Don't try to bend me

Gu Jiqing didn't know what this sentence meant at first.

He only knew that the moment he was hugged by Zhou Cibai, a certain place in his heart that had been empty for the past year was suddenly filled.

This is a very strange feeling, as if time and distance can't dilute the slightest connection between him and Zhou Cibai, it will only make the bond between them stronger and stronger.

Gu Jiqing closed his eyes, leaned against Zhou Cibai's shoulder, and said softly, "Zhou Cibai, I miss you so much."

Zhou Cibai could feel the arc of Gu Jiqing's eyelashes trembling slightly on his shoulder, rubbed his head, and said, "I miss you too."

Gu Jiqing hugged him tightly and rubbed against him.

Zhou Cibai thinks that his boyfriend is really acting like a baby more and more.

But obviously he already knows how to act like a baby, but because he was worried that it would be very hard for him to make an extra trip, he planned to sneak back to the country alone.

Then if he didn't get the secret information, wouldn't his family, Gu Maomao, want to watch others show affection by himself?

That doesn't work.

Zhou Cibai asked in a low voice: "Did my boyfriend envy you just now?"

"Huh? Ah——Zhou Cibai!"

Gu Jiqing raised his head, but before he could react, he felt his body suddenly fly into the air. He instinctively hugged Zhou Cibai's neck in a panic, and was picked up like a little koala in the next second, just like the one he envied just now. That couple is exactly the same.

Sedrian next to him immediately gave an exaggerated "WOW".

Gu Jiqing was a little embarrassed, and whispered with red ears: "Zhou Cibai!"

"Yeah." Zhou Cibai looked up at him, and should be justified, "We must not lose in the matter of showing affection. If others have it, my boyfriend must have it."

His brows and eyes were full of calm and pride, not only did he not feel ashamed, but he seemed quite proud.

So Zhou Cibai's maturity means changing from a somewhat awkward show of affection to a completely shameless show of affection?

Gu Jiqing wanted to be angry, but he didn't know why, so he couldn't help but chuckled, then bowed his head and kissed Zhou Cibai's brow tenderly: "Then I have to have this too."

After a year of living abroad, Gu Jiqing, who was originally reserved, became more open and enthusiastic, and was able to respond to Zhou Cibai's love more directly and frankly.

The moment the light kiss fell, there was an instant burst of cheers, whistles and screams of goodwill.

The former Gu Jiqing's suitors headed by Cedrian even exaggeratedly covered their hearts, pretending to be heartbroken and shouting: "Oh, no, mybeauty!"

Zhou Cibai hugged Gu Jiqing, turned his head to look at him, raised his eyebrows and said, "Mybeauty, your sister-in-law."

The last three words were the last time he came to beat up Sedrian, he taught him with his fists, and he even taught a handsome French man a taste of Beijing uncle on purpose.

Sedrian immediately performed a shot in the chest and fell to the ground in a pretentious manner.

There was good-natured laughter all around.

Gu Jiqing also smiled and asked, "So Sedrian is your little spy?"

"Well, who asked my wife to call me, and if I didn't receive it, she wouldn't call me."

Zhou Cibai thought of that day when the simple and honest contractor asked him why his wife looked like a man with a shocked and blank face, and the smile in his voice became a little obvious.

Gu Jiqing probably also guessed what happened, and raised his lips slightly: "Then you have to comfort the big brother who answered the phone."

After all, although Gu Jiqing doesn't mind this popular name, it is indeed impossible for him to become Zhou Cibai's "wife" in a legal sense. It is understandable that most ordinary people find it difficult to accept.

Just as he was thinking about it, there was a sudden scream of surprise and a roar of excitement behind him that was completely impossible to ignore.

They looked back.

It turned out that the boy with the lily-of-the-valley bouquet on the other side of the lawn just knelt down on one knee and took out the diamond ring, while his girlfriend covered her mouth in surprise, and tears welled up in her beautiful blue eyes.

Her mother was obviously too excited to be a little out of control, wiping her tears and leaning against her father's arms, and kept chanting: "They'resosweet."

Teachers, teachers, friends and even strangers who were watching around us all sent blessing smiles.

The girl finally stretched out her left hand with tears of happiness shining.

The moment the ring was put on her finger, she hugged her boyfriend happily, and everyone burst into applause. Friends excitedly recorded a video for him, and students from the music club passing by even played the accordion for them. A romantic love song was played live.

The girl was wearing a bachelor's uniform, and threw herself into the arms of her parents who were crying because of her happiness. Everything was so beautiful.

It is the kind of warm happiness that you can still feel even if you have never participated in her life, just take a look at it from a distance.

Gu Jiqing looked down at the rings on his and Zhou Cibai's left hands, and suddenly wondered if his marriage proposal to Zhou Cibai a year ago was too simple, without a diamond ring, without family, without friends, and without future legal An effective promise, even so simple that Zhou Cibai might not have realized that it was a marriage proposal.

