fell in love with his body

I don't know what the senior thinks, but I still want to thank everyone for your encouragement, otherwise I really wouldn't have the courage to tell the senior.

I have read everyone's replies, tonight is really exciting, no matter what the result is, I have no regrets.

When I was 16 years old, I confessed my love to someone for the first time, and the other party was still a boy older than me.

So happy, it feels so good to like someone.

By the way, my name is Xiaofei, and I finally calmed down. I just ran back from get out of class.

In fact, the senior looks better than me. I already know that he likes boys, but I don’t know what kind of boys he likes. I don’t know if I can suit his appetite.

Since I was a child, my narrative ability was not good, and I hated writing essays the most. I don’t know what I’m talking about now. Sisters and sisters, you will understand, right?

Let me talk about myself first. I am 16 years old, a freshman in high school, 173 in height, male, and I like male.

I found out that I like seniors one night, we went out for supper, and then the senior's father called the senior that day, I don't know what he said, and then the senior came back crying, and finally hugged me aggrieved .

I have never been hugged by a boy before, that feeling is very strange, I feel that the senior has always been my arms to rely on, and the senior is suddenly like this, I feel a little distressed, just want to hug him like that, and not let go.

Later, the senior told me that his father told him not to continue studying, because the senior's parents divorced, and his father drank all day long, and the phone call to him that day was probably after drinking, saying that he was asked to find a job. and then get married and have children.

I was intimidated at the time. How old is the senior? He was only in the third grade of junior high school at that time. He hadn't graduated from junior high school yet. Which company would accept child labor for work.

Then the senior told me that it was not these things that really made him sad, it was his father who said he would follow if he wanted to, and he didn't want to go to his mother earlier.

The senior couldn't take it anymore, because the senior's mother got along with others and abandoned their father and son. Now that his father said this, it was clearly poking someone's heart.

The senior cried in my arms for a long time that night, telling me everything about his family.

I kept listening and hugged the senior even tighter.

I just think that I am really happy, my parents are loving, I am spoiled, I will live a good life in the future, and I must know how to cherish blessings.

The most important thing is that I want to be strong so that I can give my senior a hug when he is vulnerable.

It is estimated that from then on, I gradually stopped being self-willed, picky eaters, and talked back to my parents.

People have become more optimistic and cheerful.

At that time, my parents were surprised to see such a big change in me, thinking that I had a girlfriend...

I was stunned. Although I am not smart, I still know how to focus on the key points. What did the senior just say, chasing him? !He said I wanted to chase him like this? !Did I hear you right, I want to rub my ears, ears please, let me make sure I heard me right! ! !

I was still dazed and ecstatic in my heart. The senior suddenly hugged me. It was the kind of smell that I was very familiar with and nostalgic for. I used to hear people say that there was body fragrance, and I thought it was nonsense, but now I really smell it. The scent of the senior Fragrance seems to be engraved on the heart.He hugged me, does it mean he accepts me?

The senior just went to the room to get something, I said I thought you rejected me directly with your back, I was a little sad.The senior said that this is sad, that I am too young, the child of a rich man, and cannot withstand blows.I am not.

The senior came to knock on my door and asked me to go out. I feel that he has something to tell me, and I will report it later.

I came back again, the senior just called me out and asked me if I was sincere, I nodded desperately.Then he said that he just went to the room to read a micro movie about men and women, so he asked me to get ready.

I said you let me take a breath, you play it first, there are still advertisements anyway, I will go to the room to make a cup of milk tea.

In fact, I am nervous, sisters and sisters, guess what movie he is going to show me?Will it be the kind of large scale?He won't be the kind of person who wants to have a relationship as soon as someone confesses, right? !

Although I like him, I'm not sure if he likes me or not. He doesn't just want to have sex with me. Is it just to thank me for liking him? !

Oh my god, he is knocking on my door again, please light the wax and pray for me, if I can come back intact, I will continue to report to you.

I'm back again, it's already one o'clock, anyone else?

Let me tell you about my feelings, the movie is called "Warm Winter" and it was filmed by some university students in Xiamen. I don't know if it's true or not.

It is divided into two parts. Before the senior told me about him, I thought the plot was bloody. The plot is like this. The heroine’s boyfriend is jealous of the heroine, because the heroine has a male girlfriend, so the boyfriend goes to have sex with her. The ambiguity made the heroine dissatisfied.Calamity always bears with her boyfriend and gives silently, but her boyfriend can't tell what kind of feelings he has for her.

The boyfriend became indifferent towards the heroine day by day, the relationship between the three of them was very stiff for a time, then Calamity transferred to another school, in order for the heroine to be happy, she beat up her boyfriend before leaving, saying that he was not considered a man and dared not face up to his own heart, the upper part was nothing Finish.

It seems that the essence has not been summed up, and I complain a hundred times again, the composition is scum.The senior said that he felt normal when watching this movie at the beginning, but was shocked by the two lines in it.

The first male in the upper part asked the second male: Are you calcium?Second male answer: You are, I am.The second male in the lower part asked the first male: Are you calcium?The first male answer: You love, I am.The senior said he was touched.But I'm a single-celled person, and I don't seem to feel very strong, what do you think?

But I remember well, I remembered the two sentences he said at that time.He said to let me go back to my room to sort out my emotions and see if I still have the idea of ​​liking him tomorrow morning.

So I came back and he gave me a kiss on the forehead and said goodnight.After the kiss, I didn't feel sleepy in an instant. This is where I should sort out my emotions. It's terrible. I'm going to have insomnia tonight. The power of a movie is nothing compared to this kiss, okay?

If you are not sleepy, you have to close your eyes and rest, Gao Yidang can't afford to be hurt.

As a result, when I woke up the next day, I wasn't sleepy at all, and I still liked my senior.

Just now the senior asked me if I had thought it through last night, and I said I had thought it through, and I was not impulsive.

Then the senior asked me, do you know what I like?

I said you like playing games.

The senior listened to the sweaty expression on his face, and said there was nothing else?

I whispered, if there is anything else, do you like me...

The senior asked me what I was muttering there, and I said I knew.

Then he asked me what dish he ate the most at noon today.

I was dumbfounded on the spot, I was only thinking about whether he would agree to this matter, and looking at his face.