stars run to him

07:30 in the evening.

Lin Yuxing was sitting in the plane with few passengers, he stared out the window blankly.

The plane has not yet taken off, and you can vaguely see the faint lights connected together in the night, like buds on a torus, swaying in the wind, emitting a shimmer.

Compared with the night in C City, the night in D City is much deserted.

Gu Zhongyi beside him said: "During the winter vacation, you can live with me."

Lin Yuxing came back to his senses, and immediately said: "I'm fine, these injuries will heal in a few days."

Gu Zhongyi's apartment only has one room, and Lin Yuxing knew that it would be inconvenient for him to live there.

And it was because he was so tired last night that he was able to fall asleep without any tension.Normally, with such a handsome guy lying beside him, Lin Yuxing would probably suffer from insomnia every night.

At that time, maybe even the search bar of the mobile phone will not be able to squeeze the questions he wants to ask.

He shook his head, repeatedly refusing.

Gu Zhongyi: "I can make a bed next to the bed, and if you don't mind, I can also sleep in the living room." He was glad that he bought the sofa big enough back then.

After hearing this, Lin Yuxing was even more unwilling.

No one will borrow it, but let the owner sleep on the floor and the living room.

"I dont go."

Gu Zhongyi paused for a moment, and seemed particularly persistent in this matter: "Yu Xing, I will be very worried about you."

The word "worry" seems to have magical power, Lin Yuxing thought about it for a while, and then softly made a concession: "Then you sleep on the bed, and I will sleep on the sofa."

"No." Gu Zhongyi said as a matter of course, "You are now a wounded patient."

Before Lin Yuxing could answer, Gu Zhongyi said decisively: "Don't argue with me about this matter, after your injuries are all healed, you can sleep wherever you want, and I won't stop you."

It has been a long time since Lin Yuxing has been cared for so earnestly and stubbornly.

He pursed his lips.

Gu Zhongyi held his hand, and the two interlocked their fingers again: "If you don't speak, I will take it as your agreement."

Lin Yuxing leaned over, pretending to be drowsy.

The plane finally took off.

At the moment when he really left City D, Lin Yuxing opened his eyes and looked out the window.

As the scenery in front of him became smaller and farther away, Lin Yuxing's brows and eyes drooped a little, and his heart felt inexplicably tormented.

He didn't say anything, but wrote everything on his face.

Gu Zhongyi saw his worries, and did not agree with this ideological shackle: "You leaving D City means a new beginning. This is a more correct choice for you."

Lin Yuxing's eyes flickered, but he remained silent.

Gu Zhongyi accompanied him.

After a while, Lin Yuxing murmured thoughtfully: "Maybe I am what they said."

"No." Gu Zhongyi immediately denied his wrong cognition and gave a reason, "If you are an ungrateful person as they say, why do you think of those who helped you? Why are you melancholy here? ?”

People are never as heartless as they imagined, and the iron chains in people's hearts are the locks they put on themselves.

The key is also in your hand.

Lin Yuxing's eyelashes trembled.

Gu Zhongyi didn't want him to be sad, and said: "You can rest assured, if your aunt is willing to divorce this time, I will ask someone to help with the relevant procedures. After she and Cheng Rong separate, the money they earn from part-time work should be enough for their mother and son to live. You You’re still a student, so don’t put too much burden on yourself.”

"But……"

But won't this cause you more trouble?

Lin Yuxing shook his head and said in shame: "You don't have to do this, you have already helped me enough."

Gu Zhongyi didn't take it seriously, he raised the hands they were holding and asked Lin Yuxing to take a good look.

Lin Yuxing didn't understand: "What are you doing?"

Gu Zhongyi raised his chin slightly: "Only when you're in love will you hold hands like this."

Lin Yuxing: "..."

"Yu Xing, you have to give me a chance to show off, right?" Gu Zhongyi said softly, "Your boyfriend's family is powerful, wouldn't it be a pity not to use it?"

Lin Yuxing was speechless for a moment, why didn't he realize that Gu Zhongyi was so eloquent before.

However, these words were very useful to Lin Yuxing, and Gu Zhongyi once again soothed his heart.

Lin Yuxing seemed to relax.

He leaned on Gu Zhongyi's shoulder and mentioned what happened today.

"In the afternoon, I told Shaohua to listen to my aunt in the future. He is usually stupid, but today he seems to understand, and he actually cried."

When Lin Yuxing thought of this, it would be a lie to say that he didn't feel uncomfortable.

He thought for a while, and confided his heart to Gu Zhongyi: "Although Shaohua is not very intelligent, he has always been very obedient and clingy to me. I grew up with him, and my aunt treated him with care, and my uncle was reluctant to beat him even if he was irritable. I was envied by others, envied him, envied him, but I couldn't hate him."

Lin Yuxing's voice was very soft, so soft that these words were whispered only for Gu Zhongyi to hear.

Gu Zhongyi was a quiet listener.

Lin Yuxing was grateful to Gu Zhongyi for not laughing at his indecision and indecision.

He pursed his lips, as if he wanted to tell Gu Zhongyi the reason, and also wanted to share the deepest loneliness in his heart with Gu Zhongyi.

This is a story he has never told anyone else.

It was a dark night outside the window, Lin Yuxing slowly said as if talking in sleep——

"Senior, you may not know, but I actually have a twin brother."

Hearing this, Gu Zhongyi's eyes dodged for a moment.

"When we were young, we were abandoned by our father in the orphanage and depended on each other." Lin Yuxing said, "...I used to blame my brother."

"why?"

Lin Yuxing lowered his eyes, and the palms he held with Gu Zhongyi were sweating a little.

