[Comprehensive] Paranoia

She has been enduring, telling herself that she must be strong, but at this moment, she can no longer pretend and is crying loudly.

She clutched her brother's collar tightly.

Lian Chengbi circled her carefully, and said in pain, "Xiao Jin, I'm sorry...I didn't protect you well..."

"Sorry……"

Yes, why didn't you come to save her...

I asked over and over again in my heart.But intellectually, he also understands that this is not his fault.

Lian Chengjin replied with sobs: "It's not your fault...it's my uselessness." It was she who caught someone else's advice.

Lian Chengbi let go of her, held her shoulders, and looked down at her, "So you are blaming yourself? Blame yourself for being hurt by them?"

Lian Chengjin raised his head and looked at him blankly.This sounds a bit strange.

Lian Chengbi smiled and said, "Of course it's not your fault. It's their fault. It's the fault of those who want to hurt you." He gently held her hand and said, "Don't blame yourself for hurting others. Then You're just hurting yourself."

"But..." She wanted to say something, but found that she had nothing to say.Because she did.

Lian Chengbi gently stroked the top of her hair, "It was just an accident. Forget about them. Act like nothing happened."

"But I..."

Lian Chengbi said softly, "Xiao Jin, be good, okay."

Lian Chengjin can feel his care and love, he is really good for her.

Listening to what he said, I couldn't help feeling like "the fact is the same, just listen to him".And thinking about it this way, she really relaxed.

However, something always felt wrong.

She suddenly thought, "Brother, where did you come from? Are you in good health?" Seeing his exhausted appearance, she couldn't help asking with concern.

Lian Chengbi looked indifferent, "I came here from Shen's house. I'm a little tired."

Lian Chengjin was stunned. "Are you crazy! Come here in such a short time..." It must have consumed a lot of internal energy, "You don't want to die!"

Lian Chengbi replied helplessly: "But I'm worried about you..."

"..."

Lian Chengjin felt extremely guilty.She is always so tired of him controlling her and controlling everything, but no matter what, he really thinks about her all the time.

Did she go too far.

"I'm sorry, brother, I was too self-willed before. I caused you trouble."

Lian Chengbi replied tolerantly: "Of course not. We are a family."

Lian Chengjin secretly told himself that in the future it can no longer be the same as before.After all, he is her brother.

Even if there is no blood relationship.

"I won't mess around anymore."

"That's good."

Lian Chengbi was very satisfied.

He coaxed Lian Chengjin patiently, and helped her walk to the bed, "You are also tired these two days. Take a good rest first."

Lian Chengjin obediently followed what he said, climbed onto the bed, and lay down.

She covered the quilt and found that the other party did not leave, but sat down beside the bed.

"elder brother?"

Lian Chengbi replied: "I'll watch you sleep." He helped her put the quilt down.

Lian Chengjin was very touched and replied: "Thank you brother. You are really kind to me."

Lian Chengbi said softly very naturally: "Because you are my Xiaojin."

"?"

"Okay, go to sleep."

"oh oh."

She couldn't get used to the restrained and uncomfortable feeling when the lamp was on, and there were people standing beside her.

She endured the desire to turn over, and she didn't know how long the time had passed, and gradually she fell asleep.

Under the faint candlelight, Lian Chengbi bent down and looked at Lian Chengjin quietly.

He thought of how Lian Chengjin broke down and cried in despair just now, and he couldn't bear the violence in his heart anymore.

They treated her like that.

Everything will be as if it never happened.

do not worry.

Lian Chengbi carefully pressed a kiss between her eyebrows, and then left.

A night without dreams.When Lian Chengjin woke up in the morning, he was also a little surprised.

The body is warm and the spirit is restored.The mood also became very relaxed.

Lian Chengjin got dressed and washed, and went downstairs early.

Downstairs, at a table near the window, Lu Xiaofeng and Lian Chengbi were sitting facing each other, as if they were talking.

When she got closer, they had already noticed her arrival, but they looked like they were not talking.

Lian Chengjin was suspicious, walked over and still greeted the two with a smile, "You guys woke up really early. What are you talking about?" I always felt that it was related to her.

Lian Chengbi replied: "Nothing..."

But Lu Xiaofeng interrupted him, "What are your plans after talking about you? Do you listen to your brother and go home with him, or continue to go to the capital with us?" He said to her seriously, "Xiao Jin, what are you going to do? I will support you in any decision." He glanced at Lian Chengbi meaningfully.

Lian Chengbi kept smiling, without feeling guilty at all.

