Loyal dog rule: Mr. Ji, please stay

If Shen Ning hadn't been thinking about such a person, how could he have waited for such a long time to come all the way to the present.

Many times, when he wanted to give up, the voice in his heart would tell him, wait a little longer, as long as he waits, everything still has a chance.

At that time, he still didn't want to give up.

Shen Ning always felt that there would be such an expectation deep in her heart.

He hadn't thought about it before, and felt that it was somewhat impossible to realize, but in fact it had already happened.

Even he himself doesn't know how to do all this now.

But if you want to say that he doesn't know anything, it's a bit simplistic.

As a person, he may not want anything, but when it comes to matters related to Ji Yun, even if he sacrifices his life, he must work hard for him once.

That is cause and effect, it cannot be explained clearly by a word of fate, what he has been thinking about is the past.

When the two first met, everything seemed to be the same, and he didn't think about the future at that time.

But anyone who feels that the things in front of him can be handled well is already a great satisfaction.

At that time, Ji's father hadn't left yet. Apart from the servants, Ji's father was in the whole family. .

He lives cautiously and fearfully every day. After all, he is dependent on others, and he is worried that whatever he does is wrong.

Many of his personalities were developed at that time, and he didn't dare to speak loudly, as if anyone could boss him around.

When Ji Yun is not around, only he knows what kind of status he is in the family.

Especially after going through a lot of things, he can feel more and more that everything that was waiting for him has changed.

It was completely different from before, he couldn't find the traces of the past, and he never thought about what he could have to be his own.

Everything he owns seems to be fruitless at this time, and he never wants to have his last pride wiped away.

Shen Ning can disguise himself so that no one will notice his little thoughts, because only in this way can he stay here and be by Ji Yun's side.

Maybe this is an easy thing for others, but it is very difficult for him.

He needs to work harder than others to achieve everything he wants.

And at that time, he didn't know what Ji Yun was thinking in his heart.

Shen Ning always felt that this was his own wishful thinking.

Even if at any time, Ji Yun thinks about it, he has to draw a line with himself. At that time, there will be no connection between the two of them.

In his world, there has always been only this one person.

No more, no more.

When Nan Xiao first met Shen Ning, she said that she would take him to see the most beautiful scenery, but later on, he was still alone, and she felt that it was better to be alone.

Because of this, there will be no scruples.

He didn't want to cause any unhappiness to himself at this time. You must know that from the very beginning, he was different from others.

Think too much, but can achieve a lot.

He always watched opportunities slip away from him, but he couldn't grasp them no matter what.

To be honest, he didn't like this feeling very much, but he seemed to have nothing to do.

Because it seemed that all the results were placed in front of him, making him unable to figure out what he wanted.

For a while, he was so obsessed with following Ji Yun's footsteps that he didn't look like himself anymore.

But it was only for a while, and later, he found himself.

According to his words, no matter how much he does, it may be too much in Ji Yun's eyes.

He can't see the no-mind that left, what about himself.

Rather than doing this, he might as well have done so much by himself. In the end, even if he didn't achieve anything, he still wouldn't feel that it was his responsibility.

Shen Ning and Ji Yun are sitting here eating quietly at this moment, but he is thinking of many things from the past.

At that time, he was still young and thought he could ignore it.

Later, I suddenly realized that even liking someone requires a method.

It is really rare for someone like him to succeed by mistake.

After all, he has no way out.

I never thought about turning back. After some words are said, it will be done if it is done, and if it is not done, then forget it.

He didn't intend to have any past. For him, this story is very long and needs a lot of time to think about it. In his heart, he also had such thoughts, and felt that he might not be able to do it.

But he is Shen Ning, and everyone will probably remember the way he used to go all out to love someone, so naturally he doesn't think it has anything to do with it.

It's just that the scenery in his eyes has always been this person.

It is his own world related to him.

When Ji Yun eats, he is usually very quiet.

He was originally from a good family background, and he carried a kind of temperament with his every move.

People who don't know will definitely be attracted by him.

But Shen Ning knew that under his well-dressed disguise, it was a posture aiming at the prey.

Those who are targeted by him are almost impossible to escape from his hands.

So, why can he walk around in the enterprise with ease, and when he does these things, no one will notice his inner thoughts at all.

This person is really good at pretending.

When Shen Ning first noticed it, it was also an accident.

From then on, he began to pay attention to Ji Yun, only to realize that this is really his skill.

Ordinary people really can't learn it. If you say that you are an enemy of such a person, that is really terrible.

You don't know what he is going to do, but he knows your mind very well.

Every move, you know what you are going to do.

In this way, all the conspiracies will be on the paper, and no one knows what you can do at this moment.

In this result, after the unexpected outside, how many things are left.

Occasionally, when Shen Ning thinks about it, he still feels that it's a good thing that the two of them haven't reached the point where they don't get along with each other. Otherwise, he must be the one who suffers.

Based on Ji Yun's style of doing things, I know that there will be no good fruit for him.

This person has never seemed like a person who would leave others a way out.

And he would not do something that would kill him.

