it on purpose.

This is also set up too seamlessly, it's hard to explain if it's not intentional!You don't have to be so hard on yourself, right? !

Osamu Dazai frowned, combined with the movement of him kneeling on one knee beside the bed at this moment, I always had the illusion that I was the villain, and he was the villain's most trusted pony... As for the princess and the knight, the main thing is The interior decoration of his room is very cold and windy. Except for some items brought by me, there is almost no trace of human habitation. Which princess's room is like this?And if I have to say it, I think he is more like a princess!

But this time he was silent for a little longer than I expected, and the expression on his face was even more difficult than before. His beautiful eyebrows and eyes were almost empty looking at a certain place in the sky, only the stars in the light color Only a little bit of firelight can make me realize that he is not simply in a trance, but is resisting some kind of almost irreversible force.

"Is it because...some reason that I can't tell me for the time being?" He asked softly, "Is it because you can't tell me, or have you already said it?"

"I've already said it." I sighed.

Hearing this, this guy immediately showed a distorted expression of being very concerned about it, but it was probably because I just gave him a hard time, so he only dared to respond very softly in his place, as if he had committed a crime. It was the same as a kitten who was grabbed by the back of the neck by mistake but still wanted to fight with himself in the mirror.

Seeing that Osamu Dazai has accepted this cruel fact, I calmly pointed at the door again, "Calm down? Go out when you calm down."

The young leader let go for a moment, stretched out his hand to hold my wrist not confidently, fluttered his eyelashes up and down like a butterfly flapping its wings, and whispered softly, "Don't drive me away, I will be obedient."

He even bit my fingertips lightly without a teacher, and looked at me pitifully, "I'm just an innocent kitten, sorry, after all, I've been wandering alone for so long and come into contact with so many strange things." Weird people, and learned a lot of bad habits because of it.”

The other party even gasped, "If Xiaoqi is upset, can you beat me up, or do you want to teach me? It's very convenient?"

Seeing that this guy is getting more and more outrageous, he even proudly showed off his super learning ability, and said that he has no personal hobbies, is extremely malleable, and can be kneaded by me at will... What kind of words are these? !Are you speaking Japanese? !This Japanese doesn't seem very serious, does it? !

I directly showed him on the spot what it means for an old man in the subway to look at his mobile phone, "Who wants it!! I don't have that kind of hobby!!"

Osamu Dazai thought for a while, and changed his rhetoric, "It's okay, there will be a running-in period at the beginning of every relationship? I just hope that this period of time will pass quickly, so there is no need to be burdened? All according to Xiaoqi you Just come as you like."

How scary, you guy!Who would use this method to skip the running-in period? !

Especially when he suggested, not half-jokingly, "If you don't like the character I'm showing now—"

"Stop, stop for me!" I was almost overwhelmed by Osamu Dazai, "I just like natural ones, don't mess with me!"

Anyway, no matter how much he pretended, the smell of black mud couldn't disappear out of thin air, so it was right to deceive his ears.

However, Osamu Dazai obviously didn't have any compulsions in this regard, or he deliberately ignored it, and just looked at me with bright eyes, "Huh? So... is this meaning that even I can accept now? Not just Because this body—”

I interrupted him mercilessly, "That still has a little relationship."

Seeing that a question mark obviously appeared on Osamu Dazai's head, and then he changed into a tearful and sad expression at a speed that made me dizzy. Then he said, "After all, if you were not good-looking, you might have been beaten to death before you saw me."

He was completely interrupted by my telling the truth, and after a moment of silence, he muttered unhappily, "Why mention others at this time? It's too much."

Where is your point of attention? !Is that the point? !If you don't like the hypothesis, just ignore it, right? !

The leader, who was obviously a successful person before, seemed to have completely lost the burden of his image at this moment. He lay on my bed and reached out to touch the back of my hand furtively with his fingertips. He re-emphasized, "So, this is what I can accept even now, right?"

"If you dare to make the assumption that I'm the kind who would marry someone out of sympathy, you can just get out and not be within three meters of me for a month."

"It's too much!" He showed a weeping expression, "How can I let the newlywed husband die directly! It's so vicious!"

For a while, I even subconsciously recalled that I just told him to get out of here instead of letting him jump from here... Well, I began to suspect that his Japanese is a fake, "I just let you leave me alone!"

"But..." Osamu Dazai said softly, "Letting the fish out of the water for a month, isn't that equivalent to a death sentence?"

I thought about it, and answered him very sincerely, "According to your vitality, I think you should be able to learn how to learn from mudskippers, leaving the water for a month or something..."

Osamu Dazai was obviously almost pissed off by me, he just buried his head in the sheet like a big cat and refused to get up, even if I raised my hand to poke it, he just grunted twice.

But because the soft black hair really feels good to the touch, I happily rubbed him twice as if I were touching a real cat, and the other party let me run along the hair, taking advantage of my good mood Suixie stretched out his paws to wrap around my wrist, like a real cat, quietly stretched out the tip of his tongue and licked my palm, which gave me a shock.

The culprit looked at me innocently, "Don't be angry, after all, I'm just your kitty? Meow?"