Tighten my broker

On the night when Luo Yang made his stage debut, it snowed heavily in Yanjing.

The snowflakes fluttering all over the sky, like layers of white curtains, make people who come back late unable to open their eyes, and the snowflakes illuminated by the street lamps reflect a little bit of silver light.

Luo Yang sat quietly at the door of his house, looking at the deserted alley, he didn't know what was going on in his mind, but his eyes were a little dull looking at the changing snow in front of him, looking at the pieces or Clusters of snowflakes fell on his feet, and then completely disappeared.

The stage performance tonight ended perfectly, giving Luo Yang the completion of the handover ceremony with the original owner, as if the shackles on his body were completely released. Luo Yang didn't know how to describe that feeling, but what he knew was At the same time, there was a strong sense of confusion emerging, which disturbed him.

Sitting at the door, watching the snowflakes falling little by little outside, Luo Yang didn't feel calm, but had a sense of illusory unreality, which told him over and over again:

Here is another world, another time and space, and you, Luo Yang, are an outsider, an inexplicable outsider, everything here has nothing to do with you Luo Yang...

This sense of isolation and repulsion almost made Luo Yang suffocate for a moment.

Like duckweed in the sea, without any sense of belonging.

The wind started to blow, and snowflakes floated on Luo Yang's face. The coldness melted on his skin, making him shiver uncontrollably. This is the normal reaction of the body, and it is also the reaction of his current body. .

"Luo Yang."

Wei Ran walked over from the yard holding the water glass in both hands, seeing Luo Yang's current state, his eyes darkened, and he didn't say much, just silently handed the hot water glass in his hand to Luo Yang's hand, Then she sat down next to him, leaning against the door frame, and turned her gaze to the fluttering snow.

He found that the street lamp at the corner of the inner alley was extraordinarily dazzling because of the cool-toned light, and even the snowflakes falling down seemed to be greedy for the beauty there, so they always fell crookedly and full , very wanton, and very free.

This heavy snowfall is the first heavy snowfall in Yanjing, and the first heavy snowfall in Yanjing this year seems to be bigger than the heavy snowfall in Wei Ran's memory. It feels a bit depressing, but it's not annoying.

Falling snow is silent, it should be calming.

"Hey, Luo Yang, it's already twelve o'clock, it's almost time to go back to the room and go to bed. You just told me that there are still many things to do tomorrow."

Ever since he came out of the Zheng family's Peking Opera compound, Luo Yang looked at the heavy snow outside like this, as if some mechanism had been triggered, and he seemed to have lost all three souls and seven souls.

Wei Ran knew that Luo Yang was thinking about something that he didn't want to tell others, so he just sat in the room and waited for him to think about it, and then he went back to his room to sleep, but for half an hour, he seemed like Sitting like a puppet, without any reaction, Wei Ran had no choice but to walk out of the room.

The temperature outside is already very low. If you stay here for a longer time, people will freeze to death.

Hearing Wei Ran's words, Luo Yang came back to his senses, looked back from the darkness in the distance, and said, "It's cold here, you go back first, I want to sit for a while, just for a while, and then I'll go back to my room to sleep .”

Luo Yang's voice seemed very ethereal at this moment, as if he was going to disappear at any time, Wei Ran couldn't understand, but he felt that he should not follow Luo Yang's words and go back to his room to sleep, at least he should not leave at this moment.

"At midnight, if you are the only one staying here like this, I'm afraid some female ghost will take a fancy to you and take you home as a grave-bearer, so I'll protect you here!" Wei Ran With a serious look, he even clenched his fists deliberately to show his strength.

When Luo Yang heard Wei Ran's words, he also smiled slightly, and felt a ripple in his mood.

But after being silent for a while, Luo Yang shook his head firmly and said, "It's okay, let me stay alone for a while."

Wei Ran was silent, but did not move, but suddenly said in a flat tone: "Luo Yang, can you hear my complaint?"

