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Shen Bei panicked, he left for only 10 minutes, what could he do in such a short time, and where did he go.

Shen Bei probably searched for the door of the bathroom closest to their house one by one, but in the end he still didn't see Xiaodouzi.

Shen Bei really didn't understand where he could go in this spare time. Wouldn't it be good to just lie down on the hospital bed?

He searched all over the hospital and couldn't find him, so where did he go, he just circled around in a hurry.

"Have you gone to the rooftop?" According to Shen Huai's description of Xiaodouzi, the glasses felt that he wanted to commit suicide, and then asked Shen Bei who was beside him.

And Shen Bei was of course dumbfounded, what he was going to do on the rooftop, he was definitely not on the rooftop, did he still need to look for it?

Seeing Shen Bei's expression, he knew that he must have never looked for it, so he took Shen Bei's arm and walked towards the rooftop.

"You should explain clearly what's going on, why did he go to the rooftop?" Shen Bei's noisy voice lingered around the glasses, and the glasses didn't want to talk to him, so they simply didn't say anything.

"So what exactly does he want to do, or what exactly does he and Shen Huai plan to do together?"

Shen Huai, why did it involve Shen Huai again, the eyes couldn't stand his chattering anymore, and then he said, "He wants to die, is that enough?"

Finally, Shen Bei stopped his mouth, and then looked at the glasses with a thoughtful expression as he walked towards the roof faster than him, no wonder everything seemed to be explainable.

No wonder no one was tying him up, but he was willing to sit there unwilling to move, no wonder his desire to survive was so low, no wonder he was treated in the hospital, and then he was able to escape when no one was around.

Could it be that what he did was really too much? Is it because he did too much that he treats himself like this? Is he just self-abuse and suicide?

If he still has a chance, you must tell him that he likes him too, and he will treat Xiaodouzi well, and will not treat him as lukewarm as before, and will not treat him as hard as before. humiliation.

After Neptune landed, it was the affection of this life, but Xiaodouzi didn't know if he still had this blessing to enjoy. When they rushed to the roof, Xiaodouzi stood on the edge of the roof.

Under the roof is the water of the Xiangjiang River, and the wind blows in front of it makes it a bit cooler.

"Li Zhun, what are you doing, come down quickly." Shen Bei was anxious, he never thought that when Xiaodouzi was about to leave him, there would be such a big turmoil in his heart.

It was only today that he knew that he liked him, and the late and strong love had not yet been expressed to him, "You come down first, I have something to tell you."

Unconsciously, he softened his voice, he was coaxing him, he had never coaxed anyone before, whether it was relatives or others, he always did whatever he wanted with him, and then used a false appearance to disguise himself.

Little Daozi has seen him a lot, and knows him even better than himself. He is talking so nicely now, but he just wants to coax him back.

Then there was a new round of humiliation and injury. He was tired, tired, and tired, and he no longer had the energy to fight with him anymore.

At the end of the day, it was already that ending, what else could he hope for, what else could he hope for.

"Don't come over." He supported the railing with his hands, and shouted at them in a weak voice, "Shen Bei, I'm tired."

"I beg you, don't torture me anymore, okay?" Xiaodouzi's already pale face had two lines of clear tears, which aroused people's desire for protection even more.

"Calm down, don't get excited." So what should Shen Bei say now to make him believe in himself, he slowly approached him, took two steps towards that side, and then Xiaodouzi became even more excited step back.

"Okay, I won't come here anymore, I won't come here anymore, don't get excited, don't go back any further." He had already reached the edge, and if he pushed back any further, he might fall into the river.

"You have never thought about others, you have always thought about yourself, do you know how selfish you are?" Maybe it was because he had no thoughts of life, so now he wanted to pour out all the grievances in his heart .

"Even when you were in bed, you never felt sympathy." It's true that at this time, you can say anything. At the beginning, Xiaodouzi didn't like to talk about these topics, but now he can be a The face with glasses sank down.

"Li Zhun, calm down, there is always a way to live." The glasses didn't know how to comfort him, so they had to say something casually.

"Is there a way? Look at the person next to you. Ask him, does he think I have a way?" Now Xiaodouzi can't listen to what others say, and he has already tensed up. status.

