After the death of thousands of people, the enemy regrets it

Chu Yan's mother is the management of a clothing company, named Ge Yan.

She obviously has a very mean appearance, but when facing Chu Yan, she always behaves very gentle, intuitively feeling as if she holds him in her palm like a baby.

Being pampered by others should be a very happy thing, but Chu Yan felt a little unreal.

The day before he was about to be discharged from the hospital, Chu Yan rolled up his sleeves to show Ge Yan, pretending to be natural, and asked, "Mom, how did you get these injuries on my body?"

Ge Yan's expression didn't change much, she just tapped his forehead with a half-smile and half-distressed, and told him softly: "Isn't it because you were naughty when you were young, and you were curious about everything every day, and always wanted to try it in your hand?" Try it, and you end up making yourself like this."

Chu Yan thought to himself, how naughty must he be?

Maybe it's because it hasn't been too long since returning from the interstellar world, Chu Yan's memory of reality always feels very far away, and he can't remember some things clearly.

However, Ge Yan didn't seem to want to talk about this matter either. After answering Chu Yan's confusion, she had already picked a bright-colored, full-fruited apple from the bedside table, picked up the fruit knife, and carefully peeled it for Chu Yan. Pick up apples.

Seeing her taking care of herself so hard, Chu Yan couldn't help her with these problems for a while.

Soon, Chu Yan will be discharged from the hospital.

Ge Yan went to go through the discharge procedures early in the morning, then packed Chu Yan's things in big and small bags, and then took Chu Yan's arm like a loving mother, and took him into the family's private car together.

It was Chu Yan's father who drove the car. After he saw Chu Yan get down, a warm smile appeared on his face.

Seeing Ge Yan and her father stuffing their own things into the trunk, and then turning around to ask herself if she was tired, thirsty, and if there was anything she wanted to eat after returning home, Chu Yan's There was a warm current in my heart.

This is the real life he has been longing for for a long time.

Everything is normal.

But after the warmth was over, there was another wave of uneasiness in his heart.

For some reason, he feels that this kind of happiness feels like a bubble, fragile and false.

Perhaps it was because he hadn't come back for too long, so he had an uncontrollable estrangement from the world.

But it doesn't matter, as long as he stays here, Nan Feng will get used to it soon.

......

In the real world, Chu Yan is a college student who dropped out of school due to an accident.

During the meal, Ge Yan told him that he was very good-natured and gentle, and he was also loved by teachers at school, and his classmates trusted him and took care of him. He had many like-minded friends in school, They often came to visit him when he was injured and hospitalized.

Chu Yan had a vague impression in his heart, but this kind of memory seemed to be forcibly stuck in his mind, and what was even more strange was that he still felt a little repulsive in his heart.

Speaking of which, is it true that his memory is not good enough, and he has to have a little impression of his past events from other people's mouths.

The table was full of dishes, including fish and meat, soup and porridge. It seemed that Chu Yan, who was discharged from the hospital, could not eat big meat and meat, so he specially prepared porridge for his stomach, but he was afraid that he would not taste good after eating it. , I made some food for him to satisfy his hunger, but he could only eat a little of each.

After eating, Chu Yan was ready to wash the dishes.

But Ge Yan stopped him, and said gently: "Your injury is just right, we should leave this matter to us adults, I know you are filial, but it won't be too late to do these things after your injury heals. "

Looking at their caring eyes, Chu Yan couldn't resist them, so he had to go back to his room first.

His room is not as big and exaggerated as the one in the empire, but it is already very good. A bed and a desk can be put down here, and there is still a certain amount of space for free movement.The windows are large, and the sunlight is especially warm when the sun shines in. The decoration in the room also conforms to the personality of a boy of his age, and there are even some figures and models of game characters.

He just stood there staring at the door for a long time.

His father came over and asked him, "Why don't you just stand there and not go in?"

Chu Yan smiled and said: "It's okay, I just take a look at my room from a macro perspective first."

His father: "Are you stupid for studying economics?"

Soon he came to his desk again. There were some economics books on the bookshelf. It seemed that his major in college should be economics.

Inexplicably, he thought of those books that Jun Wang always loved to read.

If Jun Wang was studying instead of him, how easy would it be for him to take professional courses, and he would not have to worry about failing the course at all.

But soon he interrupted this unrealistic idea.

He has decided not to think about the things in that world from now on, and from now on, he will live in this world and contribute to the cause of socialism.