Otherwise, why did Zhou Cibai still call himself boyfriend instead of fiance?

But he has no way to give Zhou Cibai a real marriage.

It's like there will always be people who can't understand why Xiao Zhou's wife is a man.

Everyone was attracted by this romantic proposal, only Zhou Cibai noticed Gu Jiqing's small movements of lowering his head and rubbing the ring.

He kissed Gu Jiqing's side face, and called out in a low voice: "Wife."

Even though he knew that this wife was called by Zhou Cibai deliberately teasing him, Gu Jiqing was still a little uncomfortable, pushed him away, got off him, bowed his head and said: "Who are you calling wife?"

Zhou Cibai posted it shamelessly: "Whoever wants to live with me for the rest of his life, I will call him wife."

Gu Jiqing walked to the right, trying to avoid him: "Then go ask who is willing to spend the rest of your life with you."

Zhou Cibai also took a step to the right: "I don't need to ask to know."

Gu Jiqing turned to the left: "I don't know."

Zhou Cibai also turned to the left: "You just know."

Gu Jiqing raised his head and stared at him: "Zhou Cibai, why are you so cheeky now!"

Zhou Cibai hugged him: "I'm not thick-skinned, why come to pick up my wife home."

After finishing speaking, Sedrian happily ran towards them with two glasses of pink cocktails: "Gu! Zhou! I grabbed two glasses of happy wine for you! Drink it up!"

In the hearts of simple French boys, joy is equal to happiness, so Chinese wedding wine becomes happy wine.

Gu Jiqing finally couldn't help laughing.

He admitted that he had some small regrets and disappointments just now, but what's the big deal, he just wants to be a contented person and be happy with Zhou Cibai.

So they walked around the entire campus that day, drank a lot of beer, ate a lot of souvenir cakes, took a lot of photos, said goodbye to many friends with a smile, and left a delicious apple pie for the landlord.

Even the sun on the east coast seems to be particularly partial to them. Every Polaroid is up to par, and the aperture is particularly beautiful.

Everything was so perfect that Gu Jiqing completely forgot about that brief loss.

I only remember that after the banquet was over, Zhou Cibai brought him back to the hotel, and the moment he closed the door, that almost brutal kiss on the door panel.

This year's unspeakable longing and love are like embers hidden under dry grass. They try their best to play decent lovers and hide their peace. However, when the alcohol falls, only a little spark is enough to burn them All rationality, emotional dignity, and energy were burned out.

In the end, there was almost no oxygen remaining, and they fell into a near-death suffocation.

There was liquid dripping from Gu Jiqing's eyelashes, he couldn't tell whether it was sweat or tears.

The whole year of being in a different place made him a little jerky, and it was difficult for him to connect to Na, but he was also more sensitive. With a light touch, he would tense his toes.

Zhou Cibai became stronger than he remembered, as if he had completely become a hungry wolf that couldn't help but want to eat Gu Jiqing whole.

Gu Jiqing couldn't count how many times he thought he would pass out like this, but he counted Zhou Cibai's total of 34 "I love you" and 26 "I miss you so much".

After the 35th I love you and the 27th I miss you so much, Zhou Cibai finally reluctantly stopped eating his beautiful prey.

Gu Jiqing, on the other hand, is like a dehydrated fish, slippery and slippery wrapped in a cloud of pure white textiles piled high above the east coast on a summer evening.

Zhou Cibai hugged him, kissed him, and asked, "Gu Zhizhi, are you a little unhappy today?"

Gu Jiqing had no strength to think at all, he buried himself in Zhou Cibai's arms, closed his eyes lazily, did not speak, as if he had fallen asleep.

Zhou Cibai kissed his eyelids and said, "Don't be upset, let's go home tomorrow, okay?"

Shouldn't you be going home tomorrow?

Gu Jiqing didn't think much, just said "um" in a nasal voice, and then fell asleep, the only good sleep he had this year.

It wasn't until the next evening, when they landed at the Capital Airport, and Zhou Cibai's Hummer drove them towards a road that was not unfamiliar but definitely not familiar, that Gu Jiqing realized that something was wrong.

He tilted his head to look at Zhou Cibai: "Aren't you going home?"

"Well, it's home."

Zhou Cibai said it with confidence.

Gu Jiqing clutched the seat belt, showing some vigilance belonging to a cat.

He felt that a year later, Zhou Cibai seemed to have become cunning, and he was no longer that stupid dog who would show his feet in a panic when preparing for a surprise.

Zhou Cibai only thought he was cute when he looked at him.

Sure enough, the only time when Gu Jiqing was a little dazed was when he was still asleep.

