After the death of thousands of people, the enemy regrets it

Duan Zeyun will never forget how desperate Chu Yan's expression was at that time, and the emptiness in his eyes made Duan Zeyun feel a pang of distress for no reason, but the pain was washed away by his love for Ling Feng, and covered up.. .so much so that he didn't even have time to identify what it was.

But maybe from that moment on, being alive was no longer a justifiable thing for Chu Yan.

Until the most irreversible situation happened, accompanied by a loud noise in the Milky Way, the young man who followed him step by step and couldn't get rid of him would never come back again.

What's even more frightening is that because the existence of Chu Yan itself is the theft of the identity that originally belonged to Ling Feng, when Ling Feng took back what belonged to him step by step, Chu Yan gradually seemed to have never been here.

Chu Yan has a very stubborn personality, but he is also loyal in a certain way. If Duan Zeyun is his chosen one, then he will spare no effort to care for him and pursue him.

Someone once joked to Duan Zeyun: "If we want to find you, we just need to look at the direction Chu Yan is looking at."

What's ridiculous is that in Chu Yan's eyes, Duan Zeyun is always so ruthless...or in other words, it's just the person who is deeply affectionate and righteous, never him.

In his eyes, there was only Ling Feng, not Chu Yan.

Until one day, Ling Feng showed him something.

It was the pen and ink left by Chu Yan when he was alive - an old diary that had turned yellow.

Different from Chu Yan's usual love and stalking, he is very sober in his diary: [I will never get the love of Duan Zeyun in my life, he belongs to Ling Feng, and my existence is to prove that The Duke’s choice is correct, because I want to know how sad it would be if I like a trash like me. ]

[Only when I was ruthlessly thrown away, trampled in the filthiest place, and lost everything that didn’t belong to me, this is the ending that everyone likes to see, and it is also my destiny in this world. ]

Once upon a time, he pulled Duan Zeyun's sleeve in a humble way, and cried in a broken voice: "Zeyun, don't leave me, okay, I'm willing to do anything for you, look at me, okay, look at me... .”

Duan Zeyun's eyes were full of disgust: "Will you do anything for me? Then can you die for me!"

Chu Yan stared at him blankly, as if digesting his words.

In the diary, he was in this mood: [Didn't expect it, I could really die for you. ]

[It's coming soon, wait a minute, it's really coming soon. ]

[After all... I can hardly hold on anymore. ]

Then, he really never came back.

He exchanged his life for Duan Zeyun's sweetheart.

What kind of emotion is this....It is so fierce and crazy that Ling Feng is extremely jealous.

If the two of them have any feelings in common at this moment, it is the same pain and regret - this should not be the end of Chu Yan, he could have been very happy!

Duan Zeyun originally thought that he would live with regrets in this life. He looked at the "good night" that Chu Yan had sent him every night, and tried to recall his voice and smile in his heart to fall asleep, but doing so was like drinking poison to quench thirst, and it deepened after a long time. It made him miss him even more, and made him even more unable to accept that such a lively person had left.

Unexpectedly, heaven gave him another chance.

This time, he will definitely love him with all his heart, and there will be no one else in his eyes.

***

Seeing the two people looking like they had lost and found it again, Chu Yan felt very strange.

He can't wait to hold Ling Feng and Duan Zeyun's hands immediately, let their fingers intertwine, and then go to the back garden to meet the big secret of life experience.

Of course, he just thought about it. Things like feelings still need to be developed step by step, and the future will last forever. How could it be a problem that can be solved with a little hand...Huh? ! !

At some point, Duan Zeyun had already clenched his hand tightly, his warm palm pressed against his fingertips, and Chu Yan was forced to experience the sense of volume in his hand and the undeniable strength of that hand.

In his previous life, what Chu Yan, who was hated by everyone, wanted most was to be recognized by Duan Zeyun in public, as if in this way he could feel a certain sense of security.

The marriage certificate is too thin and fragile, it can be easily torn into pieces, and then scattered into dust and wiped out in ashes.

It is the most precious and precious thing to get the promise of the parties concerned.

But what did Duan Zeyun do in his previous life?

At the same engagement banquet, Chu Yan with a sweet smile held Duan Zeyun's hand, wanting to enter the dance floor with him and dance with all the guests.

But maybe it was because Chu Yan's selfish face was too deeply rooted in the hearts of the people since he was a child. The moment his hand touched Duan Zeyun, he was slapped away, making him lose face in front of everyone.

Chu Yan has almost no patience with anyone, only with Duan Zeyun, he made exceptions everywhere, but also bumped into walls everywhere.

So he didn't get angry, just smiled awkwardly, then silently withdrew his hand, pretending that nothing happened, deceiving himself and others.