After looking at his general room, Ge Yan walked in at this time, put both hands on his shoulders like the affectionate gestures often made between mothers and children, and said gently: "Because you went out before accident, so we suspended your schooling, if you still want to go back to school, just tell us, it doesn’t matter if you don’t want to go, Mom and Dad can support you for the rest of your life.”

Chu Yan: "..."

Chu Yan is a relatively independent person in terms of thinking, so it is naturally impossible for them to support him for a lifetime.

What's more, his body is much better now, and the doctor also said that his body can fully meet the conditions for admission.

At this time, he uncontrollably thought of Xiao Mu who was extremely strict with him in the military academy, and suddenly felt that his soul was extremely strong, and he could completely handle all kinds of demanding teachers.

Uh... why did I think about it again.

He shook his head, patted his face again, and told himself not to think about those people and things that have nothing to do with reality, they are already in the past tense.

Just like that, at Chu Yan's request, his parents still couldn't hold back him and applied for him.

But the requirement is that he has to go to school.

It's true, the university Chu Yan went to was very close to his home, but he just wanted to spend money to live on campus.

Well, I think I want to experience the feeling of living in school, and the life of eating and living with my good buddies every day seems to be quite desirable.

And good brothers put it together, so it shouldn't be inadvertently getting up late because you can't hear the alarm.

Just like now, Chu Yan got up late.

His parents are indifferent: "It's okay, we can just ask you for a vacation, and you have to eat well. Also, don't rush around on the way to school. How can we live if something happens again?" ah."

Chu Yan went out with a bun in his mouth, and he waved to them before closing the door.

He ran in the street, because he was worried about being late, so he ran quickly.

He didn't want to be late on the first day of school.

As a result, misfortunes never come singly. When he encountered a roadblock that was lower than his knees, he jumped away without heeding it.

It's a pity that he may have overestimated his jumping ability and didn't know what consequences such a leap of faith might bring.

Until his toes were caught by a roadblock, he perfectly predicted his next ending.

Very good, soon he will fall to the ground to give everyone a happy early year in advance.

However, when he was staggering and unsteady, a person swiftly protected him in his arms, and he remained motionless in the face of the impact brought by Chu Yan's instability, standing on the spot, very stable.

Chu Yan blinked in confusion, then looked up.

It was a young man who seemed to be about the same age as him, with an indifferent smile on his face. It was obviously the first time we met, but his eyes did not show any sense of strangeness or distance.

This young man's skin is very pale, but even so, he is exceptionally good-looking, and when he looks at people with a smile, there is always a hint of intrigue.

Chu Yan's eyes only stayed on his face for a moment, and soon he let go of his hand in embarrassment, and said awkwardly: "Sorry... Didn't bump into you?"

The young man replied with a smile: "It's okay, as long as you are fine."

Chu Yan held his hand excitedly, shaking it up and down twice: "Thank you, you are such a good person!"

Hearing the word "good man", the young man's expression was visibly sluggish for a moment, and then the corners of his mouth curled up again, revealing a smile.

Because Chu Yan was about to be late, he didn't have a chance to use the rainbow cannons and compliments in his mind, so he hurriedly left along this road after thanking him emotionally.

Looking at his receding back, the young man stopped in place, without moving for a long time.

In his originally clear and sincere eyes slowly emerged a morbid infatuation and inevitable ambition.

Jun Wang never thought that at the critical moment when he was about to kill that person, Chu Yan would choose to defuse that irreversible blow by himself, so as not to let those people kill each other.

Although Jun Wang manipulated the program and tried his best to stop all this, he ignored Chu Yan's stubbornness and stubbornness.

Chu Yan was the only variable in that world.

But it doesn't matter, now that person is alive in that world abandoned by him, he will only think that Chu Yan is dead, and this time, he himself killed him. Under this blow, he may have already died. Collapsed to despair.

Maybe already crazy.

It doesn't matter if he is alive, let him suffer until he dies in that world alone.

The corner of the young man's lips curled slightly, and he slowly disappeared into the crowd of people coming and going.

......

Although he hurried to school, Chu Yan was unfortunately late.

Fortunately, the teacher did not embarrass him, nor did he count his absence from work, and reminded him not to run so fast next time, otherwise accidents would easily occur.

Chu Yan was naturally so grateful that he couldn't express it in words.

He sat in a random position, and a classmate who couldn't remember clearly poked him on the back with a pen and asked him to read the group news.

Chu Yan opened his class group belatedly, and found that at this moment, his classmates were silently congratulating him in the group.