He stretched out his hand and pressed down the brim of the baseball cap on Gu Jiqing's head: "If you haven't woken up, catch up on some sleep. You must have not slept well on the plane just now."

He hasn't slept well after sleeping for more than ten hours, is he a little pig?

Gu Jiqing slandered in his heart, and soon fell asleep in Zhou Cibai's co-pilot holding the doll he caught for Zhou Cibai last time.

Probably because of the long-lost familiar feeling, he slept very peacefully all the way.

When he woke up again, the sky outside the window was completely dark, the night was like dark blue velvet, and the stars were its flowing luster.

How can there be stars in the sky in downtown Beijing, and how can there be the faint sound of the sea.

Gu Jiqing was still in a daze, Zhou Cibai had already opened the car door for him, then held his waist, hugged him out of the car, and said in a low voice, "Want to see our home?"

their home?

Gu Jiqing raised his head, and then he saw the building in front of him clearly through the streetlight.

It is a single-family villa with a garden, glass walls, swings and skylights. It is not a short distance from another house. It just stands alone and quietly by the sea. The sound of the waves comes clearly in the night wind. The strong scent of roses on a summer night.

It can be said to be exactly the same as the home he and Zhou Cibai imagined together on the rooftop a year and a half ago.

For a moment, Gu Jiqing felt that he was still in a dream.

However, Zhou Cibai held his hand, and the warm feeling in his palm was so real.

He took him by the hand and entered the gate code, which was Gu Jiqing's birthday.

Then walk on the stone road of the lawn, the roses bloom around the iron railings on the fence in a romantic and poetic way under the starry sky in summer night, the white swing on the lawn is swinging in the night wind, only a few cats and dogs are missing Dog slapstick.

"In fact, I found a professional garden designer and designed a lot of flowers, but the time is too tight, and it will not bloom until next spring."

Zhou Cibai led him to open the door of the house again. The living room is spacious and bright, which is Gu Jiqing's favorite minimalist style. On the other side of the living room is a sunken courtyard, where a quaint old tree grows gracefully with.

"This is transplanted from the wine alley you mentioned last time. The century-old golden osmanthus, according to Feng Shui, is called wealth and honor in court. It can bless us, Gu Zhizhi, to make a lot of money in the future, but the most important thing is autumn." When it rains, it will be beautiful and interesting.”

Zhou Cibai led him to continue forward, walking through the courtyard, and then pushed open a frameless door, and a huge bedroom appeared in front of him.

A huge glass with almost no decorations and gaps is like a picture frame, and in the picture frame is the beach under the night, and the waves are kissing the beach softly and tirelessly.

Zhou Cibai pressed the button on the wall, and the electric glass door opened automatically.

Gu Jiqing was led onto the beach by him, the sea breeze blowing towards her face with the warmth of summer, as if all the worries had been washed away.

"This beach is not private in terms of ownership, but it is private in terms of use rights, so before we all become old men, we can bask in the sun, enjoy the sea breeze, and watch porridge at high tide every summer. Porridge becomes a drowned dog."

"And in winter, it will snow here, so I installed a fireplace in the study, so that when it snows, we can watch the snow scene together in the study, warm up and read a book. When I turned on the fireplace last time, Congee porridge idiot, he insisted on playing, but his tail was burnt, and he was wronged for a long time."

As Zhou Cibai said, he tilted his head to look at Gu Jiqing, with a warm smile in his eyes: "Gu Zhizhi, do you like our new home?"

Gu Jiqing still stood there a little blankly, as if he knew what happened, but also as if he hadn't reacted yet.

Zhou Cibai smiled and looked down at him: "Did you find out what you lost?"

"Huh?" Gu Jiqing blinked, followed Zhou Cibai's gaze and looked down, only to find that his left middle finger was empty, and immediately raised his head anxiously, "Zhou Cibai, my ring... um... "

Before he finished speaking, Zhou Cibai hugged him, lowered his head and touched his lips lightly: "Idiot, I said, my boyfriend will have everything others have, so that ring doesn't count."

After speaking, the lights in the entire courtyard suddenly turned on, and countless dots of light lit up on the beach.

Gu Jiqing instinctively raised his hand to cover his eyes, and when he put it down, he realized that in those corners without light, clusters of sunflower bouquets had already been placed at some point.

At the same time, a huge frame was attached to the wall and dropped from the roof. A holy church and endless romantic roses were painted on it with familiar oil painting techniques.

The melodious piano sound that came from nowhere also sounded softly.

Zhou Cibai opened a dark red velvet box in front of him, and two platinum rings lay quietly on the flowing flannel.

One is a dog tail with a simple and unique design, and the other is a cat tail with a simple and unique design, which is exactly the same as Gu Jiqing's previous design.

It's just that the materials are more expensive, and the workmanship is more thoughtful. There are finely polished diamonds in the inconspicuous place, and the one with the thinner ring is a cat's tail, and the thicker one is a dog's tail, but now they are reversed.

