Tighten my broker

Chapter 200 1 Silence

"It really is the truth that comes from practice." Luo Yang couldn't help but sigh.

Although he received several beatings, Luo Yang felt that his experiences these days were all real and precious experiences, the kind of experiences that he would never be able to experience in ordinary life.

Just like Luo Yang has always believed in a truth, reading thousands of books is not as good as traveling thousands of miles. Some things really need you to experience them personally, and then you can use them freely when you need them without being overly exaggerated. It will bring a sense of realism to the audience watching the scene, rather than making them think that you are deliberately scaring them.

The fear of self-deliberation and the fear of being frightened by others are two different concepts and concepts at different levels, and their degrees are different after all.

Luo Yang wants to present his next role to the best effect, so naturally he can't just rely on imagination, what he needs is more detailed observation and understanding.

Today is June NO.15, and there are only two short days left before the crew of "The End" will start up, so there is really not much time left for Luo Yang.

How to perfectly interpret a character with two diametrically opposite faces, Luo Yang needs more patience to restore the character's heart and find a suitable way of acting.

In the two days before the start of the machine, he was really busy, but...

"My love holiday, it's just gone in such a light way!"

The whole person was suddenly a little discouraged, Luo Yang used ice cubes to cover the wound on his face, and sighed deeply at the same time.

I originally thought that I would get closer to Wei Ran these days, but I didn't expect that he was so busy that he didn't have time at all, and Wei Ran was also too busy with director Li Wei'an's affairs. No one was there.

Both partners in a relationship are so busy with their careers that they don't have time to spare...it's a very sad topic.

Luo Yang, who was grinning from the pain while pressing on the wound, also felt melancholy for a long time, then regained his energy and continued to study his own script and role.

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The movie "So Far" mainly tells a crime story related to a schizophrenic patient, telling about his struggles, his madness, his hatred, his pain, and his only happy moments.

Qi Yuan, just like the name, seems to have been extremely far away from him from the very beginning, from the first time he felt the violent quarrel between his parents in the family, from the first time he heard things smashed hard on the ground The shattering sound, from the first time he witnessed the death of his relatives... everything officially began.

And once there is a beginning, there will naturally be no end. Therefore, in the memory of Qi Yuan when he was young, what echoed in his ears was the quarrel that could not be concealed amidst the caring voices of his parents, and the rot that could not be replaced by the sweet candy floating in his mind.

It is the gradual departure of all the good things, the relaxation of a little person walking alone on the empty road, the panic of wanting to bury himself in the dark, and the last longing for relatives to stay away.

What kind of person is Qi Yuan?

When he was young, he avoided everything in the outside world, and regarded his older sister, who was a few years older than him, as all the support and warmth in his life. He would obediently obey his sister's words and never have any willful and naughty actions.

He would bring his own toys when the siblings were hiding in the closet together, and stuff them into his sister's arms, give her a reassuring look, and then hold each other's hands tightly.

...until his sister left forever in front of him.

After his sister Qi Ran left, he started to walk alone in the quarrel, he became more sensible, he would step up to admonish his parents when they quarreled, he would clean up the tragedy at home after the quarrel was over, and he would take the initiative to comfort himself. mother in grief.

Then until the mother also disappeared.

Only he and his father were left in the familiar family, and all the gentle words seemed to be completely annihilated with the departure of the family's gentle words, followed by merciless abuse and beatings.

Thus, Qi Yuan fell into deep silence.

After he became an adult, he left home and went to college, but he still doesn’t like to talk. He likes photography, so every day when he finishes his class, he always stands quietly outside the door of the course about photography, listening to The teacher inside told about the knowledge about photography.

And the family quarrels that he could never understand when he was a child have all the explanations at this moment. He knows his mother's mental illness, finds out the cause of his sister's death that year, and sees his father's struggle and depravity clearly.

So after understanding everything, he didn't hate his father too much, but every time he advised himself to go back home, he always felt very sad.

And when he saw the black and white portraits of his mother and sister in the living room, the feeling of sadness became even stronger.

From insisting not to go home at the beginning, to going home on time every week, Qi Yuan went back again even though he felt it was difficult to face everything at home.