Seeing his appearance and thinking of his aggressive appearance last night, Lu Xiaofeng became annoyed.He admitted that he failed to protect her this time.However, thinking of the other party's attitude of "since you can't protect Xiao Jin, then leave her and let her go home with me", I feel very angry.

The other party is blaming him for his mistakes, making him choose to stay away from Xiaojin because of guilt.

This kind of approach... Reminiscent of Lian Chengbi's so-called gentleman's title, it made Lu Xiaofeng feel that the other party was even more villainous.

Lian Chengbi said gently: "Xiao Jin, if you don't want to go home and want to continue to go out to relax, it's better to let Bai Yang and Lu Liu follow you. It's safer."

Lian Chengjin looked at Lian Chengbi, and suddenly thought that her brother came from the Shen family... "Brother, have you and Sister Bijun set a date for their marriage?"

Lian Chengbi looked at Lian Chengjin's expression carefully, and nodded, "Yes. Just ten days later."

Lian Chengjin thought of the so-called plot and made a decision. "Then I'll go to Shen's house with you." One of the reasons why Lian Chengbi must marry Shen Bijun is to cut the deer. "Uncle Bai and Uncle Lu should be at Shen's house now." She also said something to make Uncle Bai and Uncle Lu follow her.They are all guarding the deer knife.

Lian Chengbi seemed unaware of Lian Chengjin's secret accusation, and nodded with a smile, "That's fine."

Lu Xiaofeng rolled his eyes and had an idea, "Since that's the case, why don't I go with you. I've heard of the reputation of being the most beautiful woman in Jianghu." He smiled and cupped his hands and said, "Congratulations, Mr. Lian .”

Lian Chengbi replied very politely: "Thank you."

Lu Xiaofeng felt as if he had punched cotton, as if he was the only one who was angry and making trouble for no reason.

He rubbed his nose and shouted at Xiao Er who was not far away: "Xiao Er, serve the wine!"

Lian Chengjin sat down between Lu Xiaofeng and Lian Chengbi, rolled his eyes, "Drinking early in the morning?" I'm afraid he will die suddenly. "Xiao Er, no wine, three bowls of porridge, steamed buns, fried dough sticks, pancakes, pickles, dried radishes, and roasted chicken..."

Lu Xiaofeng, who was not allowed to drink, just wanted to reply, when he heard such a long dish name, he covered his face.It's too edible.

Lian Chengjin replied very calmly: "There are three people."

Now it's all right, she can try a few more dishes.

The next three people got along very well.Lian Chengjin told her brother about the arrangements of the three women, and then told the servants to handle it.

Xu Qiulian and Xiner were arranged to go to a certain cloth village in the south of the Yangtze River, while Huiru was arranged to receive training in the family's secret guard.

According to their wishes.

It was also at this time that she realized that Lianqi, who had been guarding her safety, seemed to be seriously injured.

His face was pale, secretly enduring the pain.

Lian Chengjin didn't ask anything, and gave him the wound medicine.

When Huamanlou returned to the inn from outside, when they were about to leave, Huamanlou said goodbye to them.

"No matter how long the journey is, there will eventually be a time to say goodbye, so let's just say goodbye."

Lian Chengjin was a little bit reluctant, but she also understood that she could never force the other party. "are you alone?"

Hua Manlou replied with a smile: "Don't worry. Most of the time I am alone."

Lian Chengjin had a lot to say to him, but didn't know what to say.

When parting, saying these can never go wrong. "Be careful on the road. After a while, I will visit you. When the time comes, treat me well."

"Of course." He took out a paper bag from his arms and handed it to her, "Because I'm not familiar with this place, it took me some time."

Lian Chengjin took it with a curious face, "You go out in the morning, that's why?" She couldn't help but open it, and asked, "What is it?"

Hua ManLou replied, "It's the seed of a flower."

Lian Chengjin has already opened it.Dark, grainy, densely packed.

"What kind of flower?"

"I have everything. You find a place to plant it, and when the flowers bloom, you will know. Waiting is also a pleasure."

"Hmm..." It sounded quite romantic.

Hua Manlou looked at her tenderly, and thousands of words of concern and worry emerged from the words, "Xiao Jin, in my heart, you have always been that Xiao Jin. No matter what setbacks you experience, no matter what you choose The road, you are still you."

"Just wait like a flower with peace of mind."

"..." Lian Chengjin's face suddenly became hot.Why so suddenly...

My heart jumped up and down.

"Bon Voyage."

"……Uh-huh."

Until Hua Manlou left in a carriage, even Cheng Jin couldn't calm down.

My heart beats so fast.

So happy, so happy.

Lian Chengbi stared at Lian Chengjin, looked at her holding her face, with an expression of joy and liking, and lowered her eyes slightly.

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