milk pheromone

Shen Huai didn't go back until the rain stopped, he didn't want to go back, he didn't want to face the place where home was not like home and relatives were not like relatives.

Shen Huai finally took out the phone and dialed the number he often dialed...

"Hey, come pick me up."

"What do you care about me? I'm at the gate of the school. By the way, I'll stay at your house for a while."

"Okay, hurry up."

Shen Huai put away his mobile phone on his own, and walked slowly on the campus path until he reached the school gate. At this moment, he couldn't think of others. He has a weird personality, and there are only a few people who have a good relationship with him. There are only a handful of them, and several of them have studied abroad, but they are not in China. The relationship between Xiaodouzi and him is indeed quite good in Chengming No. [-] Middle School.

Now he can only find him...

He didn't go home for nearly a week, and naturally he didn't go to school, he didn't know what he should do, he just didn't want to face all this.

"Hey, are you still going to Yese tonight?" (Yese: the name of a bar) Shen Huai was lying on the bed that belonged to Xiaodouzi, looking at Xiaodouzi who was concentrating on computer research in front of him, stretched out his foot and "lightly" kicked him one time.

"Boss, you really don't plan to go back?" Xiaodouzi's expression was full of worry. It might not be the solution to go on like this. He was always relying on it, always thinking of escaping, but escaping was never the solution to the problem.

Shen Huai didn't speak, just flicked on the phone casually, not knowing what he was looking at so fascinated, Xiaodouzi boldly took the phone from his hand and said, "I'm talking to you, don't look at it."

Shen Huai snatched the phone back impatiently, then stared at Xiaodouzi like a fool, and said a word from his mouth, "You know my decision."

Xiaodouzi is his best friend, so how could he not know what he was thinking at this moment, he just didn't agree with his idea, that's why he said so much, probably to make his prodigal son come back, to know what was lost. go back.

It's a pity, he wasn't a prodigal son in the first place, and he didn't exist. He didn't look back. Although he was always thinking about himself most of the time, who said it wasn't because those people didn't deserve him? Just go and think about it.

"Forget it, if you actually want to go, then I will accompany you." In fact, a good brother in the true sense is not someone who shares blessings or difficulties, but also someone who clearly knows that he is wrong and clearly knows that he is wrong. Knowing whether his choice is wrong, or willing to accompany him "go through fire and water, no matter what".

Xiaodouzi is like this to Shen Huai, he clearly knows that some of Shen Huai's decisions are wrong, even though his uncle is wrong, but he is too stubborn, he doesn't like him, but he can still make mistakes with him.

Shen Huai let out a slight laugh, then nodded and said, "Okay."

......

As dusk fell, the Huoshaoyun in the sky had already descended from the west, and I was still nostalgic for the sky and refused to dissipate.

However, he couldn't resist the rising of the moon. At the last moment of setting, it was still secretly accumulating energy, trying to save all the energy until the next day's sunset. He was afraid that at that time, he would not be so useless. Used to be compared.

It's just that on the second day, he still thinks this way. Day after day, this is the rule.

Finally, the sky full of stars and the night that is completely opposite to the day came quietly. In a bar with more ornate decoration, two boys were ordering drinks in front of the bar.

"Young Master Huai, do you want to try this? I just learned it. It's called Bloody Marry." The bartender with a delicate face held a glass of blood-red cocktail in his hand, and his tone rose slightly.

The people who come here are usually people who often hang out on romantic occasions, and their taste is naturally not low, but this bartender has a handsome appearance, a sweet mouth, and most importantly, excellent taste.

I heard that his father used to be the boss of the company, but later his family fell into poverty. Unfortunately, he didn't learn anything useful at that time, and he always insisted on going his own way. He liked bartending, so he only knew how to bartend.

Therefore, he can only come here, and he is only suitable for this place. Fortunately, he is good-looking, otherwise, even here, it would be difficult to please him.

After staying in this kind of place for a long time, he met more people, and met all kinds of people, so he developed a talent for talking to people and talking nonsense.

Naturally, Shen Huai can still be regarded as a human being to him, so what he would naturally say when he met someone was human.

"I think the color is good, you can have a drink and try it." Because his wine is the best, Shen Huai drinks relatively more with him.

The man heard it, and then took out all the things in an orderly manner. The things mentioned here refer to the things needed for bartending.

He mixes a lot, so his approach is quick and has a sense of aesthetics.

