Don't try to bend me

Straight men at this age don't seem to like being called cute.

Also understandable.

"But now I think being cute is the highest evaluation of a boy." Gu Jiqing put his hands back into his pockets, tilted his head, as if he was just saying something casual, but his eyes were serious and sincere.

Zhou Cibai, whose ears were already burning, said, "..."

He seems to have a bad heart recently.

·

The first thing Zhou Cibai did after he was helped back to the dormitory was to take out his mobile phone, and quickly Baidu: [What does it mean when a boy always praises another boy for being cute]

The answer was quickly answered: [cute is the highest evaluation for a boy, if the other party is curvy, then congratulations, the other party is obviously interested in you]

top rating.

Obviously interesting.

Zhou Cibai: "..."

"What's the matter?" After Gu Jiqing arranged the food, he found that Zhou Ci was sitting opposite him, holding a mobile phone, pursing his lips, red ears, not knowing what he was thinking, so he asked casually.

Zhou Cibai seemed to be frightened, he suddenly came back to his senses, and then quickly put away the phone with a guilty conscience: "It's nothing."

As a result, as soon as he put it in his pocket, the phone vibrated again.

He took it out again.

In the dormitory group, Lu Ping was roaring crazily: [Fuck! ! !Fourth! ! !No! ! !Have you grown to the point where you are jealous of Gu Jiqing in just one day? ? ? ]

What a mess.

Every time Zhou Cibai read Lu Ping's news, only these seven words remained in his mind, and he frowned slightly.

Lu Ping soon sent another photo: [Why are you fighting with He Changzhi? ! ]

In the photo, Zhou Cibai was standing in front of Gu Jiqing, stretching out his hand to push He Changzhi away with a cold face, while He Changzhi was looking up at him with clenched fists angrily.

Even though it was a candid shot and it was at night, his appearance was a bit blurry, but it was not difficult to see the tension between the two.

Coupled with Gu Jiqing's unforgettable beautiful face even in the high-blur state, it really looks like that.

But that's obviously not the case.

How can you make up your mind like this? !

Zhou Cibai was too lazy to talk about this with someone like Lu Ping who has a strange brain circuit, and asked directly: [Where did this photo come from]

Lu Ping replied quickly: [An anonymous communication group in our grade]

Then I added another sentence: [But you said whether these people are lacking in morality, knowing that Jian Ling is still in this group, and posting these, you are not afraid that the girl will feel uncomfortable]

Zhou Cibai: [Jian Ling? ]

[Roar when seeing injustice]: Just He Chang's girlfriend

[The road sees the injustice and roars]: Oh, no, it’s my ex-girlfriend now

[Roar when you see injustice]: Although it is said that He Changzhi confessed to Gu Jiqing after he broke up with Jian Ling, but it is a good thing that an ex-boyfriend confessed to a man less than a month after breaking up with him. Now I'm still fighting and jealous outside, can the girl feel better when she sees it?

[Looking at the injustice on the road]: Therefore, people like Gu Jiqing who destroy other people's feelings have absolutely no morals, no matter how good-looking they are, we can't have them!

Why is his character bad?

Without even thinking about it, Zhou Cibai frowned and quickly replied: [You don't know what's going on, so don't talk nonsense]

Lu Ping replied in seconds: [So you mean you know the whole story? ]

Zhou Cibai: "..."

He knows shit.

He only heard the last few sentences of the conversation between Gu Jiqing and He Changzhi, and he didn't know anything other than confirming that He Changzhi really liked Gu Jiqing and that it was not a fun thing.

And Chen Ji, who has been diving for a long time, also got angry: [But no matter what happened, Gu Jiqing still affected their relationship when he knew that He Changzhi had a girlfriend. Is this an undeniable fact? ]

Zhou Cibai didn't even think about it again: [Why does Gu Jiqing know for sure? ]

Chen Ji also replied in seconds: [Of course he knows, it was he who took the initiative to find Jian Ling and said something, and Jian Ling and He Changzhi broke up completely. Could this be a subjective way to destroy the relationship? ]

However, Zhou Cibai still just smirked: [Did you see it with your own eyes? ]

Chen Ji: "..."

He felt that Zhou Cibai was a little messy today.

[JiChen]: Okay, let's take a step back, even if these are all fake, Gu Jiqing was wronged, so why didn't he even explain a word for so long?He can't be a human fairy who really doesn't care about the mundane world, can he?

