fell in love with his body

Me: Well, I didn’t take my brains when I went out yesterday. I brought you two steamed buns to satisfy your hunger. I didn’t tell you in advance, and I didn’t ask you if you were hungry or not. Don’t mind.The halva was brought from my relative’s house. I have seen some effect in losing weight, and my stomach is gone, so I also want to help you gain weight.

He: So fast, congratulations, it's a bit sudden to take two buns... But thank you.

Me: Haha, yes, according to your method, the stomach is basically invisible, the face is a little thinner, but the double chin is still there... you must be scared by my enthusiasm, I am just happy, you know.

Him: Well, a little surprised.Keep exercising, you will become handsome.If you really want to thank me, introduce me to a girlfriend.

Me: I will stick to it, what kind do you like?

He: Forget it, let's find it yourself, you don't have a girlfriend yet, so let's deal with your own first.

I:……

I waited until ten o'clock, then went offline, and then the phone went online.

In fact, when I think about it carefully, he really didn’t notice me at all. When I went to buy a roast duck yesterday, he still gave me the duck head. I said carefully that I wanted the duck neck.

When buying cold dishes, I said more than once that I don't want chili, but next time he will still ask me if I want chili.

I don't know if I wasn't good enough or if he just didn't notice.

I originally wanted to say that I am very popular and I can help introduce you, and then you have to go shopping and eat, and then I can follow.

But now, he hasn't replied to me. Imagination is imagination after all, YY is limited to YY, we still have to face reality.

The sentence I just replied: Uh, is your family in a hurry?Are you an only child?My parents don't seem to be in a hurry.

Thinking about it now is a bit ridiculous, if I were him, I would think, then you are not in a hurry, what should I do in a hurry, is there no silver 300 taels here?Everyone knows Sima Zhaozhi's heart.

I'm still too clumsy in the face of feelings, and I still can't learn those skills, don't know how to hide frustration and let go.

Hey, it's destined to be like this tonight, I guess he won't come back, he's either watching TV or already asleep.

Hey, it's destined to be like this in the future.

It's ten o'clock, I'm off, anyway, thank you tonight.Good night

1-18 The second ninety-eighth lottery:

Cried and cried, the sky will know, why not stretch your head and brows, and grow old like basil.

The analysis of the No. [-] lottery you drew is as follows:

To get up early in the morning, to wake up in the middle of the night, you should work hard in time, and don't be sluggish when things happen.

I just want to say that I've really been in bed for the past two days, haha.

He didn't reply to me yesterday, his attitude was right there, he would reply to me no matter how busy he was, even if he was going to watch TV and go to sleep, he would always say good night.

Maybe I noticed something, or I asked something that shouldn't be asked, I decided not to bother him recently, I will find something to do by myself.

Read a book, go out for a walk, let yourself be calm and calm, let him be quiet and quiet.

Adjusted myself a bit over the weekend and is much better now.

Then think about one thing clearly, that is, I misunderstood his attitude towards me before.

For example, when I looked at him, he was also looking at me. In fact, he was not looking at me, but at the two female colleagues standing beside me.

That's why he said on Knockout that girls like fat people.

I talked so much with me on the first day, probably because he wanted me to introduce him to a girl, because on the surface, he thought that I was a good relationship with the opposite sex.

But after a few days, I didn't take any action in that regard, I just kept asking him about some personal things, or kept an eye on his every move.

So he felt that I should not be introducing a girlfriend to him, or that the resources he wanted from me were not guaranteed.

Haha, then I was snowballing here alone, but he didn't respond or was forced to respond.

Then I wanted to get closer, so I gave him steamed stuffed buns, but his mind was confused, and he didn't bother to return or said he didn't know what I wanted to do.

Things are roughly like this, and there is another point that I did not do well, that is, every time I enter his space, I delete the access record, and I also set the access permission for the space.

Since I want to know his privacy so much, but I didn't make it public in front of him, it seems very dishonest.

After figuring this out, coupled with all the analysis my friends have given me, I feel that I am really too impatient.

Yes, I should take secret love as enjoyment, enjoy the ups and downs of the process, and not just focus on the result,

In the end, I just like him, but I haven't reached the level of love, otherwise I wouldn't know that it's cold at night, but still insist on asking him to answer me.

The difference between liking and loving is really different.

1-19 drew the first sixty-five lottery:

Suspicious and suspicious, laughing and sad, the ground is full of red and no one sweeps it, only looking at the west wind with black eyebrows.

The analysis of the number [-] you drew is as follows:

Don't try anything that is suspicious...

That's what I think now, at least the push-ups I insist on doing every day are the methods he taught me, and the books I read are psychology, which he likes to read and study.It's actually pretty good to be in the same world as him doing the same thing.Sometimes if you want too much extravagance, it will change the essence of what you were looking for at the beginning, and then you will gradually lose yourself and lose your direction.

Let nature take its course and face him with a normal heart.

So I'm going to buy half a duck from him later...

Yes, you read that right. I didn’t contact him yesterday. I feel like I’ve been drained of all my energy. I’m speechless. This time I won’t bother him or scare him. If he will bring him something, he will simply buy half a duck and leave after buying.

If he wants to say a few words to me, then I will answer a few words. If he doesn't want to say a few words, I won't just sit there and wait.

It's good to see him once, so that I have the motivation to move forward. He is my motivation. Only when I meet him can I learn to be kind to myself and make myself better.

I didn't go to his place, because I bought five buns at my own risk

I feel full after eating. Forget it at noon tomorrow, otherwise I will have to do an extra set of push-ups at night.

By the way, after the fifth day, my stomach didn’t hurt when I made it yesterday, O(∩_∩)O haha~

I tested my intimacy index with him to be 70, and then he is a Scorpio, I am a Libra, and he is my watchful sign

Do you want to do this?

I was just thinking about what I like about him.After thinking about it for a long time, besides my looks, I also came up with an answer, that is his aloofness...

Is it time for me to take medicine? Am I so funny that he can’t understand my IQ? Forget it, let’s wash up and sleep. Good night everyone, my head is so itchy. I’ll buy it from him after washing my hair tomorrow. Duck.