after the canary left

Chapter 42 Letting you go is imprisoning yourself

For a week, Meng Shuqiao was still unconscious.

The postoperative recovery was extremely poor, because he couldn't take care of himself, otherwise he would forcefully get out of bed to find his baby once he woke up, and repeatedly scratched his gland until it bled.

Moreover, he will also hurt himself, he always thinks it is a dream, is insane, and wanders back and forth between reality and unreal dreams.

He needs to take two injections of sedatives every day to ensure that he can sleep in bed obediently, and everything he eats will be vomited out again when he wakes up.

He was so thin that he lost his shape, and there was nowhere to find blood vessels for injections on the back of his hand, and he cut off the indwelling needle and inserted it again and again. The pain caused him to almost die.

Knock 〇

Ji Chengzhuo watched with his own eyes that his little sun turned into this soulless body manipulated by the flesh.

Xu Shengze once took the psychological evaluation paper to see how he was doing, but Meng Shuqiao slowly wrote the word "baby" one page at a time, and finally tore it up.

How can he accept it?

The freedom and yearning life he had been looking forward to for five months, even kneeling down to strangers, was completely shattered after his dream.

And this promenade, which was supposed to carry happy moments, seemed to have fallen into a swamp of depression.

This floor has been completely sealed off, not only because of Meng Shuqiao, but also because of his Alpha.

In the diagnosis room at the end of the stairs, Ji Chengzhuo had just sat down, with sweat dripping from his forehead, Lin Feng knocked on the door and entered: "President Ji."

He frowned slightly, signaling for the medical staff to give him an injection, holding a gray scarf in his hand and biting the towel, his veins bulging, and even the tails of his eyebrows were flicking.

The man snorted, the strength in his hands seemed to be able to pinch passers-by to death casually, the breath of amber oppressed almost everyone present, even the medical staff could feel the unusual aura.

"President Ji, it's been dealt with." Lin Feng was so oppressed by the pheromone that he almost knelt down, and put on an emergency isolator at the door.

"Well, have you dealt with it?" He frowned deeply, his whole body was shaking violently, and his voice was hoarse like a demon from hell.

It wasn't until the long needle in the hands of the medical staff inserted a short-term inhibitor into his gland that he got used to it for less than half a minute before returning to normal.

"It has been dealt with cleanly, there is no trace on the Internet, and those people will never appear in City H."

He didn't have time to pay attention to all kinds of rumors on the Internet back then, so he simply let Lin Feng handle it.

His wrists have always been ruthless, and Lin Feng has been by his side for many years, so he naturally knows this man's cold heart, as long as he can threaten him even a little bit, he will be marked as an enemy.

The mouths in the company are very tight. Ji Chengchen was able to ask the military to help him search for omega. The background itself is not ordinary. He wants to clean up a few people and never show up in City H, and it is even easier.

Ji Chengzhuo leaned back on the back chair, nodded and rubbed the glands on the back of his neck, waiting for the inhibitor to fully take effect in the body, and relaxed his whole body.

loose.

Except for Xu Shengze, the medical staff are all betas, so they are less affected by the pheromone.

Xu Shengze didn't come in until after his inhibitor took effect. The two A's are mutually exclusive, and he was no exception to some resistance to the fragrance of amber. He handed over the blood test just now. This is your second susceptibility period. . "

"Yeah." Ji Chengzhuo closed his eyes and replied a little bored.

"You know Alpha's susceptibility period, you can't go through it by yourself." He explained lightly, as if it had nothing to do with him: "If you don't completely mark omega, the interval of susceptibility period will become shorter and shorter, although not Death, but that kind of torture will only be a thousand times more difficult than it is now."

Hundreds of ants eroded the marrow, as if bamboo sticks were nailed through the gaps in the nails, splitting his front nails, and when the red blood was all over, the pain spread all over the body, also like the feeling of cutting the skin from the Achilles tendon .

"Jojo...how is it?" Just two susceptibility periods are almost reaching the limit of his patience.

It's not just the hotness of emotion, but also the real pain, and the nerves are spreading and electrifying.

"same as usual."

Xu Shengze handed the prepared prescription to Lin Feng: "Painkillers can only relieve pain, and so can inhibitors."

"understood."

Without Meng Shuqiao's pheromone, he was also suffering from another kind of suffering, a kind of suffering that he had suffered before but he watched with cold eyes.

Ji Chengzhuo hesitated for a long time, rubbed his hair dejectedly, supported the table, and motioned for the nurse behind him to leave, his eyes were full of worry, and his voice was deep: "Can I... see him?"

"Forget it." Xu Shengze shook his head. He is afraid of you, and you have seen it too. As long as he sees you when he is awake, what will happen to him?

Shaking, he was already stressed. "

Stress reaction is the most serious clinical manifestation of Meng Shuqiao.

"Can I never see him again?"

"This is your mistake. Don't rub salt in his wounds. He will only be afraid when he sees you."

Ji Chengzhuo laughed, leaning his head on the back of the chair, his Adam's apple rolling Xu Shengze, I envy you. "

"What do you envy me for?"

"At least, you can meet him." His eyes were dark.

For so many years, he has been tired of Xu Shengze. In fact, he envies him from the bottom of his heart. He can always get what he wants most, the former father's love, and the present Meng Shuqiao.

He has a serious rejection of strangers, as long as the nurse approaches, he will be silent, but if the needle is held in front of him, he will be afraid of struggling and will not allow anyone to give him an injection.

