After the death of thousands of people, the enemy regrets it

For Chu Yan, few people choose to stand on his side, whether it is parents or friends.

Because no matter what, more things are always better than less things. Even if he just gave this homeless a bottle of water to drink, he doesn't have to be responsible for his own safety. Even at this moment, he can choose to turn a blind eye.

Although Xing Yuan himself has good physical fitness and some self-defense skills, but the Lord God really wanted him to learn a lesson, so he specially arranged a blind and disabled body for him. It is really difficult for two people.

Although every move he made was very delicate, but his body's reaction speed couldn't keep up, and his strength was also a bit weak. After several fights, he was soon at a disadvantage.

Seeing that this homeless man who had only met him once was about to be beaten for him, Chu Yan was extremely anxious, and shouted loudly, regardless of his own safety: "I don't know him, why are you rushing to me!"

When the two classmates heard his voice, they turned their heads to see that Chu Yan's eye sockets were flushed with anxiety, and his whole body was trembling with fear, but his eyes were full of firmness, and his footsteps did not flinch in the slightest.

To put it simply, it is to make people have a special desire to bully and humiliate.

The gangster grinned sinisterly, and was about to raise his hand to grab Chu Yan's hair, trying to make his body stagger and fall over.

However, before he even touched a single strand of Chu Yan's hair, he was thrown to the ground by the homeless man behind him, his body was tightly suppressed, and he couldn't break free no matter how hard he tried.

Although this person is not strong enough, he is very smart and can use skillful energy.

The homeless man was particularly ruthless, and he picked and beat the thinnest places, causing pain to the flesh and blood, and wailing incessantly.

Seeing this, the other person quietly went around behind him, picked up a brick from the side of the road in a wretched way, raised his hand high, and tried to hit the homeless man with a brick. Hit it hard.

Chu Yan had sharp eyes, and after seeing through his thoughts, he immediately raised his hand to block it with his slender arms without hesitation.

The man was caught off guard, Brick flew out, and a large red mark was left on Chu Yan's arm.

Perhaps it was because these two people fought desperately. Those two classmates of Chu Yan only intended to humiliate Chu Yan, and did not intend to make themselves miserable and bruised. The current situation is not good. The opportunity just ran away.

Only Chu Yan and Xing Yuan were left standing on the street with injuries all over their bodies, and they safely accepted the baptism of the eyes of passers-by.

A kind passer-by asked, "Are you all okay, do you want to go to the hospital?"

Chu Yan's body was just a little bruised and bruised from being hit by a heavy object, and Xing Yuan didn't suffer too much injury, except that he was punched in the face and the corner of his mouth turned purple.

As a good student, Chu Yan said awkwardly: "I don't need it, how are you?"

Xing Yuan said indifferently: "My life is not precious, it doesn't matter."

After hearing what he said, Chu Yan was a little angry and said: "Why is it not precious anymore? Everyone has a meaning to live!"

Xing Yuan turned his empty eyes, staring at the direction of Chu Yan, and his tone seemed to be mocking himself: "Then what do you think, a blind man like me, crippled and trash, besides suffering, what else is left in my life?"

This should be what the Lord God most wanted him to say.

Now that he has said everything, heh, I don’t know if that proud and arrogant Lord God is still satisfied.

However, he didn't know whether the Lord God was satisfied or not, but the young man in front of him seemed quite dissatisfied with what he said just now.

Chu Yan didn't speak any more, but rubbed the wound on his body, patted the ashes on his body, and left silently.

Xing Yuan listened to the sound of his leaving footsteps, no matter how stubborn and aloof he was, he had to admit at this moment that he felt a little bit lost in his heart.

The sunshine is still vicious, making people feel that the time is extraordinarily long, and the time spent with that young man just now seems to be more interesting, at least at that time, he didn't feel like a year like now.

Xing Yuan blocked the sun with his hand, then sighed softly, and returned to his original position.

He was very thirsty, but he didn't touch the mineral water bottle that Chu Yan gave him, even if it was in his hand right now.

It is said that if a person does not drink water, he will die in three days.

He wants to die.

The Lord God should be very satisfied with his compromise.

Ah.

He taunted himself for a while like this, maybe he was scolding the Lord God, or maybe he was scolding himself.

Just when his mind was dazed by the scorching sun, there was another familiar sound of footsteps.

Chu Yan bought some potions and band-aids from the convenience store.

Seeing the homeless man sitting there obediently, he silently breathed a sigh of relief.

