milk pheromone

"Are you really not going?" Shen Bei always felt that his elder brother was not a heartless person, how could he be like this when it came to his father's matter.

"Let's go, or we'll fight." Shen Huai seemed to have made up his mind, he really didn't want to go back, it wasn't an excuse.

Shen Bei hesitated again and again, but in the end he could only sigh. He looked at Shen Huai with "hate that iron cannot be made into steel". He felt that there was no overnight feud between father and son. What he did was too willful, which made his father hurt. He has always thought that Shen Huai is the kind of brother who cannot be supported by mud, but his father is willing to pay more attention to Shen Huai, which he is quite jealous of.

He was originally willing to get along well with Shen Huai, but when Shen Huai saw him, he was in a tense atmosphere, making it impossible for him to treat him well, as if if he said one more word, the two of them could fight

"Why don't you go?" Glasses followed, seeing what happened just now, he didn't have too much emotion, just asked him lightly, more like an outsider who had nothing to do with himself.

"Why did you come here?" Shen Huai was startled, and his eyes darkened a little bit when he looked at him.

Both of their questions were not answered, Shen Huai looked at the glasses, suddenly he didn't want him to know his real appearance, he was afraid that the glasses would be afraid of his ruthlessness.

The most important thing is that he can't explain it, and he can't explain it. In front of outsiders, he is so superior, but now he...

He was actually afraid of whether a person's opinion of him would change, whether he would be afraid, afraid of him...

He attributed these to the fact that the glasses were too simple, he didn't want to see him crying after being injured, he felt upset.

The two of them walked together, and the two of them tacitly did not speak along the way, or in other words, they didn't know what to say or how to speak.

......

The wind on the roof is cool, Shen Huai often skipped classes and had no place to go, so he came here alone to enjoy the wind. This place, even his close people, had never been here. Of course, this close person refers to Xiao Bean, he has no friends around him.

"What do you think of this place?" Suddenly, these words came out of Shen Huai's mouth.

I don't know if I really want to ask how it is here, or just want to find a topic to end the speechless embarrassment between them?

"Not bad." The glasses looked at his back, the straight back was so strong, and there seemed to be a hint of melancholy.

He...would he also be melancholy?

"This is my favorite place." Shen Huai found an open space, and didn't dislike the dirt on it, so he sat down straight away, "Do you know why?"

The glasses watched him stare back at him, then sat beside him, shaking his head, expressing his ignorance.

"Because here, there is only me, only myself, so I don't have to worry about any dirty things, and I don't have to deal with many people. Here, I am just myself." Here, he paused, and then continued, "Here, there is no eldest son of the Shen family, nor is there any frightening Shen Huai."

Glasses suddenly felt that his life was quite tiring. No matter what kind of person he was, he was not himself. Only when he was alone, could he simply be himself. He has been so sad for the past ten years.

The glasses reached out wantonly and touched the top of his hair. His hair was smooth and soft, just like the fur of a small animal. This realization excited him, and he couldn't let go of Shen Huai's hair even more.

Shen Huai thought it was nothing at first, but later found that he was kneading harder and harder, a little annoyed, stretched out his hand, and slapped away his troublesome paws.

"I didn't expect you to think so in your heart." Glasses seldom say such a long sentence, maybe when Shen Huai let go of his guard against him and made himself to him, Glasses also became half of his true self.

They seem to have unconsciously treated each other differently from others, which Xiaodouzi has never enjoyed.

Although he and Xiaodouzi can be regarded as friends, they are only friends, and there are many things that cannot be touched by being friends.

"Drinking?" Shen Huai took out a bottle of beer from the side as if conjuring, waved it at him, and drank it on his own.

The glasses immediately stopped him, but due to inertia, they fell directly on Shen Huai, and fortunately also snatched the wine from his hand.

The figure was unsteady, and the opened beer in his hand fell on his body, soaking a small piece of white shirt, leaving some yellow stains, and I don't know if it can be washed off.

"There are... there are school rules." Struggling, the glasses seemed to sense that their current posture was too ambiguous, and he couldn't stand it.

"Are you afraid of violating the school rules?" Shen Huai put one hand under his head to take a nap, and the other hand held his glasses around his waist in a daze to prevent him from getting up, just to see his cute look when he became angry from embarrassment.

"You can't drink." He still insisted, but when he looked at Shen Huai, there was a trace of confusion.

Looking at each other for a long time, Shen Huai thought, the two of them are already together, so a kiss should be fine, so I did it after thinking about it, he has always been a vigorous person, and he would never give up on himself just because of anything Besides, there was nothing else, so he pulled his neck and kissed him.

The expression under the lens of the glasses was surprised at first, and then turned back to calm, twirling his lips with a touch of restraint.

With a hint of beer, the two of them seemed to be a little drunk, but the two of them were not drunk.

The glasses looked at the boy below him, swallowed a mouthful of saliva, how much he wanted to swallow the person in front of him, how much he wanted him to sink in his kiss, make him breathless, let him only cling to himself. .....

The eyes of the glasses darkened a little, with unknown emotions, but fortunately he held back, he was afraid of frightening Shen Huai, and the days would be long, and it would not be less than a moment, Shen Huai would not run away, they all It's still the same, nothing will change...

What he is thinking at this moment, I don't know if he will find it ridiculous when he thinks about it after many years, and he will feel that his idea is too naive.

Glasses got up, his complexion was not very good, Shen Huai thought he was annoyed that he had kissed him, then he also sat up, teasingly said, "This is not the first time you have kissed."

The glasses naturally didn't answer, nor did they look at him, as if they didn't hear the general "dumb".

"Why don't you answer me, if you don't answer again..." Shen Huai rolled his eyes and raised his chin, "If you don't answer again, believe it or not, I will still kiss you?"

Speaking of which, I leaned forward...