fell in love with his body

Observing in recent days, I have drawn some conclusions.

The little brother seems to be single, first of all he doesn't have a ring on his hand, and then he seems to be on duty at noon recently.

Others, with their families and children, did not choose noon.

Then he didn't shave. I don't know if he was stimulated, or he was alone, and he didn't want to shave like me.

It was also on the 6th day that I changed my laziness to hard work when I had a goal in my heart.

Haha, I really hope that the little brother is too lazy to shave, and I also hope that he is stimulated.

For example, after breaking up with my girlfriend, I feel that getting along with girls is weird and inappropriate.

Wait, wait, wait, then I'll have a chance.

I'm just such a person with average looks, fat and round, and a dark belly.

It is said that people in love are moody every minute,

What's more, I'm an inherently unpredictable person.

I just forgot to mention one thing, that is, on the night of the 8th,

A former colleague of mine invited me to dinner.

It is rice noodles eaten outside, stone pot set meal, plus some drinks and meat skewers.

The food was pretty good at first, and the atmosphere of the scene was very good.

Then I talked cheaply and told that buddy that I had a situation recently.

The buddy came to be interested, and asked me what was going on.

Then I talked about the matter between me and Brother Lengcai,

As a result, the buddy was stunned, and it took a few seconds before he groaned,

That buddy had joked before that he didn't dislike homosexuality.

But not rejecting, and fully accepting, are two different things.

It was my fault that I didn't get the point right that day,

Then the scene was a little awkward for a while.

Fortunately, he made an appointment with another classmate. I met him at work before.

At that time, his classmate couldn't find a house to live in, so he rubbed against his buddies every day to beg for shelter.

I still have a little impression, and then I finished eating first, watching my buddy chatting with his classmate there.

Suddenly I feel a little out of touch.

The buddy was talking about a girlfriend who he planned to bring back during the Chinese New Year, but the girlfriend asked to buy a house locally.

My buddy doesn't want to take root here, so it's very tangled.

The classmate was talking about his new little sister, who was hot, hot, and interesting.

Then I couldn't listen anymore and went to the bathroom to calm myself down.

After dinner, my buddies said that they would go to Wanda Plaza for a stroll and digest by the way.

So the three of us walked all the way to Wanda Plaza.

I passed through an intersection during the period, and my eyesight was very poor at night, so I didn't see a car coming from the side.

My buddy gave me a hand. I don’t know if what I said while eating rice noodles,

My buddy touched my waist inadvertently, and then swept my back.

The right side of my face was hot.

Then he scolded himself in his heart, not only was he really bent this time, but he was also very sloppy.

On the second floor of Wanda, my buddy bought small accessories for his girlfriend.

His classmates were hanging around, I was a little afraid of the heat, so I didn't go in.

I just watched outside, thinking that if I came to hang out with my little brother,

How good would that taste be, and if my little brother gave me another gift,

I might have insomnia at night.

Thinking about it, I suddenly lost my mood.

Brother, I haven't written a word with him yet,

Hey.

In the end, my buddies bought a small alarm clock, a waving Ari ceramic product, and bought myself a Korean-made alarm clock that cost more than 100 yuan.

I suddenly thought, my buddy is really a real person, if you don't have a girlfriend, you should treat yourself better first.

Just looking at the price, the comparison came out at once.

Thinking about it later, people are selfish when they don’t do it for themselves.

The same goes for me, if I didn't fall in love with the cold dish boy, would I buy their cold dish every day?

After taking a taxi from Wanda, my buddy rode a bicycle back home by himself.

His classmate is also drunk, he carpools with me, runs faster than me, jumps fiercer than me.

But I went to the back, hehe, forget it, who made me fatter than him, not as flexible as him.

And I'm farther away than where he lives, so the prices are all the same.

When I arrived at the dormitory, I reported to my buddy that he was safe, and the buddy said that he also just arrived home.

Then I sat on the chair alone, and suddenly felt a kind of sadness for no reason.

I didn't know that I was stimulated by my buddy talking about marriage with his classmate,

Still being self-deprecating because I don’t know what’s going on with my little brother,

I was very disappointed, took out the earphones to listen to music,

I wanted to find a slightly lighter song, but the result was a little sad.

Yu Kewei's hope, the first time I saw light music, Hetu's rivers and mountains tonight, Zhang Jie's he doesn't understand...

I almost cried when I heard it.

After I made my plan on the 6th, I still feel brave, but what is the situation now,

After listening to a little bit of sad music, can't help it?

Once the sadness breaks out, the stamina is really the same as drinking red wine,

I can't stop it, and I don't know what I'm feeling sad about.

Really nervous.

That night was really full of negative energy.

I was thinking, what advantage do I have that I can make my brother love me.

Can cook?Will it be cleaned?Can do laundry?Will be cute?Have two dimples when you laugh?

These don't seem to be any great specialties, you can find them if you look for them.

So how can I stand out from the crowd?

To set off with the people who buy vegetables?The uncle and aunt who buy vegetables talk desperately, and then I am dumb?seems very quiet?

Look like I'm cute?

Think about it, when I first met, I wasn't cute, I was just fascinated by it.

The little brother smiled at me, and then I died in battle.

But if I want to establish a long-term relationship, I'm not stupid, will my brother be disappointed?

Will he think I'm too fat?If he says he agrees as long as I lose weight, I will show him how skinny I am in minutes.

Aren't all fat people potential stocks?

Will he think that I am not tall enough, and then stand beside me without being tall?

Well, I guess it won't grow any longer. It's not my fault.

Will he think that I'm not cute enough? Hey, pretending to be pure is also a very difficult thing.

I just thought about it, and finally decided to wash up and sleep.

Unknown things, who can say for sure.

It's also thanks to me that I'm not the kind of person who can't get up after a setback, and can be resurrected with full blood in an instant.

I said to myself, let's be more optimistic, because of him I changed,

Regardless of whether there is a future or not, it is desirable for me to change in a better direction.

Just like what the girl said, maybe I've changed, my little brother didn't like me, but someone else did.

Haha

But that night, I had a nightmare.

It's been a long time since I had a dream, and it's been a long time since I've had a nightmare.

I remember intermittently, standing with my brother,

Then my parents scolded me with a cold face,

In the end, I seemed to be resisting, Jian Jian and my brother are true love,

It seems that I even jumped into the river, Khan, I really think about it every day and dream about it at night.

Then I was very unfilial, I subconsciously said to myself,

My parents are old and can't control me for the rest of my life, so I'll have the final say when the time comes.

Damn me for thinking this way.

I deserve to die.