But Ji Chengzhuo was in a different situation in front of him, he didn't struggle or shout, but he didn't dare to look at him, trembling all over, couldn't stop crying, and murmured "Liar"

As long as he appears, Meng Shuqiao will think of looking for the baby and take action.

Therefore, if Ji Chengchen wanted to see him, he could only give him pheromone at night, or after taking a tranquilizer.

They have seen each other for a week, but it seems like they haven't seen each other for a week.

How does a child want to make up for the pain?he does not know.

Ji Chengzhuo is like a big boy trying to fall in love for the first time. He is clumsy and doesn't know where to start to love. Now he can't even do the most basic meeting.

Thu

"Is he asleep?"

"Well, Dr. Xu has already started to reduce the dose of sedatives. If we continue to fight like this, I'm afraid he will develop drug resistance after a while. Besides, Mr. Meng's condition is much better. When he is awake every day, he will be very quiet." Xiao Xiao The nurse closed the door gently and introduced the situation in the corridor.

It was nearly half a month later, Meng Shuqiao needed to take care of his body, he needed to sleep deeply, and slowly, he became much quieter again.

He was able to wake up a little a week ago, looking out the window silently, but it was still difficult to fall asleep, so he had to take sleeping pills.

Because Meng Shuqiao was weak after the operation, he needed the support of pheromones. Only after he fell asleep could Ji Chengzhuo go in to accompany him.

"What did you take?" Ji Chengzhuo noticed that the nurse took out a small notebook from the ward.

The nurse froze for a moment, glanced at the room and whispered that Mr. Meng didn't like to talk, so he used to write, and there should be no sharp objects in the room, so the pen would be taken out, and the paper he wrote on would be shown to the psychiatrist one time. "

Ji Chengzhuo stretched out his hand, wanting to ask if he could take a look.

But the outstretched hand stayed in the air, and he suddenly lost his courage, shook his head and let it go.

The night was dark, the land was silent, and the heavy snow gradually covered up the darkness. He looked up and looked out the window, hoping for the first time that tomorrow could turn into spring.

It was already three o'clock in the morning.

He quietly pushed open the door, and on the hospital bed, the liquid medicine was slowly poured into Meng Shuqiao's blood vessels through his slender and white hands. His pale face in the past few days was a little unhealthy red due to the medicine, as if burned. .

His frowning brows did not relax, he slept restlessly, holding a piece of paper on his chest.

From the moment Ji Chengzhuo entered the ward, Amber's pheromones flowed to every corner, and the person on the bed seemed to feel the difference, his brows were slightly relaxed, but his resistance was even more unsteady.

It's hard to imagine that the stubborn and heart-piercing Omega I saw last time is lying here quietly again.

Ji Chengzhuo sighed inaudibly, and sat on the edge of the bed, looking at his face, he felt exhausted, as if his whole body was falling apart, and the pain was also flooding.

I still hear Xu Shengze's words today, Meng Shuqiao refuses to take a psychological test, depression... Maybe you have heard of it?For the time being, it may be moderate, if you really feel sorry for him, just let him go..."

"He asked me to let you go." He held Meng Shuqiao's hand and chuckled, feeling that he was so embarrassed like a beggar.

"fraud…"

Meng Shuqiao held a piece of paper and held it tightly, refusing to let go.

He drew a little baby and stuck it to his abdomen, like planting a flower, expecting his body to germinate again.

Nightmare, rooted in every memory of him, he slept restlessly: "Don't hit me... don't grab me, don't... don't take my baby,

please...please...

Even though his voice was very low, Ji Chengchen's eyes fell into his struggling appearance exactly.

"I'm here, I'm here with you, I'll be with you from now on... okay?" In the silent ward, Ji Chengzhuo choked up and wanted to hug him, but actually he didn't even have the courage to take the piece of paper away.

He saw it.

Meng Shuqiao's habit, his heart was hurt and bleeding, as if a big hole had been cut, and the little band-aid couldn't stop the bleeding.

"Mom said, with a Band-Aid on it, the injury will heal!"

How can mother lie?

The little omega was also a little agitated in the nightmare, trembling all over, and even his eyelids couldn't help but groan.

In the silent ward, the moonlight was shining like a wash, the man half-attached, and put a cool kiss on the corner of his lips, but his greedy heart was scratched even more, he smiled softly, as if saying goodbye if I let you go , if you can really be happy..."

If you let go, you imprison yourself.

"Qiao Qiao, I won't show up after that, and I won't lie to you again." He twitched the corners of his mouth, showing a smile that was uglier than crying, and fondled his face reluctantly: "I was wrong..."

When the man left, he took away a trace of nostalgic tenderness.

In the dark night, the villain on the bed slowly opened his eyes, wrapped himself in the quilt, wiped his lips repeatedly, pressed the picture to his heart as if restrained, and cried: "Big liar..."

The author has something to say

Ji Gou himself will not appear in Liao in the future! QAQ But he will come out in a different way, hehehe everyone, don’t wait for Tiantian to come back, because we’re going to be in a relationship, I’m really going to be in a relationship, come with me and scold Ji Gou so cool as the progress progresses. The Shura field is coming! !Ha ha ha ha

No change of attack!Do not change! !Do not change! !Look at what I wrote for you, within ten chapters, I can feel the cuteness of Jigou

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