Chi Mu hates being threatened the most in her life.
He thinks that no one in this world can threaten him, except for the non-human system.
But now, he was threatened again.
He didn't know if the boy was just pretending or if he was really fragile. In short, he couldn't leave now, and he had to stay by the boy's side at all times, never leaving him.
He can be gentle with the boy and treat him as a friend, but that doesn't mean he has to stay by the boy's side because of the boy's suicide.
At night, as usual, the boy would shrink back to his bed, bury his head in his arms, to absorb the meager warmth, take a deep breath, watch people come in, feel the beating heartbeat, under the night light , looking at the boy.
Sensing the strangeness of Twilight, the young man froze and trembled for a moment, not knowing whether he should get out of bed or not.
Chi Mu looked at the ceiling and squinted slightly: "Do you treat everyone like this? Would you sleep in other people's beds?"
The boy was stunned.
As if struck by lightning, he was at a loss, as if he had been slapped hard, making him dizzy.
He smiled bitterly: "I didn't mean that, if you want to leave, you can go anytime."
In a word, all the anger that Chi Mu had held back for so long was aroused, he suddenly turned over, grabbed the young man's neck, his eyes were cold and stern, without any tenderness.
"Are you going to keep threatening me with suicide? You will continue to commit suicide after I leave? What courage do you have to think that I will tolerate you again and again?"
"You think I'm threatening you with suicide?"
The young man looked at him incredulously, with a disintegrated expression, as if he had been hit hard. Chi Mu's tenderness towards him these days had all vanished into smoke, and he was like a clown living under this level of tenderness, so pitiful.
The boy forced himself to sit up, the wound on his neck was bleeding, he raised his hand to wipe the blood on the gauze, looked at the blood on Chi Mu's hand, took out a clean toilet paper and wiped it for him.
"I have ulterior motives, I have bad intentions, and I have many schemes, but you are willing to stay by your side for someone like me, just because you are afraid that I will commit suicide?" He suddenly smiled and looked at me in confusion, "I really don't understand, Do you have any feelings for me at all?"
"Emotions?" Chi Mu looked at the boy with a smile as if he had heard something incredible.
The young man trembled and clenched his fists, "It's too late, go to sleep, we'll talk about it tomorrow." He was afraid of hearing some unfeeling words, so he got off the bed alone, and lay down on his own bed enduring the pain, his fingers and toes were all It was cold, so cold that he felt like he was going to die.
He heard the sound of people standing up behind him, and he shrunk himself even tighter. Even so, he was pulled up roughly, and he didn't even have the strength to resist.
"Listen clearly. I don't have extra thoughts about you. I'm just a friend. That's all. Don't think about anything, and I don't care about anything. This kind of relationship is fine. Your own, if you commit suicide again, I will not stop you from saving you, you can do whatever you want."
The young man looked at Chi Mu with red eyes: "You can even lie to me..." The young man rushed forward and hugged him, "You can't go...you can't go...then why did you let them save me? Is it okay?"
Chi Mu forcefully opened his hand, the young man struggled, the blood on his neck seeped through the gauze and gushed out, Chi Mu didn't dare to go any further, he gritted his teeth: "Can you stop being a rascal at every turn! Let go of your hand!"
"I don't, I don't, you can't go, I won't be able to find you if you go..." The boy hugged her tighter, crying and howling.
Tears smeared his face, he was gasping from crying, and his hands were still tightly clutching Chi Mu's sleeves.
"I hate the person you like! I hate everyone around you! Why! Why is the person around you not me! I am S1, I can stand shoulder to shoulder with you! Why? Why do you always treat me like this!? "
The young man almost yelled out these words, questioning each sentence, he was eager to find confidence from these comparisons, he was eager to regain some of his shattered dignity, he was eager to give himself a comfort, comfort because he had something in Chi Mu's heart Serious.
The young man looked at the necklace on Chi Mu's chest, his eyes hardened, he pulled it off, the necklace broke, and he threw it out of the window.