In order not to be caught by the counselor who was playing with the mobile phone in class, everyone expressed their blessings to him anonymously.

Zhang Fei: [Congratulations on being discharged from the hospital! ]

Guan Yu: [Welcome back to our water class family! ]

Xi Shi: [You are finally back!Old iron! ]

Lu Ban: [Dude, 666! ]

...

In the end, the counselors with sharp eyes and ears noticed the abnormality of the class group and urged them to put away their mobile phones and study hard, only then did some people in the group gradually silence.

Of course, even the counselor took advantage of troubled waters and sent a message in the group congratulating him on his discharge from the hospital.

Looking at the fiery news in the group, Chu Yan felt inexplicably a sense of a world away.

So he is so happy in the real world?

On a refreshing morning, the teacher wrote down a lot of drowsy mathematical formulas on the blackboard. Chu Yan propped his face and stared at the messy writing on the blackboard like an ordinary student. .

I don't know what happened to the world after he left.

Will that war stop because of him?

Can the Empire and the Federation reconcile?

He didn't know, but he couldn't interfere anymore because he had gone home.

After all, it was not his world after all.

**

Because there was no class in the afternoon, Chu Yan went home at noon.

It's a pity that he didn't have the chance to participate in the zombie siege event - the cafeteria grabbing food.

Under the envious eyes of his colleagues, Chu Yan hurried home with his schoolbag in his hands.

He needs time to get acquainted with this world that he hasn't returned to for a long time, and every step brings a great sense of freshness.

Although he was going home, he only had a vague shadow of his past experience, but fortunately, his family seemed very gentle, and he should be able to live a more relaxed life here.

It's just that he couldn't figure out how those scars on his body came from.

Maybe it was really like what Ge Yan said, it was because he was too naughty when he was a child and didn't do anything about human affairs every day, which caused him to get himself covered in injuries.

After Chu Yan returned home, he found that he didn't have the key to the door, so he knocked on the door.

Immediately afterwards, he lowered his head and found that his shoelace was loose, so he squatted down to tie his shoelace.

The door opened slowly.

Chu Yan originally thought it was Ge Yan who opened the door, so he lowered his head and said, "Mom, I'm back."

Then, he felt that the atmosphere was not right, so he slowly raised his head.

Then, his eyes slowly opened wide.

It was none other than the young man he met on the street this morning who opened the door for him.

Soon, Ge Yan came out of the kitchen, and when she saw Chu Yan came back, she happily came out and introduced him: "Xiao Yan, you are back, let me introduce you, this is my friend's son, named It's called Song Zhuo."

Chu Yan stared at him blankly, probably not getting over the fact that he met a stranger twice in one day.

But he soon socialized politely with him, extending his hand and saying, "Thank you this morning."

Ge Yan said unexpectedly: "So you have already met."

Song Zhuo smiled and said: "I met this morning, Xiao Yan is very cute."

Chu Yan stood outside the door with a slightly cautious expression.

Song Zhuo seemed to see through his mind, and said to him: "Don't worry, I'm just here for a while, and I won't stay for too long."

When he said this, Chu Yan felt a little guilty.

He hurriedly explained: "Ah...I didn't mean that, you can sit as long as you want, I just didn't expect you to come."

Song Zhuo didn't mean to embarrass him.

This person was still the same as usual, he pretended to be pitiful and his heart softened.

When Chu Yan entered, he found some fruits and seasonal spicy lobsters on the coffee table.

The string of reason in his head snapped with a snap.

Ge Yan smiled again at this time and said: "Song Zhuo brought these here. He said he didn't know what you like to eat, so he just bought some."

Chu Yan looked at Song Zhuo affectionately, then firmly held his hand, and said enthusiastically, "You are such a good person!"

Song Zhuo looked at him holding his hand tightly, was taken aback for a moment, and then smiled warmly.

His expression is very gentle, completely in accordance with Chu Yan's favorite personality.

Every one of his actions was just right. When Chu Yan wanted to retreat, he would subconsciously subdue, and when he relaxed his vigilance, he would take advantage of the victory and pursue the attack.

This is of course, because he has coveted this person for an unknown period of time, and his tentacles have been deeply rooted in this soil.

He can transform himself into whatever Chu Yan likes.

Or take him away from the mighty one.

Now, he finally did it slowly.

He believes that he is only one step away from success.

Just one step away.

As long as he falls in love with him.

He just won.

......

