Don't try to bend me

Zhou Cibai reacted quickly, trying to exit the page in a hurry.

As a result, his hands trembled, and he clicked on the pop-up advertisement, and the entire screen was immediately filled with unsuitable images, accompanied by a blushing sound.

Zhou Cibai's ears were instantly red to the point of bleeding, and the exit button of the small advertisement was made extremely concealed. He thought he had crossed one, but actually clicked on another one.

So in just a few tens of seconds, he and Gu Jiqing were forced to appreciate all kinds of inexplicable and gimmicky poses, and they were the ones that flashed across the screen.

Zhou Cibai gritted his teeth, wanting to disappear from this world, and his fingers holding the mouse became more and more forceful, so that he forgot for a moment that there was something in the world called "Esc" and "direct shutdown". ".

In the end, it was Gu Jiqing who was worried that Zhou Cibai might melt in place if he became so popular, so he reached out his hand slowly and closed the computer for him.

The white fingertips touched the edge of the silver metal, and with a "click", the room returned to silence.

Zhou Cibai: "..."

Trying to pretend this never happened failed.

He bit the bullet, straightened up, with red ears, avoiding sight, like a husband who guilty of explaining to his wife after being caught stealing a bag, said in a low voice: "That me, I didn't look at that, I don't usually look at that. Look at that, I'm just, just... just afraid of your pain."

After Zhou Cibai said the last few words, he completely lowered his head.

What he originally thought was that Gu Jiqing always grabbed him and screamed for pain when he did it the first two times, and Gu Jiqing also said before that he didn't like boys who were too big because he was afraid of pain, so he planned to find out how he could bear it. The one with the better experience.

After checking and checking, I found that this video is the most practical, and it also popularized a lot of other related knowledge, so I remembered the notes while watching it.

But I don’t know why Gu Jiqing watched the instructional popular science video, which is obviously serious and honest, and deserves such a hot title. He felt like some wretched man who was watching a small movie in the dormitory.

Zhou Cibai felt that even if he jumped into the Yellow River, he wouldn't be able to clean himself up. The knuckles hanging by his side curled up uncomfortably, and the redness from the roots of his ears spread all the way to his neck, making him look a little cramped and cute.

And Gu Jiqing looked at him like this, and after listening to his answer, paused, thought for a while, and then asked seriously: "So you mean you still want to have sex with me?"

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"No! I'm not that..."

meaning.

Zhou Cibai was so frightened by this sudden straightforward question that he raised his head directly, ready to deny it, but happened to meet Gu Jiqing's calm gaze without any distraction, as if he just asked "Have you eaten today?" The problem is general.

After a short pause.

The traditional virtues of honesty and trustworthiness of the Chinese nation made Zhou Cibai bow his head guiltily and did not continue to deny it.

Although he didn't just want to do that with Gu Jiqing, but if the two of them are together, that kind of thing must be a natural thing, otherwise he wouldn't have come to learn this secretly.

So to say that he really doesn't want to, seems a bit unreasonable.

Gu Jiqing probably understood it, and asked again: "Then are you sure you are gay?"

Zhou Ci paused slightly.

As if seeing that the other party might not understand the issue, Gu Jiqing said slowly: "Actually, many people are not purely heterosexual or homosexual, and they don't reject same-sex relatives, but that doesn't mean they are real Gay, especially on the basis that your first relationship was with the same sex, this sexual experience may give you some kind of misleading. So do you confirm that you like boys so you are willing to have sex with the same sex? "

Gu Jiqing doesn't mind establishing a long-term and stable bed partner relationship with Zhou Cibai if it is based on mutual consent.

But the premise is that he hopes that Zhou Cibai can fully confirm his preferences, instead of being influenced and misled by an accident he brought.

He looked directly at Zhou Cibai, speaking rationally and gently, and his eyes were peaceful and calm.

So much so that Zhou Cibai couldn't help but began to seriously think about this question at that moment.

He first thought about his physical contact with other men, and before he could come up with a specific picture, he felt a chill all over his body.

Then I thought about whether the object was a girl, and in the end, besides Gu Jiqing in white dance clothes, Gu Jiqing in white dance clothes was still in my mind, but whenever I changed my face, my whole body would start to get goosebumps.

He frowned, thinking that he might not like men, nor women.

As for his reaction, Gu Jiqing was not too surprised, and said in a gentle voice: "So you can think about it again, and we can talk about it after you think about it, okay?"

