Change your destiny from becoming a villain

"Survival is a struggle. There is nothing more cruel than this thing." He stretched out his hand and placed it on the place where the sun irradiated. The originally white and slender arm began to turn black quickly as if it had been burned. It broke apart in a few seconds and fell to the ground, turning into a cloud of dust.

"I've always known this since I was a kid." The sunlit arm was destroyed and all that remained was a bloody, severed limb.But the black-haired doctor beside him widened his eyes at this moment. He saw that the broken limb was repairing itself at an astonishing speed, until it finally returned to the original white and slender.

As if nothing had happened.

"Whether it was being born as a dead baby or this terminal illness that has been entangled in my body, I have never shaken the idea of ​​​​living in the slightest, but I still miscalculated after all."

He—Gimai Tsuji turned his head, looked at the black-haired doctor in front of him and said: "I never thought that the trials given to me by the world were so beyond imagination. Just to survive, it turned into such a miserable state, and I was forced to gave up being a human being.”

"So, what do you think after seeing the situation just now? Dr. Jinglong."

"It's really... too amazing." The black-haired doctor hadn't recovered from the scene just now: "I never thought that my medicine would have such an effect."

"Don't worry, it's just a coincidence." Guiwu Tsuji sat cross-legged on the ground with no aristocratic image, looked at Dr. Jinglong in front of him and explained: "I also tried to mix other medicines into food for some patients After taking it, the result is only that the condition has improved, and nothing else has changed."

"It can be seen that the reason for this is a change caused by the interaction between your medicine and my disease."

"I'm afraid it's the only one in the whole world."

"I see." After hearing this, Jing Long's face relaxed a little.If this kind of existence will be wholesaled because of his own medicine, he really doesn't know how to feel, "So why are you looking for me this time?"

"From your appearance, it seems that illness is no longer an obstacle to your survival."

"You're right." Wu Mi turned to look at the sun outside the courtyard, "But the current situation is more serious than the half-dead state before."

"Eh?" Dr. Jing Long looked at him with some puzzlement.

"The pain disappeared long ago after becoming like this, but as you saw just now, I can no longer act in the sun."

"If any part of the body is exposed to the sun, it will be reduced to ashes just like the performance just now. Of course, it's not a problem at all if it's just like this. At worst, it's fine not to go out during the day."

"The problem is..." Those plum red eyes turned back, reflecting Jinglong's face, "The rice, fish, vegetables and other food that I ate as a human being can no longer satisfy me."

"My food has changed with the changes in my body." The cold and terrifying words spit out from his mouth, making Dr. Jing Long's expression extremely horrified. "My food... is now human."

"Forehead!!"

"It seems that you have finally noticed the problem, Dr. Jinglong." There was a faint smile on Wu Mi's face, and the beautiful appearance and that elegant smile made him look differently beautiful. A monster."

"You turned a patient into a hunter-eating ghost by an inconceivable and extremely accidental situation."

He gently tapped his bright red lips with his index finger, and his words were terrifying like a devil.

"By the way, the taste is similar to those normally eaten by humans."

"You...Could it be..." Dr. Jing Long's forehead was covered with sweat, "Could it be..."

"As you expected, I have already satisfied my appetite in advance." Wu Mi's expression did not change at all, but in Jing Long's eyes it looked very ferocious. This kind of test, roughly the situation has been fully grasped."

"It's like people want to eat fish and rice. I have to rely on eating people to satisfy myself. At least I have to be a 20-21-year-old adult, otherwise I will be hungry."

"As for me in a state of starvation..." he paused after speaking, "I may lose my mind and attack all surrounding creatures."

"Of course, I only starved myself for a short period of time. During that time, my sanity did decline to a large extent. The rapid expansion of appetite in my heart affected my emotions a bit, and made me quite aggressive. "

"How could this happen!" Dr. Jing Long stood up subconsciously, the fear and anger welling up in his heart made him hysterical subconsciously, "Why did you tell me such a thing!"

"Why do you still live in this world like this! Why! Why why why!"

"Even if you really turned into a man-eating monster, why did you invite me to come and tell me? Are you going to kill me?"

"Of course not." In the face of Dr. Jing Long's performance, he was neither angry nor sad. He just looked at him with very flat eyes, and said calmly: "If I want to kill you, there is no need to talk to you." Talking so much, just as your patient, isn't it normal to tell your doctor about your current situation?"

"How can you be considered sick!"