At the dinner table, Song Zhuo kept watching Chu Yan's eyes, and then put his favorite things into his bowl from time to time, seeming more concerned about his diet than Chu Yan's mother.

"I heard that you have just recovered from a serious illness, and now is the time to supplement your nutrition."

"Eating more of this is good for the body and can improve immunity."

In addition, he put on plastic gloves and peeled the shrimp for Chu Yan himself.

Chu Yan is a person who is not good at peeling shrimp. Every time he eats shrimp, he makes himself very embarrassed.

But Song Zhuo is very proficient. The movements of peeling the shrimp are all fixed, just like a well-coded program. Under his smooth and skilled movements, the meat and shell are separated very beautifully.

Chu Yan was dumbfounded.

Chu Yan's parents were very friendly to this young man whom he hadn't met a few times.

Chu Yan is also very friendly to him, after all, who doesn't like people who treat themselves well.

It's just that he didn't touch the things Song Zhuo brought.

He originally thought that he would do two big dishes with tears in his eyes.

But for some reason, he always felt that he was rejecting these things.

In addition, he felt that his parents' smiles were a little mechanical, as if they were being manipulated by someone.

At the end of the day, he sometimes felt like he was living in a dream.

But he didn't take it seriously, maybe he just needed time to get used to it because he hadn't come back for too long.

After eating, Ge Yan immediately said: "Xiao Yan, you don't have class in the afternoon anyway, so why not go out with Song Zhuo for a walk, you are about the same age, you should have a lot of common topics."

Chu Yan wanted to refute that even people of the same age may not have common topics. For example, their past life circles did not intersect, they did not have the same hobbies, and they did not live together much. It is so embarrassing when chatting.

At this time, Ge Yan said again: "Oh, yes, Song Juan seems to be studying the same major as you, and he is also economics, and his grades are very good. He has always been the first in professional courses. You should have a lot of common topics."

Chu Yan: "..."

OK, Xueba.

Just like that, Chu Yan walked out with Song Zhuo slowly.

They walked side by side on the long path, and the sunlight shone brightly on the metal fence.

When Chu Yan was walking, he kept looking down at his toes with an unnatural expression.

Song Zhuo also knew what Chu Yan was thinking, but he didn't intend to let him go.

The two walked to the railing of the park in this way. The terrain here is relatively high, and they can see houses in the distance by lying on the railing.

The breeze blowing on their faces made people feel extra comfortable.

There is no such advanced technology here, but there are no aircraft flying around in the sky, and the air will not be contaminated with the smell of various fuels, and there is no need to worry about being suddenly called into a room by a big man like the Prime Minister or the Duke to talk.

He just needs to be himself.

Be an ordinary self.

But... is it really normal?

In the breeze, Chu Yan leaned his back against the railing behind him, and slowly closed his eyes in the cool wind.

Song Zhuo looked at him deeply, and suddenly asked unexpectedly: "Do you like this place?"

Chu Yan was stunned for a moment, then replied: "Do you like it?"

Song Zhuo smiled suddenly, the breeze blew the broken hair on his forehead, and when the wind and clouds were turbulent, the clouds that kept covering the sun made his face flicker.

A sense of oppression suddenly hit my heart.

He couldn't control what he was thinking: "Maybe it's because I'm so happy that I have a sense of unreality."

He thought Song Zhuo would laugh and say that he was thinking too much.

But Song Zhuo's gaze became deeper, his fingers curled up, and he tapped on the railing one after another. While looking at the crowded houses in the distance, he said lightly: "So what if it's not real? Does it mean that there is something real in this world?" pain, can that be considered happiness?"

Chu Yan followed his gaze and looked over, feeling bitterness in his heart, only felt that there was an inexplicable vacancy somewhere, and this feeling tortured him very uncomfortable.

He said in a daze, "Perhaps the pursuit of truth is a primitive instinct that people are born with."

Before he could think about it, Song Zhuo put his hand on his shoulder, forcing him to come to his senses and stop thinking in that direction.

He said softly: "Don't think too much, as long as you are willing, the world will always love you."

What he said was very sincere, but Chu Yan felt that there was another meaning in his words.

It's as if...the world is man-made.

Fortunately, they didn't discuss this matter too much.

Then, they wandered around again, and most of the afternoon passed quickly.

Song Zhuo sent Chu Yan to the door of the house in a very gentlemanly manner.

Before parting, Song Zhuo turned around, looked at him deeply, pursed his lips, and said as if swearing: "I will come to you often in the future."