sinking into sand

Ever since the farewell in Shen Xiang of Ping En Fang that day, Si En and Yu Sha have indeed not seen each other for a few days.

Yu Sha was even less human than that day, and Si En was fine, but his eyes were not bright, and he didn't look very popular.

It is really unexpected for the two to meet again here at this moment.

Hua Chuibi saw that the atmosphere between the two of them was not right, so she opened her mouth to smooth things over: "I forgot to say that we were looking for clues in secret, but Miss Si En suddenly came over and brought..."

Having said that, Hua Chuibi paused before speaking again: "I still have Li Qihua with me."

Yu Sha didn't react much after hearing this, and just looked at Si En calmly.

Si En and him looked at each other for a moment, and finally lost the battle first, and passed the steps: "Don't invite me in to sit down? I have done you such a big favor, so you must give me some face by saying a few words."

Yu Sha looked at her silently, but Hua Chuibi winked and persuaded her: "Talk first, and I'll go and see tonight's arrangement." After speaking, he left the courtyard.

There is no wind in the yard, and there is nothing to shade from the sun.Yu Sha just stood there with Si En.After a while, when Hua Chuibi really walked away, Yu Sha spoke to Si En.

"If you do this, what will Madam Lingyun do?"

Si En laughed when she heard the words, she actually doesn't like to laugh very much, her face always has a lazy expression.She stroked the hair on one side of her cheek casually, and said, "You don't have to worry about me. What I have to do, from the moment when I stabilized Li Yuxin so that the Li family would not attack immediately, to the end of the Rao Lanping Incident, I will keep Li Qihua , it was originally intended to save your life from failure, but it is useless now, since you can use it, I will give it to you."

Yu Sha thought for a long time when he heard the words, and suddenly showed a mocking smile, not for any other reason, but because he really thought it was too ridiculous.

"You cooperate with Yu Wangling." Yu Sha complained, with a little disbelief: "Use Lu Hua to eradicate the power of Prince Li's residence in Lijiang together?"

Si En didn't speak, she acquiesced.

Guan Lan had explained this matter before. At that time, she just felt that it was somewhat disdainful to be stabbed by an outsider who didn't know anything.But facing Yu Sha, she only felt a strange sense of guilt.

Because she knew that the accusation in Yu Sha's question was not for himself, but for Lu Hua.

Si En's expression lost control for a moment, but the loss of control and guilt was quickly suppressed by herself.Yes, Yu Sha has indeed been thinking of a way, but he is so meek, he can only wait, how long will he wait?

Si En has made up his mind, and he has already made up his mind about his own ending. Looking at Yu Sha now, he feels that it is not so difficult to face.She raised her head and said, "I know you're not worth it for Lu. You don't need to seek justice for her. After this matter is over, I will naturally go down to accompany her and make the world clean."

Yu Sha suddenly felt tired, as if his soul had rotted away.He has been busy going around in circles, what exactly is he busy with?

All the thought he had spent in the past seemed to be a joke.Even if his own death is not a pity, what about Guan Lan, Ye Wanwan, these people who have been involved for no reason and are in trouble.

From a long time ago, he always felt that Jinzhan Pavilion was a big whirlpool, involving Prince Li's Mansion, Yu Family, the imperial court, and these people constantly fighting and calculating in the Lijiang River, and it seemed that there would never be peace.

But only then did he discover that maybe the human heart is the vortex itself.Everyone has their own emotions and desires, what they want and what they want to do.They may be confused by temporary interests and hopes, but in the end, everyone will only go to the path of their own choice in the end.

It is really a ridiculous thing for him to plan for others so painstakingly.

"Si En." Yu Sha lowered his eyes halfway, and stopped looking at her, "It's been so many years between you and me, and we're in this situation now. There's really nothing to talk about. But I don't know. You said it failed Save your life, then if you give me Li Qihua, it means that the matter is over—"

Having said that, he raised his head to look at Si En again, his pupils brightened, and asked silently, "Just killing a few elders, and killing a few sons who caused trouble, is it considered a success?"

Si En was stunned by his words, which seemed to point to the resentment and self-deception that she had been deliberately ignoring.She became angry again almost instantly, laughed miserably, raised her hand and pointed at the room where Guan Lan was recuperating, and insisted: "What else?! You went to the Jinzhan Pavilion in person, and that Prince Guan followed you regardless of the safety of their Guan family. We went together, so what happened?!"

After Si En yelled this sentence, it seemed that those uncontrollable internal fires finally let out a little anxiety. She took a breath, looked into Yu Sha's eyes, and said: "We shake the tree with the body of a mayfly, now, anyway It’s enough to shake off a few branches.”

What she said, the ending sound is getting lower and lower, and the three words "it's okay" at the end of the sentence are almost inaudible, as if she doesn't want to persuade Yu Sha, but she seems to be convincing herself

Yu Sha looked at her, and after a long silence, he suddenly remembered the scene when he and Si En were together with Lu Hua when he was a child.

She is always a quiet person, quick to learn, and winky.Although she is also likable, she always stays by Lu Hua's side and is always inconspicuous.

It was just such an inconspicuous, answering girl who made a bloody path in Peony Academy that day and rushed to the gate of Prince Li's Mansion.

She was covered in blood that day, she didn't know if it was her own or someone else's, she just rode a black horse like a ghost, and ran through more than a dozen markets.The appalling image has left a story in the Lijiang River that has not yet been annihilated.

The former guest of Li's mansion does not know where he is.

The last sentence of this ballad that has been spread all over Pingchunfang is about Si En.

The legend is very mysterious. It is said that after she went to Prince Li's mansion that day, she disappeared and went to nowhere.Maybe she was killed, or turned into a sitter. In short, she has her own destiny to become a fairy or a ghost.

How could the writer of the story know what she looks like today?

There was no more light in his eyes, and he was wearing a satin robe, which was still rumored to be unkempt, but he was indeed not that person anymore.

Yu Sha opened his mouth. At this moment, he found that Sien like this still made him unbearable.Because in a sense, although their identities and experiences are very different, they are indeed similar.

This similarity made him angry, but also made him sad.

He was silent for a while, and said: "If you have made up your mind, wait for me here for a while, I have something for you."

Si En obviously didn't expect Yu Sha to say this, and before he had time to ask anything, Yu Sha had already entered the room.When he came out again, he held two cloth bags of different colors in his hand.

"Tonight, go to Fenghua Terrace in Pingchunfang." Yu Sha said lightly, "After tonight, if you want to live, open the white one, if you still want to die, open the gray one."

Si En took the two cloth bags, still a little dazed, and asked, "Fenghuatai? What will happen to Fenghuatai tonight."

Yu Sha didn't answer, but said, "When we meet tonight, you'll know."