after the canary left

Actually, I don't want to write this because I don't know what to say.

I used to never believe in fate, not even the so-called karma, I only thought it was man-made.

My father and I have been enemies for life, but there is only Meng Shuqiao. This incident makes me grateful to the father I have hated all my life.

The appearance of some people is probably fate. I think I am the proud son of heaven, and I don’t take everything seriously. Even the early stage of my marriage with him was disdainful and boring. But now that I think about it, I just hate myself for not being able to go back In the past, change memories like Doraemon.

In this life, having Meng Shuqiao is the best ending for me.

Some people may say that he is stupid, stupid, I used to think so too, how did a person who didn't even know the rules of marriage survive till now?The idea that people like him are the lowest rungs of society, fed by cheap labor, is the most ludicrous joke I can think of.

Actually I don't deserve him, I don't deserve the best JoJo in the world.

I still don't like to think about the past, I almost killed our first daughter with my own hands, handed him over to a demon, pushed him into the abyss from which he could not escape, and saw him suffer, almost heartbroken.

During the time when her daughter passed away, Qiao Qiao couldn’t get up, never spoke to anyone, hugged the child’s clothes and cried from day to night until he fainted. I would rather he blamed me, hated me, or even did nothing, but he No, not yet.

He didn't have it from the beginning to the end, I don't know how he digested the pain, I just remember the way he murmured about the baby in his sleep every day, I was like a waste.He foolishly married me, but all I gave him was pain.

When I saw him calling the cat Xiaobao, I was thinking, what would it be like if my daughter was still there?

Qiao Qiao has nightmares every day, because seeing me, I am the one who brings him pain.

I put on that bulky doll costume to please him. To be honest, I have never done this before. My parents’ marriage made me very resistant to love, but seeing Meng Shuqiao laughing again, I couldn’t help but whisper When I'm happy, I know that I'm done.

Ji Chengzhuo, you are in love with your little idiot.

His goodness has reached the point where I don't think I've been clear in my life.

He wants to leave me, wants to go to another world, Jojo, allow me to be selfish for once, and keep you by my side, because you are the life-saving straw for the rest of my life, without him I will not be able to live , even during that time I wanted to give up on myself, thinking that it would be a big deal to accompany

What about him?

No, if you leave like that, maybe Qiao Qiao will abandon me with her daughter. Thinking about it, it’s still not feasible. At least I want to keep him by my side. Be selfish and make me happy. There are too many gripes in life. Unstoppable happiness, Jojo, I've got you.

Just like when I watched him being kidnapped by Xu Shengze that day, as long as I can keep him, it doesn't matter if I kneel down for him, at worst, I can simply die with him, that's also good, we will be buried together and never be separated , but I don't want him to hurt.

Probably the only thing I have to do for the rest of my life is to love him and protect him, um, maybe that’s it.

The stars are a gift, even if I was excluded because of gender since childhood, it is a gift, my child.

Sometimes I’m really selfish and addicted to cheating. I’m even looking for a suitable child two months before the birth of the star. When choosing one of the two, he gave up Xing Xing without even thinking about it. If Xing Xing can't keep it, someone will replace him. Qiao Qiao will never know in his life that he will happily have a child.

Later, my evil idea ended because of the safety of the two of us. When I saw the stars, I realized that this idea was really stupid. No one can replace our children.

Because of this, I am always extra tolerant towards Xing Xing, because he was almost about to be given up by me.

The child I selected was also very good. I asked Lin Feng to find him a good family and gave him a sum of money. I told Jojo that it was a child sponsored by charity. Jojo liked it very much, and was surprised to find that this child and Xing Xing looks very similar and finds it magical. If the family hadn't emigrated abroad, he would always want to see it, it's so cute.

Xing Xing's child looks like a miniature version of Qiao Qiao. After all, he is my own son. His whole body is full of rebellious bones. The older he grows, the more difficult it is to manage. There is always a kind of trance. Could it be that he knew that I almost didn't want him before?I have a guilty conscience.

On the contrary, Qiao Qiao is a bit doting, but Xing Xing treats him completely differently. He even fights in the ignorant kindergarten because others say that Qiao Qiao is an idiot. He knows how to protect Qiao Qiao at a young age, um, it is worthy of encouragement.

Qiao Qiao was a little angry because I encouraged the stars to fight. He felt that he had humiliated the baby, and he didn't want to send the stars to school anymore. He didn't want the children to fight.

But Xing Xing and I agreed on this matter. When I was coaxing him to sleep late at night, I looked at his stubborn little face with a little injury, and couldn't help but praise him for a good job.

Xing Xing and I made a manly agreement in private. His little fist touched me, and we agreed to protect Qiao Qiao together.