He still hopes that his bed partner can fit in from body to will, instead of just venting in a muddle.

Zhou Cibai thought that Gu Jiqing might have seen that he was not completely sure whether his current heart for him was from sex or from love, so he pursed the corners of his lips and gave a low "hmm".

After the "um", the dormitory returned to a strange and awkward silence.

After being silent, Gu Jiqing felt that it is necessary to give honest encouragement properly, and not hurt the self-esteem of an eighteen-year-old boy too much, so he said gently: "And it is actually comfortable, it doesn't hurt too much, you don't have to worry too much about it." .”

"..."

Hey!

Zhou Cibai finally couldn't bear it anymore, picked up his coat casually, threw down the sentence "I have a practice match this afternoon", and rushed out the door in shame and anger with his ears flushed.

Gu Jiqing slightly bent his lips as he watched his fleeing back.

For a moment, he felt as if he was a little bad.

But who made Zhou Cibai so cute?

After all, these days, there should be few people who have to look up information and take notes to study with a straight face before doing this kind of thing.

Gu Jiqing stretched out his hand to close the notebook where "He is afraid of pain and needs to restrain himself" was seriously written on Zhou Cibai's behalf, with an unconscious smile in his eyes.

The contents of the gift bag were finally revealed.

It was the black jacket that reminded him of Zhou Cibai when he first saw it.

There is also a handwritten note from Yin Lan: [Only, this is a gift from Mom to thank Xiao Zhou, Mom loves you]

Gu Jiqing looked down at the note for a while, then put it in the drawer, put the jacket back into the bag, and put it on the table.

He did think this jacket was very suitable for Zhou Cibai, but he didn't think Yin Lan had any position to give Zhou Cibai a gift.

So he will send this jacket back, and then prepare a new birthday present for Zhou Cibai himself.

Thinking about it, Gu Jiqing went back to her airtight bed curtain and took a peaceful nap.

·

In the basketball hall, after a training session, Chen Yubai collapsed on the ground as if he was about to die.

"Brother Zhou, let's be honest, are you in a relationship?" Chen Yubai asked this question desperately in order to survive.

Zhou Cibai scored a shot and returned to the half court with the ball. His ears were still a little red, but his tone was as calm as possible: "No."

Chen Yubai had a disbelief on his face: "Then every time you came to training with a face of shame and anger, it was as if you were desperate. Didn't you get scolded by your sister-in-law and took your anger on us?"

Where is the sister-in-law from?

Although he really wanted to turn Gu Jiqing into Chen Yubai's sister-in-law regardless, but obviously, if he couldn't give Gu Jiqing a clear, firm and well-thought-out idea, it would be impossible for Gu Jiqing to agree to him.

But part of the reason why he was attracted to Gu Jiqing was because of Gu Jiqing's gentle and mature rationality, which made him unconsciously willing to listen to him.

So how can he be sure that he is gay, and how can he answer Gu Jiqing's question calmly.

The more Zhou Cibai thought about it, the more confused he was. He was about to make a violent three-point shot when he heard a voice from the sidelines: "Chen Yubai, have you finished the game? If not, Qin Zigui and I will eat it by ourselves." The hot pot is over, I'm starving to death."

Some strange voices.

Zhou Cibai turned his head to look.

I saw a handsome boy with sharp eyebrows standing on the sidelines, with his hands in his pockets, his brows slightly frowned, his scarf hanging loosely on his chest, and his expression of impatient young master.

Another taller boy next to him is carefully helping him rewrap the scattered scarf, with his head lowered, the distance between the two is only a short distance away, describing him as natural and intimate.

Zhou Ci paused slightly.

Chen Yubai, who was paralyzed on the ground, quickly got up: "Don't, brother Yan, I'm still waiting to eat, Qin Zigui, please persuade me! I still have half an hour!"

The boy named Qin Zigui didn't even look at him, but continued to help the boy in front of him straighten his collar slowly: "My wife is strict, and I listen to Sheng Yan."

The boy named Sheng Yan lowered his head and pulled the scarf in dissatisfaction: "I'm not cold, don't wrap it around me!"

"It's cold outside."

"I'm not cold!"

"Surround around and be obedient."

"I won't!"

"good."

"I do not!"

"Then I will kiss you."

"How dare you... um."