Of course, after knowing that he was a civet cat in exchange for the crown prince and occupying the position that originally belonged to Ling Feng, he had to be inseparable from the words "self-deception" day and night, whether he wanted it or not.

But now, Duan Zeyun, who used to feel disgusted even touching him, took his hand actively, as if unwilling to let go.

Are you punishing me or punishing yourself!

Duan Zeyun lowered his eyes, looked at Chu Yan gently and seriously, and said softly: "Come with me to the venue, you are the protagonist tonight, the guests should wait anxiously."

"I'll lead you in... okay?"

His voice was very soft and solemn, as if he was treating some rare treasure with extreme care.

Ling Feng stared darkly at the two tightly clasped hands, and his thin lips were pursed tightly.

He almost forgot that Chu Yan still had such a fiancé who was so cruel to him...but Chu Yan still loved him terribly.

Chu Yan, who was watching all directions and listening to all directions, naturally noticed this, and was shocked in his heart: No, Brother Ling is going to be jealous!

What's the matter, could it be that the world line has changed?Could it be Ling Feng who was tempted first this time?

But no matter what, he had to let go of this hand no matter what.

Duan Zeyun's love belonged to Ling Feng. When Chu Yan played the role of the hated person, if he learned the essence of any truth, it would be: don't think about things that shouldn't belong to you.

He understands these words, but when he has no experience, no matter how much he understands, it is only on paper. Only when he is despised, emphasized, and slandered with the cruelest words over and over again, can he go deep into his heart and unforgettable.

You can't grab things with Brother Ling, not to mention that he doesn't want anything, doesn't want to fight for anything, he just wants to spend the rest of his life quietly.

Thinking of this, Chu Yan slowly withdrew his hand.

The moment the palm was empty, Duan Zeyun's heart seemed to be empty as well.

But he quickly hid the disappointment in his eyes, and asked with concern: "What's wrong?"

Chu Yan said with a guilty conscience: "I don't want to see any guests..."

This situation is too weird. In his previous life, Chu Yan had never seen Duan Zeyun treat him tenderly. The only time he came to find him falsely was before going to the battlefield, and then he tossed himself all over his body. It hurts, and then ridiculed himself as worthless.

So much so that when Chu Yan sees Duan Zeyun's affectionate face now, he will subconsciously think whether he will suddenly perform a Sichuan opera face-changing in the next second, and mockingly said: You are so naive, actually delusional that I will really treat you like this , I don't even think about whether you deserve it.

The more I thought about it, the more it was like this, Chu Yan felt a little depressed, and murmured: "I think it's a bit boring here, I want to go out to catch my breath."

Duan Zeyun responded, "I will accompany you."

Stay with me, big brother, you are with the wrong person, hey!

What's the matter with the light bulb!

Chu Yan refused very decisively, and said that he wanted to be alone.

The glass door was gently pushed open by Chu Yan, and the slender figure slowly disappeared from the eyes of the two of them, and a look of disappointment flashed across Duan Zeyun's eyes.

He frowned and looked at Ling Feng beside him. He was obviously the person he couldn't ask for in his previous life, but he couldn't show any affection at this moment.

And Ling Feng looked at him even more indifferently.

In her previous life, Chu Yan loved him so much, she would rather dedicate everything to him, but she didn't expect to be treated so cruelly in exchange.

In this life, he will definitely not let Chu Yan fall in love with this heartless bastard again.

He looked at the direction where Chu Yan was leaving, his eyes were dark and deep, and he didn't know what he was thinking about.

***

The royal back garden is indeed absurdly large. It can be said that it is reckless to occupy such an area in the Emperor Star, where every inch of land is expensive. It can be seen how arrogant the royal family is for pleasure. It is no wonder that Chu Yan is fascinated by such an environment Became such an extravagant temperament.

Relying on the previous memory, Chu Yan stumbled to find the place where he met Ling Feng's adoptive mother in his previous life, looked at the clear lake water indifferently, and waited quietly.

It's not that he didn't think about whether to escape from this plot and not to meet his biological mother, but thinking about it carefully, he could hide from the first day of the junior high school but not the fifteenth day, his mother would not give up, and he didn't want to occupy Ling Feng either. life.

Give him back his identity, I just hope he can spare his life for the sake of his sincerity.

He was just blowing the cool breeze, willingly waiting.

The wind was too cold, and he unconsciously gathered his neckline.

He waited for 1 minutes.

He waited for an hour....

he waited....

What about people? ! !

She can't be lost! !

I just said a broken garden, why build such a big garden!

Chu Yan had no choice but to look for traces of his mother along the way, to see if he could meet her by chance.

He was stepping on the mud by the lake, and just about to stagger up, his eyes suddenly lost their spirit at that moment and turned into a pool of stagnant water.

He stood there, stiff for a long time.

The chip is dead.

He was out of sight.