"..."

A brief silence.

Zhou Cibai was still expressionless: [People know what's going on, don't be too idle to learn from those people who talk about others all day long]

After posting, with a sullen face, he pressed the phone, threw it aside, picked up the chopsticks, and prepared to eat.

Gu Jiqing found out that his mood was wrong, picked out a piece of the best-looking short ribs in the thermos, and asked, "Did someone say something?"

Zhou Cibai paused, restrained his emotions, and replied in a low voice: "No."

After speaking, he unconsciously pursed the corner of his lower lip.

Appears to be lying.

Gu Jiqing actually didn't care about other people's comments and opinions, but out of consideration for the convenience of getting along with each other, he still fiddled with the ribs in the bowl and said softly: "If you have anything to say, you can actually say it directly, so that it will be easier to solve the problem. Quickly, and unnecessary misunderstandings can be avoided.”

Gu Jiqing spoke gently but casually, as if the importance of this question was not as important as the beautiful short rib in his bowl.

Zhou Cibai didn't want to ask at first, because he thought it would be very impolite to ask about other people's private affairs, and he has never been interested in these gossip rumors.

But for some reason, when the protagonist of this gossip was replaced by Gu Jiqing, he felt that it was not impossible to ask.

After all, it is best to clarify the misunderstanding.

Otherwise, when Lu Ping and Chen Ji came back, it would be awkward to get along in the same dormitory.

Zhou Cibai felt that his reasons were just and sufficient, lowered his head to pick up the vegetables, pretended not to care, and said, "It's nothing, but some people say that He Changzhi and Jian Ling broke up because of you."

Gu Jiqing nodded: "Well, it's because of me."

"?"

Zhou Cibai stopped holding the vegetables.

Gu Jiqing raised his head, looked at him, and said seriously: "It's true that they broke up because I went to find Jian Ling."

His eyes were so calm that he didn't think there was anything wrong with this matter at all.

Zhou Cibai's knuckles holding the chopsticks tightened unconsciously: "So you knew he had a girlfriend before?"

Zhou Cibai couldn't tell what mood he was in when he asked this question, he just felt an unexplainable discomfort welling up in his heart.

Gu Jiqing didn't seem to take it seriously at all, he lowered his head and continued to pick the meat off the ribs: "Well, I know, he brought his girlfriend over to have dinner with us when freshman year just started."

"Then you still..." Zhou Cibai originally wanted to say, then you flirt, but in the middle of the sentence, he felt a little heavy, so he said it a little more reservedly with a cold face, "Then you are still so kind to him."

Gu Jiqing didn't understand Zhou Cibai's logic: "I treat him well, it should have nothing to do with whether he has a girlfriend or not."

He is just a simple habit of being nice to people, and he is just as nice to Brother Lu and the others.

To Zhou Cibai's ears, it had a different meaning - he teased He Changzhi, it had nothing to do with whether He Changzhi had a girlfriend or not.

Zhou Cibai finally couldn't help it: "But don't you think that you are disrespecting feelings?"

Why disrespect?

Although Gu Jiqing feels that being nice to others does not require any affection, it does not mean that he does not respect other people's feelings.

Could it be that because he is gay, it is disrespectful to be nice to the same sex?

"But I should be pretty good to you, do you think I'm disrespecting you?" Gu Jiqing looked at Zhou Cibai, blinked slightly, and asked innocently and at a loss.

Zhou Cibai immediately thought of his uncontrollable heartbeat when Gu Jiqing helped him wrap the bandage and handed him the medicine.

So Gu Jiqing's simple inquiry turned into some kind of ambiguous provocation in his eyes.

Coupled with the sentence I heard at the school bus station before, "Anyway, what I'm best at is breaking straight men, and that's not bad for Zhou Cibai", a kind of inexplicable shame, disappointment and anger surged in an instant. On Zhou Cibai's mind.

It's okay for this person to be irresponsible for flirting with others, but how can he destroy other people's feelings and still feel that there is nothing wrong with it? !

How can this kind of person who doesn't even have the most basic bottom line understand the importance of loyalty and responsibility in a relationship.

Thinking that he actually spoke for Gu Jiqing before, and even compared him with his goddess, Zhou Cibai felt like a fool.

He also couldn't explain why his emotions fluctuated like this because of a person he had just met for two days.