Soon, he came to Xing Yuan's side, took out a bag of Band-Aids from his pocket, tore open the package, and carefully took it out, as if he was afraid that the other party would feel pain, he used extremely light force to thin it out sticking to Xing Yuan's face.

Looking at the surprised homeless man, Chu Yan showed a gentle smile.

Although, the other party couldn't see this smile at all.

But it doesn't matter, as long as you hear Chu Yan's voice with a smile, you can feel the same warmth and kindness from his words.

Chu Yanwen said: "Actually, I used to feel like you, I couldn't live anymore."

"But, in fact, we can wait and try to live again."

"I bet you that my future life will be full of sunshine, and I believe that I will come out of the darkness."

"So you have to believe that you can save yourself too."

Xing Yuan listened blankly, feeling that the numbness in his heart seemed to be gradually recovering, as if an ancient and withered string was being gently plucked by a warm hand.

When his mood slowly returned, Chu Yan had already left.

It's gonna be really gone.

The sun hanging high in the sky is still vicious.

The chirping of cicadas on the branches is still annoying.

The noise of passers-by still makes people feel that the world is extremely boring.

But

but.....

Xing Yuan grabbed the bottle of water that he had been stubbornly unwilling to drink since just now, unscrewed the bottle cap fiercely, raised his neck, and gulped down.

A drop of water slid down his chin to the ground, soaking a small piece of gray ground.

There is a voice in my heart that slowly amplifies——

But....he wants to live.

......

The Lord God originally thought that Xing Yuan had given up on survival, so he lay peacefully in the space of the Lord God, Ge You, and waited for the proud son of heaven to come back with a smile on his face to apologize to himself, and promised that he would never dare to disobey him from now on. In the future, I will definitely obey his instructions and do tasks in a proper manner.

Stubborn stone needs to be polished like this.

But what he didn't expect was that when he clicked on the holographic screen, he found that Xing Yuan, who was originally lifeless, had changed into a different person, and began to struggle to survive.

He no longer eats or drinks like before, but starts to use his IQ to make money. Although he doesn't earn much, at least he won't starve to death.

Although he was very busy every day, he would always return to the street where he was wandering around at dusk, quietly waiting for a young man.

Every time Chu Yan came over, he would bring two steamed buns, one for each of them, and just swallow the boiled water for dinner.

Gradually, they get along like friends.

They have exchanged names and stories with each other, but Xing Yuan's story is like a blank sheet of paper, and Chu Yan's past is mostly unbearable.

When Chu Yan faced someone who could understand him, his temperament would become very lively, as if he had let go of his previous defenses, and he was completely different from the gloomy young man described by his classmates.

And Xing Yuan will also be a caring listener. Although he is blind and can't see anything, he will gently tilt his head to Chu Yan's side and listen carefully. Such considerate movements will always remind Chu Yan Self is being taken seriously.

There are many emotions in Chu Yan's heart.

He hasn't been like this for a long time...

Express your ideas boldly and enjoy the future boldly.

......

Summer is gradually becoming less hot.

There is a hint of coolness in the wind hanging from the sky.

It should have been a very comfortable weather, but Xing Yuan's heart became restless.

As for why he was so disturbed, he couldn't figure it out himself.

Until Chu Yan told him the answer, just one sentence overwhelmed him.

That day, he said, "Well... I'm leaving tomorrow to go to university in City A."

After Xing Yuan heard it, he was silent for a while, and then said in a low voice: "Yes."

Chu Yan's mood is not very good.

His fingers clutched the corner of his clothes awkwardly, and the words of parting were always so difficult to say in his mouth.

But there are some words that have to be said, and some things that have to be done.

He was struggling, not knowing how to say goodbye, but Xing Yuan raised his head slightly at this moment, opened his mouth, but closed it again.

But in the end, Xing Yuan still found him a step down: "Is what you are going to the place you always wanted to go?"

Chu Yan nodded subconsciously, but realized that the other party couldn't see, so he hurriedly replied: "Mmm!"

He originally thought that Xing Yuan would show an expression similar to being betrayed or deceived. In all fairness, if someone was with him all the time, but one day, the other party suddenly said that he was going to leave and go to a distant place, he would definitely be very sad. Own.

But surprisingly, Xing Yuan was not angry.

The setting sun gently sprinkled on his face, he smiled gently, there were some soft lines in the corners of his eyes, he looked extremely kind, gentle and honest.

He said softly, "Then you just do it."

As for the "don't worry about me" in the latter part, he endured it, but he didn't say it after all.

