My baby tamer can't be the leader

The leader standing by the window fell into silence again, and after a long while he felt a bit broken, half leaning on the floor-to-ceiling glass window and looking at me, "The blessing I said—that's not my excuse. "

After saying this, Osamu Dazai turned his head and looked out of the window with a downcast expression, "As for the others, they are not that important."

Immediately afterwards, he stopped talking, like a clam shell that was completely opened, even if it was pecked twice, it was just a shell that shrunk its soft flesh aggrievedly.

I think if it wasn't for the limited conditions, he would even want to hang a sign saying "cafeteria" or "eat me" on himself...

I have nothing to do with him. If he doesn't want to say it, can I press his head and force him to say it?I have said that I usually don't care about other people's feelings at all.

The reason why he wants to press Dazai Osamu now is because he is afraid that he will get into the corner of his own head. After all, if this guy gets into the end, he can't think about it. He will definitely make trouble, and everyone will think about it with him!

Maybe I can judge from the content of his work during this period, but I really don't want to read his work documents unless I have to... It's not a question of whether his handwriting is good or not, but that there are too many and too efficient Come on guy!And who the hell wants to watch something completely unnecessary while on vacation? ?

If I am really forced to watch this kind of thing in the end, Dazai will wait and see for me after I go back!How many copies I read will isolate him from me for as many days!

At this time, we should see who can't hold back first. Although this guy's words are nice, his body is usually much more honest than his words... How should I put it, it's like when he caught a cold when he was a child , even though he said 'contagious' and refused to look at me under the quilt, but when I had a whim, I stood in the door and pretended to go out by myself. After closing the door, I saw the other party with a happy face The crying expression showed his head again, like a gloomy little mushroom pulled out from the field after the rain, or the poisonous one.

...Wait, wait for me, I suddenly felt something wrong, if this guy is wearing it, how old are you mentally? !Reverse growth, right?

Forget it, those who will settle accounts with him when they go back, the immediate question is what is Osamu Dazai planning to hide.

Thinking of this, I squinted my eyes, stretched out my hand to him, and decided to retreat, "Then, where is my gemstone?"

Osamu Dazai was stunned for a moment, showing a hurt expression almost subconsciously, but he insisted not to show it, but raised his hand and handed me a tightly sealed small box. Lips answered me, "Inside."

He stared at my fingertips almost non-stop, obviously caring to the extreme, but he deliberately pretended to be generous, and even made a "please" gesture to me in a very personable manner .

...Actually, I have a little bit of doubt about what is in it. According to his personality, he put a fake gemstone that is exactly the same as Pandora in it, and then pretended to be surprised when I was not teleported back. Maybe!

It may be that my doubtful eyes were too obvious, Osamu Dazai obviously became angry from embarrassment, and the big mackerel began to spit out black mud, "That's right, it's only natural that Xiaoqi would not believe me, right? Then , since you don't believe me so much..."

"Are you regretting faster than I thought?" I shook the small box in my hand up and down, and couldn't help sighing.

The other party immediately fell silent, as if trying to refute my "regret" statement with all his strength, the line of his lips was tightened, his hands were wrapped around his body, showing a gesture of resistance.

In front of him, I unhurriedly raised my hand to open the box. Osamu Dazai's gaze fluctuated violently almost instantly, but he just subconsciously took a step in my direction After that, it stopped abruptly in place again.

Although I'm really curious how far he can endure, or can he really do what he said to let go?

It's just that I still think it's more likely that he will go crazy, the only difference is that he either goes crazy now, or he goes crazy after I go back...

Because of this, I stopped what I was doing, and asked him slowly, "This is the last chance, so, are you really going to tell me?"

Osamu Dazai was silent for an exceptionally long time this time. He opened his lips several times, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he swallowed the words back into his throat without saying a word, until the minute hand on the wall swayed slowly. After two frames, he moved away from looking at my fingertips, and said softly, "Let's just say... It's enough for me to be the only troubled person."

"No." I calmly denied his rhetoric, "When you're troubled, you like Huo Huo others! If I really go back like this, you will definitely annoy me to death!"

He was so choked by me that he couldn't speak, and after a while he showed a bit of unwillingness, "I won't use this kind of reason to...condemn you, I promise."

I sneered, "Condemnation? What is condemnation? What is your definition of the word? Is it limited to words? There are no restrictions on actions and expressions? You promise that you will not vent your anger or cross the threshold with my left foot first. The reason is to make use of the topic? Or is it annoying that everyone other than me will not be safe, so they have to come to me? Don't follow me, I have seen too much."

Osamu Dazai showed an expression so ashamed and angry that he was about to inhale oxygen, he held his chest and took a deep breath for a while, obviously almost pissed off by me, "I won't--none of these!"

"Forget it." I curled my lips, and became a little impatient again, and my tone became a little less kind, "Are you going to say it or not?"

This time he hesitated much shorter than before, almost with a rare hint of anger, the young leader answered me in a low voice, "There are not enough rules to cross the barriers between worlds."

The other party leaned back against the glass curtain wall again, with a tired expression, "Maybe it will take a few days to find it all? Months? Years, or..."

I subconsciously tossed Pandora in my hand, "This?"

"I'm not sure if it has enough rules to take two people away." Osamu Dazai explained, "And, because you came from that world yourself, you left an anchor there, so you said you wanted to go back. If I want to use its power... I have to integrate it into the book."

"However, if that is the case, the nature of the anchor itself will be changed." He said, "It is very likely that it will not be able to bring you back. If its own energy is not enough, someone will always be left behind. , then it’s better to start from the very beginning...at least, I hope you can return to the world you want to go back to.”

I was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly remembered the scene of Dazai touching Pandora in another world with a book, "Wait a minute, but when the book and the gem come into contact, there should be a transition period, right?"

Osamu Dazai smiled, "That's right, but that doesn't make much sense."

Without waiting for me to ask, he went straight on, "Because I don't have any memory about crossing the world, so I'm not sure whether this anchor point will disappear when it takes effect. If so..."

"No." I interrupted him immediately, "Before I crossed over, I didn't actually have direct contact with this gem as a medium, but was affected when the book reacted to it... I think, It doesn't make sense that it's different here, right?"

"But." He laughed, "Are these just speculations?"

...Indeed, my understanding of books cannot be deeper than that of Osamu Dazai, and how can I not be afraid of this unknown probability?

"Go back, Xiaoqi." He advised me softly, "It's okay, since the ending is doomed, I just need to spend a little more time."

If you really think that way, then... don't look at me with such sad eyes.

He's really a guy who can't learn to be honest no matter what.