Chi Mu's eyes widened, he slapped him on the spot, and laughed angrily: "It's disgusting, you are such a dirty person, do you deserve it?"
Chi Mu hurried away, went downstairs to pick up the necklace, didn't feel that he was serious at all, quietly left the paper chick in his hand, wrapped it around the young man's neck, gently healing the young man's wound.
The young man froze, sat on the bed for a long time, got up, blood flowed down his neck, to his ankles, and walked step by step, he looked at Chi Mu downstairs looking for the necklace in the dark, and pulled his lips.
Suicide is enough to do it once.
He wouldn't commit suicide just because he wanted to stop someone, his suicide that time was just to save his life.
But what he did turned into a conspiracy in Mu Mu's heart, and his person became dirty.
The boy looked at the moon in confusion, he didn't understand, where was he dirty?
The necklace was not found, and an ungrateful paper chick was lost, and the paper chick could not come down from the young man's side, Chi Mu gritted his teeth, thinking, misfortunes never come singly, this is a mess!
Chi Mu stayed outside for a day, and a day later, when he returned to the hospital, the idea was to call Zhichu back, and take a look at the boy's condition, and also regretted the impulsive slap he gave last night.
When I returned to the hospital, I heard people say that the boy had left, and the discharge procedures were not completed, and he just disappeared anyway.
Disappeared?Where did such a big person disappear?
Asking all the way and searching all the way, when night fell, I found clues and arrived outside a cake shop.
The beautifully made cake was placed in the window, and the young man stood there, looking at the big cake, his hand resting on the glass, secretly absent-minded.
Chi Mu wanted to walk over, but saw the young man leaving again, followed behind, watching the young man enter the nightclub, buying drunk by the bottle, so drunk that he became dizzy.
Someone came to strike up a conversation, and he waved his hands up and down. The young man waved away weakly, and sat on the high stool and asked, "Do I look good?" Of course of course!"
The young man's eyes were drunk and his cheeks were pinkish. He slumped down from the high stool and was supported by someone. He pushed him away and smiled: "Someone wants me, go away..."
The man was not reconciled, how could he let such a stunner go, he continued to look at the young man, and he was sure that this was a man of high school age, and he probably had no strength. He went to this place to get drunk at a young age, and he was taken advantage of That's what it deserves.
So they began to push and push again: "Who wants you? Can you drink here alone?"
The boy paused, then raised his head proudly: "Don't you believe it! Of course someone wants me!"
As he said that, he started to make a call. Not far away, Chi Mu's cell phone rang. Chi Mu looked at the screen, lowered his head, frowned, and there was no connection. He looked at the young man and murmured: "Pick it up... Ah...don't even answer the phone..."
Call the second time if you don't get through once, keep calling if you don't get through, and knock on the screen with your fingers until the last call, Chi Mu didn't get through and hung up, if this can break the connection between the boy and him, then He would be happy to let him hang up a hundred more times.
The young man stared at the hung up phone in a daze. After a while, he didn't come back to his senses. It wasn't until the fat man grabbed him that he burst into tears, crying so loudly that he could suppress the ear-splitting music. Many people looked over.
The fat man comforted: "Where is there no grass in the end of the world, brother will definitely treat you well, let's go with brother?"
The boy was dragged a step by the fat man, and then he just followed.
Chi Mu stared wide open and laughed angrily.
For a moment, he wanted to rush out and grab the boy by the collar and scold you for not being smart! ?
But I held back.
If this was Jiang Yu, he would not even have the possibility of letting Jiang Yu enter such a place, let alone flirting with dirty people. Jiang Yu lacks the ability to protect himself, but young people are different. He has seen young people kill With a ruthless appearance, knowing the opponent's strength, the young man can protect himself.
But this time, the boy really didn't resist, and he didn't speak to him with arrogance, so he was dragged away like this, and pulled into a box, where Chi Mu was separated by a door, and a cluster of fire was pressed on his chest, burning blazingly , the whole body's aura became cold and stern.
