fell in love with his body

In the past two days, I discovered something. He would be at the vegetable market at night. Turning in from the street next to our company, there was a small road with twists and turns that could go directly to the back of the vegetable market. In front of the vegetable market, I usually eat out and don’t have to go to the vegetable market at all, so it seems a bit unfair to go to see him. Now it’s all right, I turn to the back of the vegetable market, and I can vaguely see him.I don’t know if it’s because of my psychology, I peeked at him twice, both times he was standing, as if he was catching me with his eyes, I suddenly had a sense of sight that I was a thief for no reason.

At noon, he will be sitting diagonally across from our company, sitting alone in the shop. He bought ducks the day before yesterday. He can’t buy ducks every day. It’s not that the funds are tight, but their ducks are really too salty. Blood pressure will go up, especially after seeing him, it's not a joke to go off the charts.So I went around in front of his shop, yesterday I took a look at him, he actually raised his head, I was so scared that I quickly pretended to be serious, and when I walked to the main entrance of his shop, I didn't dare to glance at him.

On the way to dinner, I was thinking why I was so shy, wouldn't it make me look like a ghost, and I promised to be brave and be a brother.So when I came back, I mustered up the courage to look at him, smiling like two hundred and five, the kind of smile that is not on the surface, very fake.This is what I discovered when I saw the mirror on the stairs before entering the office.Also heartbroken.

The most important thing is that when I laughed, I didn't see his expression at all. At that time, it was just against the light. When I looked over, I couldn't see his face clearly. I only knew where he was... Then I went to my relative's house for dinner today , I thought he was off work when I came back, so I had to look at him openly, so I aimed at him when I was walking diagonally, until the end of the main entrance, and my neck was sore. It was enjoyable to watch, but this high-cold brother didn't raise his head... I found that the more cold he was, the more itchy I felt, as if someone had touched my heartstrings, and my heart was full of swell every minute Feeling, if this feeling has to be described in words, it is like a person who has just recovered from a serious illness and the wound has just healed.

I feel like I'm always staring at a person, and the other person will notice it if I look at it for too long. I discovered this when I was waiting for the car to come over this afternoon.The driver of the bus that came over was a handsome guy. I had been infatuated with him for a long time. I didn’t live in the company’s dormitory before, so every day when I came back from work, I always took the last bus, just to wait for this handsome driver.Then one day the handsome driver changed shifts and sat near the front door. He probably saw my gaze in the rearview mirror and caught me straight.I was so embarrassing at the time, I wanted to jump out of the car every minute.Now I feel flat, and when I look at the driver again, I feel very ordinary. I don’t know when I stopped seeing him, but the driver seems to have sequelae. I don’t look at him, but he will look at me. Wait for today When I was driving, the driver's car was opposite, and I saw the driver looking at me out of the corner of my eye.

People are so strange, they used to focus on one thing, they liked it passionately, and they suddenly stopped and they didn't like it anymore, and they stopped chasing, and they let go, but the other person didn't feel used to it, and always felt empty in their hearts, that one The driver probably felt like this.I don't know if he thinks the same way, but if I pretend not to visit him and give him some peace these two days, will he feel a little bit lost?In fact, this has nothing to do with orientation issues, just like people often say that it is easy to bend a person's physiology, but not so easily.Psychology takes time to slowly pass.I counted him and I have only known each other for 11 days.

Just now I talked about being mentally empty, and I remembered that time in the library. The boy was in the same situation as me. He approached me for the first time, but I rejected him coldly. His eyes were cold and his tone was cold. It's ice, so at least he is gentler than me, should I be thankful?Then the boy felt that he was useless, so he lay down on the table uncomfortably. The sense of helplessness swept me away, making me feel like a stumbling block that influenced his life. Later, because I couldn’t bear to add Curious, if you open your mouth, you will not be able to turn your head back.So my fate has been rewritten since then.

To be honest, many times I can’t bear to disclose the fact that I like him. I came from his position. No one knows the feeling better than me. Maybe he is smarter than me, that is His attitude, neither cold nor hot, neither arrogant nor humble, seems gentle but makes it difficult for me to get close to him, making it impossible for me to walk into his circle.And I was pretending to be cold at that time, but in fact, my heart has already been galloped by ten thousand grass mud horses... So everything in the future will follow the fate. I am reading psychology recently, and the first dozen or so are all nonsense. I am talking about psychology. The introduction made me almost give up on the article, and the rest is okay. Finally, I got to the point. This morning, the company was disconnected from the Internet. I read the three pieces of broken window effect, hint effect, and label effect to pass the time.

The second forty-two lot was drawn:

The flock of sheep, the sun faces the people, and the cattle bite people

The analysis of the number [-] you drew is as follows:

The verses shown are almost mysterious and not suitable for modern times, so you might as well give another sign.

I was also drunk when I got this lottery yesterday.Then I caught my IQ and smoked again, and the result was still this.

The opinion given to me by the little bamboo horse is to let me say good night for 20 days in a row, and then not say it on the 21st night, which makes him feel strange.I don't know if this method is good or not, but I always feel that his emotional intelligence should be quite high, and I think he will see through the trick of playing hard to get.The colder a person is, the less he talks, the more he thinks.I feel like I can't catch him, he's just like a fantasy of mine.

It was already 08:30 when I turned on the office computer after breakfast, so I don't know what to reply to him. He has been offline since the afternoon yesterday. I don't know if he is invisible or not.Then I didn’t say good night to him last night, he was still not online today, I got up later today, at 09:30, the sky was overcast, it was already ten o’clock when I went to have breakfast, he had already opened the door, in Drumming roast duck.When I walked from there, I looked at him, and he looked at me as if telepathically.It felt so good in that moment.

I went to eat at my relative's house that day. My cousin was practicing at the driving school recently. She said that it was boring when she went there in the afternoon. It would be nice if I went to learn together.The two of us only met once a week, and we had a good relationship since we were young, so when I was washing clothes after taking a shower, she would talk to me next to me, until she went to the driving school and I came to the company and chatted for a long time.I almost had an idea, I want her to give me an assist and chase my little brother.The result is still held back.Although my cousin said that she is very supportive, but she is too simple and likes to tell her mother about everything, I am afraid that it will be self-defeating.It would be bad if relatives found out.