And every time I go back, I will specially bring some food to my father who is still drinking at home, and clean up the house thoroughly.

All his behaviors seem to be contradictory and entangled, but he hides such contradictions and entanglements under his taciturn appearance, so no one knows what he is thinking behind that cold face .

He has no friends, doesn't fit in well, and is always alone in the crowd.

This reminded Luo Yang of a little poem - Since childhood, I have been alone, taking care of the stars of all ages.

He treats people politely, but there always seems to be something blocking the way for him to make a deep friend. He always maintains his smile, but there is always endless sadness suppressed in his eyes.

He was alone, pretending nothing had happened in a world full of light.

Later, another him appeared.

It's not the first time he appeared, Qi Yuan had heard his voice when he was a child, but in recent days, his voice has become louder and clearer.

It's as if a friend who once had a heart-to-heart reappeared in front of him, with a strange familiarity and a sense of peace from the bottom of my heart.

So, on the night after he committed his first irreparable crime, the small room was full of broken glass and messy objects, and he sat on the ground with his bare feet, leaning against the cold On the wall, there is a relative silence like fate.

So everything has been messed up since that night, or in other words, everything has been messed up as early as the beginning, but it was only at that night that Qi Yuan really admitted such a fact, and said nothing. Laugh out loud at the craziness of such madness.

Qi Yuan's life is like a nightmare, a nightmare that can only end in death.

Whether it is the sham living in the real world or the reality living in the illusory world, Qi Yuan can't extricate himself from it, let alone distinguish it, and what Luo Yang, as the actor, needs to do is to use all his efforts to pull this character into reality come.

So what is the vivid and plump image of a character expressed?It is the external shape, the movement of the body, the tone of speech, the change of the eyes...

Qi Yuan is a sinking lunatic, sober yet bewildered, firm yet chaotic. If Luo Yang wants to perfectly interpret such a role, he must have his own standpoint.

Whether to treat Qi Yuan directly as a schizophrenic patient, or to treat him as an ordinary person who is willing to go crazy, although the director and screenwriter can give some suggestions, but in the end it is up to the actor Luo Yang to choose The best direction for your own interpretation.

"A sober lunatic, this interpretation seems quite interesting..." With the pencil resting on his chin, Luo Yang looked at the ceiling at a 45-degree angle and muttered in a low voice.

Accepting such a big challenge for the first time, Luo Yang's inner pressure was heavier than ever before, but his motivation was also greater, because he expected that he could better present the role of Qi Yuan on the big screen.

Although generally speaking, the whole script does not seem complicated, but at the moment when the final work has not yet been presented, no one can accurately answer this question.

However, this does not prevent those who have planned for this drama for a long time from stretching their imaginations wantonly.

So Luo Yang also began to let himself go to a certain extent, and was immersed in Luo Aotian's fantasy world directly without paying attention.

So, for half a day, except for the fact that Luo Yang took some notes confidently and seriously at the beginning, the rest of the time was really swimming and flying in his own small world.

Until Wei Ran with a dignified face came quickly and pulled him back from outer space with the sound of knocking on the door.

"Wei Ran, why are you here now? Wait for me for a while, I'll be fine."

Wiping the slobber from the corner of his mouth, Luo Yang heard the knock on the door, and quickly put down Erlang's raised legs, then quickly put on his slippers, and got up with both hands and feet to clean up the things he hadn't had time to clean up before. The mess was quickly cleaned up.

Then the next thing is to take out his own small mirror in a hurry, and quickly scan himself up and down with the hand holding the mirror, and after confirming that there is no imperfection, Luo Yang calms down and breathes. As soon as he collapsed, the whole person seemed to go to open the door listlessly.

Therefore, when Wei Ran saw his own artist again after a few days, he also saw a miserable appearance with pale complexion, swollen and black eyes, and a large bruise on one side of his face.

"You, you are... Didn't I tell you to be more careful? Why did you still look like this? And didn't I tell you that something happened and call me immediately?"

Wei Ran frowned, looking at the scars on the man's face that were obviously accumulated after several times, while feeling depressed in his heart, he couldn't help being a little annoyed.

Wasn't it fun to talk on the phone with me when there was nothing to do?Why do you dare to say nothing to me now that something so serious has happened? !

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