He didn't hear any sound inside, nor did he hear the sound of a fight. He clenched his fist and smashed it against the soft wall.
He wouldn't have made this kid stupid yesterday, right?
What he said was serious, but what the boy did to him was not serious?
After waiting again, he felt that he had been waiting for a long time. He looked at his watch and saw that it was only 3 minutes. He was so angry that he couldn't help it. He kicked the door, rushed in, and pressed the boy on top of him. The man grabbed the back of his neck and slammed it directly against the wall, sneering: "Are you fucking blind? How old is he, you miss him?!"
The man was cursing, Chi Mu didn't want to quarrel with him, so he dragged him outside the door, before the man was about to make a move, kicked him unconscious, and shut the door with a bang!
At this time, looking at the young man inside, he was flushed, and the shirt on his upper body was half uncovered.
Chi Mu picked up a bottle of mineral water, unscrewed the cap, and poured it directly on the boy's face, "Are you awake!?"
The boy looked at him ignorantly: "I've always been sober."
"Sober enough to be dragged in and fucked?"
The young man laughed: "Chi Mu, you say I'm dirty, I'm already dirty, you think I can sleep with anyone, and indeed I can sleep with anyone, it's all within your expectations, why are you angry? "The boy straightened up, approached him, and tried to seduce him with a faint smell of wine, "Or, you are duplicity, you obviously care about me, but you just refuse to admit it?"
"You're drunk." Chi Mu lightly shook off him, took a step back, and he made an excuse: "You're young, you shouldn't do such a thing."
The boy rebuffed straight away: "It's not too young." He took a sip of his wine, and the hand holding the glass trembled, "Chi Mu, today is my birthday."
Chi Mu was stunned, remembering what the boy said to him a month ago, the boy told him his own birthday, pestered him and said, "You can't forget, you want to send me birthday wishes!"
Chi Mu agreed copiously at the time, but she didn't want to have such an embarrassing incident last night when she broke out emotionally and tore apart the unfriendly relationship between the two of them, so she forgot it for a while.
"Happy birthday." Chi Mu said.
"It's like what I forced you to say." The boy raised his eyes, and he asked nonchalantly, "Where are the presents, is there any present?"
Sooner or later, I forgot, where I prepared a gift, which was a bit embarrassing.
A look of disappointment flickered across the boy's eyes, and he laughed loudly: "It's okay, it's like this, I said a gift, can you give it to me?"
Chi Mu clicked on the light and shadow system, entered the light and shadow mall, and switched directly to high-value products, "What do you want?"
"You." One word, sonorous and forceful, fell to the ground with a sound, the boy knelt on the sofa, straightened up, and hooked his neck, "Will you give it?"
The foreheads were touching, the lips and teeth were close together, the young man thought to himself, Chi Mu must feel that he is very shameless now, all his pride has been broken by his own hands, so what is there to be afraid of saying such a thing.
Chi Mu frowned, with an undetectable trace of disgust, his eyes were cold, and he moved the boy's hand away effortlessly.
"You embarrass me too much."
The boy laughed, as if he had heard such a ridiculous thing.
He's gotten used to Chi Mu's sarcasm and disdain, but he's obviously used to it, so why does his heart still ache.
Only laughing, laughing can ease his pain.
Pain from the inside out, like being pierced by needles, and like being twisted by a knife in the heart.
There was also a pain in my head, my body was numb, and my breathing stopped.
For a moment, it seemed that something was about to break out of the ground, and it seemed that something was whipping his soul, as if it was going to drain him dry.
Weak and weak, he fell on the sofa, rolled over with his head in his arms, and kept shouting: "It hurts, hurts..." There was only a dark place in his mind, and his subconscious told him that the place was called the third domain. And he is like a person imprisoned in the third domain.
Before Chi Mu could make a sound, the light and shadow system quickly sent a message from Fang Wei: [Chi Mu!The third domain exploded! 】
He thinks that no one in this world can threaten him, except for the non-human system.