Xing Xing looked at me and nodded solemnly; "Don't make Daddy cry."

Yes, don't let Jojo cry.

Everything at home is inseparable from Jojo, and so am I.

I seem to be suffering from a disease called Meng Shuqiao's dependence. I will feel flustered if I leave him for an hour without hearing his voice. I asked Duan Sihua, and she said that this is a kind of PTSD, a serious insecurity that is swayed by gains and losses. It is a very mild kind, and it may get better after a while, or it may not get better in a lifetime, it depends on yourself.

I want to be sick and dependent on him for the rest of my life, which is great.

At home, even if we just sit quietly like that without doing anything or chatting, watching interesting children's stories with him in our arms, the time seems to pass very shortly. After all, being with him is not enough, nothing is enough.

I don't understand how there is such a strange emotion in the world, even if you are in a daze, you will love.

When Xing Xing was in school, I would take one day off every week, watch TV with him at home, do handwork, and study together what kind of lunch to bring Xing Xing tomorrow, and then I couldn’t help kissing him when he was serious about things, Qiao Qiao always won't let me kiss him in front of the child, saying that he will teach his son badly and it is not suitable for children, but why can Xing Xing do it?Adults are not suitable either! ! !

I would really be jealous if Qiao Qiao's bowl of water is not level, but I still dare not make a sound.

Oh, by the way, Chu Yun came to me a while ago and wanted to invite me to film, but I refused decisively, but Qiao Qiao really likes Chu Yun, for his happiness, I went back to my old job and accepted

In the crew, you can see that Chu Yun and Qiao Qiao are like a couple. Gu Qingchu and I are watching, and some unconscionable public accounts even started unconscionable hype [Z City’s No. [-] Husband Duo Group) 】

Are you sick? ?Shut him down tomorrow!

I don't want Qiao Qiao to feel the turmoil in the entertainment industry. After the scene, I will completely return to my family and life. I want to give him an ordinary life, a home where no one will criticize.

The stars grow up day by day, and the children will eventually leave us to have their own lives, but we remain the same.

I took JoJo to my mother's cemetery to show her how good this person I wanted to love for the rest of my life was.

Every year, I take Jojo to go abroad for a few laps, to see the daughter there, to talk to her, we tell Xingxing that he has a sister, and we never shy away from the existence of this child, because we don’t talk about it The wound will continue to bleed and become a permanent scar between the two of us. I take Jojo to miss her, gradually accept and think about her slowly, she will never disappear, she is here, you can miss her anytime Touched, it's just that she sleeps here, and they will meet each other in a hundred years.

Let's talk about some of the daily life at home.

Qiao Qiao's physical strength is very poor, and I usually don't touch him until he is in heat, otherwise he is uncomfortable and I feel distressed. We don't need to use such things to express love, although he is always so cute that I want to fall down, after all There is a knife on the head of Ninja.

When I was at home, I would get up earlier, and Qiao Xiaozhu would spend more time in bed. At this time, I would send Xing Xing to school, and Qiao Qiao would never forget to kiss me good morning. The driver came to pick him up and go to the company to eat with me, until the evening to pick up the stars and go back together

Family.

Recently, Xingxing learned to open the door of the bedroom, and always climbed to our bed in the middle of the night and said that he had a nightmare, and asked him to sleep with him, so I started the fate of sleeping in the guest room and the baby room in turn, and found a sunny day Glamorously, I changed the lock on the bedroom door, and changed the bedroom into a soundproof one. From then on, I, Niu Huluchen, won the fight for favor for a while. Who knows what happened to Xing Xing's little bastard, why is he a natural baby What about men?

Also, a while ago, because he always went to pick up the stars by himself, because I was too recognizable, I waited for him in the car every time, and someone thought he was a single father and wanted to chase him. I was very jealous. If you ask me how did I find out?That's why Qiao Qiao didn't understand, she thought she met new friends when she went to pick up the baby together, and she was very happy to tell me.

I saw that there were unspeakable pursuits between the lines. I was so angry that I taught him a lesson and never allowed him to talk to strangers. After watching him delete people, he confiscated his mobile phone and put him back on Little genius.

"I know it hurts, so I will have a long memory next time, and I will come out to drink water." I stood by the bed with a cup and looked at Xiaotuanzi, who was wronged by me and hid in the quilt because of my beating, and wanted to coax him, as if the attack was too heavy up.

Qiaoqiao ignored me with a snort, and turned around to face her; "Today...I...I want to sleep with Xing Xing!"

"?? That's not okay."

Stop talking, coax my wife, I'm busy.

I think, after coaxing, we will love for a lifetime.

Ji Chengzhuo also wants Meng Shuqiao to be happy forever.

The author has something to say about Lin Feng tomorrow~