Sheng Yan who didn't want to wear a scarf at first was unwilling to be beaten to death, but because of Qin Zigui's forehead kiss, his red ears buried his whole chin in the scarf, and he didn't make a fuss anymore.

Chen Yubai, who was completely ignored and fed a mouthful of dog food: "..."

He grieved and said: "You two dogs!"

Zhou Cibai, who saw two men dating in front of him for the first time, also recovered from his shock, quickly adjusted his expression, and asked in a low voice pretending to be natural: "Where are they?" couple?"

"Ah, I'm from the same school as me in high school. The one who looks like a dog compares to the one next door to Peking University. The one who looks very grumpy. He is from Zhonggong University. He was originally a good brother of Zhuma, but the one who was compared to the dog is shameless. My brother has been chased, and now I know how to show affection all day long." Chen Yubai expressed his disdain with a cold snort.

Zhou Cibai, on the other hand, when he heard the words "I just chased my brother", asked, "They are all born..."

He didn't finish the question, but Chen Yubai also understood, thought for a while and said: "It shouldn't be counted, our brother Yan is still a straight man, and his tastes are usually the same as straight men, but he just likes Qin Zigui. So if you say it’s natural, I can’t say, but look at our brother Yan, the future people’s policeman, who is so coquettish and loses his temper, it shows that as long as two people like each other, it doesn’t matter whether they are born gay or not .”

Chen Yubai sighed like a wise man when he thought of the long love history of the two of them when they were young.

But Zhou Cibai's movements stopped completely.

What appeared in his mind at that moment was that Gu Jiqing was lazily lying on the bed, kicked him lightly, and then complained softly that he hurt him again last night, and then used his usual laziness The lazy and soft tone acted like a baby and said that he wanted to eat sweet and sour pork ribs.

Even though this scene had never happened before, Zhou Cibai's mind was so fresh and vivid at that moment, as if all these things should have happened, and as if he had unconsciously copied it countless times in his mind.

And as long as he thought about that picture, his heart couldn't stop beating fast, and then there was a strong sweetness that he couldn't ignore.

Like nectar, it flows warmly through my heart.

No sex, no urges, no hormones.

Just a picture specific enough to make him feel warm and happy.

So he just wants to be with Gu Jiqing, wants to take care of Gu Jiqing, wants to see him act like a baby to himself, wants to see him lose his temper at himself, wants him to be different from everyone else in front of him, and wants to be honest and confident. Those Pei Yiming and Pei Erming are not allowed to talk to Gu Jiqing.

That's what wannabe couples like.

It doesn't matter whether he is naturally gay, whether he likes boys or girls, because of sex or love.

He just likes Gu Jiqing and wants to treat him well.

Just like Qin Zigui and Sheng Yan he saw just now.

All the problems that bothered him were solved because of this idea.

The moment Zhou Cibai figured out the answer, he left a sentence, "Today's training will be disbanded half an hour earlier", dropped the basketball, and ran to the dormitory without looking back.

He wanted to tell Gu Jiqing the answer immediately.

He didn't want Gu Jiqing to feel like he just wanted to have sex with him.

He wanted Gu Jiqing to feel his firm liking.

And when he ran all the way back to the green bed, before he had time to speak, he accidentally bumped into the bag beside the table.

He knelt down to pick up the bag, but a black jacket slipped out of the bag.

The word "190" is impressively written on the tag, which is not Gu Jiqing's size at first glance.

And there is a card in the jacket, handwritten: [TO Xiao Zhou, MerryChristmas]

So he is actually different in Gu Jiqing's heart, he has a gift that Lu Ping, Chen Ji and Wang Quan don't have.

At that moment, Zhou Cibai's heartbeat, which had been accelerated by the strenuous exercise, suddenly beat faster, and there was an indescribable sweet feeling.

Sure enough, Gu Jiqing also likes him and wants to treat him well.

Then he has nothing to hesitate and entangle.

So when Gu Jiqing stumbled out a beautiful sleepy-eyed head from the bed curtain, and asked softly "what's the matter" with a hoarse voice.

Zhou Cibai clenched his hands tightly, looking into his eyes, a little nervous but also solemnly asked: "Gu Jiqing, can I invite you to dinner on the night of the 30th?"

On the last day he wanted to be here, he told Gu Jiqing that he had liked him for five full years.

Gu Jiqing blinked ignorantly and said, "Okay."