Probably because he didn't want to look pitiful.

Just when he was secretly lost in his heart, Chu Yan suddenly held his hand.

As if he didn't feel dirty at all, his grip was so tight, so no distinction between each other.

He said firmly: "Brother, as long as you are still here, I will definitely come back to find you, and then we will eat steamed buns together. If I work in the future, I will have a piece of soup for you!"

"I'll take you to treat your eyes. Maybe your eyes haven't reached the point of no return. After all, you see, the current medical methods are getting more and more advanced. Maybe one day, you will see the light. ?”

Xing Yuan just looked at him in a daze, without realizing that he had just been promised an extremely warm future.

He only felt that his shriveled heart was slowly filling up, being filled bit by bit by this young man's sincerity and kindness.

He finally smiled from the bottom of his heart.

There was once a proud son of heaven, he went to heaven and earth, and he refused to accept anyone. He was known as the number one opponent of the Space-Time Administration.

However, when he was most embarrassed, a young man he had never met became a light in his darkness.

As the number one tasker of the Space-Time Administration, fame, money, suitor, what does he have?

But slowly, he began to indulge in the future that the youth built for him.

That future is really wonderful.

Later, he often thought, if Chu Yan's words at that time were true, it would be great.

......

After Chu Yan left the city to study in a university elsewhere, Xing Yuan still stayed there, regardless of age.

Even the Lord God didn't expect that he would stubbornly drag such a lowly body and stay there for so many years, and he didn't know whether he was provoking himself or simply wanting to make himself suffer.

In short, he is really persevering, but he is also very dull, and he doesn't know how to do business in another place. I really don't know what he is thinking.

The street where Xing Yuan has been wandering has been slowly decaying, the commercial city is gradually closing down, and the economy is also in a recession. Many people have moved away, and this place has gradually become a dead street.

But he just stayed there foolishly, with the same stubbornness as the one who wanted to die at the beginning.

Finally, the Lord God couldn't stand it anymore, so he quietly manipulated Xing Yuan's body, making his body gradually suffer from an incurable terminal illness. If this continues, he won't be able to survive for a few months.

Thinking about it this way, he, the main god, is really too kind. He even paved the steps for him. Xing Yuan just needs to die in that world honestly.

After all, he had already suffered there and got the punishment he deserved.

What's more, this person is a rare talent for me, even if he makes a little mistake, it doesn't hurt. After all, the Space-Time Administration still needs his work.

In short, I hope he will not be ignorant of good and evil.

......

At the end of Xia Tian, ​​Chu Yan described their future to Xing Yuan.

He said that when he came back from vacation, he would definitely visit him often, just like they do now.

However, at the end of winter, the person who had agreed with him still did not appear.

At that time, Xing Yuan's body was on the verge of collapse, and he could feel piercing pain even if he moved a little.

In the past, he thought that this body was not only good for everything, but also blind and disabled, and the biggest shortcoming was that it was not easy to die, so he had to continue to be trapped in this boring and indifferent world.

Now, he wants to live longer.

He wants to wait for that person.

But for so long, there has been no news.

That person wouldn't have forgotten himself.

Thinking of this, Xing Yuan's heart was shrouded in a great sadness.

So, he stood up, groped for the railing on the side of the road, and walked step by step in the direction where Chu Yan had left.

It is really not easy for a blind man to find the person he is waiting for in the vast crowd.

No, it's not easy.

It is impossible.

In the ice and snow, he dragged his exhausted body, and every step he took, he felt that a piece of lead was blocked in his throat, making it difficult for him to breathe and walk.

The cold wind was icy cold, and every gust of wind was like a knife quenched by ice, trying to kill him bit by bit.

But these Xingyuan are not afraid.

Half a year ago, he said to Chu Yan, "I want to die."

Half a year later, facing the endless darkness in front of him, he murmured weakly: "What should I do, because of you, I am actually afraid of death now."

There are very few vehicles on the streets of Lingdong, not only the sun, but even the warm exhaust fumes seem to have forgotten this place, leaving only his lonely footprints in this long street.

They are one shallow and one deep, and one can see how staggering and embarrassed Xing Yuan was walking on the thick snow road.

A petal or two of snow fell on his eyelashes, and his skin was pale from the cold.

His steps were getting heavier and heavier, more and more faltering.

Another gust of cold wind blew by, and the snowflakes on the railing floated up in layers, and the cold wind was like a knife pouring into people's necks.

However, Xing Yuan could no longer feel it.