But he, who has always paid the most attention to self-cultivation, finally couldn't restrain himself, and said with a cold face, "No disrespect, I'm full, let me wash the dishes, and don't worry about me tomorrow", and sat back in his seat alone , Sulked.

Gu Jiqing was left holding a piece of ribs, and raised his eyebrows puzzled.

Why are you suddenly unhappy again?

Forget it, it's normal for a teenage boy to be emotionally unstable.

Gu Jiqing didn't take this matter to heart at all, but continued to eat slowly.

He has always hated washing dishes, so Zhou Cibai told him to do it, but Gu Jiqing really didn't care. After eating, he washed up and went to bed.

Zhou Cibai also really rolled up his sleeves, with a straight face, he washed the pink thermos seriously.

On the other end, Gu Jiqing listened to the sound of rushing water, and fell asleep peacefully.

So when Zhou Cibai came out after washing the dishes, what he saw was Gu Jiqing facing the wall, wrapped in a quilt, huddled into a small ball, neither talking nor playing with his mobile phone, looking as if he had encountered something sad thing.

Zhou Cibai clenched his fist slightly, but in the end he didn't say anything, dragged his injured leg, and went to bed alone.

·

Zhou Cibai had a rare insomnia at night.

Gu Jiqing's matter was all over and over again in his mind.

So much so that when I woke up the next day, the sky was already bright.

He sat up, looked at the bed next door, and found that it was empty, thinking that Gu Jiqing probably really didn't care about him, he lowered his head and stroked his hair irritably, then got up and got out of bed.

Then I saw the pink thermos bucket on the table.

There is also a piece of paper next to it: It is snowing, it is inconvenient for you to go out, drink the porridge while it is hot, take the medicine after meals, remember to apply ice to the ankles.

The handwriting is clear and beautiful.

The sweet porridge in the thermos is still steaming.

Zhou Cibai: "..."

He suddenly felt like a wolf-hearted scumbag.

But he really can't be friends with someone who doesn't respect loyalty and responsibility in a relationship.

So after a brief hesitation, he chose to close the lid of the thermos and ordered takeaway.

In order to avoid making the delivery man wait too long, Zhou Cibai leaned on the railing and went downstairs by himself. As soon as he sat down on the bench downstairs, Wang Quan from the dormitory next door rushed back.

"Why did you come down by yourself, where are the flowers in the courtyard next door?" Wang Quan asked casually.

Zhou Cibai lowered his eyelashes: "I don't know."

Wang Quan, who looked at the two lovingly supporting each other back to the dormitory last night: "?"

what happened?

What is the conflict?

After a short period of doubt, Wang Quan quickly realized: "Didn't you guys quarrel because of He Changzhi last night?"

"No, it's just that I got up late in the morning." Zhou Cibai rarely showed negative emotions in front of outsiders, and answered calmly.

Wang Quan breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, I thought you were angry because the group joked that you were jealous of Gu Jiqing."

After finishing speaking, he sighed again: "However, Gu Jiqing is also unlucky. He Changzhi spread such a doggy plaster. If he hadn't met you who happened to be able to suppress He Changzhi, maybe something would happen. Jian Ling I was so worried last night."

Zhou Cibai originally planned to deal with this conversation perfunctorily, but when he heard the last sentence, he raised his head instantly: "Jian Ling is worried about Gu Jiqing?"

"That's right." Wang Quan took it for granted, "I'm afraid that a scheming scumbag like He Changzhi will jump over the wall in a hurry."

"No, what I mean is why should Jian Ling worry about Gu Jiqing?" Zhou Cibai's tone showed a rare eagerness.

It was only then that Wang Quan realized that Zhou Cibai didn't know anything: "Fuck, didn't you, Gu Jiqing didn't tell you? He Changzhi has always been pretending to be straight, if it wasn't for Gu Jiqing who was looking for Jian Ling After talking about this, Jian Ling was almost cheated into getting married, so the two of them have a pretty good relationship."

"Are you sure?" When Zhou Cibai asked this sentence, his voice was so tense that he didn't realize it.

Wang Quan nodded: "It's sure, my wife and Jian Ling are best friends, she told us both personally."

Zhou Cibai's heart tightened: "Then why did things spread like this?"