But now, he was threatened again.
He didn't know if the boy was just pretending or if he was really fragile. In short, he couldn't leave now, and he had to stay by the boy's side at all times, never leaving him.
He can be gentle with the boy and treat him as a friend, but that doesn't mean he has to stay by the boy's side because of the boy's suicide.
At night, as usual, the boy would shrink back to his bed, bury his head in his arms, to absorb the meager warmth, take a deep breath, watch people come in, feel the beating heartbeat, under the night light , looking at the boy.
Sensing the strangeness of Twilight, the young man froze and trembled for a moment, not knowing whether he should get out of bed or not.
Chi Mu looked at the ceiling and squinted slightly: "Do you treat everyone like this? Would you sleep in other people's beds?"
The boy was stunned.
As if struck by lightning, he was at a loss, as if he had been slapped hard, making him dizzy.
He smiled bitterly: "I didn't mean that, if you want to leave, you can go anytime."
In a word, all the anger that Chi Mu had held back for so long was aroused, he suddenly turned over, grabbed the young man's neck, his eyes were cold and stern, without any tenderness.
"Are you going to keep threatening me with suicide? You will continue to commit suicide after I leave? What courage do you have to think that I will tolerate you again and again?"
"You think I'm threatening you with suicide?"
The young man looked at him incredulously, with a disintegrated expression, as if he had been hit hard. Chi Mu's tenderness towards him these days had all vanished into smoke, and he was like a clown living under this level of tenderness, so pitiful.
The boy forced himself to sit up, the wound on his neck was bleeding, he raised his hand to wipe the blood on the gauze, looked at the blood on Chi Mu's hand, took out a clean toilet paper and wiped it for him.
"I have ulterior motives, I have bad intentions, and I have many schemes, but you are willing to stay by your side for someone like me, just because you are afraid that I will commit suicide?" He suddenly smiled and looked at me in confusion, "I really don't understand, Do you have any feelings for me at all?"
"Emotions?" Chi Mu looked at the boy with a smile as if he had heard something incredible.
The young man trembled and clenched his fists, "It's too late, go to sleep, we'll talk about it tomorrow." He was afraid of hearing some unfeeling words, so he got off the bed alone, and lay down on his own bed enduring the pain, his fingers and toes were all It was cold, so cold that he felt like he was going to die.
He heard the sound of people standing up behind him, and he shrunk himself even tighter. Even so, he was pulled up roughly, and he didn't even have the strength to resist.
"Listen clearly. I don't have extra thoughts about you. I'm just a friend. That's all. Don't think about anything, and I don't care about anything. This kind of relationship is fine. Your own, if you commit suicide again, I will not stop you from saving you, you can do whatever you want."
The young man looked at Chi Mu with red eyes: "You can even lie to me..." The young man rushed forward and hugged him, "You can't go...you can't go...then why did you let them save me? Is it okay?"
Chi Mu forcefully opened his hand, the young man struggled, the blood on his neck seeped through the gauze and gushed out, Chi Mu didn't dare to go any further, he gritted his teeth: "Can you stop being a rascal at every turn! Let go of your hand!"
"I don't, I don't, you can't go, I won't be able to find you if you go..." The boy hugged her tighter, crying and howling.
Tears smeared his face, he was gasping from crying, and his hands were still tightly clutching Chi Mu's sleeves.
"I hate the person you like! I hate everyone around you! Why! Why is the person around you not me! I am S1, I can stand shoulder to shoulder with you! Why? Why do you always treat me like this!? "
The young man almost yelled out these words, questioning each sentence, he was eager to find confidence from these comparisons, he was eager to regain some of his shattered dignity, he was eager to give himself a comfort, comfort because he had something in Chi Mu's heart Serious.
The young man looked at the necklace on Chi Mu's chest, his eyes hardened, he pulled it off, the necklace broke, and he threw it out of the window.