In the white and flawless snow, he was wrapped in black and lay quietly in the pureness, dying silently.

If he could slowly walk forward for a certain distance, he might not miss it. There are two old people who are over half a century old, and they are discussing the news that Chu Yan has disappeared in University A.

......

Memories of the past came back to Xing Yuan's mind little by little, he felt his heart aching, and a huge sadness flowed slowly through every part of his body along the blood, making him reflect on himself The pain and despair at the beginning.

At that moment, he seemed to have become the homeless man who had been waiting for Chu Yan to come back day after day.

It's not a good feeling to be honest.

At that moment, he forgot that he had become a supreme god, an existence with the right to decide the life and death of others, and a weak person who no longer needed to endure bullying.

He just remembered how helpless he was.

He knew why Chu Yan didn't go to him at that time.

Not because he forgot what they had promised.

It's not because he wants to make a clean break with his past friends after flying to a higher and farther place.

He just, got killed.

The back of the head was smashed by a heavy object, and the body sank into the river. The murderer continued to get away with it, spending his days and nights at large. If one day he happened to think of someone like Chu Yan, he might even taunt him with a "sb".

Both of them died in that otherwise full year.

Regret, love, and hatred came to my heart together, and Xing Yuan couldn't care about anything anymore, he just wanted to rush to Chu Yan's side immediately, hold him tightly in his arms, and never let him leave him again range of sight.

Yes, he remembered.

During that hopeless waiting, he thought of him over and over again every day, knowing that his eyebrows and eyes were carved into his heart and imprinted in his heart.

He pushed open the door, and searched for the person he could never find in the huge management office.

If they can't be reunited at that time.

Well, at this moment, now, now, they must...

Reunion!

**

Song Zhuo stared fixedly at Xing Yuan's memory that had been deleted.

He originally thought that after these memories returned to his mind, Xing Yuan's negative value would soar to the peak, and at that time he could take advantage of it and parasitize him.

However, the development of things is not the same as he imagined.

Because the reason why Xing Yuan once had such a strong negative value was entirely because he unilaterally believed that Chu Yan had abandoned him. Since then, he had doubts about the most basic trust between people, and then immediately began to doubt himself. , doubt life, doubt the world.

Seeing his appearance, the former main god directly waved his hand, and said impatiently: "Okay, don't doubt it, I will delete it for you."

Seeing Xing Yuan's face full of frustration and loneliness, the former Lord God finally realized that he might have really gone too far.

In order not to let this excellent employee be trapped by love, the Lord God simply deleted this painful memory of Xing Yuan, and felt that he was Xing Yuan's savior, and at this moment, he was his god!

After the memory was deleted, he kept the good posture of the two brothers, hooked Xing Yuan's neck with his slender arms, and began to draw him a big cake from the capitalist: "That's it, there is a particularly dangerous world below me to ask for." Leave it to you, as long as you complete it, your spiritual power will be greatly improved!"

Of course, the main god at that time probably didn't expect that after that, Xing Yuan's godhead gradually surpassed him, until the last moment, he was strong enough to take his place.

Of course, he also has to shoulder his own responsibilities.

After that, Xing Yuan vaguely felt that he had forgotten something important, but the burden on his body was too heavy, he couldn't stop, and he couldn't think back. Once in a certain world, there was a person who couldn't wait.

Song Zhuo looked at it with evil intentions, and the strong sense of jealousy burned his reason little by little.

Xingyuan....

Do you consider yourself lucky.

People who were once missed are now met in this way.

And you already have a strong enough position.

And he, after all, can stay under your wings.

But....

I just won't let you get what you want.

Song Zhuo's body gradually turned into a cloud of black mist, evil and weird, and the whole space was shrouded in that almost death-like cold.

Chu Yan was huddling in his room, still immersed in his sweet sleep.

This dream is good everywhere, but it is a bit cold. He dreamed that he was hiding in the ice cellar and eating ice cream.

By the way, this...is it cold, isn't it a bit weird?

So he woke up from the cold.

Then he saw that his body was tightly bound by a cloud of black mist, and the weird mist was still biting his ears, and he whispered: "Hey, let me take you away."

The voice seemed gentle but actually sinister, in short it was creepy.

Chu Yan was so frightened that he trembled all over, thinking: Is it too late to pretend to be asleep now?

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Xing Yuan: Ahhhh!my wife!You give back my wife!

Chu Yan: What what?What wife?Who is the wife?Where is the wife?Why did I not see it? !