"Doctor Jing Long!" Wu Mi's suddenly amplified voice was like a basin of cold water pouring from the top of his head, calming Jing Long's rampant spirit. "Please calm down."

"you?"

Jing Long looked at the Wu Mi in front of him with some doubts, and felt that the anger, fear and other emotions that had arisen in his heart suddenly disappeared, and his mind was strangely peaceful.

"It's just a small ability gained after becoming like this, and it's not worth mentioning." Wu Mi took a sip from the teacup in front of him, and his expression was still calm and breezy. Doctor Long."

"I don't deny that I am now a monster who chooses and eats people, and I don't want to make any restrictions or comments on your performance and ideas. But if I really want to say it, I am actually more anxious than you."

"It's just that any irrational behavior will only increase troubles, and it is impossible to solve the problem." He said slowly: "So I want to talk to you openly."

"Survival is a struggle, and there is nothing crueler than this thing." He repeated this sentence again, "After I became like this and ate once, I also felt that the development of things was really It's too unpleasant."

"My purpose is to live, ordinary, peaceful, and happy."

"Able to walk normally, eat, enjoy flowers and chat, maybe get married and have children, maybe not, what I pursue is this kind of peaceful, ordinary life."

"But the world... No, it should be that fate didn't satisfy me."

At this time, Jing Long saw an emotion called anger from Wu Mi's face. Even if this beautiful black-haired man was angry, he didn't do anything excessively rude, but the eyebrows became very sharp, and his eyes Stabbing like a sharp knife.

Obviously, he has extremely advanced cultivation, and he is worthy of being a nobleman.

"I have learned a truth in my short life." His tone was very solemn: "The more I struggle to survive, the more my life is surrounded by suffering and pain. It seems that I was born to accept , endure, and even experience these.”

"That's right, like a mouse running desperately but not knowing that it is actually being played by a cat, I am now in a deep whirlpool and cannot escape."

"So what do you want to say?" Jing Long asked with some doubts.

"I want to fight against this damned, unacceptable fate!" Wu miserably got up, "In the past, I was just an ordinary person suffering from a terminal illness. There was no cure, only the approaching death."

"But it's different now. Although I have become a monster, I have a healthy body and strength, and I am still alive!"

He walked to the courtyard, looking at the sun that was close at hand, his eyes were bright.

"I want to live happier and freer than anyone else!"

"But you eat people." Jing Long said subconsciously.

"That's right." Wu Mi was not angry with Jing Long's last attack, but agreed with his opinion: "No matter what kind of lifestyle I pursue, cannibalism is an important obstacle for me to face a peaceful life."

"That's why I'm looking for you, Dr. Jing Long." He turned his face to look at Jing Long and said, "The medicine you gave me, I think it's an unfinished product."

"That's right." When it came to the medicine, Takashi Jing also returned to a professional state, "The medicine I gave you is called 'panacea'."

"The panacea?" Wu Mi frowned, "What is that?"

"I don't know either, after all, it was the first time I made that thing some time ago." Jing Takashi replied with a wry smile: "Our Hinomaru is not like the Tang Dynasty in the west, where there are many skilled doctors who have inherited knowledge. The knowledge comes from the efforts of each pharmacist."

"It's a pity that if there are no books or disciples to pass on, everything we know will be lost with the end of our life span."

"I am very lucky to have received the inheritance of three generations of doctors, but the more I study, the more hopeless I am." He took out a somewhat worn book from his arms, with a look of regret on his face. "According to this book According to the records, the medicine I gave you should add a precious herb called 'Blue Bana Flower'. Unfortunately, this herb is not only rare but also has a short growth cycle. I have been searching for it for so many years and have never seen it. One plant, so what you eat is an unfinished product."

"It's not just the blue other shore flower, but also some other precious medicinal herbs. I've only heard rumors and never seen the actual ones. Maybe if I'm lucky, I can meet one or two of them, but most of them will never come across in my life."

"That's how it is." Wu Mi nodded, "Then Dr. Jing Long, there is no way to change this situation?"

"If you find the blue Bana flower and complete the potion..." Jing Long hesitated, "maybe it can solve the problem that you have to eat people."

"However, as I said before, this thing has a short growth cycle and its place of residence is unknown. I may never touch it in my life."

"A lifetime... huh?" Wu Mi pondered for two seconds after hearing this, then turned around and looked at Jing Long, "Doctor Jing Long."

"what?"

"Do you want..." He stared at him with those beautiful plum red eyes, making Jinglong's heart beat faster. "What about the infinite lifespan?"