fell in love with his body

The water was cut off last night, and again in the morning. I don’t know if the faucet is frozen. I poured boiling water on it and there was no response.Fortunately, I carried a bucket of water in advance yesterday and put it in the dormitory.Also heartbroken.It hasn't snowed since yesterday afternoon, and it hasn't snowed this morning either.It was not eight o'clock when I got up from the bed, and I struggled for a long time before deciding to get up and get dressed.Good guy, those clothes look like they were just fished out of the ice, let's share [what the hell]

Walking on the road, the soles of my shoes were as slippery as roller skates, and I was also drunk.I went to eat at the restaurant yesterday, but I didn't meet him today. There are very few people eating at that restaurant.Seeing that there are a lot of people driving on the road, I reckon he must have come here by bicycle as well.When I went back after eating, I took a look inside the vegetable market. Auntie Fat's cold food shop was already open, and the roast duck shop on his side was also open.I chatted with him last night for some things, but he went offline again later.Why.

When people are weak, they will let go of all psychological defenses and accept some external things.I went to buy roast duck from him that day through the thick snow, and he smiled at me, which almost made me mistaken.And what we talked about last night, when a person is alone in the middle of the night, he will get rid of the hustle and bustle of the day, and his heart is as soft as a lake, so did he let go of his superficial coldness towards me last night?Why do I feel that I am gradually approaching his inner defense line and slowly exploring some emotional areas in his heart?I don't know if this is good or not.

Originally, I decided to stay away from him for two days, but I couldn't hold back and asked him if he was home.

Me: Are you home yet?

Him: Well.

Me: That's good, let's eat quickly.I'm already wrapped in a quilt, it's too cold.

Him: Yes, it's cold.

Me: The construction site will not start, maybe I will go back in two days.

Telling him that I want to go back, the intention couldn't be more obvious, only the last few days of madness are left, let's take it.

Then there was a vacancy of more than half an hour, probably he was eating.Friends asked me to find other topics to talk to him, but I was a bit at a loss for a person who was not very willing to open up.

Him: It’s good to go home early for the New Year.

Me: Haha, be jealous.But maybe, we have to wait for my relatives to decide.

Him: Me too.

Me: Didn’t you say you didn’t come back until the 29th year?

He: Well, it’s only a few days, and January is almost over.

Me: Brother, there are still nineteen days left...

Him: Not a few days.

Me: You are so generous, haha.Are you in the field all year round, do you feel like returning home?

I don't know if he will feel bored if he repeats the same thing every day.But he said that he would be able to go back soon, and his days should be going smoothly.I asked him if he was willing to come back, and the intention was to find out whether he was emotional or rational. Although this method is relatively unscientific, because when a boy reaches a certain age, no matter how emotional he is, he will restrain himself and be unknown to outsiders. It is a label given to men by society, which slowly makes us pretend to make our hearts cold and hard to resist those rumors.

He: I'm used to it. I didn't go back during Chinese New Year before. I don't want to go back if I don't have money.I watch TV.Hands are so cold.

Me: go ahead,

When he said that he had no money and didn't want to go back, my heart was really pulled and hurt instantly. I am very familiar with this feeling. I remember that I used to work in a certain company. A lot of things are entrusted to me, so there are bonuses for high salaries.When the hands are rich and the life is moist, the posture of standing out when you say it must be different, so that year was very chic.But the good times didn’t last long. In the second year, I changed to a director. Since I was the right-hand man of my predecessor, he made things difficult for me, and finally forced me to resign. Then, that year was miserable, and I watched others talk about it. When I spoke, I felt like I couldn't get my mouth in.This is a matter of dignity that belongs to boys. Even the poor boys are still men in their bones.

Although I know this, from the perspective of someone who has been there, I still can't bear to point it out to him, and I can only persuade him weakly. If you have money or not, go home for the New Year, and there will always be New Year's Eve dinner at home.Then he went to watch TV. I didn't want to be too noisy, so I said good night and went to read a novel.Yesterday, a friend told me that the meaning of "good night" is WANAN. I can always learn things about words without a teacher.In fact, what I said is, say good night to you in advance, fall in love with you in advance, fall in love with you in advance, fall in love with you involuntarily.

Half an hour later, looking at his status, he was already offline.I don't know if I accidentally leaked my psychology to me, or what.I was not online all night, and I am not online today.There is some basis for my guess. Look at his space and talk about it. He said that he came here to wander alone and avoid some things. I don’t know what it is. All I know is that he came out. Those who want to relax [maybe have some conflicts with the family] are more likely to treat emotional injuries [break up with girlfriend, I already know], and then want to put away to a strange city to face strangers.

It feels colder today, my nose is about to freeze.Sure enough, the snow did not melt the snow.I passed by him when I was going to eat at noon, and I saw him standing outside, I said hello to him, and he quickly turned his head to look at me, haha, reminds me of when I was in junior high school, there was a boy in our class who was always smug When people called him, he turned around in seconds, and then the wind picked up his fine bangs.At that time, washing, cutting and blow blowing were popular, and many people's bangs blocked their eyes, and some boys with bad farts liked to blow with their mouths. I would laugh out loud when I think of that scene.So when I saw him turn around, I almost couldn't help but grinned. It took me a long time to hold back, and I was almost suffocated from internal injuries.

I got up late again, and it turned out that the handsome person has already woken up, while the ugly person is still sleeping. Good morning everyone, I will have breakfast and lunch later.

He has been offline since the night before and has been missing until now.I don't allow this kind of thing to happen, so when I go to eat fried rice later, I have to ask for two cold dishes.It is estimated that I will go back in the next two days, if I don't hurry up now, when will I wait.

Good evening everyone, here I come.Tell me about the past two days.

During the two days of weekends, I slept really darkly, the sun and the moon were dark, and I was drunk after eating breakfast and lunch.Then it was too cold to eat cold dishes, and I was even more drunk.However, since doing push-ups, my stomach has become better [there is no scientific basis for this, haha, I guess it is because of my exercise]. In the past, I accidentally turned over at night, and my stomach could catch a cold, which was caused by the traditional Chinese medicine.

I went to the shop opposite him and ordered sauerkraut fried rice, and I went to his place to order bean curd. He was not online for several days, so I don't know what he was up to.Staring down at the phone all day.When he weighed the bean curds for me yesterday, I had nothing to say. I just woke up. Believe it or not. After I finished speaking, I regretted it. According to what I said, it seems that getting up late is a very glorious thing...

I went there yesterday with messy hair. I don’t know how he looked at me. I have the kind of oily hair. It will itch every two days if I don’t wash my hair, and the oily sticks to my forehead. No matter how I look at it, I feel uncomfortable.He heard me say that he just got up, but he just repeated it twice, ah, you just got up.It looks so cute.

The fried dumplings I went to eat at night, the kind that are made and sold now, caused me to be blown outside by the cold wind for a long time, and I decided not to eat them in the future. This kind of open-air sincerity is too much.Then I looked at the phone, it was still early, and my two feet ran towards him involuntarily.The snow outside has almost melted, but on the road to the vegetable farm, the snow has turned into water, so one can imagine how messy it is.

I didn't burn incense when I went out yesterday, but I was wearing a pair of white sneakers. I really regretted it.But there is no reason to take back the steps that have been taken, and finally bit the bullet and walked to him. It was almost eight o'clock, and many shops had closed their stalls. When I passed by his shop, I saw him alone. The person huddled in the corner and looked at the phone, crossing his legs.Think about it, the temperature at that meeting was really a little low, I felt so distressed seeing it, little brother.