Chi Mu's eyes widened, he slapped him on the spot, and laughed angrily: "It's disgusting, you are such a dirty person, do you deserve it?"
Chi Mu hurried away, went downstairs to pick up the necklace, didn't feel that he was serious at all, quietly left the paper chick in his hand, wrapped it around the young man's neck, gently healing the young man's wound.
The young man froze, sat on the bed for a long time, got up, blood flowed down his neck, to his ankles, and walked step by step, he looked at Chi Mu downstairs looking for the necklace in the dark, and pulled his lips.
Suicide is enough to do it once.
He wouldn't commit suicide just because he wanted to stop someone, his suicide that time was just to save his life.
But what he did turned into a conspiracy in Mu Mu's heart, and his person became dirty.
The boy looked at the moon in confusion, he didn't understand, where was he dirty?
The necklace was not found, and an ungrateful paper chick was lost, and the paper chick could not come down from the young man's side, Chi Mu gritted his teeth, thinking, misfortunes never come singly, this is a mess!
Chi Mu stayed outside for a day, and a day later, when he returned to the hospital, the idea was to call Zhichu back, and take a look at the boy's condition, and also regretted the impulsive slap he gave last night.
When I returned to the hospital, I heard people say that the boy had left, and the discharge procedures were not completed, and he just disappeared anyway.
Disappeared?Where did such a big person disappear?
Asking all the way and searching all the way, when night fell, I found clues and arrived outside a cake shop.
The beautifully made cake was placed in the window, and the young man stood there, looking at the big cake, his hand resting on the glass, secretly absent-minded.
Chi Mu wanted to walk over, but saw the young man leaving again, followed behind, watching the young man enter the nightclub, buying drunk by the bottle, so drunk that he became dizzy.
Someone came to strike up a conversation, and he waved his hands up and down. The young man waved away weakly, and sat on the high stool and asked, "Do I look good?" Of course of course!"
The young man's eyes were drunk and his cheeks were pinkish. He slumped down from the high stool and was supported by someone. He pushed him away and smiled: "Someone wants me, go away..."
The man was not reconciled, how could he let such a stunner go, he continued to look at the young man, and he was sure that this was a man of high school age, and he probably had no strength. He went to this place to get drunk at a young age, and he was taken advantage of That's what it deserves.
So they began to push and push again: "Who wants you? Can you drink here alone?"
The boy paused, then raised his head proudly: "Don't you believe it! Of course someone wants me!"
As he said that, he started to make a call. Not far away, Chi Mu's cell phone rang. Chi Mu looked at the screen, lowered his head, frowned, and there was no connection. He looked at the young man and murmured: "Pick it up... Ah...don't even answer the phone..."
Call the second time if you don't get through once, keep calling if you don't get through, and knock on the screen with your fingers until the last call, Chi Mu didn't get through and hung up, if this can break the connection between the boy and him, then He would be happy to let him hang up a hundred more times.
The young man stared at the hung up phone in a daze. After a while, he didn't come back to his senses. It wasn't until the fat man grabbed him that he burst into tears, crying so loudly that he could suppress the ear-splitting music. Many people looked over.
The fat man comforted: "Where is there no grass in the end of the world, brother will definitely treat you well, let's go with brother?"
The boy was dragged a step by the fat man, and then he just followed.
Chi Mu stared wide open and laughed angrily.
For a moment, he wanted to rush out and grab the boy by the collar and scold you for not being smart! ?
But I held back.
If this was Jiang Yu, he would not even have the possibility of letting Jiang Yu enter such a place, let alone flirting with dirty people. Jiang Yu lacks the ability to protect himself, but young people are different. He has seen young people kill With a ruthless appearance, knowing the opponent's strength, the young man can protect himself.
But this time, the boy really didn't resist, and he didn't speak to him with arrogance, so he was dragged away like this, and pulled into a box, where Chi Mu was separated by a door, and a cluster of fire was pressed on his chest, burning blazingly , the whole body's aura became cold and stern.