He once said that for a period of time, he was immersed in the past and couldn't get out. No matter what others said, it was like something outside of him to him.

But only when Shen Ning's name was mentioned, he would seem to come alive.

It was at that time that he knew that this name had already inadvertently merged with his flesh and blood.

He can accept that he is not by his side, but he cannot accept that he disappears from his side forever.

Ji Yun is waiting, he believes that Shen Ning will come back.

Obviously at that time, the two of them hadn't expressed all their feelings clearly, but he was so determined.

As a person, he doesn't have any big ideas. Even after experiencing so many things, in his eyes, there are still so many pasts.

When Ji Yun and Shen Ning finished eating, they didn't drive home in a hurry.

Instead, I just wandered around this small street. Although the location here is a bit remote, but fortunately, there are many stores here, not the ones that cover an area of ​​many square meters or square kilometers.

But the layout is very good, and it seems that it has a long history.

Shen Ning just likes this kind of restaurant with history. In his opinion, if it can be opened for more than ten years and still stand here, it must have a good reputation. Most of the people who come here are repeat customers. Recommended, that's why I've come to where I am today, otherwise, it wouldn't be what it is now.

In his life, Shen Ning would like to eat as long as it was delicious, and he didn't mind how famous he was, or that he had to have a label.

After all, from the very beginning, the taste is the only thing that matters. When the color and fragrance are complete, it is naturally excellent. If not, it doesn't matter what it is now.

That's why Ji Yun said that Shen Ning is a very easy-to-support person, as long as the food is delicious, he is not picky about anything else, at least he doesn't eat this or that.

Here in Shen Ning, it is only divided into delicious and bad.

"During the time I just came back, except for entertainment, I was basically settled here."

"I admit that the environment here is not very good. Compared with those five-star hotels, it is far behind."

"But the atmosphere here is very good, that is, when you stand here, you can feel the enthusiasm."

"The moment I just came back, I was lifeless. I didn't have any thoughts at all, and I couldn't get excited."

There was a moment when he felt that what was waiting for him was the unknown.

Because he didn't know what would happen, he felt that everything was not good for him.

At that time, I really thought about it a lot.

Every day when I lay in bed, I was either thinking about Ji Yun, or thinking about what he should do in the future.

He has done everything that should be done, and has done everything that should not be done.

Not only did there not have any results, but he got deeper and deeper.

Although he never wanted to come out, this result seems to be very different from what he originally thought.

At that time, he was not so kind to others or to himself.

"You like it here?"

Ji Yun asked while holding Shen Ning's hand.

No matter how you look at it, Shen Ning's temperament doesn't fit well with this place.

Never thought that he would like everything here.

It seemed that the person I knew before was not the real him.

"I like it, because only when I am here, will I throw away my identity."

"You don't have to think so much, let alone your own future."

"I'm not a natural optimist. I only think when I have no other way. Even if I do more and the result doesn't change, I might as well follow what I want. I want to live in the same way, because only in this way can I feel what I really want.”

For Shen Ning, what he wanted was never much, but what he could get was very little.

He once thought about where he should start if he was allowed to do all of this, and even what he should do was the right thing to do.

After much deliberation, he gave up when he didn't get a result.

Because there is no way to get himself out of this world, he even has no way to act as if nothing happened.

He often drives here after work at night, then parks far away and walks here.

On the way, he would think about many things, what he did during this time.

If he was still by Ji Yun's side, what kind of idea would he have.

He could think clearly about the causal relationship in it, but when it was him, it changed completely.

Therefore, Shen Ning knew that he couldn't become that person, and he couldn't even think clearly about how Ji Yun could handle these things calmly and calmly.

He thought about it, but he still couldn't reach his height.

The two of them don't seem to be in the same world.

No matter how much you think about it, it is better to sit down and eat a bowl of hot noodles.

Then force yourself to forget all irrelevant things.

Because only in this way can he see what he wants.

Shen Ning has been walking on this matter for a long time, and has never stopped his footsteps, but what meets him is the past that he never knew.

"Indeed, it's very quiet here."

There are so many shops, but there is no noisy sound.

Everything was very quiet. When Ji Yun first arrived, he was indeed surprised.

But then he suddenly remembered that Shen Ning didn't like to be lively by nature.

If it's really noisy, I won't come either.

No matter how delicious it is, he doesn't like being with a bunch of people, listening to the noise, he can still bear it.

He is obsessed with eating, and he is also more obsessed with his own character.

That's why it looks a little different.

A person like him has done a lot of things, and only later will he understand what he has lost and what he has gained.

He never gave anyone a chance, let alone let anyone into his world.

How many stories stayed in his heart, that was a secret hidden in him, and he never talked about it with others.

Including what kind of existence Ji Yun is in his heart, Shen Ning is even more secretive about it, and doesn't talk about it easily.

His face always looked calm and breezy.

But Ji Yun knew that in the past five years, his life was not easy.

Otherwise, you won't be hurt all over.

He said it had nothing to do with him, but would he believe it?

In order to convince herself that he was safe and sound, Shen Ning told many lies.