Luo Yang was slightly taken aback, and after a while, he still nodded.

"Well, tell me, I'm listening."

Wei Ran didn't go to see anyone, but gathered his clothes together, put on the hat of the down jacket, then propped his chin with his hand, and said in a muffled voice, "You know, I'm the only child in my family. , so my parents always have great expectations of me, they hope that I can have a decent job, and then marry a virtuous wife in the future, have my own life and my own children."

"They hope that I can be cheerful, excellent, and able to do things that others can't do, so I have always been No.1 in the class since I was in school. My parents are also very proud of this matter. When relatives come to the house, I always have to hang around in front of them, and then listen to my parents praise me in front of them."

"When I was young, I felt that this feeling was not bad. I was also very happy to be the pride of my parents, or my vanity was satisfied, but as I grew older and my studies increased, I But tired of this kind of praise, I feel that they are putting a heavy burden on my shoulders, the fear of not being able to meet the expectations of my parents is indescribable, I dare not relax for a moment, and collapse myself tightly .”

"Until college, I was admitted to a good university, left my parents and came to this city. I thought I would feel relieved because I left my parents, but that's not the case. In a completely strange city , there is no one I know in this city, and there is nothing I am familiar with, and the sense of panic is getting stronger and stronger."

"Then I suddenly realized what my parents provided me in the past - peace of mind, freedom from all the turmoil of the outside world, like a safe haven, blocking all the frenzy .”

"It was also after I fully realized that I had left such a comfortable environment provided by my parents, I quickly tried to integrate into this city, live like the people in this city, and get in touch with things that I had never been in touch with before... …At that time, I thought, this is a kind of growth, my own growth.”

"This growth process may not be so pleasant, but it must be accepted, because it is a necessary process to become an independent personality. There are some things that we always have to accept..."

Wei Ran suddenly stopped his chatter, and turned to look at the people around him.

"So, Luo Yang, if something happens and it is irreversible, don't trap yourself in it, okay? You know? Sometimes, I always feel that I am far away from you."

Wei Ran also suddenly rubbed his face irritably, with a little confusion in his eyes.

"Although I know that what I said sounds a bit strange, even as a man, it is a strange situation for me to say these words to you, but Luo Yang, do you understand what I mean?"

"I don't want to be too far away from you, so far away that you are surrounded by loneliness, and even if I sit by your side, I can't touch anything."

That kind... is full of powerless frustration.

"..." Luo Yang turned his head, looked at Wei Ran who was almost shrunk into a ball beside him, and looked at the pair of narrow eyes that seemed to be shining brightly under the light.

Blinking his dry eyes, inexplicable emotions surged up again.

"Wei Ran, do you know? What you said just now almost made me think you like me." His heart began to beat rapidly, and Luo Yang almost didn't know what he was talking about.

From the first time they met, he always felt that his gaze towards people was not so pure.

"Like?" Wei Ran repeated the word, with a thoughtful look on his face, remembering that Luo Yang had asked him this question when he was drunk, "To be honest, I really like you, In general, you are a little upset except for the usual times, but you are still a pretty good person."

"..." Luo Yang.

What should I do if I suddenly don't want to talk?

"Well, I see, you go back first, I want to be alone for a while."

After changing the state of feeling just now, Luo Yang hugged the cup and moved his butt to the side, and instantly walked away from Wei Ran in a cold manner.

And Wei Ran was also inexplicable after noticing the person's movements.

But here it is also very natural to get close to the person, and after closing the distance between the two people again, he continued: "I'm serious, you are really good, and I am also really good." Those who like you, even if you want, we two can kneel down and kowtow now."

"From then on, I will be a brother, and you will be a younger brother. We will be good brothers for life."

He felt that what he said was absolutely full of sincerity, but after Luo Yang heard his words, it seemed that his reaction was not much different from the reaction after he was drunk last time.