"Zhou Cibai..."

"Gu Jiqing."

When Zhou Cibai said these three words, he looked at Gu Jiqing with a rare solemn expression.

Gu Jiqing didn't speak any more, just quietly looked at the person in front of him.

Zhou Cibai just lowered his eyes like that, as if Gu Jiqing was a beautiful firework, lighting up his young and enthusiastic world.

"I know, we are still very young, the ring you gave me before going abroad was just because I was worried that I would feel insecure, not because I really thought that I was mature enough to give you a marriage, so I also thought about whether to Wait a few more years, when I am fully capable, I will propose to you."

"But Gu Jiqing, I feel like I can't wait any longer. I love you very much, and I don't know how to explain this kind of love, but I just love you. Some people have said that love at first sight is love at first sight. I know whether he is right or not, but I know very well that even if one day we all become unattractive little old men, I will still love you, and even love you more."

"Because you at that time must have been with me for a lifetime. Most of the hard work and joys and sorrows in my life came from you. You have become a part of my life. I have no way not to love you .”

"Some people have also said that maybe love is just a kind of inertia. As long as you try to quit, you will find that it is just hormones that are causing trouble. But this year you have been abroad, I miss you every day and dream of you every day. Even sometimes I'm so busy that I don't have any other energy to think about you, but the moment I finish my work, I must think of you."

"I will think about what you are doing, have you been bullied, is there any other good person chasing you, will he take care of you by your side instead of me, so that you suddenly find that I am not the only dog ​​in the world Dog, it turns out I’m not that good either.”

"Actually, the time I ran into Cedrian giving you roses in the video, although I expressed that I would not be angry, I had a nightmare all night, and when I woke up the next day, I was very wronged I turned around and wanted to hug you, but when I turned around, I found that you were not by my side."

"At that time, I suddenly thought, if one day you find that I am not the only person in the world who will treat you well, if you meet someone better than me, he is willing to give you a home, you just leave I'm dead, so will I never be able to hug you again, kiss you again, call you Gu Zhizhi angrily, and grab you into my arms to tickle you."

"I just imagined it, and found that I was so sad, so sad that my heart was throbbing all the time, my cerebral cortex was pantothenic, and I couldn't concentrate on doing anything at all, so I asked for leave that day and flew [-] hours to beat Give Cedrian a meal."

"You were a little angry that day and said why I hurt myself, but while you were angry, you secretly kissed my wound at night, hugged me and wiped tears secretly. At that time, I decided that I should not wait any longer. Let you never leave me again."

"In fact, this development zone was originally planned to take shape at the end of next year, but after I came back that time, I told my dad that I wanted to join the development team. I bought the right to use this land with my trust fund. Draw the blueprints, personally supervise the work, and go to the construction site every weekend, winter and summer, just thinking that I must do what I promised you, and come to pick you up, back to our real home."

"I know that even if I put the engagement ring on your finger today, our marriage is still not protected by the law, so all my property notarizations are here, as long as you want, your name will be written on it, You will be my intended guardian, and all my property will belong to you. When I am dying, it is you who can sign for me. I will leave this world in whatever way I want, and I have to ask you."

"The law can't guarantee the loyalty of a marriage for a lifetime, but Gu Jiqing, I hope my love can, and I'm willing to use everything I have to assure you that my love for you will always be faithful, and I will never hurt you, Betray you, leave you, I will be your home, accompany you through three meals a day, all year round, life, old age, sickness and death, until I leave this world forever."

"So Gu Jiqing, are you willing to believe in my oath, accept my loyalty, and become my lover to spend the rest of my life with?"

After Zhou Cibai said the last sentence, when he looked at Gu Jiqing, his eyes reflected the dazzling luster reflected by the diamond ring under the light, like two independently shining stars, bright and gentle, which made Gu Jiqing a little bit painful eyes.

In fact, he never yearned for marriage.

From the moment he realized that he liked boys, he knew that it was impossible for him to have a perfect marriage and a real small family like ordinary people in his life.

So as Zhou Cibai said, the pair of rings before he left was just because he wanted to give Zhou Cibai a sense of security and promise that he could give.

He didn't really mind it, just occasionally a little envious.

But he never thought that his little envy would fall into Zhou Cibai's eyes.

It turned out that Zhou Cibai didn't lie to him, he really would have what others had.

And their home is a real home.

So Gu Jiqing pinched the brim of his hat, pressed it down, and covered the corners of his moist eyes, and said, "I don't want to for the time being."

The light in Zhou Cibai's eyes froze, as if a star stopped spinning.

Then Gu Jiqing secretly raised his lips and stretched out his hand: "Because other people propose to kneel on one knee, only my future husband is a big idiot standing there in a daze."