He resists anyone now, even he doesn't want to believe it himself, he is now thinking, if he jumps from here, will everything be over, will he be freed?

He looked at the rushing river below, and suddenly this idea came to his mind. Seeing the two people in front of him persuading him, he really looked like a clown.

He has lived in performing for others all his life, he wants to live for himself once, even if he dies, he also wants to die with dignity, instead of waiting until he recollects his life and realizes that he has never done anything in his life One is to follow one's own mind.

When he died, he didn't want to be manipulated by others like before. He wanted to truly be himself and follow his own heart.

The wind on the river is really cool, and the person who blows it is very comfortable. He enjoys facing the direction of the river wind, as if he is so fragile that he could fall off at any time.

Seeing him like this, Shen Bei's heart was tugged together. While he wasn't looking in their direction, he secretly moved to that side, and he was spotted halfway there without talking.

He suddenly turned around, looked in Shen Bei's direction, stretched out his hand to trace the outline of his face, and in the last stubbornness, he even let him down with some sense of reluctance.

Shen Bei quickly ran to his side, and then stretched out his hand from the rooftop to grab him, but it was still a step too late, he only touched his collar.

Watching him fall from such a high place, and then lie in the river, gradually being submerged, as if his heart also jumped down with him, being submerged by the river, it was very cold.

He went down from the rooftop in a panic, and then looked at the rushing Xiangjiang River. He panicked and couldn't see anyone at all.

Immediately called 120, and the glasses were also anxious to follow suit. After fishing for a long time, they didn't get anyone out.

Waiting from noon to early morning, "Okay, it's been so long, do you think he's still alive?"

Shen Bei turned around, punched him in the face, and said angrily, "You fucking shut up, he's fine!"

But it's been a long time, and no one has been rescued. In fact, he is very clear in his heart whether there is something wrong. He is just deceiving himself here, and he doesn't want to let this cruel reality come out of other people's mouths to stimulate him.

After beating him, he fell to the ground, looking sluggish, and wept, tears running down his cheeks, he no longer knew what despair was.

He felt that his heart had followed him into the food that the Xiangjiang River turned into fish, was broken down and tortured...

Glasses did not dare to tell Shen Huai the news, because he was not by Shen Huai's side now, he was afraid that Shen Huai would not be able to bear it, and he didn't even have anyone to rely on, so he planned.After looking back and seeing him, tell him personally that although this would be a lot crueler, at least he can watch him by his side and encourage him.

Sitting on the ground, the cold wind blowing enough, crying enough, he turned his head to the glasses and said, "Go back."

Shen Bei's voice was a little hoarse, his eyes were slightly red and swollen, he looked at the faint moonlight, as cold and desolate as he was at this moment.

Glasses didn't say anything, he went directly with him to the parking place, and then Shen Bei seemed to have forgotten what Glasses told him about the things he couldn't do in the passenger seat, and got into the passenger seat directly.

The glasses were extremely upset, but he was in Shenbei, and he was in such a mood now, so he didn't say anything, but drove back to the city.

"Where are you going?" He looked at him with glasses, Shen Bei closed his eyes and didn't know what he was thinking.

"Take me to the bar." Click did not refute, he sent him to a nearby bar, whatever, what he needs now is to vent his emotions.

There's nothing wrong with drinking some wine, and he won't be taken advantage of by others. It would be terrible if he went home rationally and went to work normally.

After sending him into the bar, he drove home. Shen Huai was lying on the bed, watching TV, holding a bag of potato chips in his hand, enjoying himself while watching. I'm afraid he didn't know anything about it.

Seeing Shen Huai like this, he didn't dare to say it out, there was a knife on the left and right, he had to say it sooner or later, he might as well say it quickly, he would be more relaxed.

"You're back." Shen Huai turned to see him and asked him excitedly, "How is it? Are the two of them reconciled? Did you follow the method I taught you?"

He is so simple, with such incomparable expectations, Xiaodouzi can be fine, but now this ending...

He hesitated a little, should he tell him about this matter now, tell him that Xiaodouzi died, Xiaodouzi committed suicide, he couldn't say such cruel words.

"Shen Bei already knows that he likes him, and he will probably be fine." He lied, but it was just a white lie. He believed that Shen Huai would not blame him, and he was afraid that after he told the truth, Shen Huai would not be able to bear it.