He didn't hear any sound inside, nor did he hear the sound of a fight. He clenched his fist and smashed it against the soft wall.
He wouldn't have made this kid stupid yesterday, right?
What he said was serious, but what the boy did to him was not serious?
After waiting again, he felt that he had been waiting for a long time. He looked at his watch and saw that it was only 3 minutes. He was so angry that he couldn't help it. He kicked the door, rushed in, and pressed the boy on top of him. The man grabbed the back of his neck and slammed it directly against the wall, sneering: "Are you fucking blind? How old is he, you miss him?!"
The man was cursing, Chi Mu didn't want to quarrel with him, so he dragged him outside the door, before the man was about to make a move, kicked him unconscious, and shut the door with a bang!
At this time, looking at the young man inside, he was flushed, and the shirt on his upper body was half uncovered.
Chi Mu picked up a bottle of mineral water, unscrewed the cap, and poured it directly on the boy's face, "Are you awake!?"
The boy looked at him ignorantly: "I've always been sober."
"Sober enough to be dragged in and fucked?"
The young man laughed: "Chi Mu, you say I'm dirty, I'm already dirty, you think I can sleep with anyone, and indeed I can sleep with anyone, it's all within your expectations, why are you angry? "The boy straightened up, approached him, and tried to seduce him with a faint smell of wine, "Or, you are duplicity, you obviously care about me, but you just refuse to admit it?"
"You're drunk." Chi Mu lightly shook off him, took a step back, and he made an excuse: "You're young, you shouldn't do such a thing."
The boy rebuffed straight away: "It's not too young." He took a sip of his wine, and the hand holding the glass trembled, "Chi Mu, today is my birthday."
Chi Mu was stunned, remembering what the boy said to him a month ago, the boy told him his own birthday, pestered him and said, "You can't forget, you want to send me birthday wishes!"
Chi Mu agreed copiously at the time, but she didn't want to have such an embarrassing incident last night when she broke out emotionally and tore apart the unfriendly relationship between the two of them, so she forgot it for a while.
"Happy birthday." Chi Mu said.
"It's like what I forced you to say." The boy raised his eyes, and he asked nonchalantly, "Where are the presents, is there any present?"
Sooner or later, I forgot, where I prepared a gift, which was a bit embarrassing.
A look of disappointment flickered across the boy's eyes, and he laughed loudly: "It's okay, it's like this, I said a gift, can you give it to me?"
Chi Mu clicked on the light and shadow system, entered the light and shadow mall, and switched directly to high-value products, "What do you want?"
"You." One word, sonorous and forceful, fell to the ground with a sound, the boy knelt on the sofa, straightened up, and hooked his neck, "Will you give it?"
The foreheads were touching, the lips and teeth were close together, the young man thought to himself, Chi Mu must feel that he is very shameless now, all his pride has been broken by his own hands, so what is there to be afraid of saying such a thing.
Chi Mu frowned, with an undetectable trace of disgust, his eyes were cold, and he moved the boy's hand away effortlessly.
"You embarrass me too much."
The boy laughed, as if he had heard such a ridiculous thing.
He's gotten used to Chi Mu's sarcasm and disdain, but he's obviously used to it, so why does his heart still ache.
Only laughing, laughing can ease his pain.
Pain from the inside out, like being pierced by needles, and like being twisted by a knife in the heart.
There was also a pain in my head, my body was numb, and my breathing stopped.
For a moment, it seemed that something was about to break out of the ground, and it seemed that something was whipping his soul, as if it was going to drain him dry.
Weak and weak, he fell on the sofa, rolled over with his head in his arms, and kept shouting: "It hurts, hurts..." There was only a dark place in his mind, and his subconscious told him that the place was called the third domain. And he is like a person imprisoned in the third domain.
Before Chi Mu could make a sound, the light and shadow system quickly sent a message from Fang Wei: [Chi Mu!The third domain exploded! 】
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