Shen Huai more often, what he drank in his mouth was not the cocktail, but the artistic conception.

In the middle of the night, I had enough of being crazy and having enough fun, half drunk and half awake, Shen Huai was helped back to the car by his good friend Xiaodouzi.

He tasted good wine, he didn't make any noise, he just lay down there quietly to sleep, he seemed to have removed the disguise from his whole body when he fell asleep, and the sharp thorns all over his body seemed a little warm.

He walked for more than two weeks, but no one came to look for him. He just felt a little funny about it, funny that he still wanted to be cared so much. He had expected this kind of ending a long time ago, didn't he?

He went back to school again, he was the same as before, nothing had changed, his classroom was like this, his teacher was like this, and his classmates were like this.

Those who should fawn on him should fawn on him, those who should fear him should fear him, as if nothing has changed...

He is still like that, sleeping in class and playing basketball after class, and he is still "making a living" in the tense high school days in a daze.

......

Naturally, when Shen Huai talked to the glasses at the moment, it was just a few words, but even though there were no gorgeous words or embellished explanations, he still felt Shen Huai's disappointment at that time. Maybe this was the resonance, after all, he also... ....

"After that incident, whenever I was in a bad mood, I would come to the rooftop. As time passed, more and more time passed, and even the abandoned storage room here was well-decorated." Shen Huai said here When I was there, I raised my head and looked at him, "Isn't it boring?"

Glasses shook his head, indicating that what he said was not boring, and what he did was not boring either. This is indeed what he said in his heart. No matter how boring things are done by himself, why should he call others boring?

The way he looked at him seemed to be damaged with a hint of pity, the last thing he wanted was for others to look at him with pity, making him feel like a poor wretch...

He is a very strong person, he wants to be the best in everything, and he has to fight for everything. How could he allow others to stare at him like this?He reached out to cover the eyes of the glasses.

......

After a long time of silence, finally, Shen Huai couldn't help it anymore, "Why do you keep your hair so long?"

In the first big summer, he felt that it would be hot, and would it be convenient to cover half of his face? While thinking this way, he lifted his hands up. The hair on his forehead revealed a smooth forehead and those pair of eyebrows and sword eyes. It seems that the dull black glasses frame has become less obtrusive.

"Cut it off." Shen Huai coughed lightly, and put down his hand, as if trying to hide his embarrassment, as well as the flash of amazement in his eyes, "It's more pleasing to the eye.

He had never spoken the truth, let alone praised others, at this moment, he was speaking the truth, without hypocrisy, what he said was exactly what he thought in his heart.

"Yeah." The glasses just nodded. Why doesn't he know what his facial features look like? He doesn't cut his hair because he wants to avoid some insignificant troubles and embarrassments. However, the person who asked him to cut his hair was Shen Huai, who only relied on his light Pheromone can make him throw away his armor...

Just as he was thinking, find a suitable time to show Shen Huai his truest side slowly. Naturally, this does not mean that he will be exposed directly, and even he himself cannot accept the complete self.

He had to slowly, subtly, let Shen Huai accept him, accept him without any pretense, accept him standing naked in front of him.

At this moment, he was thinking, starting from his appearance, Shen Huai is so influential, and under the name of Huaishen's boyfriend, I am afraid that his appearance will not cause him too much trouble.

"Hey, did you agree to get a haircut?" Shen Huai didn't expect him to agree so simply. Since he knew him, he has had this kind of hair, and he still thinks that he has a soft spot for this hairstyle, thinking that he would persuade him Cutting hair would be difficult, but he didn't expect it to be so easy as he promised.

Glasses smiled and nodded. He cherishes words like gold, but he will not say more when it is not necessary.

"Since you agree, let's go, I'll take you there now." Shen Huai has been upset for a long time seeing his messy hair, and he can't even see the appearance of the glasses with such long hair, although he is not that person A person who pays attention to appearance, but no matter what, he must have a face. When he wants to flirt, he can do it easily.

Glasses startled, "Go now?"

It's not that he doesn't want to go, it's because he's used to acting vigorously and resolutely, but his glasses are different. He's always been prudent, and he always considers the consequences and a series of things in everything he does.

Shen Huai smiled, pulled him down from the roof, and didn't even close the door of the abandoned storage room.

They still "escaped" from the school where they skipped class last time. They are good at such things.

"Where to cut it?" Shen Huai finally remembered to ask his opinion, the two people's hands have not let go of each other since they left the school.