"Because we agreed to be adopted together, but he left me and left." Lin Yuxing curled the corner of his mouth, as if smiling wryly, but also as if he was sad, "He could obviously refuse that adoption, but he didn't .He said he really wanted to be a child of that family, he really wanted to have a family."

Life in the orphanage is boring, and everyone wants to escape.

The same goes for Lin Yuxing.

They have been taught and instilled with a concept since they were young - after being adopted, everyone can get happiness.

But the word happiness is really slim, who can know where it is?

Lin Yuxing took a deep breath: "...He also said that he would definitely persuade the adoptive parents to pick me up together. But, which family would want me?"

It was in that year that Lin Yuxing was burned, and he completely lost all chances of being adopted.

No normal family would want him.

"The dean's mother said that he went abroad with his adoptive parents and would never come again. It turned out that he knew from the beginning that after being adopted, he would live abroad."

Gu Zhongyi was speechless: "Yu Xing."

"The dean's mother told me not to wait any longer, and she also told me not to hate my brother." Lin Yuxing closed his eyes, endless disappointment surrounded him, "I know, he was only 8 years old at that time, and many things were caused by his body. By myself. But I... just always think of him. I actually don’t need him to be able to take me away, even if he misses me in his heart, I can be satisfied if he comes to see me once.”

Lin Yuxing remembered that when he was 8 years old, he begged his brother not to leave. He begged so many times that he passed out from crying.In the end, it was the elder brother's sentence "I will definitely come to pick you up!" and the elder brother's sentence "When did I lie to you?" that made him let go sadly.

Could it be that his brother had no choice but to deceive him because of his ignorance?

Lin Yuxing often dreams of this brother who looks the same as him, and thinks of the time with him.His elder brother was the great hero in his childhood, protecting and caring for him.

Every time Lin Yuxing hid somewhere and shed tears, his elder brother would always find him, sing him an out-of-key nursery rhyme, and tell him about an unrealistic dream.

"Stupid Xing Xingxing, don't cry. If they snatch your candy, you can call back. Didn't I teach you?" The elder brother took his hand and assured him, "When I grow up, I will start A big supermarket. At that time, you can eat sugar every day."

Little Lin Yuxing rubbed her eyes, sobbing and asked, "Then, how much does that cost?"

"Whatever it costs, I'm so smart, I will definitely be the big boss in the future, and you will be the little boss." The elder brother turned to wipe Lin Yuxing's tears and rubbed his face deliberately, "Don't cry, you just love to cry, they That's why I like to bully you."

"I, I can't beat them..."

"Stupid Xing Xing, if you can't beat me, just call me. Tomorrow, I will tell the dean's mother to let me move to your dormitory to sleep." The elder brother feels sorry for the weak younger brother, "We are twins, there is no reason for us to sleep separately. .”

"That's right!" Lin Yuxing sniffed, tears streaming down her face.

"Oh, if you cry again, your eyes will go blind."

"Will not……"

"Yes, if you go blind, you won't see me open a big supermarket, and you won't have any sugar to eat!"

Lin Yuxing was so frightened that he stopped crying, he hugged his brother tightly and rubbed against him.

The elder brother laughed happily: "What a stupid star."

At that time, there was a crescent moon hanging in the sky, and his brother took him back to the small and crowded dormitory, where the old bedding smelled like damp cotton wool.

Lin Yuxing stood there timidly, her eyes always looking at her upper bunk.His brother urged him to sleep, so he obediently climbed onto the bed, his eyes swollen from crying: "Brother, can you sleep here too?"

"Okay."

Two small bodies squeezed together, facing each other.

The boy on the upper bunk was the one who bullied Lin Yuxing every day, he deliberately kicked the bed to scare them.

Lin Yuxing immediately clenched his brother's hand tightly.

The elder brother clenched his fists, his face was exactly the same as Lin Yuxing's, showing a fierceness that Lin Yuxing had never had before.Although they are twins, they have completely different personalities.

That night, he dragged the brat on Lin Yuxing's upper bunk out of bed and had a fight.

He has always understood the law of survival among orphans, the law of the jungle.

He was an Omega who beat an Alpha boy black and blue.

The Alpha boy cried out in pain: "Lin Yuheng, just wait for me!"

He raised his eyebrows and warned the other party viciously: "Okay, I'll wait. But if you dare to bully my brother again, I will definitely find a way to kill you!" He wrote clearly, and squeezed the Alpha boy tightly with both hands neck, forcing the other party to look at him, "I will do what I say—"

But as soon as he turned around, facing Lin Yuxing who was trembling behind him, his expression changed immediately.

It only took him a second to go from cloud of prey to sunshine.

He smiled brightly and stretched out his hand: "Come here, Xing Xing, let's go to sleep~"

Memories are both good and bitter.

Lin Yuxing felt uncomfortable when he thought of the past.

He told Gu Zhongyi: "I always think that even my most trusted brother doesn't want me anymore, but Shaohua can think of me for everything. Therefore, even if my misfortune is indirectly caused by Shaohua, I can't hate it. he."

In his heart, he put Cheng Shaohua and his missing brother together.

They are all his brothers.

People always have difficulties, people always have shortcomings.

Lin Yuxing has been reconciling with his own knot, constantly persuading himself and wronging himself.

Now, the binding rope was cut by him with a pair of scissors.

With a touch of bitter orange scent on his pillow, he felt relieved: "After I said those words to my aunt today, my shoulders suddenly became much lighter."

It's okay to be selfish.

Lin Yuxing wants to have his own life, this is a good start.

He added: "But senior, if you weren't by my side these days, I might not have enough courage to do this, thank you."

After hearing these words, Gu Zhongyi's eyes were heavy, and thousands of words finally turned into a kiss on the back of Lin Yuxing's hand.