"Why else, let the little girl feel better." Wang Quan said, and sat down next to Zhou Cibai, "Think about it, if He Changzhi is a natural person, then Jian Ling has been in love with him since high school. Planning to get married, what happened to Jian Ling? How would those gossip women talk about it behind their backs? Now it is said that they broke up with Jian Ling after breaking up. The main conflict is Gu Jiqing. gone."

"And it was Gu Jiqing who took the initiative to tell Jian Ling that there is no need to explain it to outsiders. If Jian Ling hadn't come to me in a hurry last night to ask me about the situation, my wife and I still don't know about it." Wang Quan sighed again. He took a deep breath, "Don't tell me, even though Yard Hua looks like a little girl, she is quite a man when she does things. If you push his WeChat to me later, it will be regarded as making friends."

"He's just good-looking, don't talk about a little girl, it's impolite." Zhou Cibai replied angrily.

King Quan, who was inexplicably hated: "?"

Isn't he boasting?

However, Zhou Cibai is not in the mood to reason with him at all right now, all he thinks about is Gu Jiqing.

So Gu Jiqing didn't break He Changzhi, let alone destroy other people's feelings, but after knowing that He Changzhi liked him, he took the initiative to find the girl and told the truth, and in order to prevent the girl from being talked about too much by others, she chose to bear it by herself Criticism.

Zhou Cibai sat on the chair with his legs crossed, bent over, his hands clasped on his knees, his fingers clasped tightly, and the knuckles were already white from excessive force.

He didn't know why he was so reckless and impulsive these past two days like a high school student. He made jumping conclusions and lost his temper before things were fully understood.

The only solution he could think of was to apologize directly.

But if the other party is Lu Ping, Chen Ji, or any other boy, he can talk about the matter directly, and then make an appointment to vent on the basketball court, and then have a sex together, and the matter is over.

But how could Gu Jiqing be like those five-year-old boys.

Gu Jiqing is so soft-tempered and emotionally sensitive, she will just keep silent when she is sad.

Thinking of the way Gu Jiqing curled up in the corner without saying a word yesterday wrapped in a quilt, Zhou Cibai's tightly intertwined knuckles were already bloodless.

Wang Quan finally realized that something was wrong, and quickly asked, "What's the matter?"

Zhou Cibai just wanted to say nothing, and then suddenly remembered that Wang Quan's girlfriend is from the Academy of Fine Arts, so girls who study art are more sensitive and delicate...

A brief silence.

"That." Zhou Cibai said uncomfortably, "If, I mean if, after you do something that may make your girlfriend unhappy, how do you usually coax her."

Wang Quan: "?"

girlfriend?

When did Zhou Cibai have a girlfriend?

And how did the topic suddenly jump here?

Wang Quan was dumbfounded.

However, before he could react, Zhou Cibai, who was sitting next to him with a face of guilt and guilt, suddenly stood up suddenly.

The 1.9-meter tall man scared Wang Quan into a fright: "Oh my god, what's wrong, this is, did you meet a ghost?"

After speaking, I looked back.

I saw Gu Jiqing wearing a white down jacket and a goose-yellow scarf, holding an umbrella, walking slowly in the first snow in Beijing in winter.

The face is snow-white and clear, embellished with fresh light yellow, like a narcissus that has just bloomed.

Good-looking is good-looking, but how good-looking can make a straight man have such a big reaction?

Wang Quan looked back somewhat inexplicably.

Then I found that Zhou Cibai was already standing upright on the spot, with the corners of his lips tightly pursed, his hands in a posture like a prosthetic limb just installed, his eyes were fixed on Jiqing, his whole body was written all over There was a kind of nervousness that was too concerned and a little expectant.

The whole look and posture made Wang Quan feel strangely familiar.

And when Gu Jiqing approached slowly, put away the umbrella, finally saw him, and called out "Zhou Cibai" unexpectedly, Zhou Cibai instantly stood up straighter.

So much so that Wang Quan was in a trance, and seemed to see a tail "chuckle" nervously standing up from behind Zhou Cibai.

"..."

At that moment, Wang Quan seemed to have finally remembered something.

He silently took out his mobile phone, and after finding the video of his Samoyed being locked up on the balcony for a mistake a few days ago, he stretched out his hand to the left of Zhou Cibai.

One minute and 28 seconds.

Compare all the way.

Then eight characters appeared in Wang Quan's mind.

Just fucking, exactly the same.

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Samoyed: originally from the same root